It's quite bewildering how quickly one person can become all that matters.
"I had heard about you long before we ever crossed paths."
I couldn’t help but wonder what made you so admired. Was it your looks? Or maybe there was something unique about your personality that set you apart? I wasn’t sure, and honestly, I didn’t think I’d ever find out. I brushed it off, figuring we had no common ground anyway, so why bother?
It quickly became one of my favorite years. I had just graduated, and I was embracing life as a newly minted adult. My days were mostly consumed by work and fangirling, but I was loving every moment of it. In October 2022, I attended my very first concert, a moment that will always be special to me. I remember feeling envious of the fans who got to attend their previous concert while I was just a broke college student. So, when the announcement came that the group would be doing another encore concert in December, I was beyond excited.
The moment gets interesting when I found out that you're a fan of seventeen too. It's such a rare thing for me to encounter a fanboy since most of my carat friends are girls so I initiate a conversation as a social butterfly asking you stuff about svt and the upcoming concert.
Fast forward to the encore concert—who would’ve thought that it would mark the beginning of us? It felt like the universe was dropping hints, subtle clues, and unexplainable feelings. Yet, we both chose to brush them off and stayed as casual friends, which was fine with me since I wasn’t even thinking about dating at the time.
Then came 2023, a year that proved to be challenging—a whirlwind of tears, realizations, relapses, and tough decisions. Looking back now, despite all the pain, I’m grateful for everything that happened because it shaped the person I’ve become.
By the end of that year, I had made up my mind: I was going abroad the following year. Fresh from heartbreak, I needed a little distraction—a “happy crush.” That was when I decided to step out of my comfort zone. “From this day on, I’ll let myself have a crush on him. After all, I’m leaving next year anyway.”
I remember when you asked for a picture during ATG 2023, and I told myself that if I saw you at the next occasions, I’d ask for a picture this time. But strangely enough, we never had the chance to cross paths again—even before I left in March the following year which made me really sad and just accept that it’s nothing more than a silly crush—no need to overthink it.
Then one day in April this year, everything changed. I got a message from you, and from there, a confession followed. That moment marked the beginning of something new—a version of myself I hadn’t seen before. The rest, as they say, is history.
You’re the puzzle piece I never realized was missing until you came into my life. Before you, I was terrified of falling apart again if I dared to love. But you, healed parts of me you never even broke.
My heart has waited so long to be loved by someone like you, and I can’t bear the thought of losing the kindest soul I could ever ask for in this lifetime. Tomorrow is not promised, but one thing is certain—I’ll choose to stay, no matter what challenges we face together. When life feels overwhelming, run to me. My arms will always be open, ready to give you the warmest hugs you need.
My love, you're the best plot twist I waited for, and I'll always be grateful for you. I always include you in my prayers. 🤍
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