but when you find yourself lying awake at this ungodly hour, you canât help it.
Katsuki had been fast asleep at an early hour (like always), while you lay wide awake in his arms. usually youâd fall asleep soon after. but as the hours ticked by and your eyes remained open, all you could do was sigh in exhaustion and frustration.
thinking of what to do, you settle for snuggling closer in attempt to find comfort in his presence. he was warm, cozy, and smelt familiarly of sweat and caramel. surely itâd help.
your face finds its way to his neck, settling into the crook like a missing puzzle piece. your leg moves from where you were originally curled against his side to hook over his lap instead. you relax a little almost instantly, but itâs not enough. you need more. need him.
as for Katsuki, he doesnât stir when you shiftâheâs too deep of a sleeper for that. but he does feel you, and he lets out a soft, sleepy âmhmmâŠâ his arm around you squeezes, lazily tugging you closer in a way that unintentionally presses you into his half-hard dick. he could never get it to calm down around you. not even in his damn sleep.
the movement isnât quite a grind, just pressure; soft friction that makes your breath hitch quietly from how good it felt.
you tried to stay still, not wanting to disrupt his sleep. but you canât help yourself. without thinking your hips give a slow push forward, mimicking the action. a soft, breathy sigh leaves your lips. âfuckâŠâ you whisper, lips grazing his skin. it doesnât take long for you to find a rhythm, grinding against his growing budge in careful yet needy rocks.
meanwhile Katsuki remains deeply asleep, convinced all the shifting was just you getting comfortable. however when you start to practically hump against him, his eyes flutter open instinctively. they were too bleary and unfocused to make anything out, but the weight of you in his lap and the way his dick twitches in his sweatpants in undeniable.
youâre too lost in the moment to even notice that heâs awake, soft, quiet pants leaving your lips. âm-mmhâŠfuck, Kats. need you so badâŠâ you whimper, hands placing themselves onto his bare chest to brace yourself. he just stares up at you in a mix of confusion, amusement, and pleasure.
he finally decided to catch your attention, voice breaking through the otherwise mostly quiet room. âdamn, babyâŠcouldnât wait for me to wake up?â he asks, voice thick with sleep. but something soft lingers underneath. something that makes your heart stutter and your pussy flutter all at once.
but despite that, your body stills instantly at the sound of his voice. you freeze, eyes widening. shit, when did he wake up? how long had he been up? god, this was so embarrassing. you pulled away just enough to look at him as bit your lip bashfully, feeling like youâd been caught. but your body moves anyway, reacting before your mind can catch up. your head gives a slow, tiny shake, silently saying that you in fact couldnât wait. but instead of teasing or getting irritated like you thought he would, he just hums. small and approving.
ââs okayâŠâ he reassures, hands slowly moving to your hips. they donât squeeze, just hold gently. his thumbs rub soothing circles while his hands guide you to start moving again. âdidnât say you had to stopâŠâ he mutters, the laziest of smirks tugging at his lips. not teasing, just amused that youâd started this. you blink in surprise, not expecting this. but you donât hesitate to follow, finding your rhythm once again.
a soft groan is pulled from his lips when you rub against him just right, the sound combining with your soft whines. his hands begin to wander, slipping under his your shirt to feel you more. they trail down to your thighs, up your back, squeeze at your perky tits until you make the cutest little noise and your hips stutter. they come to a stop at your waist, tugging you closer. âcmâereâŠâ it the last thing he manages to get out before capturing your lips with his.
itâs not like his usual kisses. not even close. this time theyâre soft. slow, messy, and unhurried. âmmâŠâ you moan against his lips, and he swallows it with another kiss as his hips start to buck up against yours.
you arent exactly sure when, but somewhere amidst the haze of the sloppy makeout you start to tug at each otherâs clothes. his sweatpants? gone. your shirt and panties? halfway across the room. theyâre all discarded carelessly until youâre both bare against one another. fuck, he feels so good, you think to yourself.
but your thoughts are cut short when he shifts your position, laying you on your side. your back is pressed flush against his chest, pink tip leaking against your ass. his arms wrap around your waist from behind, head settling into the crook of your neck. his hair tickles your cheek, but you donât mind. just relax into him.
only then does he finally line himself up with your sopping hole. he glides in easily from how wet you are, but you still whimper a bit from the stretch. his calloused yet gentle hand rubs your tummy soothingly as he shushes you, keeping you steady. âshhhâŠâs okay. i got you.â he hums, voice low against the shell of your ear. he pressed a soft kiss right under your ear before trailing lower. he peppers little pecks all over your jaw and neck, occasionally leaving little nips and sucks that cause you to let out a shaky sigh. all the while he continues sinking in, inch by inch until he bottoms out with a wet squelch.
for a moment you two just lay there, catching your breath. his ruby eyes study your face, searching. and when heâs sure youâre okay, he starts to move. slow, deep thrusts that make your back arch instantly. âk-katsâŠ!â you squeak, voice all high and breathy. he felt his own jaw clench from how tight you were. he nods into your neck, holding you close while he murmurs. âi know, babyâŠi know.â
but he still doesnât stop, thrusting in and out at that agonizingly slow pace. wet plaps and the sound of skin on skin fills the room almost instantly.
one of his hands slide down, feeling the bulge of him in your lower tummy. the gentle pressure makes you squirm, twitching until itâs unclear whether youâre trying to push back onto him or get away. maybe both, considering how youâre whining desperately. ânghhâŠs-so deep, katsâŠâ you breathe, moans leaving your lips. he hums understandingly, staying right where you want himârutting against that spongey spot inside you that make you cry out softly.
his hand continues its journey further down, stopping when it reaches your puffy clit. his thumb brushes, starting to rub lazy, maddening circles that have your thighs quivering. âfuckâŠ!â you squeak, clenching hard around him. he doesnât let up, hand quickening a little while he continues to pound into you so sweetly.
âlet it happen, baby...â he urges, lips grazing your ear. but if you listen close, his own voice shakes a bit; dead giveaway of how close he was too. though, it was already obvious from the way his thrusts became a bit less steady and a bit more desperate. his voice drops an octave as he whispers. âcum.â
you lose it the moment he says the word. your mouth falls open in a delayed, choked moan. your body convulses hard as you gush around him, eyes rolling back in your head.
he follows almost immediately, the feeling of you squeezing him so perfectly too much for him to handle. he lets out a loud, shaky groan as he spills in hot, sticky spurts. his eyes squeeze shut as his hips snap up against yours in quick, uneven ruts to fuck you both through it.
only moments later does he ultimately slow down, gradually coming to a stop. heâs still buried deep, head resting against your neck. his breaths come in soft, heavy pants against your skin. your chest rises and falls in sync with his, matching his own. he holds you close through all of it, not daring to let go for even a second.
it takes a while for you both to come down completely, but it happens. youâre both more steady now. less shaky. and a whole hell of a lot more tired. but neither of you minded, especially not you.
and after what feels like forever, heâs the first to move. one hand remains on your waist, the other moving up to tangle in your now messy hair. his fingers run through the strands in a familiar, comforting action. his head lifts just enough to press a soft kiss to your temple. âso damn needy.â he grumbles against your skin, but you feel the smirk on his face. you huff, rolling your eyes. though, a tiny giggle escapes you anyway. his low chuckle mixes with yours. he shakes his head in amusement, voice softening just a fraction. âdid so well fâme, though.â he admits, warmth spreading through his chest.
you soak in the praise with a tiny, sleepy smile. his hand continues in your hair, sensing your increasing exhaustion. that was what this was all about anyway, right? that you couldnât sleep?
well, this was the one thing that always made you knock out.
and of course, like clockwork, your eyes began to flutter shut. your breaths evened out, leaning back into him with a quiet, content hum. his expression softens against his will.
âŠcute, he thinks to himself.
heâs tired too, of course. but for a while he settled for laying there instead of going back to sleep, completely content with just spooning you. holding you. and as the night now early morning drifts on, he finds himself silently admitting that there was no better way to be woken up.
a/n: okay so this is a bit of a shorter oneee (donât flame me i was high asf and sleep deprived when i wrote this đ) but anyway thereâs more coming possible double upload??? đ€
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Intense makeouts with new!bfbkg and thereâs no sex but itâs just all tension and heavy petting. Shit if heâs feeling bold he will let himself grind into you đ€đ€
NEW BOYF BKG BEFORE you have sex so everything is just intense and getting riled up and you both knowing youâve got to stop because nothing more is going to happen. making out in his car and effortlessly he drags you onto his lap. itâs after a while and he doesnât mean to when he starts grinding into you. or when he drops you home at the end of the night and outside your door heâs just supposed to say goodbye. but it turns into a kiss with becomes you opening your mouth and heâs caging you in by the door and youâre pressing against him. every time heâs leaving hard in his underwear. blinking away lust because your bed is literally behind that door. you both could. but the beginning new fun stages of sexual tension.
or even at a bar when heâs got his one drink for the night because he doesnât drink and maybe youâre at two in a low lit corner of the room and your hand is on his thigh and his on your hip. too touchy too quickly. pressed against each other. youâre buzzing just a little and making out.
âthe fuck are you talking about?â he looks at you with narrowed eyes.
âtheyâre just.. mmm.â you scrunch your brows and lift his shirt. âjust wanna rub against em.â you push your lower lip out and trail your fingers over his abs.
âin your panties?â he raises an eyebrow.
âmm-mm.â you shake your head.
âwanna rub your pussy on my abs?â he grabs your wrist.
âyes.â you nod quickly.
âthen go on.â he leans back on the pillows and rests his hands behind his head.
you pull of your panties and he clicks his tongue at you to pull off your shirt too. you straddle him with wobbling thighs as you sink down to press against his hardened muscles. you drag yourself against him once and your breath gets caught.
âkatsuki.â you plant both of your hands on his chest and start to grind against him.
he flexes his abs and the gasp that leaves your lips has him hardening in his sweats. âmakin a mess.â he drags his eyes down your body and looks a the sticky mess you leave behind with every jerk of your hips.
âs- sorry! feels so good.â you hump against him faster.
your nails dig into his chest as you focus on the coil building low in your tummy. he pulls his hands out from behind his head and grip onto your waist to guide your movements. one of his hands slides around and lifts up to spank your ass.
âkats!â you squeal, hips jerking.
âdoin good fâme. wanna see you cum just like this.â he nods and lands another spank.
your head bows down, lips parting, thighs shaking fiercely as he flexes and clenches his muscles for your pleasure. he grinds you against him harder, fingers digging into your plush, staring up at every expression that crosses your face.
âiâm- i.. nghhhh!â your hips still and he feels you cumming all over his abs, soft whimpers and gasps slipping from your lips as you collapse against his chest.
âyâknow i got a face you can ride too.â he rubs your back as you come down.
I think bakugou likes to move your hips for you when you makeout on his lapđ€
đ I can see it
You stepping over his legs to get to your spot on the sofa and he just reaches for you and have you straddle him. Heâd tell you he missed you and how long and boring his day was
A sweet bear hug follows after but, as soon as he notices how good you smell heâs breathing your scent in. Nose pressed into your neck and kisses right after
Heâll eventually get to your lips but heâd take his time. Simultaneously his hands on either sides of your thighs would make their way up too
And when he pulls away to look at you, he swears on everything that youâre the best thing heâs seen all day. Itâs an appreciative kiss âuntil it turns into something hot and addictive
Tasting each others mouth like this has him moving your hips back on forth in his lap. Both your breathing labored as you part for air
His hands still rocking you back and forth on his hard clothed cock. Then only seconds after heâs back on your mouth. Pulling your tongue into his mouth and swiping over it, you canât help but to let out a breathy moan
summary: you needed nerdjo to tutor you, it wasn't until a party did you realize how much you liked him. things escalated,TWT LINKS smut sex, somewhat public sex. fingering. making out, motions of alcohol.
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physics was kicking your ass. you couldn't fail this class, so after signing up for tutoring sessions, you found yourself spending far too much time with gojo.
the dim lighting of the library made your head groggy. you could barley stay awake as he continued to attempt to teach you.
"y/n.. I know this isn't your favorite thing, but im tryin' to help you out." he spoke, his voice was calming in a sense too, making your eyes close like gates.
"hey.." he said softly, you felt his hand on your back, you raised your head. you took in his figure. alone gojo was pretty beautiful. but without this whole tutor gig you would've probably never known of his existence. so for this you were grateful, in some ways he was eye candy, but also a nice genuine guy to count on.
"Im listening.." you yawned.
after the verbal confirmation, gojo taught you all you needed to know until your brain was filled to the brim.
you straightened your back, "okay, lets call it a night, im too tired." you said, stretching and yawning.
"ok how about we finish up this unit tomorrow then?" he tilted his head and pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose.
you shook your head no, "sorry buddy.. gots plans tomorrow." you said, and it wasn't a lie. you had been invited to this party at your friends spacious apartment like a week ago. you had been looking forward to it since.
