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Hey I love your Jude fics smmmm!!!
Can you do one where Jude’s gets her prego maybe when he’s a bit younger
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jude bellingham x reader
in which you find out you are pregnant at quite early age. you expect jude’s family to not want to help. you were wrong.
taglist (tw): fem!reader, unplanned pregnancy, young parents, fluff, comfort, supportive family, mentions of a difficult childhood.
for the last few weeks, jude couldn't shake the feeling that something was different.
it wasn't obvious enough for anyone else to notice, but he'd always been good at reading you. after nearly two years together, he'd learned every little habit you had. like the way your nose scrunched when you were concentrating, how you'd quietly hum to yourself while cooking, how you always reached for his hand without thinking whenever you walked beside him. so when those little habits started changing, he noticed.
you looked exhausted all the time, the kind of tired that sleep never seemed to fix. there were dark circles sitting beneath your eyes that you tried covering with concealer, but he still saw them. you'd disappear into the bathroom more often than usual, sometimes staying in there for ten minutes before coming back with a forced smile that never quite reached your eyes. your appetite had become unpredictable too. one day you'd barely touch your food, and the next you'd be craving something so random that you'd send him across town just because you suddenly needed strawberries at nine o'clock at night.
he asked if you were alright more than once.
every single time, you smiled, shrugged your shoulders, and blamed work and honestly, it wasn't an unbelievable excuse. you'd always worked harder than anyone he knew.
long before the two of you met, you'd already been supporting yourself. your childhood had forced you to grow up quicker than everyone around you, and by the time you were eighteen you'd already learnt how to budget, pay bills, cook, clean, and survive without depending on anybody else. while most people your age still had parents helping them through university or sending them money every now and then, you'd been splitting rent with a 3 older women who had slowly become the closest thing you'd ever had to sisters.
asking for help had never come naturally to you, so, when you insisted you were just tired, jude believed you.
but your roommates had experience. they knew something was up.
your apartment was never quiet, not even the bedrooms. someone was always cooking food, someone else was always watching a reality show too loudly in the living room, and another roommate was usually getting ready for work while shouting conversations across the hallway. it was chaotic, but comforting. it felt like home. i mean, it was the only house you could call home.
this also meant it was impossible to hide anything for very long.
they'd watched you rush to the bathroom almost every morning that week. they'd noticed you pushing away coffee after one sip because the smell suddenly made your stomach turn. they'd seen you falling asleep on the couch halfway through movies and sneaking in snacks at the most outrageous times. at first they'd assumed you were burning yourself out again until one evening, while the four of you were making dinner together, one of them casually asked when your last period had been.
you laughed at first, then you tried counting backwards. your smile slowly disappeared. "...wait."
the kitchen suddenly felt silent. you counted again just to make sure you didn't miss count. your heart dropped further every single time.
one of your roommates, kika, immediately recognised the expression on your face and without saying anything dramatic, she quietly turned the stove off, grabbed her car keys from the bench, and looked back at you. "come on."
the drive to the pharmacy felt like it lasted hours.
your leg bounced the entire time while kika, lara and lila tried reassuring you that stress could delay periods. you'd been working more than usual, sleeping less than usual, carrying more than usual so it was perfectly normal to have it delayed.
there were a hundred logical explanations, pregnancy didn't have to be one of them. you repeated that thought over and over while staring out the passenger window. lila, sitting at the back with you, could only smile wearily and hold your hand.
---
your roommates waited outside, giving you as much privacy as they could, while you sat on the closed toilet lid staring at the pregnancy test resting on the sink.
it felt ridiculous that your whole future was balancing on two tiny lines.
you almost laughed at yourself.
until the second line slowly appeared.
your breathing completely stopped.
you blinked once, hoping maybe you'd imagined it.
but it stayed there. clear as day.
positive.
your hands immediately started shaking.
before you even realised you'd started crying, lara quietly knocked on the door.
"you okay?"
you couldn't answer.
she slowly opened it anyway.
the second her eyes landed on the test, her face softened. she simply walked over, wrapped her arms around you, and held you while you cried. kika and lila soon joined in, unable to bare watching you cry from the sides.
---
you sat on your bed for nearly an hour after getting home. the test hadn't moved from where you'd placed it on your bedside table. every time you looked at it, it somehow felt more real.
your roommates stayed nearby, checking in every now and then before quietly leaving cups of water outside your bedroom door. eventually, after staring at your phone for nearly ten minutes, you sent jude one simple message.
you
can you come over?
jude <3
alright i've just left
jude knocked on the door, waiting a few seconds before kika opened the door. she let him in an gave him a weary smile while lila gave a small pat on his shoulders. jude furrowed his eyebrows when lara gave him a cup of water.
"make sure she drinks this" she said. "she'll need it."
jude nodded and walked into your room. the moment he did, he knew something was wrong. you looked like you'd been crying for hours. your eyes were swollen, your sleeves were pulled over your hands like they always were when you felt anxious, and you couldn't even manage your usual smile when he sat beside you.
his heart sank immediately and reached for your hand without saying anything. you didn't speak either.
instead, after sitting in silence for almost a full minute, you picked up the pregnancy test from your bedside table and carefully placed it into his palm.
his expression didn't change straight away, he simply read it once, then again and then looked back at you. his eyes were wide with shock, but not anger.
the room stayed silent for what felt like forever.
your heart pounded so loudly you were convinced he could hear it. every horrible possibility rushed through your mind at once.
what if he wasn't ready?
what if this ruined everything?
what if he looked at you differently?
however, the very first thing he asked was so quiet you almost missed it. "how are you feeling?"
that was enough to break whatever composure you'd been desperately trying to hold together and the tears came back immediately. between shaky breaths, you admitted. "i'm terrified jude.. i don't know what do do."
he held you hand, thumb rubbing into your palm. "have you thought about it?"
you nodded. "i can't imagine ending the pregnancy.. i just can't." you were terrified but you already loved them. "i know it will be difficult, but i can manage. i can do it."
jude reached over, wiped the tears from beneath your eyes with his thumb, and rested his forehead gently against yours. when he finally spoke, his voice barely rose above a whisper. "then we'll do this."
--
telling his parents somehow felt even scarier.
the entire drive to their house was almost completely silent.
your stomach churned the whole way there, and even though jude never let go of your hand once, you still couldn't stop imagining every possible way the conversation could end badly.
they had every reason to be disappointed. you were both young, neither of you had planned this and no matter how responsible you'd been forced to become growing up, you couldn't change the fact that becoming parents hadn't been part of either of your futures yet.
his parents welcomed you inside exactly as they always did. it almost made you feel worse knowing what you were about to tell them. the conversation stayed normal for a while until jude quietly interrupted.
"mom, we have something to tell you."
everything after that happened so quickly.
his parents exchanged surprised glances before looking back at the two of you. their shock was obvious and their worry even more so.they asked if you were alright, if you'd seen a doctor yet, if the two of you had spoken properly about what this meant.
you found yourself instinctively trying to reassure them, explaining that you'd already been living independently for years. that you'd worked since you were younger. that you'd saved money. that you weren't expecting them to suddenly take responsibility for your choices.
but before you could finish, his mum gently reached across the coffee table and rested her hand over yours. she looked at you with such kindness that your throat immediately tightened. "i've always admired how independent you've become despite everything life had thrown at you but you need to know that nobody is meant to carry everything alone forever"
you'd spent so much of your life believing that accepting help meant being a burden that hearing someone say the opposite almost didn't feel real. his dad sighed softly before speaking. "yes we are shocked and worried but no way are we letting you face this alone."
they promised they would help however they could. anything. everything.
you couldn't remember the last time an adult had looked at you with that much reassurance. before you even realised you were crying again, denise had already stood up and wrapped you in the gentlest hug.
for a split second, your body froze since you weren't used to affection like that but almost hesitantly, you hugged her back. she simply rubbed comforting circles across your back while whispering that everything would be alright. standing beside you, jude watched quietly as the people he loved most welcomed the future mother of his child into their family without hesitation.
