Don't Smoke Crayolas

Shane with a softer stomach & a grown out treasure trail. Gray haired laugh lines on his face & even more freckles on his cheeks & shoulders from years spent in the sunshine. He needs to wear his glasses 24/7 & he’s slowed down a bit but when he & Ilya get on the ice at their hockey camps his shot is still killer.

guys i liedddddd 😭😭😭😭😭 i actually want it 😭😭😭 i want it so bad 😭😭😭😭 i want it so bad its ruining my life 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

the parallel drawn between ilya and his mom isn't meant to be subtle. she was so funny and beautiful. she was so sad. my dad was so hard on her. she would've loved you like i love you. so when ilya says he doesn't want shane to think she was weak, that line makes me want to scream. he has so much shame around his depression when it comes to shane. he doesn't want shane to think He is weak. (spoilers) he spends all of tlg keeping his issues secret from shane because he's determined to "fix" it on his own so shane never has to know, ilya never has to be a failure or an inconvenience to him. so in the end when he is finally in a place to come out and say listen if you're going to commit to me you need to know that i'm like my mom and i might always be - and for shane to just hear him and say well i'll be right here - is a massive release of shame for ilya

love mymoots.. hug... even if we donftalk i love you.. even if you secretly hate me ilove you...

i hope i get to keep reblogging the same heated rivalry scenes over and over with you guys until we die