"oh okay.. oh wait" he said with a laugh, "I have plans too I guess, im willing to give them up to hang with you but, seems ill be doing something else as well."
you wondered what else he could be doing, your head also lingered on the fact that he is willing to cancel plans to tutor you. he is such a good helper! you thought.
and so after that you parted ways. but secretly, after all your tutoring sessions, your mind wandered around him. but surely it was just because he is such a good teacher.
the party came quicker than you would've thought, pregaming with friends went buy quickly. you were going for a slightly under the influence look tonight. along with sexy attire.
your uber ws there before you knew it, you and your friends all cramped up in the car.
"fuck I can't wait to make out with someone tonight.." one of the girls exclaimed, all your friends laughed and agreed.
you felt the same way, but you didn't want to make out with just anyone.
after the trip you found yourself walking into the building and up to the apartment, the music grew louder the closer you got. for some odd reason you felt nervous.
walking through the doors girls laughed and hugged with people you had never seen before, you introduced yourself but you felt slightly out of place. you forced yourself to shake off the nerves and go to the kitchen for a little pick me up.
as you turned the corner you ran face first into something rock solid, you staggered back slightly losing your footing until someone caught you. their hands around your waist holding you balenced.
"y/n?" a familiar voice said through the loud atmosphere. your eyes bolted up to find mr tutor himself. gojo satoru.
except, he didn't look himself. still sporting his glasses and all, but something about him was changed, maybe it was his demeanor. you felt suddenly aware of his hands still on your waist even though you were on your feet.
"oh hi!! didn't expect to see you here." you said honestly.
he bent over to hear you talk, his ear close to your mouth, his head almost in the divot of your collar bone. you were aware of how close he was.
he shifted to speak into your ear, you felt his breath on your skin, "what? im too nerdy to go to parties?" he laughed. it sent chills over your skin.
nervous you tripped over your words, "nonono, I didn't mean it like that I swear."
"hey hey no worries, just remember to be kind to me.." he acted to be hurt by your words his hands covering his heart. "Im the reason you do so good in school, right?" he teased.
your mind went blank, choosing to just laugh it off you moved around his body. since when was he ever this big? "im gonna get a drink.. I'll see you around ok?" and with that you walked away from him and to the kitchen.
since when did nerdy gojo make you feel like this. you were so hot it felt like you needed open air to cool off. opting for a shot instead. since when was he so.. hot? why did him teasing you so much make your core burn.
"hey!" your friend said from beside you, you didn't move, just greeted her and pulled your composure together. "who was that babe you were talking to?" he said. it was then that you turned to face her.
"haha gojo?" you questioned. almost like you were making a joke of it. no way it could be him.
"uhhh sure.." she looked at you crazy, "if the guy with the glasses and white hair is gojo then yes."
you didnt say anything at all, you just shrugged, offputtingly.
"oook then," she said as she turned away. "im gonna go talk to gojo then.."
her words burned a sensation you didn't know you would feel. especially not for your tutor. as you watched from a distance, your chest felt tight with jealousy.
he's your tutor. not hers, he didn't even know his name. she wouldn't even know who he is if you hadn't ran into him.
you tried to swallow your pride, its not like hes yours. you couldn't. you took your cracked dignity and strutted over to them. when you got there she was laughing up a storm, pushing herself on him.
"hey!" you said, almost shouting, "can I grab ya for a sec?"
he turned to face you, his expression practically lighting up at your presence.
you pulled him away from the crowd and to a less popular hallway. the colorful LEDs still shading your face but it was less vibrant. he looked stunning, slightly sweaty to the point of glow.
"hey I gotta say, thanks for saving me that chick was all over me.." he laughed. his words burned in your chest. were girls always like this with him, and you just didn't notice? how come you didn't notice? just because he was your nerdy tutor. you could have as well been blind.
"since when did you get so hot?" you said out loud before it was too late.
his face grew a shade of peach, like he was flustered by your words. his eyebrows raised, and his mouth parted like he gasped.
the moment stilled between you, the lights and music in slow motion. your nerves stood on end.
"fuck me.." he cursed himself as he took a step to you. his head dipping to yours, his hand coming up on your cheek. his mouth found yours. hesitantly almost, you reciprocated the kiss. he hummed with a new found confidence.
your mouths meshed, his tongue brushing over your lips. you parted them, his wet tongue searching through your mouth. he hummed into your mouth, his hands on your body, feeling up and down. he parted, "come with me." he spoke quickly.
you didn't answer him before he forcefully dragged you further down the long hallway. pulling you into the bathroom. he locked the door behind you.
"is this okay?" he said, while he closed the space between you again. his hands finding your hips.
"just kiss me." you ordered as you tilted your head up to him.
and so he did, he pushed you flush against the door. grabbing your jaw he moved your mouth to his, more forcefully this time. he hummed into your mouth. your tongue mushing against his. your saliva mixing.
"fuck gojo.." you moaned. his frame being so much larger than yours you grabbed onto his hips for support.
his mouth parted from yours, his hands onto of yours he dragged your palms down to his forming tent. "feel how badly I want you." he said face next to your ear, "been plotting on your since the first day I met you.. so fucking pretty." he moved his hands to your shirt now, pulling there fabric over your head.
"is all of this okay?" he asked, you answered him "yes please.."
you whined, craving more, he took your bra off with a switch motion, his mouth now licking at your skin. lapping at your hardening nipples. your mouth hung open at his action.
"need.. more, please.." you gasped for air, begging for your core to be satisfied.
"yes.. ok.." he said, pushing his glasses up on his nose, you realized now how flushed he was, how hot and riled up you had gotten him.
he belt over slightly and pulled your pants down, moving your panties to the side, you grabbed onto him as you lost your balance. head faint from the pent up sensation. "gojo.." you moaned.
"call me satoru.." he said quickly while his hands how pushed through your folds.
"sat-!oru.." you moaned. his big fingers dragged up and down through for sopping pussy, his middle finger stopping and circling your clit. you grabbed onto his bicep. your nails digging into his flesh. you gasped at his finger prodding at your entrance. circling your empty hole. his digit then pushing its way into you. you felt faint gasping for air. he fingered you softly, then picking up pace.
"fuccckk me..." you moaned.
apparently gojo doesn't pick up on expressions.
in one swift motion, he bent you over the counter top. freeing his cock from his pants he pushed his clothes out of the way.
"so fucking pretty.. gosh.." he dragged his cock through your soaking pussy. your hole clenching around nothing. until it ws filled with his length. so much, you held your hand to the mirror, looking for anything to grab onto.
"you got it.. I know it hurts baby.. itll feel good baby.." he said holding still, bringing his finger circling your cunt. you jerked at the motion. then rolling his hips when you spasmed. "can't help myself.." he moaned, bringing your back up, holding on to your boobs at he fucked you on his cock. his length pounding into your clenching walls.
you felt close now. you held onto anything you could, attempting to reach out. "dont run from it, cmon.."
he then pulled you up, your legs hanging in the air, your back flush against his chest. "ah! fuck!" you moaned.
"satoru.. I-im close.." you gasped, his cock rushing in and out of you, now with the help of gravity. your body too connected. he could feel your walls closing around him.
"I- I know baby.." he said.
"fuc.." you shook as your orgasm his you. your pussy cumming on his cock. your head falling on his shoulder, him still holding you up. your moaned sweet whines into his ear without realizing it.. he held himself back to set you down before he came on your ass.
after gaining composure he wiped you off and put some of your clothes back on your body.
"no bed needed" he attempted to joke with you. so exhausted you giggled and then lost your balance for the fifth time tonight. he caught you, your bodies flush against each other.
"lets get you out of here," he said picking you up. safe to say you were in good arms for the rest of the night.
he also made you finish the unit the next day. all you could think about was his cock while he mumbled on about your science unit.
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thinking abt shoto who was so scared the first time he was with you when you were ovulating he thought his dick was gonna fall off.
who downloaded an app to keep track for him so he was always prepared and when he got the little notification a lil jolt ran through his body thinking abt all the different ways heâs gonna ruin you
who tosses you over his shoulder and brings you to the bed and eats you out for hours. fucking his fingers into your sticky pussy, curling them just right, licking at your puffy clit until youâre sobbing and begging, tears running down your cute cheeks.
who then flips you over onto your tummy and fucks you like itâs the only thing he knows. plunging in and out of you, watching you leak all over him. each sticky smack making him fuck you faster.
who leans over you, pressing your face into the pillows and ruts into you, grunting and moaning in your ear as he fills you over and over.
who thinks heâs finally worn you out and collapses on the bed next to you only for you to climb on top of him and ride him until there are tears in his eyes.
tutor! katsuki bakugo x camgirl! reader ââ .⊠university au!
đ tw / cw (18+) ; semi-guided masturbation, panty fucking, tip fucking, reader touches herself in katsuki's car, katsuki has hyperspermia (cums a lot), bdsm undertones (cuffs)
đ synopsis; the relationship between you and katsuki has finally shifted, from something you could only admire from afar, was now within your reach. now all you had to do was move your panties to the side, and let katsuki relieve some stress.
đ note É; hope you guys enjoy xx #newfanart from me, this was kinda written not to best standard </3 promise the next one will be better lolol
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the cafe was warm in the way that rested beneath your skin.
headphones curved snugly around your ears, muting the world in a way that it softened around your consciousness. the muffled sound of steam hissing from the espresso machine behind the counter, punctuated by the low murmur of other customers around you and the occasional clink of ceramic.
you curled into your arm, eyebrows furrowing at the problem set before you, the smell of almond croissants drifting you away from focus.
you breathed it in, slow, simmering in the rich, buttery, sweet sugar hanging faintly in the air like a promise that refused to dissolve despite your cravings.
forcefully, you locked your eyes on the notebook in front of you, pages already half-filled with loose scribbles and half-assed formulated equations. a numerical approximation stared back at you, unfinished, completely abandoned as you ran a hand through your hair. you didn't remember stopping, or losing your train of thought, but you did. you barely remembered even starting.
that's right.
your thoughts had wandered back there, again.
last week. katsuki's low voice, certain with his implications he had on your videos. the thought of him touching himself to you. the heat of his gaze.
and most importantly, the way the air had shifted the exact moment things were said out loud, as if the anchor to your strictly academic relationship has collapsed into something else.
yet, your phone had been empty. no message yet from katsuki bakugo.
no clarification, no follow up, just silence â an unyielding reminder of the reality you'd been trying not to linger on, that katsuki was holding your secret safe. the fact that he'd seen you, most of you, the version of yourself that you'd kept carefully buried, boxed away behind screens and the aliases in your unorganized life.
friends with benefits, you'd assume. casual, easy, no expectations, fully subsidized to something that was only meant for mutual pleasure.
so, with your phone remaining stubbornly quiet, you didn't know if... this whole thing with him was really established, or if there was a written date to when you and him would fuck.
you flicked your pen against the page in a helpless feat, grounding yourself in the small motion, unsure if it was the numbers in front of you, or the uncertainty in your standing with katsuki that made you feel this way.
with disciplined, you forced your attention back to the numbers. focus, you could spiral later. you always did, anyway.
your phone buzzed.
startled, filled with a brewing hope, your fingers tightened around it instantly â only to delate when you saw linda's name.
linda suvilann: hey! quick check-in. are you free around 4pm today at the central lecture hall, 43A, to talk about your progress. i understand that this might be a bit sudden, so let me know if this works for you.
you glanced at the time, shrinking as your eyes locked onto the sun faintly setting. 3:32pm.
your reply came quick.
y/n l/n: hello! yeah, that works for me!
the moment you hit send, something inside you settled. it always felt the way before meeting up with linda. academia was familiar, predictable, safe. lately, it's really been feeling that way.
you scrambled to pack up your materials, hands careful to not knock over the caramel iced macchiato you failed to finish. you moved to place the cup at the counter, nodding to your coworkers before disembarking.
by the time you made it to campus, autumn had fully claimed the grounds, leaves of amber hibernating the pathways. the air was cool; sharp enough to wake you, but rounded in that warmth that the feeling settled in your stomach.
the door of the lecture hall was already ajar when you arrived. you knocked lightly anyway.
"come in!"
you pushed the door fully open, stopping a foot in.
katsuki bakugo was already inside, head turned a fraction to look at you.
he sat slouched in one of the chairs opposite to the front desk, arms crossed, posture lose in a way that read less relaxed and more bored out of his mind.
"knew you'd be right on time," linda said brightly, smile warm as she gestured you to sit. her eyes flickered between the two of you, missing absolutely nothing.
you moved on autopilot, heart thudding familiarly in your chest as you sat behind katsuki. god, he smelt so good today, as well â notes of warm, cinnamon and mingling with a natural musk.
"as i was saying," linda continued, folding her hands away from her laptop. "i've just been really impressed with your recent work, seriously."
you blinked, jaw falling a bit. "ohâ"
"truly," she emphasized. "i don't mean to necessarily out you in front of katsuki here, but your results from last semester were appalling, to be frank."
"right, yeah, it was," you laughed sheepishly, face warming with embarrassment.
"i know the first half of the semester was also rough," linda went on gently, "but this upward trend? it's more than what i expected to see."
you smiled before you could stop yourself, embarrassment dimming to a blooming pride. there was a jitter in your limbs and a strain in your cheeks at the praise.