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could you do Jude or jobe or kylian x reader where they flinch in an argument or something like that
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flinching in an argument
1. jude bellingham x reader. 2. jobe bellingham x reader. 3. kylian mbappe x reader
in which you flinch after facing an argument with jude / jobe / kylian.
taglist (tw) : slight angst, ends in fluff, happy ending, past trauma (not dived into),
1. jude belllingham
arguments between you and jude were rare. they were usually little disagreements that happened all the time, usually over something ridiculous. like who forgot to lock the front door. whose turn it was to do the washing. whether pineapple belonged on pizza.
they never lasted long.
but this one did. you’d been busy all day, your phone barely leaving your bag while you rushed between lectures, meetings and the library. by the time you’d noticed the missed calls and messages from jude, your battery had already died.
you knew he’d be worried.
you just hadn’t expected him to be waiting in the kitchen when you got home.
he looked relieved the second you walked through the door. that relief disappeared almost as quickly as he asked. “where’ve you been?”
you slipped your shoes off, the ache from walking so much slightly dulling. “my phone died.”
“i figured that much.”
you looked up at him. his arms were folded, his jaw tight.
“i’ve been trying to call you for three hours.”
“sorry.”
“that’s it?”
you frowned. “what do you want me to say?”
“i don’t know.” he let out a breath. “maybe that next time you’ll borrow someone’s phone or something? you just… disappeared.”
you dropped your bag beside the sofa.“jude, i wasn’t trying to.”
“i know you weren’t.”
“then why are we arguing?”
“because you scared me.” his voice was louder than usual. you could tell he was just frustrated.
you looked away. “i’m here now.”
“that’s not the point.” he rubbed a hand over his face before letting it fall again. “i had no idea where you were.”
you felt yourself getting defensive out of instinct, “i can’t magically charge my phone.”
“i didn’t say you could.”
“you’re acting like i did something horrible.”
“because for three hours i genuinely thought something had happened to you.”
the words came out sharper than he’d meant them to. his hand landed against the kitchen bench with a dull thud as he spoke.
the noise wasn’t even that loud but your body reacted before your mind did. childhood memories rushed in quickly and your shoulders tensed. you took half a step backwards, your hands instinctively came up just a little.
it was only for a second before you realised and your arms dropped straight back to your sides.
the apartment went completely quiet.
jude stared at you. “…did you just flinch?”
you swallowed. “i…” you couldn’t think of anything to say.
his face changed almost instantly. the frustration that had been there moments ago was gone. he looked… confused at first and then guilty. then something that almost looked like heartbreak. “was that because of me?”
“no.” you looked down at the floor. “i didn’t mean to.”
he stayed where he was and spoke quietly.“can i ask you something?”
you nodded.
“has someone shouted at you like that before?”
your throat tightened. you gave the smallest shrug. “it’s… not about you. i promise.”
he let out a slow breath, looking down for a moment before rubbing the back of his neck. when he looked back up, his eyes were softer. “i know.”
another heavy silence settled between you. after a few moments, jude spoke again. “can i hug you?”
you looked up. “you don’t have to ask.”
“i want to.” he waited, not moving an inch until you nodded.
only then did he let his arms wrap around you carefully, almost like he was checking every movement before he made it. one hand rested against your back while the other gently stroked through your hair.
after a minute of him silently holding you, you felt him sigh. “i’m really sorry.”
you frowned against his chest. “why are you apologising?”
“because i hate that your first instinct was to protect yourself.”
you pulled back enough to look at him. “you didn’t do anything.”
“i know.” he gave a small nod. “but i still hate it.”
his thumb brushed under your eye when he noticed a half dry tear sitting there. “i would never hurt you.”
“I know.”
he smiled sadly. “your head knows.”
his hand found yours, gently intertwining your fingers. “your body just hasn’t caught up yet.”
you looked down at your joined hands. “…yeah.”
he squeezed your hand. “we’re probably going to argue again one day.”
you laughed quietly. “probably.”
“but next time…” he paused, choosing his words carefully. “if i get too loud, tell me.”
“jude-”
“no, let me finish.” his smile was small. “i don’t care about winning an argument. i care about you feeling safe with me.” he leaned down, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead. “i’m going to spend the rest of my life making sure you never have to wonder if you are.”
the quiet between you felt a lot lighter than it had a few minutes ago. you let your head rest on jude’s chest, his familiar heartbeat a comforting sound to your ears before letting out. “i love you”
jude could only smile softly in response. “i love you the most.”
2. jobe bellingham
it was supposed to be a quick trip to the supermarket.
twenty minutes, max.
instead, the two of you had somehow ended up wandering different aisles after disagreeing over something as stupid as whether you actually needed a shopping list.
“i told you we’d forget something.”
“we haven’t forgotten anything.”
“because i’m remembering it.”
“exactly,” you smiled. “so we didn’t need the list.”
jobe looked at you for a second before shaking his head. “you’re impossible.”
you laughed, nudging his arm before walking ahead with the trolley.
by the time you got home, the conversation had moved on until you unpacked the bags.
“…where’s the pasta?”
you stopped. “…”
jobe slowly looked over. “don’t.”
you bit the inside of your cheek. “don’t what?”
“don’t give me that look.”
“what look?”
“the one that says, ‘you were right.’”
you couldn’t help smiling. “i wasn’t going to.”
“yes, you were.”
“…maybe a little.”
he groaned dramatically, dropping the grocery bag onto the counter. “this is exactly why i wanted the list.”
“it’s only pasta.”
“it’s not about the pasta.”
you folded your arms. “then what is it about?”
“it’s about you never listening when i say we should just make things easier.”
“jobe, you’re making this into a bigger deal than it is.”
“because it keeps happening.”
the smile slowly disappeared from your face. “what’s that supposed to mean?”
he sighed. “i’m just saying, sometimes it feels like you don’t actually hear me.”
you looked down at the groceries. “that’s not fair.”
“isn’t it?”
“no.”
he let out a breath, clearly trying to calm himself down. “you know what? forget it.”
“don’t say ‘forget it’ if you don’t mean it.”
“because every time i try to explain something” he stopped himself, rubbing a hand over his face.
you waited.
“…every time i try, you laugh it off.”
“i wasn’t laughing at you.”
“but you were.”
“i wasn’t.”
“you smiled.”
“because it was pasta.”
he let out a frustrated huff, turning away before spinning back around.
“that’s not the point!”
the words came out louder than he’d meant.
your shoulders pulled in, your hands twitched at your sides and you took one small step backwards.
it was over almost immediately but jobe saw all of it.
“…” he stared at you.
you realised what you’d done a second later.
your eyes widened. “i…”
he looked completely confused. “did you think i was going to do something?” his voice was so much quieter now.
you shook your head quickly. “no.”
