It is certainly not abnormal what I went through, sadly. It is pretty much a garden variety tale of an addict, I suppose. And having an addiction and not knowing as a man what to do in a male-dominated society that puts worth and high value on emotions of alpha behaviour and pack mentalities and such. And it becomes carcinogenic. You know, if we as men don’t know how to deal with fears then it becomes carcinogenic. It results in violence and all sorts of madness.