"thank you," you said softly, trying not to smile too hard. "i meanâ" you half-turned to katsuki, keeping your eyes on linda. "it was all thanks to bakugo."
linda's gaze lingered on you a moment longer, eyes softening. "i was gonna bring that up â that's why i brought katsuki here. you seem brighter too, less exhausted than when i first saw you."
your throat tightened, shifting in your seat at the layered acknowledgment. "i've been trying to manage my time better."
"it's showing."
then, casually â almost far too casually for the density of you and katsuki's relationship as of current.
"i was actually thinking it might be beneficial for the two of you to pair up for some further activities, you know, outside of tutoring. i know you two share some other courses other than further calculus," linda said. "i was thinking here, katsuki needs to get out his bubble too, personally."
beside you, katsuki exhaled sharply.
linda raised an eyebrow at him. "katsuki, i know you've got a strong grasp on the material, it's on your academic record, but from past group projects, your peer assessment reviews havenât been the best."
katsuki shrugged. "not my fault everyone's so difficult."
"come on, katsuki." linda folded her arms across her chest. "you're brains and all, but when it comes down to it, how are you going to network? how are you going to grow connections as a professional engineer? i'm just speaking from the social side of this degree."
your pulse raced at the potential idea of spending more time with katsuki outside tutoring times, and possibly more time outside of whatever else you two had yet to establish.
linda grinned, a knowing, almost uncanny tilt to her expression. "besides, i think it'd be good for you both. i'm giving to you two more attention than i do with my other students."
her eyes flicked to you once more, but something in her tone told you that her next words were both the both of you. "you're doing really well, let's keep building on that. don't disappoint me."
and suddenly, with katsuki sitting by your side â eyes heavy on the polished wood before him, the scent of coffee still faint on your cloths, praise ringing warm in your ears â you realized something unsettling.
you weren't just being seen in one way anymore. a part of you felt uncomfortable with the idea, where the other thrived in acknowledgement.
though, you were pretty sure you were just uncomfortable with the vulnerability of it all.
when you stood up, rather too quickly, the sound sharp, a tightness enclosed around your chest. before you could sand the edges off the truth, the words came out rushed.
with no correlation to the conversation, "it was katsuki."
both of them looked at you, eyes scanning your face.
your chest swelled at the sound of your own voice saying it, syllables feeling just right in your chest, something warm. the feeling was always there. it was there when you watched katsuki down the hallways back in high-school, sunlight catching delicately in his blond hair, his gaze sharp and unwavering. it was there when you saw him at school, victorious after a regional boxing match. and it was coming back now, an inevitable force finally resurfacing. warm, certain.
"he's just really good at explaining things, and i'm grateful for your praise and all, but it really was all katsuki." your mind screamed at you to stop â begging you to reel it in â but the words kept spilling. "he's really smart, and the work he put into helping me ace my assignments and tests really have helpedâ"
you froze, catching yourself before you spiraled into a ramble of praise. "i meanâ" you added, quieter now, breath uneven but honest in a way that protected your self-dignity. "he helped, a lot."
linda's smile softened immediately, pleased, while katsuki went rigid beside you, unsure what to do. he looked caught, red eyes fixed on you with something unreadable or comprehensive.
"we knew that already, y/n," she said gently. "have a good day you two."
the air feels different when you step out together.
the door clicks shut behind you, cutting off the faint hum of the air vents in the lecture hall, and for a moment, neither of you had moved.
the shadows of the pathway dimmed under the late-afternoon light filtering through the leaves, air cool against the skin of your neck.
your footsteps fall into sync without trying. in a feeble attempt, you kept your eyes forward, heart still beating too fast from what you'd said inside.
the words replayed in your head, each word sounding heavier in your mind than the open space shared between you.
katsuki breaks the silence first. "you didn't have to do that," his voice low.
you swallow. "i know."
you glance at him then, only briefly. he isn't looking at you, though. his gaze is fixed ahead, jaw tight, hands shoved into the pockets of his washed black denims.
"but it was true," you added, words clipped.
he exhaled, slow. "yeah."
the air between you hums, whistling in the absence of the birds, full of things neither of you were ready to touch.
as you reach the stairs, your steps slowed, halting completely.
"hey," you say, quieter than you meant to â more than what your voice let out. "can we... talk?"
he studies you for a beat, the space between you feeling oddly sealed off. "about what," he asks, already knowing.
you inhale, hands picking at themselves. "about the friends-with-benefits thing."
there it is. the words don't fall apart when you say them. they land, solid, real. no innuendo, just straight meaning and intention.
katsuki exhales slowly, hand rubbing once at the back of his neck. it's not annoyed, or defensive, but thoughtful in his own way.
"you really want to fuck me, huh?"
the words are blunt, but there's not bite in them, no mockery â just katsuki stripping the question down to its barest truth.
you breath stutters anyway. you don't look at him straight away, though you should. but your fingers keep worrying at each other, nails against skin.
"yeah," you say finally. "but not like that...sort of like that."
katsuki's jaw works at once, and there's a faint glint to his expression. he keeps his vision locked on the path, then back at you, red eyes sharp and unflinching. "then say it straight."
you swallow. "i don't want it to be careless, is all."
katsuki's lips lifted with a light tug. "good."
his immediate response surprises you.
"i'm glad you're not confused about that," he added. "i'm not doing this on campus, not half-thought through. it'll be sloppy."
you nod. "yeah..."
"if we're going to do something, we do it when you're not worrying about who's around or what it means for your work."
there's not moralizing in his tone, just a solid line being drawn.
"okay."
"your cafe," he says. "are you available right now?"
you nod, the weight of his words heavy in your mind .
"then we can talk there."
by the time the sun has set, warm amber settling into something calmer of a sea blue, the cafe had already thinned out, leaving behind a softer pulse â the low murmur of conversation, the distant clink of porcelain tea cups, the smell of ground coffee saturating the air.
"hi, y/n!" a coworker calls out, peeking from the steamer. her eyes widened like saucers at the sight of you, not alone, evidently.
you wave back, almost embarrassingly as you move towards the counter.
you turn to katsuki, deliberately carving space between the two of you. "the iced latte? you can sit down, i can just get it."
katsuki gave you a look, studying you, mouth flat as he assessed your expression. "are you sureâ"
you nod frantically, inching yourself away with a flustered swat of your hand to find a seat. "yeah! i'm fine!"
begrudgingly, katsuki slides over his card, fingers brush warm against your palm. "here," he says. "it's on me."
"noâ it's okay, i can payâ"
katsuki grimaced, turning away as if it wasn't a request. "it's fine."
"oh, oh okay.."
you watch him stride toward the leather twin seats, broad shoulders catching the glow of the overhead lights, and for a second, you wonder if katsuki's always been this generous.
you turn back to the counter, shoulders easing as you turn to your coworker.
"so," she murmurs, eyes darting no-so-subtly between the seating area and you. "friend?"
you snort under your breath, shaking your head as you bashfully play with your hair. "just, no.. he'sâ" you trail off, realizing you don't actually know how to finish that sentence, because deep down, you knew it was complicated.
she hums, unconvinced, but doesn't press. "i just wanna know what you're doing with our sexy regular," she laughed, leaning over the corner more as she muffles her words with her palm.
"just make me two iced lattes, will you?"
when you turn, you notice katsuki's gaze heavy on you, eyes sharp and unreadable. by the time the tray is warm beneath your fingers, condensation beading along the cups, the cafe feels smaller now.
katsuki doesn't look away as you approach, eyes following you with that same unreadable intensity. you feel as if he's cataloguing the way you walk, the slight dip in your shoulders, the way your fingers evidently curl tighter around the tray.
you stop before him, setting one cup down carefully.
"for you," you murmur, smiling a bit.
his fingers wrap around the cup, warm knuckles brushing yours again. the contact sends a small, quiet shiver up your arm, travelling somewhere inconvenient in your chest.
"thanks," he says, in the low husk voice, smoothed down by the evening. "you didn't have to rush, we have all night."
"i didn't," you lie lightly, sinking into the seat across from him.
the leather sighs beneath you, flushing your skirt just a fraction. even from here, across the coffee table, you can still smell him â clean, faintly sweet under a masculine cologne.
outside, the last of the daylight drains away completely, windows reflecting blue and silver streetlights as the city bustles home. inside, the overhead glow turns everything honeyed, blurring edges, rounding corners, and in this, katsuki looks even more delectable.
the ice shifts in your cup when you set yours down, the sound small but sharp in the quiet. katsuki watches the moment, eyes tracing along the curve of your knuckles, the shape of your fingers.
"so," he says finally, resting his forearms as his fingers trace the rim of his cup. "we should probably talk about it."
your stomach flips, a gentle roll pooling in your abdomen. "right, that's what we're here for."
katsuki lets out a hum. "so, what are you looking for? any preferences or do i have to guess."
your breath catches, just barely. "guess what?"
"what you like," he answers simply.
the words bloom warm in your chest, a perfect opening for you to play your sexual fantasies with the boy you've liked since high school. you look down at your hands, at the way your fingers twist together.
"i meanâ since we're doing this whole thing...maybe we should start with stuff that's not...penetration," you suggest softly.
"oh?"
"i know on my lives i do a lot of that stuff, but.." you struggle to phrase your words, as if you're scared of sounding crude.
"that makes sense," he replies, nodding. "we can do that. so like, dry-humping?"
you glance up at him, cheeks heating to a soft aching burn as your words bubbled. "yâyeah, something like that," you mumble out, works shaky as if you were confessing a cardinal sin. "i just want to be close first. not that i'm, you know... trying to get emotionally intimate with youâ but it's just something i'm more comfortable in, if that makes sense."
katsuki leaned back against the leather seats, eyes studying you with a glint in his eyes as he rubbed the back of his neck. "sure, we can start like that."
there's a pause, heavy as if the air is writing itself under your words. your clear your throat, shifting slightly. he nods, stiffly, unsure where to go next. "so...confirmed? friends with benefits?"
katsuki nods, once again, patient as you get your words out. "yeah, if that's what you want. it seems better that way."
you smile back, one the feels a bit too forced for your liking. "yeah, justâ don't wanna catch feelings or anything like that, don't want to distract us from our studies."
katsuki gives you a look, skeptical at your words before it's masked back to normal. "i agree, i've got a lot of stuff i need to commit to. not really a relationship guy â no feelings involved if that works for you."
yeah, you're the absolute last person he needs to tell that to.
you exhale slowly, a dent in your chest at the conversation. "casual, then."
"i like that term."
"cool."
it seems cool on the surface, fucking katsuki, being able to have his dick inside of you, but deep down, your stomach twists uncomfortably, thoughts betraying you as you realize you're digging a hole for yourself and your feelings for katsuki.
the cafe begins closing up, your coworker suspiciously mopping too close within your radius. even still, in your bubble, you're trapped with your thoughts, the confusing juxtaposition sending you into an internal spirl.
you try to focus on your iced latte, but really the whole time, you've barely taken a sip, swirling the straw around absentmindedly.
the words you'd said earlier â "friends-with-benefits" â still linger between you, sharp and unguarded. now, the silence stretches, thick and charged with something heated.
"you... wanna do it tonight?"
the way katsuki says it isn't teasing, nor is he joking. there's no sly direction in his tone.
your chest seizes, your stomach twisting with a balanced pleasure. tonight was too soon â you at least wanted your first friends-with-benefits session to at least be shaved down.
"i would love to," you start, sinking into the leather with dismay. "but...i haven't, you know."
"if you don't want to do it tonight, we don't have to, you know that?"
your hands fly up by instinct, words stalling in your mouth. "it's not thatâ i mean i want to do it, right now...it's just that, you know..."
katsuki sighed, brows fixed as he tried unravelling the meaning of your words.
"i haven't shaved, down there."
your openness makes katsuki chuckle, a warm sound rooted from his chest. "if that's what your concerned about, i don't care about that type of stuff."
you frown, shaking your head as you play with the skin around your nails. "yeah, but guys just like to say that..."
katsuki's posture straightened, preparing to pull his backpack over his shoulders. "i don't know what type of guy you take me for," he says slowly. "you think i'm a kid?"
your eyes widen, taking in his words as if your comment personally offended him. "no! not at all, that's not what i'm saying!"
"you can keep your panties on the whole time," he suggests. "just like how you do in your videos."
you think it over for a moment, a slick forming at his words. you huff, mulling over how bad could it really be. "okay...but no peeking down there."
a smirk finds it way to katsuki's face, standing up immediately. "sure, i'll try not to."
you've never been in katsuki's car till now, and you couldnât be more thankful. the walk itself from the cafe to the uni carpark was already dreadful enough, and with the night heat layering beneath your thick top, you realized you may have been sweating profusely.
great, just great.
surprisingly â but really not â katsukiâs car was nice. it was clean, smelt fresh with an undertone of caramel, but unfortunately was small interior wise. your eyes flickered down to the console, taking into account the katsuki indeed, does drive stick.
and for some odd reason, your thighs clenched the observation, a pulse settling on your bud.
