ᗰY IᗰᗰIᑎEᑎT ᗪOᗯᑎᖴᗩᒪᒪ

So, something crazy has happened in the past year. So soon after my latest post I found out I was pregnant.

I quickly cut away everything to do with my an0r3xi4 because I wanted nothing more than to have this baby. And here we are now, I have a 3 month old perfect baby boy.

It has not been easy. I completely and utterly hate my body now. I'm not even ready to update my current weight here. It's up a lot since my latest update over a year ago.

I unfortunately went back to binging during my pregnancy and postpartum. But now I'm ready to pull myself together. I need to lose all this weight. I need to be a fit mom. Or even a skinny mom. I don't want ro be an embarrassment.

74.0 kg (163.1 lbs) - height 173 cm (5'8 inches)

-0.9 kg (2.0 lbs) since last weight in

74.9 kg (165.1 lbs) - height 173 cm (5'8 inches)

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75.8 kg (167,1 lbs) - height 173 cm (5'8 inches)

-0.8 kg (1.8 lbs) since last weight in

76.6 kg (168.9 lbs) - height 173 cm (5'8 inches)

-1.3 kg (2.9 lbs) since last weight in

77.9 kg (171.7 lbs) - height 173 cm (5'8 inches)

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