“then…” he looked down for a second before looking back at you. “why’d you move away from me?”
you hadn’t even thought about it. your body had just moved.
jobe’s shoulders slowly dropped. “hey.” he spoke so gently it almost made you cry.“look at me.” he looked worried. “have i ever made you feel like you’d have to do that?”
your heart broke a little. “never.”
he nodded slowly. “okay.” another pause. “can i come closer?”
you nodded and he walked over carefully, stopping just in front of you.
he was close enough to reach you, far enough that you still had room to step away if you wanted. he lifted one hand. “is this okay?”
you nodded again.
his fingers gently tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear. “there you are.”
his thumb brushed lightly across your cheek. “i’m sorry i raised my voice.”
“you don’t have to apologise.”
“i know.” he smiled sadly. “i still want to.”
you looked down. “…i don’t know why i did that.”
“you don’t have to.” he reached for your hand instead of pulling you into a hug.
your fingers slipped into his and he gave them a gentle squeeze. “whatever made you react like that…” he glanced down at your joined hands before looking back at you. “i’m going to spend a very long time proving to you that you never have to around me.”
you laughed quietly through the tears gathering in your eyes. “all this over forgotten pasta.”
he smiled. “well…” he intertwined your fingers properly this time. “…i’m still making you come back to the shop with me.”
you let out a laugh, shaking your head. “alright” .
he leaned down, pressing a quick kiss to your forehead. “as you’re with me.”
3. kylian mbappe
you and kylian weren’t really arguing anymore, but the silence between you still felt heavy. the conversation had ended a while ago, yet neither of you had moved from your spots on the couch. the tv was playing quietly in the background, but neither of you were actually watching it. you were both just sitting there, trying to calm down after a disagreement that had started over something small.
it wasn’t even a big problem. it was just one of those moments where both of you had been tired and stressed, and suddenly a simple conversation turned into something more. kylian had been upset that you didn’t tell him you were having a bad day, and you had been upset because you felt like he always tried to fix things instead of just listening.
“i just wish you’d tell me when something’s wrong,” he had said earlier.
“i just wish you’d stop acting like everything needs to be fixed,” you had replied.
neither of you meant to hurt each other. you both knew that. but sometimes even the people you love can say things that hit a little harder than they expect.
you sat curled up on your side of the couch, playing with the sleeve of your hoodie while kylian looked through his phone. after a few minutes, he glanced over at you.
“you know i wasn’t angry at you, right?”
you looked up. “i know.”
“you don’t sound like you know.”
you looked back down at your hands. “i’m just tired.”
he nodded slowly, not pushing you any further.
for a while, the room stayed quiet. then kylian noticed a strand of hair that had fallen across your face. it was something he had done countless times before, something so normal that he didn’t even think about it.
he leaned over slightly and reached out to move it away from your eye. but the second his hand moved towards you, you pulled back without thinking.
it was small. barely noticeable.
but kylian noticed.
his hand stopped halfway, and his expression changed slightly.
you realised what had happened and immediately looked away. “sorry..” you mumbled.
his eyebrows pulled together. “why are you saying sorry?”
you shrugged. “i don’t know.”
he slowly lowered his hand back down. “i was just moving your hair.”
you nodded. “i know.”
there was a quiet pause.
he wasn’t angry. if anything, he looked more confused than anything else. he wasn’t looking at you like you had done something wrong. he was just trying to understand.
“does that happen often?” he asked softly.
you looked over. “what?”
“that. moving away before you even realise you’re doing it.”
you didn’t answer straight away as you didn’t know what to say. all because you hadn’t even noticed you did it until he pointed it out.
kylian looked down for a moment before speaking again. “you don’t have to explain it if you don’t want to.”
you looked at him. “you’re not upset?”
he shook his head. “no. i’m just glad you know you can tell me things.”
you smiled slightly. “you’re not exactly easy to argue with.”
he laughed quietly. “that’s not true.”
“it is.”
“okay, maybe a little.”
you laughed, and the tension that had been sitting between you finally started to disappear.
a few seconds later, he held his hand out between you. he didn’t pull you closer or force you to do anything. he just waited.
you placed your hand in his.
“for the record,” he said, looking at you, “your hair was actually bothering me.”
you raised an eyebrow. “wow. after all that that’s what you say?”
he smiled. “i’m just saying. i was trying to help.”
you shook your head, laughing softly and even though the argument hadn’t been perfect, and neither of you had handled everything perfectly, you both knew one thing.
you were still on the same team.
~~
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Hiii i would really love it if you could please do a part 2 of the Olivia Rodrigo album inspired fanfic with Jude 💕🥹🥹🥹
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always answered but never heard part 2
jude bellingham x ex!singer!reader
after your 4 year relationship breakup, you release an album causing jude to confront you on what he did wrong.
taglist: jude bellingham x singer!reader, exes, angst, social media au, heartbreak, emotional distance, miscommunication, fame, slow burn, no cheating, lowercase.
a.n: THERE WILL BE A PART THREE
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all he could hear was her voice as he sat in his car.
“i wasn’t unhappy.”
“i was in love.”
“and i was lonely.”
he’d spent five months convincing himself the breakup had been nobody’s fault. now he wasn’t so sure.
the album broke every streaming record by morning. every song of yours was trending, every lyric being analysed and every interview reposted. people picked sides without even trying.
some defended you while some defended him. most just wanted drama.
jude ignored all of it.
until he saw one clip.
it was old, three years old to be exact.
you were both seen walking out of an awards show together when the interviewer had stopped them.
“how do you two make long distance work?”
y/n smiled immediately. “we make time for each other.”
jude laughed. “she makes time. i just turn up.”
everyone had laughed.
back then it sounded cute.
now he watched her face after she’d laughed. she’d looked at him for a split second. the smile had dropped before she’d forced it back and he’d never noticed.
—
he ended up back at his apartment. and instead of sleeping he opened an old box he’d shoved into the back of his wardrobe after the breakup.
there were photos, letters, boarding passes and little notes you had left in his suitcase.
“don’t forget to eat today.”
“good luck, i’m already proud of you.”
“call me when you land. don’t text. call.”
he smiled despite himself and then another note slipped out.
he almost missed it. it was folded in half.
his name scribbled across the front.
he frowned. he didn’t remember this one.
opening it slowly, he recognised your handwriting immediately.
“i miss you.
i know you’re busy.
i know football comes first right now.
i just miss being your favourite part of the day.
ignore this if i’m being dramatic.
i love you.”
you’d never given it to him.
you’d written it then decided against it.
—
the next afternoon he woke up the the sound of pings from his phone. his head was a throbbing mess and his bed had your notes scattered all over it.
trent
you alright?
he ignored it and then another buzz.
trent
mate?
finally with a small huff he typed a response.
jude
did i neglect her?
three dots appeared almost instantly, disappeared and appeared again.
trent
that’s… a heavy question.
jude
answer it.
trent
i don’t think you meant to.
but i do think football always came first.
jude stared at the screen.
trent
before you get defensive, listen.
every time we’d ask if you were free, your answer depended on training.
every holiday depended on fixtures and every dinner depended on recovery.
that’s your job but eventually… your relationship started depending on football too.
jude locked his phone.
he suddenly wasn’t hungry anymore.
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🚨 | y/n l/n speaks on the inspiration behind you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love.