âoh, you can push the seat back.â
you glance up at him, back strained forward, sitting uncomfortably at a nearing acute angle. your fingers fumbled for the level on the side of the seat, silently fingering for the lever.
âi donât think i can find it, iâm sorryâ itâs fine.â
katsuki rolled his eyes, a passive exhale leaving his lips. âiâll do it, move a bit.â
as katsuki leaned over you, muscles straining against his shirt, edges and curves on his upper back practically in your face, your breath hitched, eyes ogling the sight.
gently, but unintentionally, katsukiâs upper bicep brushed against your breasts as he adjusted your seat. he was just so big, it shouldnât be helped. he was invading your personal space in all ways that were unintentional, the strong musk of amber and cedar wood overriding your senses as a quiet pleasant sound left your lips.
âmgghhâŠâ
it was short, and almost unintelligible, but katsuki fully heard it. your seat reared back a fraction, spine relaxed.
he pulled back, hands now back on the steering wheel as he turned the engine on, a low hum whirring the car to life.
âyouâre so sensitive, y/n,â he comments absentmindedly, hand moving downwards to shift gears. âwhy should i be surprised.â
embarrassment washed over you, eyes fixed on the road ahead. âi'm sorry! it just came out, you were really close...â
his lips pursed in thought, checking his mirrors before switching lanes. âweâre about to get physically closer. try not to be too loud when we actually do things, iâve got neighbours.â
you nodded with flushed cheeks, eyes moving to watch his hand clench around the gear stick. you thighs tightened, the fabric of your black skirt riding up just enough to tease the edge of your panties as you eye-fucked his hand, scars littering his porcelain skin, veins protruding gently from beneath.
âi can feel you staring, you know,â he hummed out, eyes fixed on the long road ahead. âweâve still got a while left on the road. if youâre this turned on, you can touch yourself â i donât mind.â
your body stiffened at his words, blood rushing to your ears at katsuki's suggestion. "iâi don't need to do that," you squeak out, tone wobbly with embarrassment. "i can hold off..."
"so you're turned on?"
you shake your head, fingers tightening around the flimsy fabric of your skirt. "noâ"
katsuki gaze your thighs a quick glance, before focusing immediately back on the road. "i can see how fidgety you are, just do it. i won't judge, i've seen you do it multiple times before."
his honesty is brutal in the way heat crawls up your neck, dispersing down into your heat. your stomach twists at the quiet thought, the deep down truth, that you do want to touch yourself right now, right beside katsuki.
"i won't judge," he repeats. "besides, it's cute. and we also have 15 minutes left."
the car rolled to a stop at a red light, city settling into a clearer mosaic. you nod once, finally feeding into the unbearable urge as you shift slightly in your seat, sliding two measly fingers against your panties.
the air in the car thickens, soft sounds spilling from your lips as you stimulate your clit in thoughtful circles.
katsuki's jaw tightens almost imperceptibly, his grip of the steering wheel firm, knuckles paling just a touch. his head turns just enough, eyes dragging over your thighs, your hand, landing on the darkening patch blossoming over your panties.
"that's it..." he mutters, inhaling at the sight. "keep going."
the words hit harder than anything else could. you swallow, pulse roaring in your ears as the car starts up again, tires humming against the road.
he doesn't look at you again, but his presence feels heavier now. focused. every muscle in him tight, contained.
"jesus," he exhales under his breath, more to himself than you. "you're impossible."
your chest feels too tight to respond, your attention drifting to your approaching orgasm. the thrill of touching yourself like this, shy fingers against your clit, while katsuki is right beside you navigating the road has you closer than you expected.
you push your panties to the side, moving your fingers beneath the fabric and inside. "dâdon't look..."
katsuki sighed, straightening his back as his eyes fixed onto the road. "not looking."
your fingers sink fully into the mess between your legs. your arousal squelches audibly now, a wet schlick that fills over the engine's hum. you gaze down at the mess, notably to the mess on his leather seats, but at the shocking sight of your juices bubbling around your knuckles.
"this is so gross..." you comment, words coming out jagged as your grind against your fingers. "i'm soâsorry, it's getting all over your seats.."
katsuki finds it hard to cover up his bulge at the scent of your arousal, mind swirling with lust as he switches lanes once more. the only thing on his mind is how he's going to get home in record time without compromising both of your safeties.
"i have no problem with you creaming all over my seats, keep going."
the car hits a small bump in the road, jolting you, a loud whimper escaping your throat as the vibration travels straight to your core.
"hnggh! cumming!"
your vision whitens, thighs shaking a bit as you tip over the edge impossibly fast. your pussy convulses tight around your fingers, juice spraying in hot spurts that patter against the dashboard and floor mats. the sounds are crude, splattering, gurgling as you try to come down.
he pulls into the driveway faster than he normally does, engine cutting off with a sigh.
he turns to you, eyes dark with promise, a smile tugging his lips despite the flush on his cheeks.
"sensitive, right?"
you nod frantically, hair clinging to your forehead as you quickly cover yourself with your skirt. "sorry..."
his eyes moved over where you've marked your territory, cheeks heated. "don't be â unless you wanna lick it up."
you let out a nervous laugh as you gather your things, all jumbled with a tight coil in your chest.
the walk to katsuki's apartment number is longer than it should be. your steps are quick, trying to focus on anything but the memory of how he looked at you, the way his voice made your pulse spike, the fact you fingered yourself while katsuki was driving.
he falls into step beside you, shoulders brushing occasionally in the narrow hall. your stomach twists with every accidental touch, and you try your hardest to keep your gaze fixed stubbornly ahead.
keep it casual.
the elevator ride is quiet, the faint hum of machinery deafening compared to the rapid beating of your heart.
you're too hyper-aware of him: the way his fingers flex around the railing, the charming tilt of his head, the undeniable smell of him filling your senses.
when the elevator doors slide on, he steps out first, you following suite. your nerves are acting up now, pulse racing in tandem with the weight of earlier.
his apartment door comes into view, and he pauses just outside, keys in hand.
"after you," he mutters, voice low.
you step in first, taking in katsuki's home. it smells faintly of him, a mundane warmth failing to dull the heat spiraling through you.
it's clean â that was expected. the lounge area, spotless. kitchen, organized and curated.
katsuki steps inside behind you, shutting the door softly. there's a pause, a moment where you try to think of what to say next, but it doesn't come out. he doesn't move closer, nor does he touch you.
he doesn't have to.
your panties are already soaked, clit pulsing at the intimacy of even being this close to him. there's this strange contrast between a exctitememt and nerve with the knowledge that this night â the casual thing you suggested â is teetering just on the edge.
you politely sink onto the edge of the couch, fingers fidgeting with the hem of your top, as katsuki joins you.
his gaze flickers to you, then pointedly to the floor, then back again.
"so," he says, tone surprisingly soft around the edge of his voice. "where do we start?"
the question lands heavier than anything blunt ever could. heat blooms up your neck as you process what he's really asking.
âmaybe.. you could do something like this..â
you move onto your back, fauxing confidence as your lift you skirt just a bit to reveal your panties. âyou canâ you can do anything you want, just no real sex, yet.â
you watch as katsukiâs eyes drift down, heavy and fixated on the sight. his adamâs apple bobs in his throat, eyebrows knitted at the curve of your pussy against the fabric.
âwould rubbing myself over you be okay?â he asks, eyes moving back to your face. âyou might still be a bit sensitive from earlier.â
his comment sends makes your clit pulse, tingles sparse in your stomach. âthatâs okayâ just⊠letâs try it out.â
he strips off his shirt in one fluid motion, muscles flexing under scarred skin, then shoves his jeans down, cock springing freeâthick, veined, the head already flushed and leaking from the drive.
god, heâs so big.
âkatsuki⊠itâs reallyââ you try to hold back your comment, but the sight of his girth is already pressuring you to spill the words out. âitâs really big..â
katsuki let out a soft, gruff laugh. âis it?â
you nod feverishly. upon further observation, his cock is really pretty, too. itâs slightly curved, heavy in weight with a soft vein beneath the skin, his tip a flushed pink.
a part of you just wants to swallow him whole, lay your tongue flat against the underside of his cock, and to his tip.
âyouâre looking too hardâŠâ
you snap your attention back up to his face, body blushing at your studious gaze. âiâm sorry, itâs justâŠâ you take a deep breath. ânice.â
katsuki leaned back against the heels on his feet, hands careful around your ankles. âmy dickâs nice? thatâs kinda strange coming from you â though it shouldnât be.â
your hands move to cover your face at his words, the suggestiveness bringing a sense of embarrassment. âitâs different from my dildos, okay?â
he nodded, pushing no further. âiâm going to⊠start now if thatâs okay.â
you peek through your fingers, moving them instinctively around your knees to maintain position. âthatâs okayâ just try not to look.â
he climbs over you, knees bracketing your hips, and hooks his fingers into your panties, yanking them aside instead of off, exposing your soaked folds to the cool air. "not looking, promise."
âyouâre right up against my clitââ you whimper out, eyes widening at the weight of his cock fat on your folds. you peer up at him, his eyes fixed on yours as he keeps his eyes from your pussy.
"let me know if it's too much," he says, expression serious with the overtone of lust.
katsuki begins with gentle movements, sliding himself between your folds, his hand pushing his cock right up against you. the friction is overwhelming, soft sounds leaving your lips as you try to convince yourself this moment is real.
the weight of katsukiâs cock, heavy on your soaked folds, sliding generously to feel every ridge, has you letting out sounds youâve never made before; all completely unlike the oneâs you let out on your videos.
itâs hard to pay attention to anything thatâs happening now, warmth of katsukiâs cock against yours, his breathes light and restrained, pretty moans leaving his lips.
âyouâre so soft,â he breathes out, cock catching slightly against your entrance as he slides up and down. âfeels really warm too...fuck.â
you whimper softly, as he positions himself, the blunt head of his cock nudging your slick entrance â not pushing right in, just sliding up along your slit. he grips the base, angling it to drag through your folds, the bulbous tip bumping hard against the underside of your swollen clit with each pass.
your eyes flutter at the sensitivity of your previous orgasm, heavy pants leaving your lips as you try to accommodate for the extra stimulation.
âsâso sensitive bakugoââ
âkatsuki. call me katsukiâ not that last name crap while iâm up against you like this.â his thumb moves in circles, smirking at your reactions.
he thinks itâs more fun like this, getting to you know as petalvoid, rather than just his simple student.
you feel vulnerable beneath katsukiâs gaze, and you swear you feel something like affection disperse across your chest. your attention moves south, taking in the sight of his hips rutting against you, purposeful as he catches your clit with his cock.
you canât believe this is happening right now.
his hands are gentle, his touch almost electrifying. itâs a brutal reminder that this is real, and that your crush is panty fucking you. the thought stings in a way youâd never thought it would because after all, this was your dream, your fantasy. and itâs not like this isnât the most arousing sight ever â it is, but you like this too much. way more than youâd expect.
itâs not just your mind, but your body too.
your body knows exactly what you want, and exactly what it needs
âahâ katsuki!â you whimper out, tongue lolling out just slightly. you peer up at him, his eyes fixed on yours as he keeps his eyes from your pussy. "fuck..!"
the dual attention to your clit, from the underside and directly on top has you keening, muscles tensing. âyâyou can lookâ katsuki, please look, please look..â
âyou sure?â he huffs out, eyes lidded as he searches your face.
âiâm so wet⊠needâneed you to see...â
katsukiâs eyes travel down, fixed on your swollen clit, flushed and soaked as his pre-cum bubbles between your folds.
katsuki's girth thickens at the sight, cock twitching as he soaks in how pretty your pussy is, folds glistening with the mixed around.
he should've known how loud you would be, you're a little more quiet in your videos.
âpetalvoid, yeah?â
you glance up at him, nodding with an uncertainty at his words.
âyour pussy is cute. donâtâfuck know what you were stressing about.â
you mewl at his words, pressing your head further into his sheets as you grind against his cock, feeling up every possible vein on his length.
it's brutal in the best way, the pressure grinding right into that sensitive bundle, sending jolts up your spine. your clit throbs under the assault, puffy and slick, peeking out as he thrusts forward, coating his length in your juices.
schlick, schlick â the wet sounds fill the room, your arousal bubbling up, frothing around the ridge of his cockhead as it plows through the mess.
his thumb finds your clit directly then, pressing down on top of it while his hips rock, the dual sensation making you arch off the bed. he rubs firm circles, calluses rough against the tender nub, syncing with the brutal bumps below.
"does this feel good?" katsuki asks, voice slightly pitched, as he ruts against you, noting the way your walls flutter visibly, inner lips parting to hug his shaft.
you nod, tears brimming your waterline at the profound sensation. "mhmm! feels...feels so good."
just him watching your reactions, adjusting the pressure when you gasp, makes something personal flower in your chest, something that shouldn't be there for some that's meant to be 'casual'.
precum leaks from his slit in steady drips, mixing with your slick, turning the glide obscene â thick strands connecting his cock to your folds when he pulls back, snapping wetly as he thrusts again.
the friction builds fast, your clit pulsing under his thumb, raw from the car, and now this relentless grind. you feel exposed, vulnerable, but his gaze is steady, encouraging without pushing.
