HIATUS

lol did some art with friendo + senpoi @kamiemi on whiteboard fox 

i did most of the meme shxt XD

welp 

Read this whole post before acting please / Sorry beforehand about the long post but I need to do this.

It took me a lot of strenght to make this post. Truth is I should’ve made it way sooner but I always refuse to ask for help until I’m absolutely certain that I have no way out of a problem; and this is one of those cases. Mainly, all the times I’ve publicly asked for help in the past have ended up in people saying I’m a scammer and a thief with no prooof to back those claims up (my bitter ex, for example); that’s bullshit, I’m a person whose life never seems to improve despite my efforts, but I refuse to ask for help; until I’m certain that I’m going to die. And I’m certain I’m going to die right now.

  During the past 2 months, almost 3, my mother (I have no other family or anyone to support me), has been struggling to get her job back. She got fired unfairly due to administrative issues that happened at the time; and when we moved into this place, everything was supposed to work fine, until she was told she was fired. She has been coming and going trying to get her job back during the last months while applying to new ones, and not getting paid a dime; that means that we haven’t paid rent, internet or bought food, and we have pets, that are starving; I’ve put some for adoption and still have more to put up for adoption, but its simply awful to have to get rid of my animals because I’m unable to feed them.

This are picture I took of my arm:

December marked 5 years that I’ve been unable to find a job; the past 5 years of my life have been literal hell, my mother lost her job many years ago and it took her a handful of more years to get one that doesn’t even pay enough to pay the cheapest of rents. I live in a country where things don’t work the way they should, and getting into details about that is simply pointless; in all these years we’ve tried EVERYTHING in our hands to get out of this hole but it was impossible we’ve lost all of our belongings, got evicted of every place we lived at and went through things no human being nor animal (because my pets have been with me all of this time) should ever go through, I lived with drug dealers, survived a natural disaster, lived in stranger’s houses until they ultimately kicked me out because I couldn’t find a job, and a lot of other situations.

I got hired this year; finally, but on a temporary contract, I only worked one day and haven’t been rescheduled and I don’t know if I will. At this point I can count the meals I’ve consumed in the past months with the fingers of my hands, my animals are starving too, and on top of that our landlord and his family are being absolutely awful despite knowing WHY we haven’t paid rent. They want to remove us by force by january 20st and they also hate my animals, so I fear for their lives.

Here’s some pictures of some of them:

And my fridge (that bag has some chicken wings I got asking for leftovers at a local shop, but shops here don’t do this so I cannot ask again):

Right now my mom is fighting her case and trying to find a lawyer to support her, but we cannot meet the eviction deadline; our internet bill is overdue and so is our rent and everything else. I’m running out of soap to wash myself, and I’m not exaggerating when I say that even writing this is physically straining because I’m too weak. I’ve tried everything I can to get out of this and when things started looking up….well…turns out it was just a delusion. I need more time and I cannot aford it.

If you’ve read this up to here….thanks. I assure you I appreciate it. I wanna make absolutely clear that I have NOBODY to support me with this, no family, no friends, no government plans, no organizations, NOBODY. I’ve ran out of options so I’m taking the risk and making this post because I fear for my animal’s lives and my own; I cannot take this any longer, physically and emotionally, and this post doesn’t even cover a bit of what I’ve gone through.

How can you help?

I need to gather 600 dollars before january 20st; but anything will help.

The biggest issue that I have here is that I can’t withdraw money from PayPa in my country unless I own a VISA issued card or a bank account. VISA cards are a luxury I cannot afford, and free bank accounts don’t exist either.

I’m taking donations through Western Union OR a friend mom’s paypal.

If you want to donate via PayPal it’s mandatory that you include a memo saying “donation for Ranshii” with your donation, no matter how big or small. So my friend’s mom will know that money is meant to go towards me. (She has a VISA and a bank account, so she can withdraw the money for me).

Her address is: [email protected]

If you want to donate via Western Union please contact me privately for the information, since I have to give you sensitive info for the treansfer. I reccomend you to check beforehand how much you’d get taxed to send money to me. Country: Uruguay. State: Montevideo. City: Montevideo. That’s all you need to know to calculate tax rates.

If I never get back at you on this is because my internet went down; please don’t think I’m ignoring anyone; if I never reply consider sending the money via paypal.

No matter if you donate via Western or PayPal, send me a screenshot or photo of your proof of donation and I will draw you something.

I wish I could tell you I will have it done by a certain date but with how things are going I don’t even know if I’ll be alive tomorrow. I will do my best to fulfill my word.