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interviewer: “people have obviously connected the album to your breakup with jude. did you expect that?”
y/n: i expected people to relate to it.
interviewer: “not… assume it’s about him?”
y/n: “people are going to believe whatever they want.” [you fidget with your fingers]
interviewer: “have you spoken since the album came out?”
y/n: “…”
y/n: “a little.” [tears welling up as you smile]
interviewer: “do you hope he listens to it?”
y/n: “i hope he actually hears it.”
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@ynnation: “i hope he actually hears it.” OH THAT HURT.
@popculture: she looks so upset here!! who gave the interviewer the microphone?? they were clearly too comfortable.
-> @supercoolmee: fr!!
@footballdaily: jude i’m praying for you brother.
@liviesclub: can we focus on her beautiful voice not the problem! her album is amazing! i wish she would go into depth about the instruments she used 🫧
@judesleftboot: i feel sick.
@ynupdates: “a little.” THEY’VE SPOKEN???
@realmadridclips: the fact that she looks like she’s on the verge of crying shows she misses him.. oh god jude please take her back
jude didn’t realise he’d started crying until something warm landed on the back of his hand. he wiped his face immediately, annoyed with himself because this wasn’t fair.
he’d loved her. so fucking much,
every birthday. every anniversary. every match she’d flown across europe to watch. every random bouquet he’d sent because she’d had a bad day.
he’d loved her. so why did every interview make him feel like he’d imagined the whole relationship?
he reached for his phone again, opened their old messages and he searched one word.
“miss.”
hundreds appeared, mainly from you.
y/n: miss you already.
y/n: i miss you.
y/n: wish you were here.
y/n: i know you’re tired but i miss talking to you.
he replied to nearly every one.
miss you too.
soon ❤️
after training.
can’t wait to see you.
he frowned, then searched another word. “okay.”
y/n: i’m okay.
y/n: it’s okay.
y/n: don’t worry about it, i’m okay.
he opened one from almost two years ago.
y/n: it’s okay, we can celebrate our anniversary next week instead.
his reply had came four hours later.
jude: thank you baby. promise i’ll make it up to you.
she’d reacted with a white heart.
he scrolled.
another.
y/n: it’s okay. enjoy the team dinner.
another.
y/n: it’s okay. i’ll go with my sister instead.
another.
y/n: it’s okay. don’t apologise again.
he stared at the screen.
every single it’s okay suddenly felt not okay.
his phone buzzed.
an unknown number.
yet he already knew who it was.
unknown: hi.
it was you.
he’d deleted your contact after the breakup. not your number, just your name.
another message came through.
unknown: you don’t have to reply but i wanted to apologise.
his eyebrows pulled together.
unknown: i never wanted people to hate you.
he read it twice. then typed, deleted it and typed again.
jude: is that really all you wanted to say?
the typing bubble appeared, stopped and appeared again.
y/n: …no.
jude: then what?
this time she took almost five minutes. when the message finally came through, it was only one sentence.
y/n: you still think the album was about making people hate you. it never was.
he looked at the screen for a long time before slowly typing the first completely honest thing he’d said in months.
jude: then tell me what it was about.
he saw the three dots appeared almost instantly but then disappeared.
you never replied.
previous, next
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I always imagined Jobe as the kind of son his parents are sure can take care of himself, but that ends up not being true. He feels alone most of the time, until he meets the reader. And she turns his life upside down; they are madly in love. Everything is very intense and fast.
And this is terrifying Denise. So she asks Jude to go to Germany to see firsthand what is happening in Jobe's life because he seems to be leaving her out. So he travels to Germany on his vacation day with Ashlyn because Denise is terrified.
Upon arriving, he enters the apartment with the spare key and ends up hearing Jobe and the reader having passionate sex in the bedroom. Despite being 20 years old, he's still the baby of the family, so Jude leaves the apartment and stays with Ashley in a café until he feels they've finished. Then he returns to the apartment, surprising Jobe and meeting her, who is a sweet, beautiful, and extremely polite girl who is in love with Jobe.
Jobe then complains that Denise is freaking out for nothing, and Jude agrees. Later, he calls his mother and tells her that she is a good person, that they are in love, and that it's cute, which calms her down.
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home in you
jobe bellingham x reader
when denise starts worrying that jobe has become distant while living in germany, she asks jude to check on him. expecting to find an overworked footballer, jude instead walks in on an awkward surprise before finally meeting the girl who’s completely changed jobe’s life.
taglist (tw) : jobe bellingham x fem!reader, established relationship, fluff, family fluff, protective brother!jude, ashlyn castro, denise bellingham, implied sex
a.n: starting a f1 series so requests will be closed for now. if you request something now, it’ll be done after a while 😓😓
jude had always thought jobe was the easiest one to worry about.
out of the two of them, jobe had always been the quiet one. the one who never made a fuss, never caused trouble, never needed anyone hovering over him. growing up, he was the kid who would disappear into his room for hours, only emerging when dinner was ready or someone called his name. if something upset him, he kept it to himself. if something made him happy, he’d smile to himself before telling anyone else. he had always carried his emotions like fragile glass.
everyone had assumed that meant he was fine because jobe had always seemed so capable. so mature. so independent.
he was the type of person who insisted he could carry all the shopping bags himself. who’d say, “i’ve got it,” before anyone even offered to help. the type who checked everyone else was okay before even considering how he was feeling.
if anyone could survive living abroad on his own, it was jobe. or at least that’s what jude had always believed. apparently, denise wasn’t so convinced anymore.
“he barely calls,” denise sighed over the phone one evening.
jude leaned back against the sofa, his phone balanced between his shoulder and ear while absentmindedly flicking through channels on the television.
“when he does call, he’s distracted. he sounds tired. i ask him what he’s been doing and all i get is, ‘i’ve just been busy, mum.’”
“mum…” jude chuckled softly. “he’s twenty.”
“i know he’s twenty but he’s still my baby.”
jude smiled despite himself. that sentence had never changed. not when jude moved away. not when he signed his first professional contract. not when either of them became adults. to denise, they’d always be her boys.
he glanced across the living room where ashlyn was curled up in the corner of the sofa, scrolling aimlessly on her phone.
she looked up when she noticed him smiling. “what?”
he mouthed, “my mum.” ashlyn smiled knowingly.
“what do you want me to do?” jude asked into the phone.
“go and see him.”
“…seriously?”
“please.” denise pleaded. “i don’t know why, jude. i just have this feeling.”
he rubbed the back of his neck. “okay.”
“promise?”
“…i promise.”
—
which was exactly how, on his only free day that week, jude found himself standing outside jobe’s apartment building in germany with ashlyn beside him.
she tucked her hands into the pockets of her jacket as they looked up at the building. “your mum’s convinced he’s joined a cult, isn’t she?”
jude laughed. “honestly, i think she’d believe that before she’d believe he’s got a girlfriend.”
ashlyn snorted. “fair.”
they made their way upstairs, jude pulling the spare key from his pocket. their mum had insisted he keep it months ago.
“just in case.”
at the time, he’d rolled his eyes. now, he was quietly grateful she’d been stubborn.
the apartment was still. peaceful. the sort of silence that only existed in homes people genuinely enjoyed being in.
jude stepped inside first. “jobe?”
no answer. he frowned.
then he heard voices, soft and muffled coming from somewhere further down the hallway. he froze instantly. ashlyn nearly walked into his back. “what?”
jude slowly lifted one finger to his lips.
she frowned as he tilted his head ever so slightly towards the hallway. the voices became clearer.
not words. moans.
and then “…oh.” the realisation hit ashlyn all at once. her eyes widened so much they were almost cartoonish. “…oh.”
jude immediately turned around.“absolutely not.”
without another word, he ushered ashlyn straight back towards the front door. they closed it as quietly as they possibly could before practically speed-walking down the corridor outside.
they made it all the way to the lift before ashlyn completely lost it. she burst into laughter, the kind that made tears gather in the corners of her eyes.
