viva samurai

I swear i feel like im in tge worst situation here when i just want to know more nerds that arent also some perv

I looked up some tutorials and they say to

- go outside and join some social activity and i cant stand sun so id just pass out and even if im a bit alt and live in small town so nah not really anyone thatd actually like me

- go up to someone and give them a complement on something that woud require a conversation and still i cannot because 1 im extremally shy 2 i cant lead a conversation 3 i dont think theres enough people im my town for me to stumble into them that id actually give a complement to

- do some activity to make someone intrested talk to you. Do what? Play someting on the nintendo or phone? To see nothing on tge screen because of the sun. Read a book? Yeah now im reading the key of solomon big pentagram on cover is very intresting especially for older ladies trying to tell me that jesus loves me. As a bonus i look literally "scary to talk to" as my friends told me and i look like i dont want anyone to aproach me or anything

I need online nerd friends so bad 💔💔💔💔

I thought about trying to make a visual novel out of my ocs lore cuz i thing it might be cool for some other people than me but i also feel dumb and akward if id come promoting it to my 3 potentially intrested friends...

Would anyone be potentially intrested in playing a visual novel about a vampire bar owned by vampire sibblings and a human studdent that really needs money

I basically have most of the backstory plus like a half of actual story

PLZ IF SOMEONE IS INTRESTED THEN JUST GIVE ME A SIGHN THAT ITS WORTH DOING SOMETHING SERIOUS ABOUT IT

Im really into trying to finally make something a bit bigger that is avalible to public eye and i really want to get some skill on visual novel game making

If someone has some suggestions im open to get some ideas for the further story 🩷🥹

I was on a server where was a guy who was really into him and also was realy open about his fantasies and describing them and im also pretty sure there was some fetish content and stuff....

Anyways always i see one of those i feel kind of grossed out about it.... also i was in that server like 6 years ago but i unfortunatly cannot forgot about the amout of bdsm details and the series turned out to be my all time favourite and im kinda stuck with it....

To be clear this isnt some kind of atack towards anyone

I feel so dumb rn

I had something more to say about that but i forgot lol