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Man, I miss sex, booze and art.  Maybe in that order. 

you’d think that booze would come first to make the other things a little more exciting.

i don’t give a FUCK what anyone says yeah effy stonem is fucking EXISTENCE GOALS. like legit, how can you live somewhere like bristol and have a life that fucking eventful? like before you’re even 18??? the most eventful thing to happen to me this week was dreaming that i was part of a gang in a maze runner-esque scenario????

she took with what she had and ran with it. pretty influential if you ask me. most I’ve done at eighteen was well.. being hospitalized which wasn’t eventful at all.

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Thank you Tony.

Thank you and again my roommate, not the guy..I owe you one.

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it’s not problem, is. that’s what family is for.

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I-I hope so…Or it would suck not having dads there when I have the baby..I-I hope a..and I know….I know, and Im not planning on giving them up, not even for a second and thank you ton..Really.

…Tony, you don’t have to do that for me, Mason and the baby…C..can you help me find an apartment that’s close to yours? Since I dont want you to give up your bed and your painting room.

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hey’ll come around. i’ll talk to them if I have to. but.. even if they don’t show up.. I’ll be there. I wouldn’t miss it for the world. 

…thanks. 

I’m a paying customer, you have to give me what I want. 

yeah, whatever Q. I’ll give it to you.

I need some. 

...seriously?

Do you have anymore joints pre-rolled? 

...yeah, why?

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Yeah, well you gotta teach me how to do it. They told me that I should find a happy couple, to raise my baby and don’t ask for it to be in open adoption if that was the case….I know, I know….I know for sure I would try and find you guys if we did get split up and I know that they are our dads but they literally sat there saying how disappointed they are in me a..and they don’t want nothing to do with me, if Im going to keep my baby. What kind of fathers  tell their teenage daughter, who is literally scared out of her mind, that? 

Ton…No, Im thankful that you are offering up your painting room but Im not going to take it. There’s no way I will, since that’s your relaxation room. Maybe there’s an apartment next door to yours or something. Either way, dads won’t know about it.

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is.. dads... they’re not thinking clearly. it’s a lot at once-- they probably think we’re off the rails. they’ll.. they’ll come around. they’ve got to, right? they shouldn’t.. none of that’s true. they’re not disappointed in you-- in us. we’re going to be okay. you can raise your kid-- you don’t have to give them up. I’ll help you if you need it. dads.. they’ll come around.. 

Well learn how to. You– when you do stupid things like this, you hurt people. Accident or not. 

Q I felt like I lost two of my best friends within a matter of a day. I didn’t think anybody cared and besides, it’s not like I anticipated for it to.. y’know. 

How dare you blame her……you’re disgusting, Tony. 

no-- shit, I’m bad with words. she ah.. she picked brooklyn. again. and I.. couldn’t handle it I guess. I’m not trying to blame her. I’m just saying.. I had a lo going on. and I don’t handle things well.

I don’t want to talk to you anymore. 

I slept with jordan again. that’s.. one of the things that caused it.

Speak for yourself.

I’m speakin’ for you too, Q.