Welcome!

i really came on twitter last night thinking i was the shit lol now im just sad

honestly its really hard to be told things like “i promise things will get better in the future” when life just constantly kicks you to the ground???

im not even sure who still follows me/goes on tumblr anymore lol im probably just screaming into the void at this point

no but seriously lol at this rate im legitimately boutta fail this class lol or at the most get a C??? and getting two Cs in a row for classes that are pretty important for my direction in the bfa program is pretty damaging to my self esteem/worth as an artist (which im starting to feel less and less of) and its also incredibly painful to compare myself to others AND acknowledge that i shouldnt do so, i just cant help it when i feel like ive grown somewhat emotional connections to them these past two years and barely starting to feel completely comfortable with them lol

back on here for this one (1) post to say that im rlly sad and feel like im not meant to be doing what i do now lol