"k-katsukiâŠ" you murmur shyly, voice barely above a whisper in the heat of it, body trembling as another bump makes stars burst behind your eyes. "can i⊠just the tip? please? just a littleâŠ"
he pauses, cockhead resting heavy against your entrance, thumb still circling slow to keep you on edge. his eyes search yours, direct and mindful, weighing it.
"yeah? you sure? won't go deeper unless you say." no hesitation, just confirmation âhe notches the tip right there, the fat crown stretching your hole slightly as you swallow the first inch.
your eyes roll back at the stretch, the feeling foreign to the inanimate objects incomparable to katsuki's cockhead. "you're...oh my god..."
it's snug, your walls gripping greedily, pulling him in with a soft suck. he groans low, hips easing forward in gentle thrusts, barely moving, just letting your pussy nibble at the head. in and out â shallow, teasing â the rim catching on your entrance each time, your juices slurping around it, coating him in a glossy sheen.
"fuck⊠you're swallowin' me," he mutters, voice straining, watching intently as your folds hug the tip, inner muscles rippling. it's hypnotic â the way you take just the head, clenching and releasing, milking out more precum that bubbles inside your opening before he pulls back.
his balls draw up, cock twitching dangerously; he can feel the pressure building, hyperspermia making his load churn heavy in his sack. one more shallow thrust and he's done for, the thought flashing hotâhe's gonna cum just from this, flood your entrance without meaning to.
"shitâtoo good. can't⊠not yet."
he shifts back quick, pulling the tip free with a wet pop, your pussy gaping slightly, drooling his precum mixed with your slick.
he quickly returns to fucking your folds, harder now, the head slamming against your clit underside again, thumb pressing circles on top to amp it up.
selfish moans leave your lips, body tensing immediately to accommodate for the overstimulation.
he grabs your panties in a vice grip, fabric bunching in his fist as he uses it for leverage, yanking them taut against your thigh while he grinds.
the material soaks through instantly, sodden and stretched, adding to the filthy drag. your arousal gushes freer, the squelching turning frantic â gluck, gluck â as he ruts through the mess, your clit trapped between his thumb and the brutal bumps.
it hits you like a wave, orgasm ripping through without warning.
"nghh! cumming!"
you squirt hard, clear jets spraying around his cock, soaking his shaft and balls, pattering against his abs. the release is messy, your walls convulsing emptily, pushing out more fluid that froths white at the edges from the friction.
"gâgonna cum...gonna cuâ"
"ahâkatsuki! so muchâŠ" you cry, pathetic whimpers spilling as your body shakes, clit spasming under his touch.
he leaks in response, thick ropes of precum spurting from his slit, painting your cunt in hot streaksâdripping down your folds, pooling at your entrance.
it's endless, hyperspermia kicking in early, his cock throbbing as he fights the edge. in that flash second, he almost lets go right there, risks unloading over your pussy, watching it mix with your squirt.
he shifts at the last beat, angling up â cum erupting in heavy pulses across your stomach instead. spurt after spurt, endless and thick, ropes splattering your skin in pearly white, overflowing his hand as he strokes through it.
it puddles in your navel, oozes down your sides, the volume obscene â way more than normal, coating you from ribs to hips.
your eyes widen, flickering between his aroused expression, to his pulsing cock.
he doesn't stop, thumb still rubbing your clit in firm circles, drawing out the aftershocks as you tremble beneath him. gentle now, mindful, watching your face for every twitch.
"ride it outâi've got you," he assures, voice a tad bit more gentle, his free hand bracing beside your head.
your pussy flutters, another small gush leaking out, and he grinds his softening cock lightly against your folds one last time, smearing the remnants. the room reeks of it all â musk, salt, the tangy edge of your squirt â bodies slick and spent, but his eyes promise more, direct as ever.
"woah."
you stare at him through half-lidded eyes, breathes coming in short and heaved. "yâyeah...wow." your hand moved to your abdomen, feeling for the cloudy fluid. "you cum a lot..."
katsuki chuckled, slightly embarrassed as he tucks himself back into his pants. "maybe i should've told you that."
you shook your head, bringing your hands to your face. "it's fineâ i think i like it."
"you think? or you do."
katsuki retreated to the bathroom before you could respond, coming back with a clean cloth to wipe you down. "you can use my shower."
you smile as you watch him clean your stomach, moving down carefully to wipe over your thighs. "oh, thank...thank you."
the sight is endearing, almost too endearing.
it hits you all at once, sharp and unwelcoming, the way your chest tightens as your watch him. katsuki bakugo, crouched in front of you, movements careful, almost gentle in a way you never thought you'd see firsthand.
this isn't how this is supposed to feel.
you expected him to dismiss you, swat you out of his apartment straight away and leave you to fend for an uber home.
you swallow as his hand passes over your thigh, holding you in place as he keeps is touch practical, detached â as if there's a respectful line, and he's making sure not to cross it.
i've liked you since high school,
and you're wiping me down like this is normal.
you wonder if he still remembers or cares about your crush on him.
your smile wobbles at the edges, but you use your last restraint to keep it in place. after all, it was you who suggested to keep this casual.
"yeah," he mutters, response delayed as he finally pulls back. "didn't want you uncomfortable."
his words land strangely in your chest, because you're far from uncomfortable. you're practically aching in a way that has nothing to do with your body, but rather at the intimacy burning in your chest. the fact that he thought to do this â the expected bare minimum â has your mind unravelling.
he straightens, clearing his throat. "that was good," he comments, looking away as if he's testing his words.
you nod, standing a bit too quickly before he catches your waist. "it felt really nice," you say softly.
the air shifts, stilling in the moment. his hand lingers for half a second too long before he drops it, jaw tightening as he gestures to the shower.
you've liked him for years, long enough that it feels embarrassing to admit, even to yourself. you'd expect that you would've moved on, embarking on different love interests, but in reality, it's always been him.
and it doesn't help that moments like this â small, tender, yet painfully mundane â feel too much for you.
you turn away before your face can reveal what you're thinking. "i'll, um...go shower," you say.
"yeah," he replies, a bit too quick. "take your time."
as you walk away, padding down to the open bathroom, you feel his eyes heavy on your back. it twists something deep in your stomach.
in the bathroom, you shut the door gently, leaning your forehead against it for a second longer than necessary.
casual, you asked for this.
as you scrub away, the honeycomb clinging warm and sweet to your skin, your chest aches, full of everything you're pretending not to want.
and in the soft droplets of water hitting the marble, your stand in the quiet, terrifying thought that katsuki might never know just how much you indeed, still like him.
by the time you'd finished showering, you realize your panties are too soaked to put back on. you stare at them a second longer than necessary, folding them carefully.
you wrap a towel around yourself instead, snug and grounding, and take a steadying breath before stepping back out, making sure to cover yourself fully.
the hallway feels cool with the aircon running.
katsuki's there when you emerge â leaning against the counter, arms crossed, posture deceptively relaxed as he cooks something up. his gaze lifts immediately, before he reins it in.
"are...are you good?" he asks.
"yeah," you say rushed. then softer, and more honest, a lingering ask hidden in your tone. "yeah."
his eyes flicker briefly to the tower, then away again, turning back to chopping vegetables. there's a pause, as if he's mulling over some thoughts. "you can... grab one of my shirts if you want. you can just return them tomorrow."
the offer shouldn't mean anything, but it does. it does something to your heart and your brain, and convinces you that this whole ordeal is going to be difficult.
you nod, fingers tightening at the edge of the towel. "okay, thank you, will do."
as you move past him back towards the bedroom, close enough to feel his warmth, your acutely aware of how thin the line is â between casual and careful, between what you agreed on, on your own terms.
you pad into his room, towel loose around your breasts. his room smells faintly on him, cinnamon, clean.
moving towards his drawers, you fumble for a shirt that would look decent on you. your fingers crush the corner of his bedside drawer, something soft, and fluffy. the shape is ollipical, and relatively out of place.
curiosity overries your caution.
you pull it out, freezing immediately.
pink, fluffy, fuzzy. tiny cuffs, tucked carelessly into the drawer like he forgot they were even there.
you mouth opens slightly, then closes. you stare at them, heart hammering at the realization that your crush, you "casual" companion, your tutor â has something like this.
the fluff is almost comical, soft and ridiculous against your fingers, but the thought of it sends a warmth straight to your core. your stomach twists, a mix of nerves, fascination and that sudden arousal.
"oh..." you whisper.
before you can think better of it, katsuki's footsteps approach. he leans against the doorway, eyes narrowing when he notices you fumble to shove it back inside the drawer.
"oh, you weren't meant to see that," he mutters, ears flushing.
you swallow, cheeks hot. "iâi wasn't snooping around, i swear!"
he steps inside, taking slow mindful steps towards you. "yeah. that's...mine. don't make it a big deal."
to you, it shouldn't even be a big deal, considering your line of hobby, but you can't stop the way your pulse spikes. the blush spreading across your cheeks isn't just embarrassment, it's excitement, curiosity and a feigning ache you've been pretending doesn't exist.
you try not to imagine it, katsuki bakugo cuffing you with those pink, fuzzy cuffs, plowing into you from the back.
when you finally look up, katsuki is studying you, cheeks slightly flushed. there's a flicker hidden beneath his gaze, maybe pride, amusement, maybe just assessing how far you'll push with your new profound knowledge.
"do you...do youâ"
"just get changed, i made food."
with that, he left the room, closing the door behind him. you change into a graphic tee that he owns, thankful that it covers mid-thigh. despite earlier, you still felt obligated be decent around him.
the kitchen smells warm â garlic, oil, a faint aroma. katsuki doesnât look at you when you step in at first, shoulders tense as he plates the food. itâs quiet in that domestic way that feels louder than anything else.
you sit at the counter anyway, legs tucked beneath the hem of his shirt. it smells like him, woody with a hint of caramelized notes.
he finally glances over, cleaning around the counter.
ââŠyou okay?â he asks, casual but in that attentive tone.
you nod. âyeah. justââ you hesitate, then huff a soft laugh. âprocessing.â
that gets a sound out of him. not quite a laugh. something close.
he sets a bowl in front of you. âthat makes sense.â
you take a bit into the food, satisfaction spreading across your taste buds. you forget that katsuki's good at almost everything he does.
a few bites pass before the silence starts to itch.
âso,â you say, staring into the food like it might answer for you. it felt wrong to not debrief. âearlier.â
he freezes for half a second, exhaling through his nose. he leaned back against the counter, arms crossing.
âyeah? was there something you didn't like?â
you glance up. his cheeks are faintly pink again, dusty across his cheekbones.
âi didnât⊠hate it,â you say carefully, hiding the smile in your tone.
that earns you a look, one brow lifting at your words. âhigh praise.â
you take another bite, chewing before speaking again. âiâm serious.â
he straightens, uncrossing his arms. â...me too.â
the word lands heavier than you expect, cementing solid in your core, butterflies swarming in your stomach.
you swallow. âi was a bit nervous at first, but it felt really nice.â
katsuki glanced down at his bowl, avoiding all eye contract as he ran a hand through his hair.
âgood,â he mutters. then, quieter, âi'm glad.â
you nod, relieved in a way that settles deep in your chest.
ââŠi liked it,â he adds, eyes flicking back to you, gauging your reaction. âsurprisingly, it turned me on more than i thought it would.â
you smile into your bowl. âyou did cum a lot.â
âyeah, my bad.â
âbut,â you continue, braver now, âi didn't say i didn't like it."
his mouth twitches. pride? amusement? it's something softer underneath. "god, you're a freak, aren't you?"
"you're the one watching my videos..."
âthen weâre on the same page,â he says, ease dripping from his tone, boundaries down. âno pressure. no bullshit. if we keep doing this, itâs âcause we both want to.â
you meet his gaze. hold it.
ââŠyeah, i'm happy with thatâ
something eases in him at that â shoulders dropping, expression warming just a fraction.
âgood,â he says again, more sure this time. âfinish your food, i'll drop you home after.â
he turns back to the stove, but this time, the quiet isnât terrifying, because this time it's shared, and he seems fine with it.
itâs comfortable.
and when he passes behind you to grab a drink, his hand brushes your shoulder â brief, grounding, intentional.
it's casual.
he drops you off with a quiet âbe safeâ, knuckles tapping the steering wheel as you collect your belongings. once you're inside, you watch his taillights disappear, chest still humming from everything that didnât get said.
inside, your room feels smaller.
you kick off your shoes, peel out of his shirt with reluctant fingers, and sit at the edge of your bed. habit takes over before emotion can catch up to it, and you're already scrambling to your study desk, laptop open, browser already auto filling the site you know too well.
the familiar dashboard loads.
your reflection stares back at you from the black screen between clicks, and for the first time in a while, you hesitate.
you think about his hands earlier â careful, thoughtful. it's incomparable to the stuff you normally do. maybe because this time it's a real cock instead of some flimsy dildo you bought online. to make matters worse, you genuinely enjoyed it; not simply because you liked him, but because he was actually good at making you feel good.
the way he noticed things no one ever bothered to. the way your body didnât feel like something you had to perform with him. the way he knew just where to touch you, it's as if he's studied you enough through your videos to know what makes you feel good.
you stare at your profile, a dense thought running through you as you linger on the comments.
is it wrong to keep doing this now?
to let strangers consume what heâs touched?
your cursor hovers over the go live button, you think about giving an explanation, maybe you'll take a full break, just to figure things out.
you donât press it.
instead, you glance at your notifications â half-expecting nothing, half-expecting everything.
one new follower. your stomach tightens as the username loads.
