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I will refer back to The Text on this shortly but I DO believe that Troy was actively worse to Shane specifically and in fact was worse even than Dallas Kent was towards Shane. Because he was attracted to Shane and he was ashamed of it. So it was easier to say some racist homophobic shit about Shane and assert his white masculinity over Shane in the eyes of his peers. Like I do think for the most part he would stay quiet and go along with whatever shit Kent would say, entirely complicit but maybe not contributing much, but I do think he specifically had a lot to say about Shane. Both to his team and to Shane’s face. Specifically as a way to externalize the shame he felt around his attraction to Shane.

Is it socially acceptable to use opaque watercolors, or is that considered gouache?

and we're gonna see that huge man riding cock. bent over and fucked within an inch of his life. whimpering and whining on it, even. can you believe it. we have to live

Shane with a softer stomach & a grown out treasure trail. Gray haired laugh lines on his face & even more freckles on his cheeks & shoulders from years spent in the sunshine. He needs to wear his glasses 24/7 & he’s slowed down a bit but when he & Ilya get on the ice at their hockey camps his shot is still killer.

guys i liedddddd 😭😭😭😭😭 i actually want it 😭😭😭 i want it so bad 😭😭😭😭 i want it so bad its ruining my life 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

the parallel drawn between ilya and his mom isn't meant to be subtle. she was so funny and beautiful. she was so sad. my dad was so hard on her. she would've loved you like i love you. so when ilya says he doesn't want shane to think she was weak, that line makes me want to scream. he has so much shame around his depression when it comes to shane. he doesn't want shane to think He is weak. (spoilers) he spends all of tlg keeping his issues secret from shane because he's determined to "fix" it on his own so shane never has to know, ilya never has to be a failure or an inconvenience to him. so in the end when he is finally in a place to come out and say listen if you're going to commit to me you need to know that i'm like my mom and i might always be - and for shane to just hear him and say well i'll be right here - is a massive release of shame for ilya

love mymoots.. hug... even if we donftalk i love you.. even if you secretly hate me ilove you...