Simple Words.

Update: I feel like I’m slowly falling apart. I don’t know I am anymore. 

Update on me: Growing up, I have always been insecure about my body and weight. I’m short and chubby, which people always tell me anyway. I got used to it and that’s how I described myself. I’m not the prettiest girl with the skinny body, perfect smile, or symmetrical face. I am still insecure as fuck, but man, I’ve come a long way to just feel comfortable with and in my body. I can look at myself in the mirror and not feel too bad about myself. I can actually post pictures of fully me and feel normal about it. I’m actually proud of myself for coming this far. 

Ended 2017 and started 2018 with you and I couldn’t be any happier. Thank you for coming into my life and loving me when I made everything complicated. You’ve shown me a type of love that I never thought I would receive and I intend on keeping it. With everything we’ve been through, I still wouldn’t trade you for anyone else. 

Not sure if it’s just that time again or if i actually miss you. I’m so happy with my life, but lately you’ve been on my mind. Maybe it’s because I saw your face again. I don't know, but I wish I could erase you from my memories. 

I dreamed about you for the first time in a long time. I had to look twice just to make sure it was you. It was you. I hope you’re happy and doing well. Nothing, but best wishes to you.

I’m stuck in life. I don’t know what I want and how i’m going to get there.