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It's been brought to my attention that I did kind of a douche thing by not telling everybody what my new name was. I originally wanted only the attention of those who actually did care enough to make the switch to my new blog with me, but I accidentally overlooked messaging every single person directly with my new name.

I guess I didn't feel like I was asking for a follow back.

If you were somebody that I still wanted to keep in contact with, I followed you with my new tumblr, but I didn't necessarily message you to let you know it was me, which I've been told made some people feel like I didn't want them to follow my new blog. That's not the case, I just didn't want to seem pushy or whatever.

I decided that I couldn't stay away from tumblr forever so I created a new blog

I'm following a substantially smaller amount of people with the new one. It's nothing personal, I was just way too overwhelmed and I think it will be nice to take a step back for a change. It's also nice to change the way I post for once too. I'm sure you'll enjoy it more as well.

If you want my new blog name, message me, but for now I'm enjoying being under the radar.

keeping this blog here because I have attachment issues and I don't know how to let go to things I've loved and cherished so much over the years, but in all cases, I'm officially at my new name.

see ya on the other side!

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I just can't deal with most of you anymore.

There's still a handful of you on here that I love with all my heart and would hate to lose by leaving here, so if you don't already have ways of contacting me outside of tumblr (twitter, facebook, texting, IM) please message me and I'll hook you up because although I'm throwing away the blogging and the drama, I would hate to throw you away with it.

Most of you, however, I can't stand to be around anymore. It's not that I can't stand you yourselves, but I can't stand being around you when I know that your feelings towards me aren't true or just that you've stopped caring. It's not just about me either; there are a lot of other people that I care deeply about who have been pushed just as far out as I have. I just can't handle how much this thing has separated anymore and I just need to remove myself from it completely, for my own sanity.

I've lost a few really close friends through this drama and this divide and it sucks because you were people that I really held close to my heart, and still do, but you seemed to have stopped caring. I can't keep bringing myself to a place that keeps conjuring up so much negativity like this.

Everything's a contest on here and although for a while my competitive/insecure self couldn't handle being pushed out of the race, now as an observer, I still can't stand to see the fact that it's still a fucking contest to see who can be on top, which is complete bullshit. I'm so over this.

I tried to make amends. I tried to be the bigger person and just push all of this negativity out of my subconscious but I just can't anymore. You guys have turned this into a place that I hate. Those of you that are still willing to keep up a relationship with me, please please please don't hesitate to do so. I'm still here in spirit and I would love to keep up these amazing friendships I've made off of tumblr, but I just have to part ways with this for now.

This is a blog about how my grandparents (on my mom's side) are more perfect than yours.