“don’t.” jude pointed at her accusingly “don’t even start.”
“he’s never recovering from this.”
“i know.”
“you look traumatised.”
“because i am traumatised.”
she laughed even harder. “jude…”
“that’s my little brother.”
“he’s twenty.”
“i know he’s twenty.”
“then why do you look like you’ve just witnessed a crime?”
he pinched the bridge of his nose. “because in my head he’s still fourteen.”
“well…” she wiped beneath her eyes. “he definitely isn’t fourteen.”
jude groaned. “please stop talking about it.”
“coffee?”
“…please.”
—
they ended up spending almost an hour at a café around the corner.
or rather…
ashlyn spent an hour relentlessly teasing him while jude tried very hard to erase the last thirty seconds of his memory.
by the time they’d finished their drinks, he decided enough time had passed.
hopefully.
when they got back upstairs, he made a point of knocking loudly against the open doorway before unlocking it.
“hello?”
footsteps echoed almost immediately.
“jude?”
jobe rounded the corner, stopping so suddenly he nearly stumbled over his own feet. he was wearing a pair of grey sweatpants, put in a rush most likely as they were the wrong way, and halfway through wearing a black tee.
his eyes widened. “…what are you doing here?”
“checking you haven’t joined a cult.”
“…what?”
“long story.”
before jobe could even begin questioning him, another figure appeared behind him.
you paused beside him almost instinctively. you wore a black top (most likely jobes because it was massive) and checkered pyjama pants. you had a small limp as you walked, barely noticeable but short was the first thing jude noticed. you also looked beautiful in a soft way. you smiled shyly as you looked between the two brothers before extending a hand.
“hi… i’m y/n.”
before you even finished introducing yourself , jobe slipped yourfingers into his. he squeezed your hand automatically like he’d done it a thousand times before.
“it’s really nice to meet you both.” you spoke gently, smiling wider as you saw ashlyn.
you apologised for the apartment being a little messy, thanked them for making the trip over, and immediately asked if they’d like tea or coffee before anyone had even sat down.
and within five minutes, jude already understood why jobe sounded different these days.
there were framed photographs of the two of them decorated the shelves. one from christmas. one taken at the beach. another where you and jobe were laughing so hard the photo had blurred. a half-finished puzzle sat abandoned on the coffee table and two mugs rested beside it. a blanket had been bundled up in one corner of the sofa. there were tiny signs of both of you everywhere.
while y/n disappeared into the kitchen with ashlyn, talking about their lives, as she filled the kettle, jude finally looked at his brother. “mum’s worried sick.”
jobe sighed dramatically, dropping his head back against the sofa. “of course she is.”
“she thinks you’re shutting everyone out.”
he rubbed the back of his neck. “…i’m not.”
“then why haven’t you called?”
jobe stayed quiet for a moment. his eyes drifted towards the kitchen. towards you . “…because i’ve been happy.” his voice got quieter before saying. “i thought being independent meant doing everything alone.” he smiled to himself.“then she came along.” he laughed softly through his nose.“and suddenly i realised life didn’t actually have to feel that hard.”
~~
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i was wondering if you could do a fic with kimi with him sneaking you into the mercedes garage late at night to show you his car but things get a bit too heated and he fucks you in the cockpit.....
i dont know if reader would fit in the drivers seat with him but hopefully they could make it work 😭
anyways..
thank you sm!!! i love your writing so so so much and keep up the good work!!!! ❤️❤️
in the cockpit
a kimi antonelli x reader smut
in which he fucks you in his cockpit
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in the cockpit
kimi antonelli x reader
in which he fucks you in his cockpit after everyone has left !
taglist (tw) : smut, cramped space, unprotected sex, p in v, no mentions of y/n
a.n. i feel like i wrote this so badly…
the quiet of the silverstone paddock felt different at this hour. the usual cacophony of engines and crowds had melted away, leaving behind a gentle hum of generators and the soft rustle of wind through team awnings. kimi’s hand was warm in yours, his grip firm as he navigated the labyrinth of temporary buildings and hauling equipment with an easy familiarity. he didn't speak, just threw a quick, mischievous glance over his shoulder every now and then, the corners of his mouth twitching into a smile that made your stomach clench. the air smelled of damp tarmac and expensive machinery.
he stopped before a nondescript door, a simple keypad glowing faintly in the twilight. "you trust me?" he whispered, the words a puff of warm air against your ear. he didn't wait for an answer, just tapped in a code with practiced speed. a soft click, and the door swung inward, revealing the sterile, cold heart of the mercedes garage. it was a cathedral to speed, everything meticulously clean and organized, bathed in the stark, unforgiving light of overhead fluorescents. and there it was, parked in its designated bay like a sleeping predator: the w17.
it was more beautiful up close than you could have imagined. a sleek, silver-and-teal arrowhead of carbon fiber and complex engineering. kimi let go of your hand and ran a proprietary hand along the shark-fin engine cover, a gesture so intimate, so full of reverence, it felt like you were intruding on a private moment between lovers. "she's perfect, isn't she?" he murmured, more to himself than to you. "every single piece… it's all got a purpose."
you watched him, the way the light caught the sharp line of his jaw, the focused intensity in his eyes as he inspected a detail on the front wing. it was the same look he got when he was talking about a tricky corner, a complete and total absorption that was utterly captivating. he turned, catching you staring, and that smirk was back, softer this time. "wanna get closer?"
before you could answer, he was unfastening the halo, the intricate safety device, with a deft twist of a lever. he gestured towards the cockpit. "go on. get in."
it was a tight squeeze. you swung a leg over the high sidepod, feeling the cool, smooth surface of the carbon fiber against your jeans, and then you were in, nestled into the deep, narrow seat. it was a world of its own, a cocoon of buttons, switches, and screens. the smell was intoxicating – a heady mix of high-octane fuel, hot metal, and the faint, clean scent of kimi's cologne that seemed to cling to everything. you could feel the residual warmth from the engine still radiating from the chassis. your hands rested on the steering wheel, your fingers accidentally brushing over the paddle shifters. it felt powerful, like holding the heart of a dragon.
kimi didn't get in properly. he just leaned over the side, one arm braced on the cockpit's edge, caging you in. the sudden proximity sent a jolt through you. he was so close you could see the faint stubble on his chin, the way his dark hair fell across his forehead. he reached past you, his arm brushing against your chest as he pointed to a dial on the complex dashboard. "this one… this controls the brake bias. you feel the difference, even a tiny change, especially through copse."
his voice was a low murmur, vibrating through the confined space. you weren't really listening to what he was saying about brake bias, too aware of the heat of his body so close to yours, the way his thumb was stroking a slow, idle circle on the shell of the cockpit, just inches from your shoulder. your eyes met, and the air crackled. the technical tour was over. something else had taken its place.
"comfy?" he asked, though it wasn't really a question. his gaze dropped from your eyes to your lips.
you swallowed, nodding. "it's… a lot."
