Kells

Your annoying ass 💕

It may not be our time now, maybe us being apart is what we need. I just hope we do get back together. I've been nothing but loyal and faithful to you, I know it's hard to believe with everything we've been through. Yes I did mistakes, in which I'm sorry that I went to a rave when we were not together and wanted to know ppl on Instagram. I shouldn't have done those things knowing how you are, knowing there's a possibility of getting back together. But now I know not to do that even when we aren't together. But you also need to see it that way, be cautious on what you do, what you put and what you say. Your words do hurt, your actions hurt even more .. Ppl say to move on, it's easier said than done .. Like how can I move on when I still have hope ? That we were this . close on making a family of our own, live together, so close to building our future together, supporting one another ? It really isn't easy. Sometimes I wished you never joined the military, our connection was amazing before you left, we were so happy. Summer really sucked knowing I have someone but couldn't even spend it with that special someone. Sigh after July things went down hill .. I wish I still had your letters so I can read them, so I can cry all over again .. Now I have nothing but memories being played over and over again in my head, dreaming about you and looking at pictures and videos of us .. I miss you like crazy, sometimes cry myself to sleep, cuddle with pickachu. I still love you even after everything, I'm not mad at you, I'm mad how things got where they are now .. You'll always be my baby, mi gordo hermoso. I love you, remember doing the impossible, possible .. Together.