Just some music things

i think that’s a sign im a drug addict

fucking tired of life. tired of holding on. tired of pain. tired of suffering. tired of waiting. 

torn between this is fucking amazing and/ i want throw myself off a bridge

fuck sunday gives me a bad depression almost every week, especially the night. but today i had a shit day that could have been good. so that on top of the usual sunday night mood means i’m barely functioning tonight. i just want to sleep but it’s too early

I don’t believe in God but when I look up to the sky in trying times I feel you’re up there and it gives me hope and strength and  a smile crosses my face.  I never really liked your music, and even now I like it but it’s far from my favourite. But when I listen to it I can hear you and I’m reminded that everything will be okay. I know that I just need to keep going as long as I can. I can feel how you couldn’t hold on anymore and I feel like that sometimes too but I just keep trying.