"yeah?" he leaned in closer, the space between your faces shrinking to nothing. "but you're making it fit." his breath was hot on your mouth, and then he was kissing you. it wasn't gentle. it was a hungry, desperate kiss that tasted of mint and something uniquely kimi. one of his hands came up to cup the back of your neck, holding you in place as he deepened the kiss, his tongue sweeping against yours. the steering wheel dug into your back, a collection of switches and buttons pressing into your skin, but you couldn't bring yourself to care. all that mattered was the taste of him, the feeling of his solid body leaning over you, the sheer, intoxicating wrongness of it all.
his other hand, the one that had been resting on the edge of the cockpit, moved down, sliding over your thigh. the friction of the denim against your skin was electric. he squeezed, his grip strong and sure, and then his fingers were tracing the seam of your jeans, higher and higher, until he was pressing against the heat of your core through the fabric. a soft gasp escaped your lips, swallowed by his kiss.
"shhh," he murmured against your mouth, a command and a promise. "we have to be quiet."
his deft fingers made quick work of the button and zipper on your jeans. he tugged them down just enough, the cool night air hitting your heated skin. you felt exposed, vulnerable, perched in the multi-million dollar machine, but the risk only fueled the fire licking at your insides. kimi's fingers slipped beneath the lace of your underwear, finding you slick and ready. he circled your clit once, twice, a slow, maddening tease that had you arching your back, pushing your hips against his hand.
"so eager," he chuckled, a low, dark sound. "did the thought of being in my car do this to you? or was it the thought of me fucking you in it?"
you couldn't form words, just a choked moan as he slid one long finger inside you. it was a tight fit, him leaning over you, you crammed into the seat, but it was perfect. the angle was awkward, desperate, a frantic tangle of limbs and desire. he worked another finger in, scissoring them, stretching you, preparing you. the heel of his palm ground against your clit with every movement, sending sparks of pleasure shooting up your spine. you clutched at his shoulders, your nails digging into the fabric of his team shirt.
"need you," you managed to gasp out, your voice ragged.
he pulled his fingers away, leaving you feeling achingly empty, and you watched, dazed, as he fumbled with his own jeans, pushing them down just enough to free himself. he was hard and heavy in his own grip, and the sight made your mouth water. he spat into his palm, giving himself a few quick strokes, and then he was guiding himself to your entrance.
he didn't push in right away. he just teased you, rubbing the head of his cock against your folds, coating himself in your wetness. "look at me," he commanded. your eyes, which had drifted shut, fluttered open. his gaze was dark, intense, burning with a need that mirrored your own. "i want to see your face when i fuck you in this car."
and then he was pushing inside. it was a slow, delicious burn. he stretched you inch by inch, filling you completely until he was seated to the hilt. you let out a long, shaky breath, your body adjusting to the intrusion. he stilled for a moment, giving you a chance to get used to the feeling of being so impossibly full, of being connected to him in the most primal way, right there in the cockpit of his race car.
"fuck," he breathed, his forehead resting against yours. "you feel so good. so tight."
he started to move then, a slow, shallow rocking of his hips that had you seeing stars. the confined space made every movement feel more intense. the gear shift dug into your thigh, a sharp, grounding point of contact amidst the overwhelming pleasure. he found a rhythm, a deep, punishing pace that had the chassis groaning softly. the sounds were obscene – the wet slap of skin on skin, your ragged breaths, kimi's low grunts of exertion, all echoing in the small, enclosed space.
"touch yourself," he ordered, his voice strained. "i want to feel you come on my cock."
you didn't hesitate. one of your hands snaked down between your bodies, your fingers finding your clit. you rubbed in tight, fast circles, matching the rhythm of his thrusts. the pressure built, a tight coil in your belly, wound tighter and tighter with every snap of his hips. kimi's thrusts became erratic, his control starting to fray. he buried his face in the crook of your neck, his hot breath fanning across your skin.
"come for me," he growled against your ear. "come on, baby. let me feel it."
that was all it took. the coil in your belly snapped, and you came with a silent scream, your body arching off the seat, your walls clamping down around him. your vision went white, a wave of pure, unadulterated pleasure washing over you, leaving you breathless and boneless. kimi followed you over the edge a few thrusts later, his body stiffening as he spilled inside you with a choked groan. he collapsed against you, his weight a welcome, grounding pressure.
for a long moment, you just laid there, tangled together in the cockpit of the w15, the only sounds your combined, ragged breathing and the gentle hum of the garage. the post-coital haze was heavy, a warm blanket that settled over you both. kimi lifted his head, his hair a mess, his eyes soft.
"well," he said, a slow, satisfied grin spreading across his face. "that's one way to break in the new seat."
he helped you out of the car, your legs feeling like jelly. you leaned against him as you tried to pull your jeans back on, your fingers clumsy and uncooperative. kimi watched you, his gaze dark and possessive. he reached out, tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear. "you okay?"
you nodded, a dopey smile on your face. "more than okay."
he chuckled, pulling you into a lazy, lingering kiss. "good." he glanced around the garage, a flicker of reality dawning in his eyes. "we should probably get out of here before someone finds us."
the walk back through the quiet paddock was different this time. the air was charged with a new energy, a shared secret that hung between you, unspoken but palpable. kimi's arm was wrapped around your waist, holding you close. when you finally reached the relative safety of the motorhome, he pushed you up against the door, capturing your lips in another searing kiss.
"i don't think i'll ever be able to look at that car the same way again," he murmured against your lips.
"me neither," you breathed.
~~
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hiii, can you write a smut fic abt jobe needing to “blow off some steam” after a game he lost? like he’s just pissed and needed an outlet. thank you queen!!
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blowing off steam
jobe bellingham x reader ⊹ ࣪ ˖
in which after a lost game, jobe needs to blow of steam. why go cool down when he has his beloved girlfriend instead?
taglist (tw) : smut, bj, hj, semi dominant reader for a bit, fem!reader,
you’re curled up on the couch when the front door clicks open, the low evening light spilling across the hallway. jobe steps in with his shoulders tight, duffel slung over one arm, jaw clenched. the loss is still written all over him. his eyes are dark, breath short, that familiar post-match storm rolling off his skin. he doesn’t speak at first, just drops the bag and toes off his trainers,
the silence is heavy between you both.
you already know what he needs. not space. not a cold shower to wash it away. you.
“come here,” you say softly, rising to meet him. your hands find his face first, thumbs smoothing over the tension in his cheeks. he leans into the touch, exhaling like he’s been holding it since the final whistle. you kiss him once, slow and deliberate, then again, guiding him toward the bedroom with gentle pressure at his waist.
he follows without protest, the defeat making him pliant in your hands. once inside, you press him down to sit on the edge of the bed. “let me,” you murmur, and he nods, eyes half-lidded, watching you.
you start at his forehead, lips brushing warm skin, then trail lower to his temples, the bridge of his nose, the corner of his mouth. each kiss lingers. your fingers work at his hoodie, peeling it up and over his head, revealing the lean muscle still warm from the pitch. you kiss his collarbones next, tasting salt, feeling the way his chest rises under your mouth. he groans low when your teeth graze his peck, the sound vibrating through him.
you take your time with his joggers, hooking fingers into the waistband and easing them down along with his briefs. he lifts his hips to help, already half-hard, the frustration from the game bleeding into something else. you undress yourself next. top first, then bottoms, letting everything fall to the floor until you’re bare in front of him. his hands immediately find your hips, thumbs stroking slow circles, pulling you closer.
you sink to your knees between his spread thighs. one hand wraps around his cock, stroking from base to tip in a firm glide, thumb circling the head where he’s already leaking. jobe’s head tips back, a deep groan spilling out. “fuck, baby…” his fingers thread into your hair, not pushing, just holding, grounding himself.
you work him with long, twisting strokes, your other hand cupping his balls, rolling them gently. every time he twitches in your palm you tighten your grip just enough, watching his stomach flex. the groans come steadily now: raw, helpless sounds that fill the quiet room. you lean in and lick a slow stripe up the underside, tasting him, then take the head into your mouth, sucking softly while your hand keeps moving below.
he curses under his breath, hips jerking once before he forces himself still. you take more of him, hollowing your cheeks, tongue pressing along the vein as you bob your head. saliva slicks your fist and you use it, twisting on the upstroke, sucking harder on the down. jobe’s thighs tremble around you. his free hand roams, sliding up your side to cup your breast, thumb brushing your nipple until it pebbles. he groans louder when you hum around him, the vibration making his cock throb.
