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thankyuu for tagging me @alex-lupin !!!!!!!

anon !!! im sorry ive been so focused on twt lately that i forgot i can be more insane on tumblr ^^; but yes !! i do !!

so. megan wants to be mature and get out of her teenager era. yeah, okay. that's been said. but her equating that with sophia during the fallon interview? killed me when she said that. just so much material in her answer !!!

megan is an observer and she's able to make these accidental observations about people but at the end of the day she has never seen sophia as truly messy. think about DA sophia being everyone's anchor in a time of her life that she *should've* looked the most fucked up. like we can get all of that as the viewer when we saw sophia writing letters calling herself pretty and smart but it's not like megan knew that was happening.

so here's sophia, who to Megan has always walked a straight line. she graduated with all of these awards and top of her class and then chose to shoot her first shot with fame. she worked hard for it and she got what she deserved. just like that. and here's megan who's always had to walk in circles and try her best always and be discarded over and over again until she shot her LAST shot with DA. it's no fucking clue why megan wants to be sophia so bad !!! sophia was being called a natural leader while megan was being called boring by nikky or however u spell her name. and if we go to Hc territory i Guess we can make megan jealous over it but i don't think that'll be quite the case. it'll basically be what megan answered in the fallon interview, endless chasing to be an Adult. and for megan that is to be sophia. because she's always been an adult, while megan was fifteen and resurfacing from a river of dead careers