88_ktb.
your breath catches, sharp and involuntary. you stare at it, heart thudding so loudly it feels obscene. itâs subtle enough to be deniable â not his name, not obvious â but itâs him. it has to be. your gut feeling tells you it's him.
eighty-eight. katsuki bakugo.
a thousand thoughts collide at once.
he looked. he searched. this was confirmed. what ever relationship you've just established with him, regardless of your online work, has finally settled into stone.
your fingers curl into your skin as heat blooms low in your stomach â not arousal exactly, but something just as flattering.
you refresh the page, checking to see if you were imagining things. the follow stays, prominent as ever.
no message. no comment, you know it's him.
you lean back against your pillows, staring at the ceiling, chest tight with the knowledge that whatever this is between you now â casual or not â itâs already tangled into something far more complicated, you just don't know how to comprehend it.
because katsuki didnât tell you to stop, he didnât tell you to keep going either.
he didn't necessarily bring your whole petalvoid persona up like it was an issue, but rather as something normal.
it should feel like a victory.
youâre lying on your bed now, laptop disregarded by your desk, phone warm in your palm. his presence still lingers in the spaces heâs already left behind. katsuki bakugou â your katsuki, even if only in this fragile, undefined way â has crossed a line you once thought youâd never even approach. you got what you wanted. what youâd wanted for years, really.
and yet, the ache settles in gently, not sharp enough to hurt just yet, but there enough that it makes you realize where you stand with him. a soft pressure falls behind your ribs, like the echo of a thought you refuse to finish.
this might be it.
not a beginning. not a slow unfolding into something more. just this â late nights, shared heat, familiar hands that stop where theyâre supposed to. a version of him that fits neatly into your life without ever fully stepping inside it. you got what you wanted, right?
you tell yourself that itâs enough. that it should be enough. because being wanted by him, even like this, feels intoxicating, it's truly a blessing. because being in his orbit â his radius, his life â feels like standing close to a sun youâve admired from a distance for so long.
youâve always known, deep down, that your feelings were never just physical. they rooted themselves in quieter moments: the way he notices, the way he cares without dressing it up, the way his presence alone steadies something in you. wanting him was never just about wanting his body or physical attraction, which those were a natural given.
it was about wanting him, and that you could never find another like him. he was a one in a million. you'd never find someone else as driven as him, as incredibly smart, and thoughtful as him. you'll never find someone just like him.
but if this is all you get â if this is the closest youâll ever come to katsuki bakugou â you wonât shrink from it. you wonât half-feel or hold yourself back. youâll take what he gives, fully, honestly, gratefully.
even if it costs you something later, because this should be enough.
your phone lights up again beside you, screen glowing softly in the dark.
katsuki bakugo: tutoring session tomorrow, 4pm.
y/n l/n: yeah, that works.
katsuki bakugo: at your cafe this time?
you smile, liking the message before turning off your phone.
your heart tingles with affection, gratitude, and for now, you push your thoughts aside.
cw: BF!Bakugo is giving pervy stalker vibes (you might be into that) and slight toxicity (in older years 19+). Mdni, explicit content, definitely nsfw⊠at any point
synopsis: BF!Bakugo has been in your life forever. No one wanted to be friends with the loud, skinny, blonde hair, red eyed kid⊠except you of course. This spilled over into middle school but his glow up more than noticeable. He started working out, gaining healthy weight and muscles in all the right places. Youâ quiet kid, smart, had chubby cheeks, often seen tagging along with the outcast. Same could be said about you once your metabolism sped up. You were absolutely a looker and along with that came the varsity dance team (momâs idea)
AN: I think I suck at drabbles lol I just write way too much. Guess Iâll be going back to oneshots. This was fun, not necessarily a slow burn but itâs long. Happy 26 Enjoy đ§Ą
BF!Bakugo who was already painfully aware of how beautiful youâd turn out. Not just your looks, personality too thus, making him very protective of you.
âYouâre too nice!â heâd groan in annoyance
âLucky thing youâll always have me to protect youâ he sighed, poorly failing at the not caring act
Youâd always just laugh to yourself as heâs been saying this since middle school
BF!Bakugo whoâs already your first kiss. Seventh grade to be exact. So, itâs not just an âoh we were just kidsâ type shi. You both âwere well aware. The idea crossed your minds around the same time hanging out at a festival
BF!Bakugo who⊠âcuriously?â stumbles across your Tumblr blog nearing the end of eleventh grade. You werenât a writer or anything but your likes and reblogs held weight. You had asked him to put a screen protector on your phone because you had already wasted two out of the three that came in the package trying to do it yourself.
You were making dinner while your parents were out on a date. He sat at the island in the kitchen wiping down your screen. Your phone was on silent but that didnât stop the plethora of notifications about something you had reblogged.
Heâs literally at war with himself. Telling himself heâll regret invading your privacy because he knew your passcode (you knew his as well due to the countless times youâve both played dj in his car or at each otherâs houses). You had sooo many notifications. Enough to make him remember the title of the post.
So now his finger is drawing your lock screen pattern as he bounces his leg on the crossbar of the bar stool. Half listening to you mentioning something about going to the mall with Mina and Nejire tomorrow.
He didnât have enough time for details so he memorized your handle by heart. Creates a page when he got home, finds your blog and⊠your likes are visible.
Heâs lost track of time and needs a cold shower. He follows you and turns notifications on. In fact heâd prefer an ice bath to calm his raging boner
BF!Bakugo has developed a real bad habit of jerking off to your comments. Imagining what you looked like if you were saying those things to him. This is something heâs absolutely taking to the grave
BF!Bakugo whoâs got his hoodie pulled over his forehead as he lays on his side in bed -in the dark as you both on you chatted on FaceTime. Youâre showing him some dumb edits your captain changed in your dance routine. Oblivious as ever, wearing one of those tights (Your favorite pastel color ones â the ones that showed every dip and every curve) completely unaware of how hungry his eyes are and how fast youâre making his cock grow.
You dip your head down, your shoulders and back follow after. You hold in a bend over position, shake your ass, bit your finger then slap your thigh to the beat of the song you were practicing to. You missed his gulp⊠the way his eyes widened at that very moment.
âI feel like we shouldâve added that instead right?â
â⊠yeah fsâ suddenly feeling parched
BF!Bakugo who basically upped and disappeared out of your life for three whole years after that. Not that you guys were dating or anything. His parents were presented with an opportunity to cross off a life long goal from their bucket list. What could two teenagers possibly have done?
During this period of separation you both kept in touch. It was frequent until you both started dating other people. He never skipped anything you liked or reblogged, it was his dirty little secret. You on the other hand, told him everything, but tonightâs phone call âŠwas different.
âIâ Iâm ready to lose my virginityâ
He chokes âhuuhhh? To that douche bag?â
âYou think everyone I date is a douche bagâ
âCause they areââ
You can practically feel his eyes rolling to the back of his head
âSo what am I supposed to do Bakugo? Stay a virgin foreverâŠâ You rolled your eyes too. âIâm about to be 21 yâknoâ
âTch, nobody deserves youâ ⊠ânot even meâ the last part leaving his lips as a whisper.
âYouâre being unreasonable.. youâve already lost yours âthatâs not â fairâ you sighed
âThat âwas a mistake⊠a moment of weaknessâ he didnât look proud
âYour first time should be with someone you actually like. So you wonât â end up like me. Feelinâ empty after⊠Chasinâ somethinâ that was probably already in font me this whole timeâŠâ
The call goes quiet for what felt like minutes
âWhatever Iâll see you tomorrow. Iâm in town for a few daysâ
He hangs up on you
BF!Bakugo doesnât think your boyfriend deserves to take your virginity. He was being serious too. Now youâre blowing up his phone with texts demanding why he didnât let you know he was visiting sooner and how hanging up on people is rude
You guys havenât seen each other in person since he left three years ago. You spent the rest of the night moving stuff around on your calendar to accommodate your unreasonable and rude long time best friend.
What does he even mean by âChasing something that was probably already in font me this whole time?âŠâ
Then the day before he leaves you piss him off talking about your dumbass loser boyfriend (mind you your boyfriend is a star football player that has good grades).
âIâ canât mmâ
The sounds of a slow heated kiss fills your bedroom
ââŠLiterally âjust a place holderâ
âAll of themâ
âAll of mineâ and all of yoursâ
BF!Bakugo is doing an amazing job kissing away all your doubts until you cave into him. He lifts you and the kiss gets even more hot -itâs searing
BF!Bakugo now has you panty-less straddling him. Reverse cowgirl with your back facing him. His pulsing cock is perfectly snugged between your ridiculously wet folds. Up on his forearms heâs swearing under his breath as he watches your body glide back and forth
âFuck thatâs so hotâ
Heâs literally fighting himselfâ borderline going feral seeing you like this... moaning like this
âth-those sounds youâre makinâââ
His grip from the sheets finds your hips. A leg comes up and he starts grinding with you. Matching your speed and making sure your clit feels it too. He cannot take his eyes off the way your pussy is coating his entire cock. Itâs so much its smearing his lower belly
âDamnit! this -is gonna -make me cumâ he pants
He sits up and pulls you down. Grinds even harder
faster
Moaning at the slick arousal of the both of you
You can only imagine what it would feel like to have him inside. Up until this point this is the closest youâve been to sex your relationship with that douche bag was fairly new.
âKatsuki i- it feelsâ
âTalk to meâ
âNngh sâgood Iâm!â
âmmph-fâ Gonna -cum?â
âyess!â
Your body stutters on top of him. Itâs buzzing, your hole oozing gooey goodness. Clenching⊠crying to be filled
âHey! Wh-whatâre youââ
You grab his cook and press it against your folds
âY/N hey -ahh âfuckâ
Pressing until it feels like itâs about to slip in
âYou surâ this positi- mmphâ
You squeeze it
âOi! Carefulâ with that!â
Youâve slipped the head of his cock inside.
âGodâ he hisses âYouâre so damn tightâ
âYou -sure?â You shift back a little and it slips in someâre you gasp
âOh fuckâ
âIt-tâs -soo oohâ bigâ youâve managed to get it halfway in. Barely moving now. Thighs slightly trembling from holding yourself up.
âNot fairâ he moans
âYou canât- fuck say stuff âlike that and beâ this tightâ tooâ
âYouâre stranglinâ me -princessâ
You moan out loud liking how he said that. It boosts your confidence to take even more so you slide down a little
âShit!â He grits his teeth at the sight of your frame impaled on his cock. His eyes now on your stretching pussy taking more than half of him. His veins disappearing with each soft lift and fall your of hips
âP-please donât stopâ heâs begging and itâs such a fucking turn on
âU-use me babygirlâ
âFuck-inâ âmake yourself feel goodâ
and thatâs all it takes for you to drop all your weight on him.
A loud gosh escapes your drooling cunt as heâs now fully sheathed inside
âJust like that! Look at itâ he whispers but itâs still firm
And when you do, you involuntarily clench down making him groan
âFUCKâ he bucks his hips on instinct
âNgghhâ you fall forward, bracing yourself by the palms on the bed. You rock your hips slowly back and forth
âSo fullâ you let out
âMhmm youâre taking it sooo good thoughâ
âMakinâ me so proudâ
His words zip to your core in a flash. It makes you move your hips a little faster
His cock twitches âOh! Just like that!â
And you keep going, keeping a steady pace as you fuck yourself on him. How can you get even wetter than before itâs making want to you lose yourself.
