flee

very unhappy to be myself these days (since i was born)

why do i let myself get treated so poorly by the people i love?

i only feel shame for myself

when will i stop destroying everything? i lost so much... i can't handle this any longer

i wanna drink so much that i black out and don't have to feel like myself anymore

how can they hurt you so deep, with so simple words

i really can't with myself and my life anymore

ich will nich mehr existieren, ich will wieder sein.

i'm not feeling good but i'm masking it as i should

when the world draines you so much that you're not even listening to music

i don't really know why, but it's so hard to live with myself right now.

if i have to keep on living like this, then i don't feel like living tomorrow.

and just like that my life ended.