and the universe said 'you are love'

i really wish i could talk about my interests or post art on social medias without it making me insanely anxious. because its like i dont want to Talk to people or know that theres someone on the other side of the screen perceiving me, i just want to have an outlet to talk about fandom stuff :( because for lack of a better place i always just spam my close friends story on instagram, and i know thats so annoying for my friends to watch and its also just not the same as talking to people that love the same things as me. but its the safest place for me to talk about stuff and ive done it for so long that it feels unimaginable to go on tumblr or twitter and do the same thing. how is everyone brave enough for this??? :(