In this version each person is assigned their own color(it involves 4+ people) and you know the time the conversation starts but not how long it lasts. Also a more realistic feel but could get old after so many chapters.. (I will also probably make the constant name “Twin” bigger I just forgot honestly)

I'm afraid to light an ember when everyone I love is fueling flames. So I stay cool just like the weather so I can put ’em out. It feels like everyday and oh, I been so conditioned by a household that's always burnin' up I’m fighting fires while everybody else is striking matches everywhere, their smoke climbs higher so I keep mine inside until I'm running out of air and I'm so damn tired. Don't they know it's easier if they just didn't care? But I fight their fires cuz they won't, I'm fighting fires all alone now I know the thing about a flame is it don't care about the forest So I tell myself the lie that only I can prevent forest fires, ‘cause if I ever let it out I'm scared no one could put me down

Every conquest I had made would make me more of a boss to you I’d be a fearless leader, I'd be an alpha type. When everyone believes ya. What's that like? I’m so sick of running as fast as I can wondering if I'd get there quicker if I was a man and I'm so sick of them coming at me again, ‘cause if I was a man, then I'd be the man They'd say I hustled, put in the work, they wouldn’t shake their heads and question how much of this I deserve

How do we- how do we trust the person who's everything- everything and could break our heart in two? But it's worth fightin' for even if the hurt could break the floor and you're fallin'- fallin' havin' faith in only you Love isn't easy when you feel you could fall. It’s so much easier when there's not a risk at all I know I'll find comfort in the way lovin' you is unknown. All that's certain is this moment. I've never met a girl who made me feel this way before I'm not falling honest when I'm with you I'm flying

Is it alright, if I tell you some of my secrets? I’m in over my head right now, think they're gonna weigh me down. ‘Cause I don't like holding on to these feelings I just need to let this out Keeping quiet cause it's all I know. Push away but it keeps coming back. Can't contain the emotions I have in it now gotta let it go When it rains, let it pour. Getting lost in the waves. When it rains, let it pour. Let it wash away.

'Cause I've been high and I've been low I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight and feelings come but they won't go. Please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind Am I broken? Am I flawed? Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause? 'Cause I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself I've tried everything and anything but nothing seems to work quite like it should between the madness and the apathy. Seems there's nothing left inside of me that's good