Your grinding now turning into you lifting and dropping your hips shallowly. Heâs patient with you, as you still arenât able to handle him comfortably bottoming out but the sounds youâre making
âMmph fuck Katsu!â
His eyes roll back, loving the sound of his new nickname at that pitch
you bite your lip and glance back at him. Tears of overwhelming pleasure forming at the corner of your eyes
âSo bigâ you whimper and tears his eyes off his disappearing cock to scan your face
He immediately pulls you to his chest
âS-sorry am I hurting you?â
You shake your head no
âYou donât have to do everything yourself dumbass. Iâm honestly surprised youâreâ this good your first timeâ
âTrust me k?â
you nod
âThen do what I tell youâ his voice all firm and filled with heat
âFocus on my lipsâ
He slowly pulls you back and down until heâs fully sheathed inside and as soon as your mouth opens to let out a cry his lips meet yours in a soft tender kiss. Swallowing your whimpers, your cries âbrushing off the sting of your nails digging into his forearms
In no time the kiss deepens and you find yourself moving on his cock again. He grunts in your mouth
âNow focus on my cockâ
He captures your lips again then sucks your tongue into is mouth as he slowly grinds with you. He licks over your bottom lip and sucks on that too
âOn my handâ he mumbles into your mouth
One of his hand now cupping your breast and kneading it
âFeels âgoodâ you pant between the movements of his lips and hands
You feel him smirking then he pulls at your nipple
âNgghhâ your head falls back on his shoulder as heâs literally rolling his hips up to meet yours
âJust- fuckâ
âLet me âmake you feel goodâ he pinches and rolls your nipple between his fingers as the other makes small circles over your clit
You whimper, incapable of forming coherent sentences. The only thing that felt right, that made sense was his name. So you said it
He grunts âyou like that?â
He doesnât need an answer as your body already says it all
âIDIOTâ he moans âyou donât even knowâ how perfect you areâ
âPerfect smileâ he sucks on your neck
âThis perfect sexy body of yoursâ he makes the circles smaller and faster around your clit
âNnghh Bakugoâ you cry
âFU-CKâ he chokes out. Feeling the squeeze of your pussy, his fingers taps your clit and rubs it faster, and faster until an orgasm washes over you this time
His eyes roll back as he holds you in a bear hug. Pussy still spasming and squelching while he grinds impossibly deeper
He pulls out right after, cum squirting up at your belly button and all over your pussy
BF!Bakugo has been reading everything youâve liked and reposted throughout the years. Heâll never tell you that he learned to make you cum from your blog
âMissed you âwonât âleave without you âthis timeâ a breathless bestieforever!bskugo boyfriend!Bakugo pants
just imagine reader waking bkg up in the middle of the night because sheâs ovulating & extra horny lol. do you think heâll be irritated?
cw: smut. fingering. mdni.
lmao yeah i think heâd be irritated but youâre asking begging for him that he sleepily helps get you off.
heâs sleeping on his back, big inhales and exhales. you wonât lie, it takes you a long time to finally decide to wake him. you know how much your boyfriend appreciates a good sleep but you canât wait. any longer and youâll explode. if you get one of your toys out it will wake him up, if you use your own fingers it feels useless when his are so much better.
so you push at his arm, whispering, âkatsuki.â
nothing. so again, âkatsuki wake up.â
thereâs a slight stir from the man so you do a last, âkatsuki, wake up i need your help.â
bakugouâs eyes snap open. heâs always on high alert at the oddest times, âw-what? you okay?â a sleepy hand is finding your arm and heâs looking at you with worry, flicking his eyes over your face in the darkness.
you shake your head, âno, no. i wanted to ask if⊠i⊠i need you so bad gorgeous.â
your voice is a long mewl and you lay your body on the side of his. your leg around his waist, clinging to him and his arm instinctively circles around you.
âfuck. seriously?â he drops his head back on the pillow, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath.
youâve got your cheek in his pectoral, warm and toasty. his whole body is and you feel the urge to grind on him, for some friction on your clit.
âplease. i canât sleep like this,â you whine and you donât need to ask, you donât need to beg because thereâs nothing he wouldnât do for you. even if it includes messing up his sleep routine.
âtake yourâ,â his hands brush over your bare ass, âfuck, baby. theyâre already off.â
you moan, arching your ass into his hand but he gives it one big grope. heâs half asleep, voice deep and croaky and the sound flows right into your bloodstream.
âkeep movinâ and youâre not gettinâ shit from me,â he mumbles, sliding his hand between your legs from behind as you still lay on him. he runs a finger between your wet folds and you open your legs a little wider for him.
itâs just your heavy breaths as katsuki works you with his eyes closed and a single hand. with a finger he circles your hole thrice before dipping two inside. you hug him tighter at the feeling and you bite down a whine as he curls his fingers against your walls.
âohhh my god, katsuki.â
then heâs thrusting them, in and out and youâve both long past the phase of being embarrassed about how loud your bodies can be. slick sounds fill the air under the covers and you canât help your hips bouncing to meet every thrust.
âmy needy baby. got a long fuckinâ day tomorrow and iâm helpinâ you get off.â
still being half asleep, he still puts in the effort to edge you. randomly pulling his fingers out to pop into his mouth. you peek up to watch his cheeks hollow, his eyes still closed.
âyâtaste so good for me. tomorrow iâll give you head, promise,â and youâre mumbling yeah under your breath, mesmerised by his shiny fingers now coated with his spit. then he sneaks his hands back under the covers through the back of your legs to touch your clit. itâs slow circles, brushing against the nerve where you need it and youâre so close, every touch makes you jolt.
âoh katsuki,â
âyouâre gonna come baby, hush.â
the slow pace finally picks up, rapid circles that have you drooling on his chest. youâre full of grunts and moans as you arch for more.
âiâm gonna come,â
âgood girl.â
before you have a chance to moan, he sneaks three of his fingers back into your hole to thrust in and out. then with his other hand, he lubes it with your sweetness to circle your clit. itâs just how you like. the sensation of using your lovers fingers with the sole purpose to come. itâs loud, itâs messy and even his grunts are merging with yours.
then the walls break, you shake on his fingers, clenching your eyes shut as sparks of white cover your vision. you let out a mumble of syllables and he keeps going through it all until your lay tired and limp on his side.
âthank you,â you say, half asleep on his chest.
bakugou wipes his fingers unceremoniously on his boxer shorts.
âdonât thank me. would do anythinâ you asked,â he whispers in your hair.
itâs only when youâre fast asleep he realises he canât go back to sleep because of the raging hard on heâs got. now heâs stuck staring at the ceiling wondering if he should wake you up.
Synopsis: Katsuki drags home the weight of a brutal day and snaps at the one person who doesnât deserve it. Guilt hits him hard when he realizes how deeply his words cut, and his apology comes in the form of surrender.
Writers Note: Alright so, this request came from @itsweirdfay I have never written like this before, but I think I did a decent job. I hope you like itđ
The apartment always felt warmest right before he came home.
Youâd learned the rhythm of your evenings down to muscle memory. Music low, something mellow playing through the speaker. A pot simmering. The smell of garlic and ginger and something comforting filling the air. You wiped down the counter with a dish towel, moving with the easy kind of contentment that came when the day was finally closing.
The lights were soft. The air was calm.
Your shoulders were loose.
Everything felt steady.
You heard the faint clank of your bracelet as you stirred the pan, humming without thinking, waiting for the sound you always waited for.
The door.
His keys.
His voice.
You didnât get his voice first, though.
You got the slam.
It hit the wall like someone had thrown the damn door open with their whole soul.
The shelf beside it rattled. One of the framed photos shivered on its nail.
Your spine straightened before your brain did.
When you turned, Katsuki was standing in the doorway, shoulders tight, jaw clenched. His shirt was rumpled, dust streaked along one sleeve where he mustâve leaned against something. He wasnât even looking at you. Just breathing hard, eyes locked somewhere on the floor.
You dried your hands and stepped forward with the same greeting you always offered him after a long day.
Gentle. Warm.
A little smile in your voice.
âHey, babe. Welcome hoââ
âShut up, learn to read the room. âM not tryna talk to you right now. Fuck.â
Sharp. Short.
An edge like broken glass.
He didnât yell. He didnât snarl.
He just cut you.
He didnât look at you when he said it. Didnât even glance your way. He kept walking, brushing past your shoulder like the very air around him was too tight. His heat lingered long enough for your skin to wake with it, but not long enough to hold.
Your mouth closed.
Your throat went small.
There were days you two snapped at each other. Sure. You werenât saints. Sometimes you were both tired or hungry or irritated at the world. But those moments always had a rhythm, a predictable give and take.
This wasnât a snap.
It was a shutout.
And the worst part was how quiet it made you.
You watched his back disappear down the hallway.
Listened to the bedroom door thud closed.
Listened to the shower come on a moment later, water hitting tile with a hiss like it was angry too.
You didnât follow.
You didnât ask.
You didnât push.
You swallowed hard enough to feel it echo in your chest and turned back to the stove.
Dinner needed to be finished.
The heat needed to be lowered.
You needed to breathe.
So you did. You moved around the kitchen gently, not heavy enough to disturb anything. Not loud enough to chase your thoughts away.
You plated the food, lit a small candle you didnât even remember grabbing, and set the table. Two plates. Two glasses. The normal ritual of your evenings, held carefully in your hands even though your ribs felt too tight.
The shower ran for a long time.
Longer than usual.
Long enough to make you wonder if he was drowning in the water or in whatever happened today.
When the door finally opened, you didnât turn.
You heard him walk down the hallway, the faintest drag to his steps that told you heâd used too much energy in the shower, like he tried to scrub something off that wouldnât come loose.
He stopped in the doorway of the dining room.
You still didnât look at him.
You didnât have to.
You could feel him noticing every detail.
The plates.
The napkins.
The little candle.
Your posture.
Your silence.
âDinnerâs ready,â you said softly, keeping your focus on the table.
Your voice wasnât cold.
It wasnât annoyed.
It was just⊠small.
And that landed harder than a punch.
Katsuki moved to the table slowly, almost cautiously, like he was approaching something he wasnât sure he deserved to touch. He sat down, hair still damp, white shirt clinging to the warmth left from the shower.
He watched you for a momentâtoo long, too laden with guilt.
âThis looks good,â he tried.
âMm.â You nodded, polite. Controlled. That was all.
He flinched.
You ate quietly.
He pushed his food around like he couldnât decide whether to taste it or apologize to it.
A few times, he looked like he wanted to say something. His mouth would open, then close again. The sound stuck in his throat.
When you stood to take your plate to the sink, he stood tooâfollowing you like gravity itself was pulling him in your direction. He set his plate beside yours, but didnât step away.
The silence stretched.
Finally, he exhaled and said, low and rough:
âI shouldnâtâve said that.â
You rinsed your dish.
Wiped your hands.
Did everything except face him.
âI know,â you murmured.
He sighed.
âI was⊠I had a shit day.â His words tumbled out, rushed, uneven, like he couldnât keep them straight. âIt doesnât matter. I didnât mean to hit you with it.â
Your shoulders lifted in a quiet breath. You braced your hands on the counter, finally letting yourself stop moving.
âIt hurt,â you said.
Two words.
Perfectly calm.
Devastating.
Katsukiâs chest stuttered.
He stepped closer. âIâm⊠look, Iâm sorry.â
You didnât turn, so he came around to face youâslowly, giving you space to move away if you needed to. You didnât.
He stood there, towel-dried hair messy, shirt clinging to him, vulnerability written across his whole face. He looked young in a way you rarely saw, stripped bare of all his usual pride.
âI shouldnâtâve let it touch you,â he said, voice cracking like he hated the sound of it. âNot you. Never you.â
Your breath softened but didnât ease.
âI know today sucked,â you said quietly. âBut that didnât give you the right to cut me down for trying to be there for you.â
He nodded. âI know. I know that. I messed up.â A beat. Then, more quietly, âI hate that I messed up.â
His fingers flexed at his sides, restless with something more emotional than physical.
You looked at him finally.
That was when everything inside him broke open.
He swallowed, eyes flicking away then back, like he was choosing words with more care than heâd ever shown language before.
âIfâŠâ His voice slipped lower. âIf thereâs something you want from me tonight⊠just say it. Whatever it is.â His chest rose in a shaky breath.
âYou can have it. I owe you that much.â
Something shifted in the air.
Not anger.
Not tension.
Something tighter, heavier, more intimate.
You dried your hands on the towel and set it down. Slowly. Intentionally. Katsuki watched the movement like it was a fuse being lit.
You stepped toward him.
Once.
Twice.
Close enough that he had to tilt his chin down to keep your gaze.
He held his breath.
Your eyes were unreadable.
Your presence pressed against him like a hand at his sternum. âSit,â you said softly. The word landed like a command wrapped in velvet.
Katsuki sat instantly.
His back hit the chair.
His knees parted without him thinking.
His hands settled on his thighs, fingers spreading, breath coming lighter and faster.
You didnât rush.
You walked around him slowlyâyour steps soft, your presence steady. The warmth of you skimmed along his skin even before your fingers did.
You rested your hand on the back of his chair.
He straightened.
Not rigid.
Attentive.
You circled him once, watching how his muscles responded under his thin shirt. Watching how he kept his eyes fixed forward because he knew if he looked up at you, something inside him might give out too soon.
You stepped in front of him and tilted his chin upward with two fingers.
His eyes fluttered shut for a moment before he forced them open.
Breath hitched.
Jaw slack and unguarded.
âTell me what you did,â you murmured.
Katsuki swallowed so hard you could see it move down his throat.
âBecause I was⊠I was an asshole.â
The honesty rattled out of him, low and shame-heavy.
âAnd I hurt you.â
You hummed, thumb brushing the edge of his jaw. âAnd?â
âAnd I shouldnât have,â he whispered. âI know better.â
You leaned in just a fraction. His breath stuttered again, chest rising toward you like he couldnât help it.
âWhat do you think I should do with you?â you asked, voice warm and dangerous.
