KAI

I often forget how much grief actually consumes me. Simply driving past the old turnings to her bungalow and carehome brung back memories that just spiraled into more memories. I can't believe she is actually gone. And it's 2 years in October since we lost her. All these memories also reminded me of my favourite teacher, the one person who really stuck by my side and helped me out as much as he could and assured me I wasn't alone. I still miss him even though he's alive. Although he is now on the other side of the world. I hope he comes back soon and keeps his 'I'll see you soon' words he said to me the day before he got on that fight. I would do anything to see him again, especially right now. I need a hug.

Got a crush again #roadtoinsanity

I can't keep doing this, I can't keep up everything is too much. I've had enough

You never fail to make me feel more like shit and so insignificant and like a waste of space even though I'm your son.

Will I ever actually get the help I need?

Never get a how are you, yet everyday I continue to ask if everyone else is.

GPS are fucking useless and a waste of time

Account switch up because I might be more active #imdeppressedasf

I hate how my face and nose go bright red when I cry

Relationships are overrated anyway.