How I Found Out | verse: Colorado
Thanksgiving is one of those holidays that Emma comes back to town and after spending the entire day with family, she and Nick got a hotel room to spend the night together before she has to go back to San Francisco. Sheâs apparently needed for work on the weekends so she got a flight back to the West Coast on Friday night. That gives them less than 24 hours together before they spend another month of being in a long distance relationship.
Everything felt perfect since they got to the hotel room. The night was spent on a lot of love making, and even until the morning after. He wanted to make the most of it before he starts missing his girlfriend again.
âYou took your pill last night, right? So much happened, I couldnât remember.â Nick said with a chuckle as they were cuddled up naked under the sheets. Emma chuckled and nodded at him. âYes. I never forget, knowing how hard you always fuck me.â She murmured to him, teasingly and playfully. âOkay. Just checking.â Nick said with a chuckle. âI just wanted to make sureâŠin case you forget it when weâre apart.â He said, assuming she wouldnât really need to take it religiously since theyâre not physically together.
Emma didnât respond. One would think that was suspicious but he didnât want to spend the rest of their day arguing about something that shouldnât be an issue in the first place. Brushing her hair softly, Nick just kept kissing on her head as it rested on his bare chest, knowing how much heâll miss the scent of her again after today.
âMaybeâŠmaybe we can extend our stay here till this afternoon? Your flight isnât till 9, right?â He asked but Emma lifted her head to look at him, her eyebrow already raised. âYeah, but I have to be at the airport early. Itâs gonna get crowded and you know I donât like squeezing myself with everyone elseâs holiday sweat.â Emma reasoned out.
âCome on, Em. I promise Iâll get you to the airport by 7. That should give you enough time. We wonât see each other for another month.â Nick tried to defend himself, hoping she would consider.
âNo, I need to be at the airport by 5. I donât want to rush, Nick.â
âThatâs two more hours we could have together. We canâŠeat somewhere near the airport and Iâll drop you off atâŠlike 6:30. Come on.â Nick tried to beg but Emma just got pissed and got off of him. Getting up, she went to the closet to get her robe on. Sheâs in no mood to be naked with him anymore.
âOkay, okay. Iâm sorry. I donât wanna fight.â Nick said as he sat up, hoping he could still fix this. Whenever Emma wants something, it is very important that the world bows down and gives it to her. No questions asked. And Nick would rather lose 2 more hours with her than the rest of the day from here on out.
Emma gave him a look and Nick pouted at her. âItâs just thatâŠyou havenât left yet and I already miss you.â Nick told her truthfully as she let out a breath. âCome back to bed, hon. I donât wanna fight.â Nick begged as Emma walked back to sit beside him on the edge.
âLast night was fun, right? And this morning. We barely slept because we were too busy having sex. Mind blowing, I might add.â Emma told him and it made Nick chuckle. âNext month, Iâll be back home andâŠIâll be in town for two weeks. We could skip your uncleâs cabin and justâŠstay at your house, where weâll be alone for two straight weeks, just to make up for it.â Emma said, trying to find a compromise.
Pressing his lips together, Nick felt like he had no choice but to nod and agree with her. Itâs always been like that and maybe, he got so used to it that in his head, thatâs what normal is for them. âOkay.â Nick finally agreed as Emma leaned in to kiss him on the lips. âThank you, honey. I love you.â She said and that alone made Nick feel better. Thatâs all that matters to him right now. âI love you too. So much.â Nick said, kissing her a couple more times as he tried to get her back in bed. Giggling, Emma gave in to the kisses but stood up before he could tackle her down again for another round. âLater. Before we leave. I need to try the tub for a bit.â She insisted and Nick smirked at her playfully. âMay I join?â Nick asked but Emma shook her head. âNope. You wonât be able to resist me and I need you energized. Reserve all thatâŠload for our last hurrah.â She teased with a wink before walking to the bathroom.
Nick shook his head with a smile, knowing she was right in most of her sentence. Laying back down, Nick tried to get a little more rest without falling asleep. Hearing his phone buzz, he reached for it from the bedside table, not realizing it was Emmaâs phone that he got. On the screen was a notification of her email about a flight. He wasnât planning on looking at it but what caught his eye was something that got him very curious.
âNew York?â He murmured to himself quietly. Why did the header of the email say that sheâs going to New York? At first, he thought he just misinterpreted the title of the email so he put her phone down. He tried not to think so much about it but something felt like blocking his throat that he had to get up and get some water. Putting his boxers on, the water didnât seem to help clear his throat or refresh him. Rather, he felt like he was sweating in stress. And then, the overthinking came.
Nick wasnât one to snoop through phones but something was just off and his gut was telling him to check it. His feet felt cold as he felt his breathing get heavier. Emma seemed busy in the bathroom so Nick figured he could quickly check the email just to put his mind at ease.
Unfortunately, his mind wasnât playing with him. The email did say that her flight was at 7 and it was bound for New York. Sheâs going to New York at 7, thatâs why she wanted to be at the airport by 5. Great, so sheâs lying to him but why? Did she think heâd insist on coming with her? Yes, for sure. Heâd want to go with her. But why wouldnât she tell him about it?