“feels so good,” he rasps, voice wrecked. his fingers squeeze your breast, then drift lower, tracing your ribs, your waist, like he needs to touch every inch. you pull off with a wet pop, stroking him fast and tight while you catch your breath, then dive back in, taking him deeper until your nose brushes his stomach. he bites down on his own fist to muffle the next groan, but it still escapes, thick and needy.
you don’t stop when he warns you he’s close. you keep going, hand and mouth working in tandem until his whole body locks and he spills down your throat with a broken sound, hips stuttering. you swallow every drop, licking him clean as he softens slightly in your grip, but you don’t let go.
instead you rise, pushing him gently onto his back. “i’m not done, baby,” you whisper, climbing over him. you straddle his hips, reaching down to guide him inside. he’s still sensitive, gasping as you sink down inch by inch, your own wetness easing the way.
jobe’s hands fly to your thighs, gripping hard, then slide up to your waist, your breasts again, thumbs circling your nipples while you start to move.
you ride him slow at first, rolling your hips in deep circles that make him groan continuously. his teeth find your shoulder, biting down hard enough to mark and ground him, and then your collarbone, the curve of your breast when you lean forward. every thrust pulls another sound from him, low and desperate, his hands never still: squeezing your ass, sliding up your back, cupping your face so he can kiss you messy and open-mouthed.
you pick up the pace, bouncing now, the wet sound of your bodies filling the room alongside his groans. he bites your neck this time, sucking lightly, one hand slipping between you to rub your clit in tight circles. the pleasure builds fast for both of you. you lean down, foreheads pressed together, riding him harder until he’s panting your name between groans, hips rising to meet you.
when you come, clenching around him, he follows right after, another thick groan, body arching, arms wrapping tight around your back to hold you close. you stay there, rocking through the aftershocks, his hands stroking your spine, your hair, soft kisses pressed to your temple.
later, when you’re both boneless and tangled under the sheets, he pulls you against his chest, voice hoarse. “thank you,” he murmurs, still catching his breath. you smile into his skin, fingers tracing lazy patterns over his heart.
the game is long forgotten.
“anything to help you, baby” you mutter, kidding the top of his chest. “i could tell you needed to blow off the steam.”
~~
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Can you do a Jude x reader where they dated for 4 years and then broke up leading to 5 months later reader releasing an album called “you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love” (inspired by oliva Rodrigo’s new album!!) causing a bunch of hate to be sent Jude’s way assuming he made her miserable and he confronts her about it leading to a fight you can give it any ending u want queen !
always answered but never heard
jude bellingham x ex!singer!reader
after your 4 year relationship breakup, you release an album causing jude to confront you on what he did wrong.
a.n: if someone requests part two i’ll make it!
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@ynln just posted!
i’ve been writing this one for a while. i hope the people who need it find it. coming out aug 29 🫧🫧
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@ ynupdates: oh she’s about to ruin a man’s life.
@ ynnation: jude bellingham count your days 😭
@ footballclips: brother’s instagram comments are FINISHED.
@ popculturedaily: “for a girl so in love” ????????
@ liviesclub: that title hurts already.
@ realmadridfan: can we maybe hear the album before deciding he’s evil?
—> @ ynstan: no ❤️
@ judesleftboot: this is going to be the biggest album of the year.
@ ynlover: four years together… she definitely has stories.
@ futboledits: praying for jude’s pr team.
five months. it had been five months since the breakup. five months since the carefully written statement that had fooled absolutely no one.
“after four wonderful years together, we have decided to go our separate ways. there is nothing but love and respect between us…”
people believed it for maybe three hours and then came the theories and then the edits.
then finally the speculation.
but eventually everyone got bored and moved on. until now.
one album announcement had undone every bit of peace either of them had managed to find.
@popbase just posted!
🚨 | y/n l/n announces her third studio album, you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love, releasing august 29.
jude opened instagram after training and the comments under his latest post read,
“what did you do to her?”
“streaming the album out of spite.”
“justice for y/n.”
he locked his phone with a confused look on his face, he hadn’t even heard a single song yet.
jude couldn’t escape it. well none of it mattered anyway because the album hadn’t even come out yet.
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jude learnt from another that your songs were about waiting. about eating dinner alone, about falling asleep on facetime because someone promised they’d call after training and about pretending you didn’t mind cancelling anniversary plans because “the season’s almost over.”
everyone immediately decided they knew who it was about cause there was no one else you had loved so deeply, dating jude for 4 years.
football pages posted lyric edits to clips of you smiling in the stands at his matches while fan accounts compared old interviews to the lyrics.
he wasn’t going to listen is what he told himself that at breakfast and again in the car and again during recovery.
which is why he was lying in bed with headphones on. every song reopened something he had buried deep in his heart.
there were songs about airports. songs about hotels. songs about waving goodbye through tinted car windows.
and songs about pretending she wasn’t lonely because everyone thought dating him must be perfect.
then came track seven.
“heard the words, never heard me.”
he frowned. the chorus repeated one line.
you always answered me. you just never listened.
he replayed it once. then twice what the hell did that even mean?
jude didn’t even realise he’d grabbed his keys until he was halfway to her apartment
—
the knock came just after eight.
you already knew who it was.
through the peephole, you could see a familiar figure. it was jude, his jaw clenched, with a hood pulled over his head.
you sighed before opening the door. “what?”
“can i come in?”
“no.”
he looked at you. “please.”
you hesitated. “…five minutes.”
he walked inside, taking in the apartment he once viewed as a second home. the apartment looked different. there were less pictures, more records and a piano sat in the corner.
he looked around before facing you. “everyone thinks i’m some horrible boyfriend. i can’t post a picture without thousands of comments asking what i did to you. reporters keep asking me about your songs and my own supporters think i ruined your life.”
his voice got quieter. “…and i don’t even know what i supposedly did.”
you looked at him, really looked at him before saying “…you think that’s what the album’s about?”
“what else would it be about?”
yoi let out a short laugh, almost disappointed.“wow.”
his jaw tightened. “don’t.”
“don’t what?”
“don’t laugh.”
“i’m not laughing because it’s funny.” she rubbed her forehead. “i’m laughing because after all this…”
she gestured between them. “…you still don’t get it.”
“then tell me.”
“i did.”
“when?”
“for four years.”
he frowned. “what are you talking about?”
you looked at him like ypu couldn’t believe he was asking. “every time i told you i missed you. every time i asked if you’d be home. every time i asked you to put your phone down. every time i said i felt alone.” you stepped closer.“you always answered. ‘i’m sorry.’ ‘next week.’ i promise.’” you smiled sadly before your voice dropped. “you always answered me.. you just never listened.”
jude stared at her. “i… listened.”
