KD 🐧

Sharing my first ever hike for 2023. It was fun. It literally heals everything. The view and the people are amazing.

I thought it would be a smooth sailing journey. I become complacent. It's my fault. But this will not hindered me. This is only the beginning.. Yesterday I dreamt that I was in the classroom. It's so surreal, I woke up having the same feeling. Nervous, scared, empty. But I was also driven, the fire ignites in me. I want it. I need this and I love this. The journey doesn't stop there. I still entertain distractions now, but when this journey starts. I need to find a way to isolate myself from distractions..

As I go along, I realized that what's meant for me will always find it's way. In tough times talaga you will know who will be there for you. Strangers who I met during rough times were the ones who applauded me. I almost lost my faith, as I continuously struggle finding what's the answer to my unending questions. It's the end of a hellish week whereas faith, self love and humility developed.

I choose this. But I wasn't able to control it. I woke up too early to read some. But I ended up eating 2 eggs. I am very anxious, got fever and severe headache. Given the first set, I can feel that I wont be able to make it. My mind is not that stable, I still think about it, I can't focus. I can still feel the chilling feeling. Always reminds me on that day. Having to feel that, I decided to give up and think of a 2nd plan. I just let things go the way it used to be.

Thank you Lord!!!!!This is unexpected. I already had my 2nd option in mind. Huhuhu my heart if full huhuhu amidst of a recent struggle, I almost lost it. But you give me a reason to move forward. I love you Lord. You are the best!