DEATH GOD.

                      * HAYAO AESTHETIC. 001. 

also devin: sends me a nasty ass headcanon

                                             triggering material present. by mimi.

                           ➤ ▒ ✝   ❛  RL FACECLAIMS. 

                my,  my,  a strange one indeed. a mess of uncertainty   &     putrefaction painting ink upon her as a canvas.  even admist this moonlit night filled with mystique, begging to be puzzled together,  a stubborn hold makes way in her words.  a chuckle passes between teeth,  the crimson of his gaze falling closed momentarily.  what had this woman of splendor gotten herself into?  even for a demon of his kind,  this mess is incredibly impressive.  the lilt of his head at such a question leaves him to stare upon her gentle features once more.      ❛    mah,  mah,  have you no faith?  sometimes a stranger in the night is but a blessing.  i can’t quite help you discover what you’ve done if you cannot share the slivers of your memories.  did you hurt someone tonight,  kireina?   ❜     there’s a pause as he assesses.    ❛    don’t worry,  i won’t tell.   ❜  

PART 03.  the after care is his most satisfying experience.  its here that he’s allowed to divulge in a more perverse side of his cravings,  in which he does sporadically enjoy sexual intercourse with his victims’ dead body. its at this point that he does not find it to be a scenario of rape,  as being dead voids any ability to consent   /    not consent.  this is usually only something he partakes in if the victim was indeed a past lover,  though not all of his victims fit this slot.       -------          hayao has developed his own signature,  involving tarot cards    &    personal drawings that are capable of being deciphered as messages.  the tarot card he places with his victim is the DEATH TAROT with the words “CALL ME GOD” either scribbled or pasted from magazine letters.  there are rare moments that hayao himself will draw the death tarot himself in memoir of victims he grew fond of,  though the majority of the time he tends to keep his distance emotionally.  there have also been times that he’s written letters both to his victims  (    these have varied from apologies, to love letters, to descriptions of sexual fantasies he’s enjoyed or had hoped to perform.  )    &    the police via his symbolic drawings,  though not many have been able to fully decipher these creations with much success. 

         he likes to draw alot. its an outlet    &    while he’s not the best artist,  after years of practice he’s pretty decent.  sometimes he’ll just have a whole book of random things he’s attempted to perfect. he tends to draw alot of things that remind him of his home in japan back when things were “normal”   /   when his mom was alive.  he also really loves to read classic literature    &    romance   /   horror novels.  some of his favorites are the picture of dorian gray,  macbeth, dracula, deathless     &     great expectations.  he’s kept each of his personal copies with him since he’s moved to the united states   &    reads them often.  other things he enjoys range from his mother’s recipes,  most notably miso ramen with extra chashu pork      &    gyoza dumplings.   tends to collect vinyl albums for no real reason,  enjoys skulls   /   crystals,  velvet, video games    &   space.  he’s also !!!!   really into gentle affection,  tbh.  since his mom was.   .     .    pretty fucked up he never really got it.  so while he’s often rude    /    distant from people that he’s not too familiar with,  those that he does get close to are free to give him that bcos he can turn into an actual puppy real fast.