Just then, her phone got a text. To his surprise, it was from the person he least expected and it made his heart race more.
âMeet you at the gate before 6. Come early.â
What was that supposed to mean? His mind went blank for a second and he wasnât exactly sure what to feel or think about. He didnât want to but he felt like he had to. When Nick opened the text message, it revealed the most heartbreaking thing he never considered his entire life.
They barely chatted but most of the messages included the words âmeetâ and âcome overâ. He quickly scanned through the messages until he saw a video Emma sent to Charlie that entirely crushed his world and his heart. His hands were shaking, fighting the urge to play the video as he could already see what it was about. If his heart is going to break, might as well get a complete picture of the reason for it. As he played the video, the tears started rolling down his face. It was a sex video of the two of them, with lights on that he could clearly see their faces. His entire being was shaking but when he heard his girlfriend moan in the video, Nick dropped the phone.
He couldnât believe that the moans heâd been hearing all night and this morning were the same sounds coming from the video, because of another man. And that man happened to be his best friend. He quickly grabbed the phone and turned the video off as he didnât want to hear it anymore. Even with the video turned off, he couldnât stop hearing it in his head. Nick started sobbing, the betrayal was just too much for his heart and it broke him into a billion pieces.
The tears and the hurt were clear as day but he was having a hard time breathing that no sound was coming out of his mouth. He felt frozen in place as his entire body couldnât move.
After a while, Emma came out of the bathroom in her robe as she was drying her hair with a towel. Clueless, she still has a smile on her face but when she saw Nickâs face, she knew her worst nightmare had just arrived.
âHoney, whatâs wrong? Are you alright?â She asked, afraid to come near him. Nick was quiet, still unable to get a word out of his mouth as he was just shaking. âNick, what happened?â She asked again.
Nick finally got the courage to get up, weakly going over to where his clothes were as he started getting dressed slowly.
âWhere are you going? Talk to me. Whatâs wrong? What happened?â She questioned, even if her mind already had an idea why he looked so broken.
âIâŠI think I should be the one asking you what happened.â He said, giving all his strength to put his clothes on. It was still a struggle for him to breathe and speak but he had to say something. âYouâŠyou cheated on me?â He asked but Emma kept the innocence going.
âWhere did that come from?â She asked. Nick chuckled sarcastically, growing angrier at her trying to play innocent. âNo. That wasnât a question. You DID cheat on me. Repeatedly. For months. With my fuckingâŠbest friend.â His voice broke at the end of the sentence as tears kept falling down his face.
Emma was quiet, trying to strategize in her head how to explain herself in this situation. âWho told you that?â She asked.
âNo one had to tell me because I saw your text messages! IâŠI fucking saw your sex tape with him!â Nick said, the anger in his voice clear as day.
Still trying to be defensive, Emma gave him a disgusted look. âYou went through my phone?! Youâre spying on me now?!â
Nick felt his blood boiling with every second and he was really trying his best to keep his cool but it was just impossible. âThatâs really your main concern right now? That I went through your phone?! You cheated on me, Emma! With my best friend! How is that not a bigger problem?â
Emma closed her eyes and let out a breath before going over to Nick to cup his face but for the first time, Nick swatted her hands and moved back.
âHoney, calm down. Letâs talk about this.â Emma tried to calm him down but Nick didnât want to be near her. He felt so much anger and disgust, it was even hard to look at her right now. âHon, come on. LetâsâŠletâs talk about this.â
âNo. YouâŠyou crossed a line there. Both of you. IâŠI cannot believe thisâŠthis is happening. How could you? Why did it come to this?!â
âIâŠI was lonely, okay? We both were.â Emma explained but Nick was feeling even more aggravated by her words. âOh, so the solution for that was to sleep with him, huh? Thatâs it? And what? Lying to me and going to New York with him? Thatâs your solution?!â
Emma was quiet, not sure how to get herself out of the mess anymore as she started tearing up. She made a mistake, stuck with the mistake and sheâs now facing the consequences of it.
âI loved you, Emma. With my entire being. YouâreâŠyouâre a lot of things butâŠI didnât think you wereâŠthis viscous. IâŠI never thought youâd do this to me.â Nick said, crying his whole heart out. âI gave youâŠeverything I could butâŠyou chose toâŠruin me like this.â
Emma couldnât hold it anymore as she started bawling in front of him. âNickâŠIâm sorry. Please. LetâsâŠletâs talk about this.â She said, going down on her knees like she was begging. âPlease, Nick. LetâsâŠletâs talk about this. Letâs fix this.â She kept begging but Nick stepped away from her.
âWeâre done.â Nick said, feeling so empty and nothing.
âDonât say that, please. We can fix this.â She cried more.
âWe canât fix what you wanted to break in the first place. Weâre done. I donât want to see the both of you ever again.â Nick said, grabbing his things as he walked out of the hotel room, feeling so destroyed in every part. His mind, his soul and most definitely his heart.














