Originality is the key

Engulfed by self hatred, depression and so much more, how can a young person be in such an emotional exhausting point in her life to where she’s physically and mentally deceased? Plans are made to be one’s personal goals to aim for or to be organized and have a place for something and have something for that place. Then there are moments where things aren’t in that plan...things that we only think that happen in movies....

Lost in dark thoughts, thinking so much that your body starts to physically begin to deteriorate. Stress is written all over your body and you become unattached to things you love to do. Everything becomes pain, uncertainty, lies, pretending and darkness. You become disconnected but you act like you’re still there...you begin to think that it was all your fault and that you put yourself in that situation...when in reality...you did everything you could to prevent it from happening.

You did everything you could to keep your plan intact. You did so much that things began to become hazy in your mind. So hazy that it became blank. Til everything you feel and think and see is empty. You begin to think that you’re a failure and that you’re better off nonexistent. Til it hit you again when things began to process...and you begin to mend and accept things that happened. You begin to slowly pick yourself up and decide that you’re stronger than this and you’ll overcome this...

Make amends for yourself.