Kaspbee

This is my way of forcing yall to listen to my fav music lmao. Anyway i like the idea of regect berating himself every time he does some kind of shitty half assed attempt at getting himself closer to ze. Like him getting in zes personal space whenever they argue, leaning towards him or trying to get his attention, doing or saying something dumb just so ze will insult him, etc (or like here where hes insulting ze the entire time while his tender actions contrast his words). Because even negative attention is still attention. And hes fully aware that hes doing this just to make himself feel better and despises himself for it but for some reason he just cant stop doing it. Cuz when your entire fucking dynamic is built on literally bullying each other any kind of attention feels good. Guy who is touch starved but emotionally repressed goading you into punching him for completely normal reasons /ref