Please reblog this, likes don’t do nothing, REBLOG, PLEASE; I’m terrified and I have no other options; I need to buy time so mom can work in her case and I need to get in touch with my supervisor and find out why I’m not rescheduled; I DO need help now; what’s 600 dollars for the internet? Nothing, guys help me, please.

PS- My blog contains adult material so if you plan to take a look and are upsetted by such contents block the nsfw and batkm tags.

PS 2- Please…don’t ask me if “i’ve tried this or that” believe me, I’ve tried everything already, I don’t even have the energy to go over everything that I’ve done, I appreciate your good intentions but right now this is the only way to help…

And finally, people judging my situation by what I draw, stay out of this, no matter if you don’t like my content or think it’s cringey, I’m a living being that’s struggling to survive and help out my animals, they have nobody, that should matter more than some dicks…

reblog!

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So this lil Dino name is ‘momo’ right now XD,it like to sleep on snas2 head and it will run around you very happily if you met it X3 .

(Oh well now I can only post on phone XD)

((sorry leoyee if it wasnt the name you wanted quq))

Such a hYPED dino huehuehue itwillhaveagreattimewithsnas2iassureu>U>

I am disziplined

I like to educate myself about things I find interesting

I am supportive

I am able to learn fast

I am dramatic

Here are my 5 things: *I love to laugh *I am a decent singer *I’m my own worst critic *I care way to much and too deeply for my own good *I’m proud of who I am

I’ll tag:

5 things I like about myself

- I’m super chill… Like level-headed

- I’m loyal

- I’m a good listener

- I’m a great shoulder to cry on

- Even though it may seem like I don’t care, I really do

1. I’m passionate about debating

2. I try to help even when I dont know how or can’t (or at least I want to help)

3. I think a lot about serious stuff but also ridiculous stuff

4. I like talking

5. I like to over think or go deep into things to find things that are hidden and missing puzzle pieces

uhhhhhhh 5 things i like abt me?

1. im good at making people laugh

2. im not good at holding my tongue, which makes me good at calling out bullshit ig

3. i’ll always try to help someone if they need it, whether i know them or not

4. im good at whistling??

5. i really, really love animals and I care about their welfare a lot

1. I’m stubborn, which is both a blessing and a curse, but it usually puts me ahead when I know something is wrong or not a good idea.

2. I like to art a lot when I can make myself, but I’m not really sure if I’m good at it. It’s fun to do!

3. I can make funnies and get people to chuckle when they’re sad, so that’s neat.

4. I’m a very caring person in general, so if we’re friends or whatever else, I’ll always be there for you.

5. I get really determined when I want to complete something to the point of hours, practically making the world around me stand still as I work my tail off. It’s probably unhealthy and I should take more breaks for my mentality, but I have so much fun.

2. I like my immune system because it keeps me healthy

3. I like that i’m getting better and better at art

4. I like that I can crack my knuckles and toes a lot

5. I like that i’m able to be soft and pink, and then be emo and punk

I like how…

1. MY EYES CHANGE COLOR!!!!!! They can be from anything to bright green do dark brown.

2. I take Latin in school (because I’m jut that awesome).

3. I pretty much have multiple personalities, but on Tumblr I can just be myself.

4. I make sure people are okay because I don’t ever want anyone to feel how I do most of the time.

5. I’ve had the courage to stay strong when I have to deal with my mostly crappy friends at school and my family.

Imma tag…

@thatpastelkitten

@shitpost-and-chill

@usharasamari

@hungryhorsey2

@future-champ

@holysaltyimpala

@amirosebooks

@galaxiesinmymind

@call-me-hurricane-irene

@flightlessdevotee

1) I can sing

2) I have long and thick hair

3) I can cheer people up, but I’ll leave you alone if you need it

4) I am pretty good with analyzing myself (that’s my mom’ influence)

5) I learning English by myself (and even winning competitions!).

Thank you for tagging me! 💜

I’ll tag 20 people! >:]

@i-cant-draw-but-i-try

@judefaustine

@nvart1

@littleundertaletrash

@rosedagreat

@almitav-04

@loren225

@snow-wiz20

@itsroisacred

@sansmariez

@swthedragonarist16

@xpaulaart

@jazzid

@lazylulu

@thatpastelkitten

@estiraptor022

@bettythedork123

@boopdablue

@jacobdcheshyre

@dragonlord24

1. Being a weeb

2. Manga/comic nerd

3. Drinking Dr Pepper

4. Complimenting people and their work

5. Being a shipper XD