Finding Beauty In The Small Things

Some days you just need red lipstick. #lookbook #loveyourself #plusisequal #plussizefashion #plussizebeauty #plussize #effyourbeautystandards #regram #inspiration #beautiful #mybody #fullfiguredfashion #fullfiguredfashion #bigandblunt #mybody #bodypositivity #honormycurves #confessplus

May or may not done a tag of 69 on a few cars 😉 #69s

#cadillacranch #inspiration #amarillo (at Cadillac Ranch)

at Cadillac Ranch

#cadillacranch #amarillo #inspiration (at Cadillac Ranch)

✌🏼️#cadillacranch #amarillo #inspiration (at Cadillac Ranch)

Another bump in the road. Another job to leave from. I'm 28 and I guess I'm never satisfied. It's all experience and this is what life is about. I'm just praying to find my place, peace, love for myself, and joy in what I do.

My forever Valentine. Always there to fight with me and love me unconditionally. Always there to support my stupid decisions and keep me grounded. He takes care of me everyday and Im sure I annoy him in return. 😝 I love you!

Is there ever such a thing as too much duck lips? Nah. ✌🏼️

Ya girl went blonde....ish. Thanks to my hubs for the Valentines Day get cha hair done present ❤️

Happy Birthday to my beautiful other half of my best friends! We've had crazy moments, days when I force her to do stuff with me, like drive to a new years party to drink with me and letting me put make up on her face to go to Rocky Horror last minute. You've grown so much this year! Life changes but I'm always here for you! Love you boo!

At the start of every year I tell myself I'm going to be a happier version of myself. I suffer from severe depression. When my dad died back when I was 16 my world crumbled. I felt distant from my family and my friends. I didn't recognize this feeling as I didn't understand what was happening. Every year seemed to get harder. The past two years of my life I've been not my true self I know I am. I've had dark thoughts of ending my life thinking everyone would be happier with out me. I know it's not true. But something in my brain tells me it's the truth. Everyone has a struggle. Ive bounced from a couple jobs because I wasn't appreciated or I felt like I wasn't good enough, or simply I wasn't waking up happy to be there. Some days I can't get out of bed or stop sleeping. I push away family or going out and having a good time because I'm afraid. This is my struggle to understand that life is beautiful. I have a graceful husband who doesn't judge me when I break down and beat on myself. He is instead there to let me cry, tell me it's not true, tells me he loves me, sits in the car with me when I threaten to drive away. I don't want to die today. I want to live ❤️ #depression #depressionisreal #happiness #18002738255 #life

#lookbook #loveyourself #plusisequal #plussizefashion #plussizebeauty #plussize #effyourbeautystandards #regram #inspiration #beautiful #mybody #fullfiguredfashion #fullfiguredfashion #bigandblunt #mybody #bodypositivity #honormycurves #confessplus

Hello 28! #lookbook #loveyourself #plusisequal #plussizefashion #plussizebeauty #plussize #effyourbeautystandards #regram #inspiration #beautiful #mybody #fullfiguredfashion #fullfiguredfashion #bigandblunt #mybody #bodypositivity #honormycurves #confessplus

#sexbombbathbomb kind of night. Obsessed with @lushcosmetics. I mean, obviously. #lush #lushbathbomb #lushjunkie #lushiesofinstagram

Happy New Years! I honestly look forward to this new year. #lookbook #loveyourself #plusisequal #plussizefashion #plussizebeauty #plussize #effyourbeautystandards #regram #inspiration #beautiful #mybody #fullfiguredfashion #fullfiguredfashion #bigandblunt #mybody #bodypositivity #honormycurves #confessplus