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Someday I WILL make that pinned post

I'm finally starting to make my pinned post

what would i Even dm my moots like Hello Internet Friend

it’s a pool party at one of the cens houses and the wags are seated in a corner watching ilya lean by the pool to feed shane and give him some water. caitlin goes “i understand why ilya spoils shane so much, look at him, he’s so cute” and lisa adds “i don’t know how shane hasn’t been swallowed whole, there’s no way ilya isn’t having cute aggression every minute” and all of them nod in agreement and cassie asks “how did ilya “slut” rozanov end up with a literal angel?” and caitlin says “if i knew things could turn out like this i would’ve enjoyed my college days so much better” and cassie playfully slaps her they all laugh. then they look at their husbands on the other side of the pool drinking beer and eating with their mouths open and laughing too loud, they all sigh and look back at shane and ilya who are now kissing. selena goes “i hate them so much” and cassie says “they’re so cute, i can’t stand them” and harris says “i love troy but this is a whole new level” and they all agree and lisa says “the first case of healthy codependency” and they all laugh and look at shane and ilya again, now ilya is saying something to his husband and shane is looking at him with the loveliest heart eyes and the biggest brightest smile.

“shane was trying to prove to himself that he was straight by dating rose” “no, he knew he was queer, he was just trying to prove to himself that he liked women” folks i gotta be honest i don’t think shane was thinking about his sexual identity when he dated rose, i think he was trying to prove to himself that he was Normal. like i don’t think shane was thinking of himself in terms of gay vs bisexual or even attracted to men vs attracted to women, i think he was thinking of himself in terms of Mistake I’ve Been Making With Rozanov vs Normal Acceptable Expected Behavior I Need To Get Serious About Performing. like his actual desire and attraction is so divorced from his understanding of what he’s supposed to be doing as a masculine professional athlete that he doesn’t even consider whether he’s attracted to rose when he dates her, or rather he avoids considering it until she forces him to. In My Opinion.