Get me out of here

i am tired of existing and being a person. i am not made for this world.

"you look tired" I’ve been tired my whole life that’s not new

maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.

No matter how long it's been, there are times when it suddenly becomes harder to breathe.

as usual, i have nothing good to offer

need an older girl to throw me around and touch me wherever she wants whenever she wants please please pleaseee

I'm turning 30 next year👀

Egal wie lange du auch von Drogen, Zigaretten, Tabletten, Alkohol, Selbstschädigung oder anderen Dingen Clean bist. Man wird immer daran denken und die Sehnsucht danach verspüren, es wieder tun zu wollen. Es wird niemals komplett verschwinden!

& dann plötzlich zweifelst du wieder an allem, aber am meisten an dir selbst.

Egal wie lange ich clean bin, das Verlangen ist immer da.

In my relapse era 👄

Lowkey starting to think I only have friends when they need something from me. Not that I have much to offer