Life Through Hopeful Eyes

A joyful chat that wasn’t everlasting, It wen’t by so fast, but in reality took so long. So full of smiles, Inside dead with fear Honest in tongue, Dreadful in thought. Laugh’s, Sigh’s, Glance’s, Cry’s Immortal thing’s we dream, Mortal life’s we’ve seen. Love here, Love there, Love everywhere. But what is Love? A mystery, A journey, The Depth’s or Above… Real, make believe or something we conceive? Dream’s, fear’s, belief’s and tear’s, Death, birth and second chance’s Tear down bad, burn it and make a new start, Everything can be so clear to see. If you use your eyes, and not your lie’s, You can see beyond, and what’s not so fond. Be real to yourself and true to your heart, Use your dart and don’t miss your mark. You have people that love you and so do I, So deep down there’s no reason to cry. Will I find my Everlasting Gobstopper? I’m sure I will, Deep down that’s how I feel, In the mean time I have family, That is real, The real deal with a seal.  Whoop Whoop! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7PJPJy00514

Beautiful!!!

What are you trying to say?

There is a girl. She's extraordinary, magnificent, down to earth, a great listener, my best friend and down right gorgeous. Problem is I'm the boy. He's loosing his grip and touch with everything. He's precious just like any other soul but almost cursed. He's reaching out, waiting for a hand to firmly grab back at him and she is thrusting her arm out to meet his. They meet, they collide, they grab a hold of each other but what she doesn't know is this grip she has on him is failing and it's inevitable that he's going to fall. Time goes by and surely enough there's only a finger's hold left. He's slipping, reaching, screaming, terrified trying to hold on but he's lost his lifeline. He'll fall and hit further than the ground. He's fallen before and managed to get back up but this time there is no hope for the boy. He has fell for his last time. Forever lost in the depths of dark he wishes she isn't hurting without him.

I know you wan't to be free, free of me and my burdens. I'm sorry, sorry that I burden you just because I love you. I love you, I love you because you helped me find myself. Myself, I don't think he's okay and he hasn't been for quite a while. I wan't to hide my love for you, bury it down nice and deep and see what it does. I just am so afraid that if I do you'll stop noticing me. Well now it's time that I finally give it a shot. I just hope you won't forget me. Don't forget the real me, don't let your mind bury him over like I'm trying to do with my feelings. I love you beautiful sweet guardian angel and I promise that won't change, but I'm hoping you already know this. I'll probably fail and my love will resurface, but I hope while the real me goes to hide you don't lose what you have for me, whatever it may be. I love you, please don't forget this guy.

What a beautiful question… :) Yes, simply said my heart longs for someone so dear.. I believe these feelings I hold for her are the strongest I have ever expressed, felt, harbored ect. So yes, the answer is yes I’m in love with someone, not just anyone either.. I’m in love with a beautiful magnificent girl who make’s me feel wonderful and make’s me feel like I’m something. This beautiful angels name is Sarah Banning<3 

This make's no sense, like I've always wanted to feel this way and I'm so glad I do. I love myself. Finally, because I've wanted this for a long time. I love myself because I realize now that no matter what goes on in life I'm not trying to hurt anyone and I'm actually trying to help others. I say what I mean, even if most of what I say I'm truly really scared to say it. I think I'm happy with me because I'm honest and open. I really like this and I think this is my breakthrough I've needed since I was a little boy. I'm proud of you  Tyler. I'm so proud of you, because that last sentence could have never existed before because I've never truly been proud of myself to any real extent. I'm really blown away at what I'm feeling right now, this is truly incredible and quite a sight to be seen and a feeling to be won over by yourself. I just cant believe it took so long. I guess that's why they say good things come to those who wait. Let's see if waiting for this is really gonna pay off. All I know is today I made a huge leap forward of some amazing progress for my life.

The one, those giggly feelings, laughing, crying, feeling in love, feeling hurt, scared, like I am something, needy, confident, content, confident, never that alone, complete, that I matter, joy, smiling... I could go on but I'm just gonna say that these are some of the feelings that come with falling in love. And lets just say I have a vast array of emotions that I've felt and sorted and observed since I ever met you. Truly, deep down I know I love you. You're gonna see this and that scares me, but I know I'm truly happier to show you this anyways.

Yes you can my dear :)

My brother Miller, he saved my life last night. I like blacked out fell back and slammed my head like 4 times and was puking and choking on my puke and he saved my life. I’m forever grateful bro and I fucking love you to death man!