Piece of Me

My fiance told me he was into diaper play a long time ago. I didn't think much of it and I didn't think we would try it anytime soon, but we dove head first. So we start dating, we already knew this was ride or die. And I don't remember how it was brought up again but suddenly diapers were ordered along with our MD/lb gear of pacis, pajamas, and a plush fox. I was excited to try something completely new, and he had never ever gotten the opportunity to indulge in most of his kinks. So all our stuff gets here and we try everything on. Its been years since I've put a diaper on anything 😂 its a little lopsided but stays put. We go shopping at Kroger right and in the beer isle he informs me that he's sprung a leak! Lol its very entertaining to know that he didn't have a choice but to go on himself in public. Get home and fix the leak guard, all is groovy. Then comes the nose dive! We go hard on the MD/lb space for a good 2 weeks or so. I got pretty skilled at diapering, with the baby powder, cuddling in front of the TV watching disney movies. I got used to the nickname Mommy and it was growing on me. He likes to hit me with his stuffed fox to throw a fit 😂 A few weeks into this journey, we do some acid, and have a long talk about our kinks. I was admittedly getting burnt out being Mommy, I noticed our actual sex had been put aside, and I really didn't know what I was supposed to do in this role. I guess I missed the more dominant role, but I know it had a lot to do with the pleasure I got out of that role. I hoped I wasn't being selfish. Well this freaked him out some, thinking I was getting tired of his fetishes and thinking the worst. And as we discussed things, we realized that we were afraid to sexualize it the wrong way.

But listen, YOU ARE TWO CONSENUAL ADULTS DOING CONSENUAL THINGS, IT'S OKAY TO GET WEIRD.

Its amazing how broad the spectrum of the abdl lifestyle can be. He told me during our talk that the idea of matching pajamas and the aesthetic of an infantile nursery was very interesting to him. Maybe I'll mark that down as an ultimate fantasy that one day I'll play out, but let's get a little more experienced in the coming years.

I had a very good friend of mine who was also a sub. We sat there in the backyard frying on acid, talking about our fetishes. I watched him cry as he got over his ex in the middle of a trip. I've known this man going on 15 years. This very handsome young man with snakebites and tattoos he may or may not have gotten in a friend's garage. He meant the world to me.

As relationships go, it was never perfect timing; For some long time it was one in a relationship or another. This year, in 2018, it fell in place. We met up for a margarita, talked about how casual we wanted things, and continued to fulfill the other's void. Just like that I fell in love, and caught his fall just as much. We knew what we wanted, and it made sense.