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it isn't what we left behind that breaks me it's whatever we could've built had we stayed

you left and i wanted you still yet i deserved someone who was willing to stay

i held hands with my sadness, sang it songs in the shower, fed it lunch, got it drunk & put it to bed early.

She is told all the things she shouldn’t have done: She shouldn’t have waited so long before going to the police. She shouldn’t have gotten rid of the clothes she was wearing. Shouldn’t have showered. Shouldn’t have drunk alcohol. Shouldn’t have put herself in that situation. Shouldn’t have gone into the room, up the stairs, given him the impression. If only she hadn’t existed, then none of this would have happened, why didn’t she think of that?

Loneliness is an invisible ailment.

For the perpetrator, rape lasts just a matter of minutes. For the victim, it never stops.

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