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this is an independent roleplay blog for my iteration of the adventurer LARA CROFT / LAURA CRUZ .     this blog is very much an alternate universe portrayal of the character ,   following its own timeline ,   and as such it is canon divergent .

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I'm not even here and I'm being linked stuff pertaining to this so uh. An fyi, all were written by the same person.

The first was in a dupe/dupe thread, direct at my portrayal, I think around April time: at the time, I gave them an excuse as to why their character might treat mine that way because I was a pushover and trying to avoid drama. The second was a few days or a week later, after I dropped said thread and was softblocked (fine, idc). The third idk when. There have been more in between but I don't care to find them. There's more, but I don't care to add to this – and don't feel like I need to.

I am not this person. I have never cared about duplicates. I'm tired of being thrown under this bus. I'm not going to be coming back to this site, so do with it what you will - I can't be arsed anymore; roleplay isn't worth this amount of irritation for me. This character isn't worth it. Idc.

❛  who needs love when there’s 𝙻𝙰𝚆 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙾𝚁𝙳𝙴𝚁 ?     who needs love when there’s 𝚂𝙾𝚄𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙽 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙵𝙾𝚁𝚃 ?     and who needs love 𝙰𝚃 𝙰𝙻𝙻 ?  ❜

❛  have no doubt about it ,   the dead will do alright  ;   all the suffering gets done by the ones we 𝙻𝙴𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝙱𝙴𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙳 .  ❜

❛  sometimes that’s just 𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝙸𝚃 𝙶𝙾𝙴𝚂 .     take that from someone who knows .  ❜

❛  if ever there were a 𝙻𝚄𝙲𝙺𝚈 - 𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙳 ,   it's you .  ❜

❛  i fucked with 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙵𝙾𝚁𝙲𝙴𝚂 that our eyes can’t see .  ❜

❛   why did i come here ?     to sit and watch you 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝙰𝚃 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙵𝙴𝙴𝚃 ?  ❜

“ 𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒕𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔 : 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒖𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈. ”   𝟔 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃.     /        @perdurant·.

A GHOST ————————— what an apt choice of words considering that’s what she feels like most days, neither here nor there. but having the rug pulled out from under you can do that; getting LEFT BEHIND without an explanation. (   but really, expecting NICK FURY to give any kind of justification for abandoning her is trivial at best. but it doesn’t mean she can’t still have a BITTER TASTE IN HER MOUTH each and every time that man’s name lingers on the tip of her tongue.   ) “you say that almost like you KNOW.”

she won’t deny she’s thought about making his life oh - so - much more than DIFFICULT if she ever finds her way back ——— she’s well - aware of the grudge she carries with her now, and she knows that she doesn’t do all that much to CURB it. 

             “personally, i’m looking forward to it.”

❛  i'm not in the habit of speaking out - of - term ,  ❜     she offers ,   perhaps all the confirmation she'll relinquish to the other's verbal musings   —   though there is perhaps one crucial difference  ;    those whom she would wish to haunt are by now long - gone ,   and most refuse to satisfy her with even a murmur or a creak in return .     it seems erroneous and unfair ,   that they shouldn't TALK BACK .