Emotionally Unstable Sone

I stopped being active since then.

I remember him in random moments. Usually when I see the moon. Or in on a plane. I took inspiration from his inspiration tattoo for my portfolio.

I don’t think twice when I listen to a SHINee song but when one of his come on I don’t know how to move.

I’m more active on other social media but here I just can’t bring myself to stay.

Him being gone never feels real to me. Only when I see a picture of him. Then i remember. Becuase we never get any new photos of him. All the photos have been taken or I have seen before. That’s when it hurts me the most. Knowing that what we have of him is what we have left.

This is the first time in a while I’ve even spoken about it. But this hurts. Just as much as it did when the news first happened.