“no.”
“i did.”
“you heard me.” she corrected softly. “that’s different.”
he shook his head. “i was trying.”
“i know.”
“everything i did was for us.”
“i know.”
“i was building a future.”
“i know.”
every answer somehow made him more frustrated. “then why write an album making me look like the bad guy?”
your expression changed instantly. “that’s what you think this is?”
“look at the internet. they’re calling me manipulative.”
“jude.”
“they’re saying i never loved you.”
“jude.”
“they’re saying-”
“jude!”
he stopped and the apartment fell silent.
you looked at him, eyes glassy. “why…” your voice cracked. “…why are you more upset about strangers misunderstanding our relationship than the fact your girlfriend was lonely enough to write twelve songs about it?”
the words landed like a punch. he opened his mouth but nothing came out.
because you had called yourself his girlfriend. not ex. just his girlfriend. like some part of you still hadn’t caught up.
you realised it a second later, looked away, qnd muttered “…sorry.”
he barely heard you because his mind was stuck on one thing.
“lonely enough to write twelve songs.”
he swallowed. “…were you really that unhappy?”
you looked back at him. there wasn’t anger anymore. just exhaustion. “that’s the thing.” you whispered. “i wasn’t unhappy.”
he frowned.
“i was in love. …and i was lonely.” you let the words settle between them. “those two things can exist at the same time.”
jude had absolutely nothing to say because all this time he’d been trying to figure out what he’d done when really he should’ve been asking what you had been feeling.
next,
~~
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I was wondering if you were comfortable writing kimi smut???
If so, could you write that like kimi fucks you with his helmet on after a race
but if you not could you write that your at the beach with kimi Ollie and estie bestie and kimi can't take his eyes off of you??
if you can't that is totally okay 💗👌🏻
please and thank if you do write it xoxo
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keep the helmet on
a kimi antonelli x reader smut
after winning a race, you ask kimi to fuck you with his helmet on. being the good boyfriend he is, he complies.
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keep the helmet on
kimi antonelli x reader ⊹ ࣪ ˖
after winning a race, you ask kimi to fuck you with his helmet on. being the good boyfriend he is, he complies.
tags (tw) : smut, unprotected sex, touching, praise,
the grand prix weekend had been long, the kind that stretches into the evening with lights still blazing over the track and the air thick with engine oil and champagne. you waited near the paddock exit, watching kimi finish his media duties, his race suit unzipped halfway, dark hair damp from the helmet he had only just taken off. he spotted you, gave that small private smile he saved just for these moments, and finally they let him go. he changed into some casual clothes, a black shirt and beige pants before running over to you and dragging you to the car happily.
the drive to the hotel was quiet at first, the city lights sliding across the windshield. his hand found your thigh almost immediately, fingers tracing idle circles that slowly crept higher. you shifted in the passenger seat, breath catching when his palm pressed firmer.
“kimi,” you murmured, half warning, half plea. “you’re driving.”
“mm, i know,” he answered, voice low and amused. his thumb brushed the seam of your jeans and you bit your lip. “just… thinking about how good you looked waiting for me.”
you laughed softly, the sound turning into a quiet gasp when he squeezed. “eyes on the road, champion.”
he grinned, that boyish flash that always made your stomach flip, and eased off, though his hand stayed warm and heavy on your leg. the rest of the ride was a low simmer of glances and half-finished touches, both of you laughing when a red light caught you leaning too close and the car behind honked.
by the time the hotel door clicked shut behind you, the tension had thickened. kimi dropped his bag, turned, and you were already reaching for him. but you hesitated, cheeks warm.
“can we… keep the helmet on?” you asked, voice small. “when we… you know.”
his eyebrows lifted, surprised but clearly intrigued. he picked the helmet up from where he had set it on the chair, turning it in his hands. “yeah? what brought that on?”
you looked down, fiddling with the hem of your shirt. “on the podium. seeing you up there with it on, all focused and sweaty… i needed you. still do.”
kimi stepped closer, tilting your chin up with two fingers. “you’re shy about that?” he teased gently. “cute.” he kissed your forehead, then your mouth, slow and sweet. “helmet stays on. anything you want.”
the bedroom was dim, city glow through the curtains. he bent down to pick up his helmet and slipped it back on. the sight of him like that, tall and broad in the low light, sent a fresh rush of heat through you. he noticed, of course.
“look at you,” he said, voice slightly muffled but warm. “already blushing for me.”
you laughed, the sound easing the nerves. “shut up and come here.”
he did, guiding you backward until the backs of your knees hit the bed. both of your clothes came off in unhurried layers with kisses traded between every tug of fabric. when you were both bare, he laid you down and climbed over you, the helmet’s visor still up so you could see his eyes, dark and fond.
his cold fingers traced their way up your body. you arched, fingers clawing at the helmet for some relief. “kimi,” you breathed, “feels good.”
“you feel good,” he answered, one hand cupping your breast, thumb circling your nipple until it peaked. he pinched lightly, drawing a soft moan from you. he did the same to the other, alternating between gentle rubs and firmer pulls that made your hips twitch up toward him.
“talk to me,” he murmured. “how was your day while i was out there?”
you laughed, breathless. “boring compared to yours. i watched you win and almost wanted to drag you off the podium myself.”
he chuckled, the sound vibrating against his helmet. “glad you waited.” his hands continued mapping uour body. “proud of you for being patient.”
the praise landed warm in your chest. you tugged at his shoulders. “want you inside me. please.”
kimi shifted, one hand sliding between your thighs to find you slick and ready. he hummed appreciatively. “so wet already. all for me?”
“all for you,” you echoed, cheeks hot.
he lined himself up, pushing in slow, giving you time to adjust. the stretch was perfect, familiar, and you sighed when he bottomed out. he stayed there a moment, forehead of the helmet resting against yours, both of you breathing together.
“missed this,” he said quietly. “missed you.”
you wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling down his visor. “move, please.”
he did, rolling his hips in steady, deep strokes that had you clutching at his back. every thrust dragged a soft sound from you, and he answered with low praise, telling you how tight you felt, how pretty you sounded, how good you were for him. you gave it back when you could, telling him he felt amazing, that you loved watching him race, that you were so proud.
the helmet stayed on, cool against your skin when he leaned down to kiss your throat or suck another mark above your breast only to realise it was in the way. his hand returned to your nipples, rolling and pinching until you were squirming, laughing when the sensation tipped too close to overwhelming.
“tickles when you do that,” you managed between gasps.
“good tickles or bad?” he asked, amused, and did it again.
“good,” you admitted, hips chasing his “really good.”
he kept the rhythm easy, almost lazy, the kind of pace that let you talk and laugh between moans. when you came, it was with his name on your lips and his hand between you, thumb circling your clit while he murmured how perfect you were. he followed soon after, groaning your name into the curve of your neck, hips stuttering.
afterward he stayed inside you for a long minute, both of you catching your breath. he lifted the visor, eyes crinkling with a smile.
“worth the wait?” he asked.
you reached up, fingers tracing the edge of the helmet. “definitely. but next time maybe we take it off after the first round.”
he laughed, soft and warm, and kissed you again, slow and sweet. “deal. love you.”
“love you too,” you whispered back, pulling him closer under the sheets. inside the room it was just the two of you, tangled and content, the race already fading into something softer.
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