2018-
My goodness was 2018 such a rollercoaster. Most definitely hit the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. Iâve been put through things that were so damn hard to get out of and most definitely risked my mental and emotional health.Â
One thingâs fsho - âI loved with a love that was more than loveâ, and never again will I put up with someone/something when all they did was walk all over me and took advantage. Lesson learned tho, to know what to put up with and what not to put up with. Itâs crazy to look back at everything and to reevaluate it all. It sucks that you can literally be the epitome of giving your all, and staying faithful/loyal no matter the past, but it just wasnât enough to âmake things last.â However, I take account of my faults - and at the end of the day, Iâm so thankful, no matter how hard it was, to continue to keep the heart that I have. Itâs true when they say that the best revenge is literally being happy and doing YOU with no distractions or anything like that - because after being put through things multiple times, and my god was facing the healing process so damn painful, I made it out. Truth comes to light eventually and it most definitely was not my loss at all and whats crazy to me is that everyone literally reminds/tells me that I deserve so much better. So, thank you.Â
Thankful, nonetheless. Of everything that came my way this past year. Itâs crazy. I fell so deep, so many insecurities and the constant reminder that âI wasnât good enough.â but the last 2 months of 2018 reminded me that I was wrong. I am worthy of so much more and I am capable of so many things. Everything became clear, the people who are in my life made it so clear to me that all I need is them and how loved I am. This past weekend back at home was such a huge reassurance that Iâve been needing. On top of that Justin & Frenel really drove from SF to Oakland the night I came back because they wanted to hangout with me and everything. Like wow, my lifeâs amazing and the people who are in it are so damn amazing.
Thankful to have rekindled some relationships, as well as strengthening my relationships within family.Â
Iâve became so much stronger, optimistic, and Iâm so excited for what 2019 has in store for me.Â
*Love openly and freely and with a purpose, create more, travel more, and continue to surround those who love you as how you love them.Â
My heart is full and I am so ready to become a better Me within this new upcoming year.Â














