kai

(he was cute tho so i did agree to give him my number… leave me alone, i am but only a girl)

i also met up with michael and lester. got my knees dirty doing a small pick up but we ball. now to shift to my ACTUAL point of entrance because i was at least a month into working for em😭😭

guys just because u cant understand what ur doing when shifting/manifestating is not a reason to just be blatantly rude to somebody else 😭😭😭😭

dont be coming on somebody else's page wanting help but you cant even take what advice you were given. and if you weren't given any at all, figure that shit out yourself. you wont get nowhere if you keep seeking advice that has worked for others because it might not work for you and you'll just be wasting your time. you need to learn to sit with yourself and think about what you need to do better

and while youre sitting there, you also need to learn how to stop being fucking rude to people. it pisses me off almost daily to see people being rude like this like hoe is you fucking cool?!

with that kind of negativity and attitude you wont get NOWHERE. and i know you wont because I WAS ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE. im not like that no more and have grown to better myself and am STILL growing. manifesting and shifting is beyond more than just getting shit for yourself and going to another reality.

this is a LIFE journey. if you cant be cool with yourself and understand that you have to do things on your own, then you need to get off of social media and start doing something else (Journaling is a GREAT alternative).

but dont be coming up to others wanting help thinking smth will work for you because it might not. our journeys differ from everyone else's around us and it wont change. stop being fucking rude to people and do a reality check cause just cause youre frustrated with yourself doesnt mean you have the autonomy to be that way with others.

take a chair for example. its made out of wood and held with screws and stuff. but those materials used were made out of other stuff as well. specifically atoms and all that scientific stuff (i failed chemistry okay 💔).

but this just applies to life itself. its way more than just growing up, learning, getting a job, surviving. its deeper on so many different levels and its so crazy to me that people can think so so small about how life really is especially when it comes to shifting