Katsukiâs hands curled into fists on his thighs. His voice dropped smaller than youâd ever heard it.
âWhatever you want.â
Your fingers trailed down from his chin to his throatânot gripping, just touching, just enough for him to feel the intention behind it.
âWhat if what I want,â you said quietly, âis for you to be good for me?â
He let out a breath that sounded more like a tremor.
âI can,â he whispered.
âI will.â
You leaned close enough that your lips nearly brushed his ear. The air between you thickened, warmer with each second.
âThen be good,â you murmured.
âStarting now.â
Katsuki inhaled sharply, body tensing with anticipation, obedience, and something deeperâsomething tender blooming under the heat.
Your hand slid down to his shoulder, firm enough to guide him but soft enough to soothe the part of him that had been trembling since he walked through the door.
His eyes lifted to yours, dark and open, ready.
You let your breath ghost across his cheek.
âNow,â you said, letting the last of your restraint settle into your voice, âlet me decide how youâll make it up to me.â
You hook a finger inside the collar of his shirt and give the gentlest tug, just enough to tilt his head up to you.
âOn your knees.â
The way he drops might as well be worship.
No hesitation.
No second thoughts.
Just pure, instinctive obedience.
He kneels in front of you, shoulders broad but posture soft, eyes lifted like heâs waiting to be granted permission to breathe. Thereâs something new in his expression, something raw and unguarded, like heâs asking for something he doesnât know how to name yet.
You brush his hair back from his forehead, letting your fingers slip through the damp strands. He leans into the touch like it steadies him.
Your hand trails down, fingers grazing his cheek. âHelp me out of these.â
Your voice stays low, steady⊠but thereâs iron underneath.
His breath catches.
He doesnât question.
Doesnât look away.
He curls his fingers around your waistband, slow and careful, like heâs afraid of mishandling the privilege. The fabric slides down over your hips, over the soft lines of your thighs, and his gaze follows every inch like heâs memorizing sunlight.
You can feel the moment something in him gives out. His eyes soften. His shoulders ease. His entire being settles into the truth of what heâs offering you: not obligation, not payment, but devotion.
You place your foot on the chair beside him, opening yourself to him, and his breath stutters. Not from shock. From hunger.
You tilt his chin up with your thumb.
âLook at me.â
He does. Immediately.
You trace his bottom lip with your thumb, slow enough to make him shiver. Then your hand slides to the back of his head, guiding him closerâgentle, firm, letting him feel what you expect without saying it twice.
Your voice drops to a murmur, soft enough to feel more dangerous.
âYou know what I want.â
His lashes flutter.
His breath warms your skin.
Heâs already leaning in.
You tighten your grip in his hair, just enough for him to feel the command beneath the softness.
âBe a good boy for me.â
He knows your body.
Not the surface-level map most people memorize, but the language underneath. The way you breathe when youâre anticipating something, the way your muscles tense in warning before pleasure spills over, the tiny shift in your voice that says youâre starting to unravel.
Katsuki leans in slowly, reverently, his hands settling warm on your thighs.
He presses a soft kiss to your inner thigh, right where he knows it makes your breath catch. Another, closer. His mouth trailing a heated path until heâs exactly where you want him.
Your fingers slide into his hair before he even touches you, instinct curling through your spine. You feel the moment he gives in, the moment he surrenders to the role he asked for â the moment he becomes nothing but devotion on his knees.
Your breath stutters when his tongue glides across your clit.
Not gentle, not rough â intentional. Focused.
You bite your lower lip, but the sound still escapes, a thin moan you canât hold back. Your grip in his hair tightens, not harsh, just guiding.
âFaster,â you breathe out, the command rolling off your tongue even as your voice shakes. âDonât make me say it twice.â
His shoulders tense at your tone â not in fear, but in raw obedience â and he adjusts instantly, sucking your puffy clit into his mouth.
Your thighs tremble.
Your breath hitches.
Your voice comes out on a broken exhale.
âHahâjust like thatâŠâ
Katsukiâs hands slide up the backs of your thighs, settling right underneath your ass. His grip tightens, fingers digging in like heâs trying to anchor himself, like he thinks he can pull you impossibly closer if he just holds on hard enough.
A sound slips from him.
Not the rough growl he throws around when heâs teasing.
Not the frustrated noise he makes when he wants more.
This one is soft, broken at the edges â almost a whimper.
It hits you so hard your pulse stutters. You swear the sound of it alone could drag you right over the edge if you let it.
Your fingers twist in his hair again, firmer this time, pulling him from your clit. When he looks up, his chin and lips are slick with effort and devotion, and the sight alone sends a sharp rush of heat through your chest.
âYou look unreal down there,â you murmur, a grin tugging at your mouth as you hold his gaze. âGet up.â
He blinks, breath heavy, waiting for more.
âTake your pants off,â you say, voice dipping into command. âAnd sit in the chair.â
Thereâs no hesitation â just obedience.
The kind thatâs for you and you alone.
You watch him shove his sweats down his legs, and you canât help the laugh that slips out. âNo boxers? What a slut.â
His cock springs free, thick and flushed, a bead of pre already sliding down the tip. He hasnât even been touched yet. If heâd told you he wanted this earlier, you wouldâve had him whining like this ages ago.
You swing a leg over and settle into his lap, your knees bracketing his hips. One of your hands curls on his shoulder for balance, the other wraps around the base of his cock. He jerks under your touch, breath stuttering.
You guide him to your entrance, slow and deliberate, letting the thick head push past your slick folds. The stretch knocks a moan out of you, raw and breathy. âShitâŠâ
You sink down another inch, feeling him open you up, feeling him grip your hips like heâs about to lose his damn mind.
You keep only his tip inside you, just that teasing pressure stretching you open a little, promising so much more. You want to drop your whole weight onto him, take every inch and feel him split you in half. But he ran his mouth earlier. He can wait. He can suffer.
You barely roll your hips, just enough to make him feel the heat of you, not enough to give him anything real. You lean in and drag wet, messy kisses along his neck, your lips and tongue claiming every inch. His breath catches, then it happens again⊠that soft, choked little whimper he tries to swallow.
You smirk against his skin.
âFâŠfuck⊠câmon. Please.â He sounds wrecked already, voice breaking on the plea, chest rising like he canât get enough air.
You bring your lips right to his ear, whisper soft, cruel sweet. âPlease? What is it? What do you want?â
You know exactly what he wants. You just want to hear him fall apart asking.
He shudders under you, hands gripping your hips like heâs bargaining with god. âSit on my dick. All the way. Iâm sorryâŠâ His voice cracks again as he thrusts up just a little, desperate. âCâmon. Do it.â
pull back just far enough to see his face, flushed and tense, jaw tight like heâs holding himself together by a thread. His dick twitches against you, hot and slick at the tip, begging for a home he hasnât earned yet.
You sigh, dramatic and sugar-sweet, pretending to think it over. âSince you apologizedâŠâ
You sink your hips a single inch lower.
Katsukiâs breath punches out of him like heâs been hit.
Then you drop.
Not slow. Not gentle. You take every thick, aching inch in one smooth, merciless motion, your body swallowing him whole. His head snaps back, lips parted, a broken, raw sound ripping out of his throat.
âHolyâfuckingâshit,â he gasps, hands flying to your waist like he needs something to hold onto before he disappears.
The stretch burns in the best way, and you moan into his neck, your nails sinking into his shoulders as you grind down to the base, making sure he feels how deep he is inside you.
Heâs shaking. Actually shaking.
âFuck⊠you feel⊠you feel so goodâŠâ he babbles, voice wrecked.
You roll your hips once, slow and heavy, just to hear him whimper again.
You stay seated on him for a moment, letting the heat settle, letting him feel exactly whoâs in control. Katsukiâs breath stutters against your throat, his fingers trembling where they clutch your hips.
Then you start to move.
Slow at first. A deliberate rise, the slick drag of him slipping almost out of you⊠then a sharp, claiming drop that makes his whole body jolt like electricity ran straight through his spine.
âFâfuck, pleaseâŠâ he chokes, hips twitching uselessly under your weight, like he wants to thrust but doesnât dare without permission.
You tighten your grip on his shoulders. âYou donât move unless I say so.â
His eyes flutter, pupils blown wide. He nods fast, swallowing hard. âY-yea. Yes⊠okayâŠâ
You set the pace yourself, rolling your hips in slow, devastating circles, each one grinding him deeper, wringing another ragged sound out of him. His hands try to guide you, instinctive, desperate.
You catch his wrists and pin them to the chairâs arms.
âKatsuki.â
His name falls from your lips like a warning.
He freezes. Breath held. Muscles locked.
âKeep your hands right here.â
Your voice drops lower. âOr you donât get to finish tonight.â
That does something to him. Something big. His chest rises in a shuddering inhale as he nods, submissive and starving.
âGood boy,â you murmur, and start riding him harder.
Your hips crash down with a new rhythm now, purposeful and punishing. Each stroke makes his thighs tense under you, his abs flex, his breath break apart in soft, humiliating whimpers he canât bite back.
You lean in close, your lips brushing his ear as you bounce on him, pace quickening, purpose sharpening.
âThis is what you wanted, isnât it?â
Another drop, deeper.
âYou wanted me to use you like this.â
A strangled noise spills out of him, his head tipping back, throat exposed and flushed.
âSay it.â
âI⊠I wanted it,â he gasps. âNeeded itâfuckâplease donât stopâŠâ
You donât.
The rhythm builds, the power dynamic snapping tight around his lungs like a leash heâs grateful to wear, every thrust pulling another helpless sound from his chest. His hands flex uselessly against the chair, obeying you, staying exactly where you told him to keep them.
And you ride him harder, hungrier, like youâre making him earn every second of forgiveness he asked for.
Your pace turns relentless, hips snapping down with a rhythm that forces every broken sound in Katsukiâs body to spill out of him. Heâs gone, entirely at your mercy, chest rising in frantic, uneven breaths.
âLook at you,â you murmur against his jaw as you ride him deeper, harder, every movement sharp enough to make his thighs tremble. âBegging like you were made for this.â
His head drops forward, forehead brushing your shoulder. âI canât⊠fuck⊠I canât thinkâŠâ
âGood,â you breathe, tightening your grip on the chair as you slam down on him again. âYouâre not here to think. Youâre here to take it.â
A whine tears out of him, guttural and unguarded. You feel him tightening underneath you, his abs flexing, his hips twitching like heâs one second from forgetting your rule and thrusting up into you.
You slow your hips just enough to make him sob out a breath, your walls squeezing around him as you grind down instead of bouncing.
âKatsuki.â
The warning curls through his spine.
His whole body tenses. âIâm notâIâm not moving, I swearâjust⊠pleaseâŠâ
His fingers curl hard around the ends of the chair, knuckles white, forearms shaking from restraint. He wants to touch you so badly it looks like itâs physically hurting him.
You drag your lips down his throat, slow and purposeful, feeling the shiver that rolls through him.
âYou want to touch me?â Your voice is low, honeyed command.
âYes.â He gasps it out, raw. âGod, yes.â
âThen earn it.â
You slam down again, harder, and his entire body bows, the sound that rips out of him deliciously broken. You start riding him in a punishing rhythm, your ass meeting his thighs with sharp, wet smacks that echo through the room.
Every thrust steals a bit more of him.
Every grind makes him unravel.
His eyes roll back, jaw slack, sweat beading across his brow. Heâs gripping the chair like itâs the only thing keeping him from flying apart.
âTell me,â you hiss against his ear, hips moving faster, rougher, âexactly what youâre sorry for.â
âI wasâfuckââ His voice cracks. âI was rude. I snapped at you, I shouldnât haveâahhâshitââ
You tighten around him, hard, and he cries out.
âAnd?â you push, voice sharp as you bounce on him, pace quickening, punishing.
Your nails drag down his back, your hips slamming down in a rhythm that leaves him wrecked under you.
âGood boy,â you whisper, voice like fire in his ear.
âHah⊠fuck it.â
You barely have time to reach for his wrists before Katsuki snaps. His hands clamp down hard on your ass, fingers digging in deep enough to bruise, and he lifts you just enough to steal control back for a single, desperate second.
Then he thrusts up.
Hard.
Fast.
Relentless.
Your gasp breaks into a loud, raw moan as the sudden force slams through you, his cock driving up into your soaked heat with a rhythm that feels like heâs been starving for it.
âKâKatsuki!â you cry out, nails raking across his shoulders.
âShitâshitâshitââ he groans into your ear, voice wrecked. âIâm sorryâIâm sorryâI justâfuckâfeels so goodâI canâtââ
His thrusts are frantic, hungry, all instinct and need, the chair creaking under both of you with every sharp snap of his hips. Heâs losing it, falling apart under you, thrusting up like heâs chasing salvation in your body.
You wrap your arms tight around his neck, pulling yourself closer, riding out each brutal push.
Heâs driving you right over the edge.
Dragging it out of you.
Forcing it from your body with every wrecked moan he spills into your skin.
And you can feel it buildingâsharp, urgent, inevitable.
You hold onto him like youâre trying to survive an earthquake, but itâs useless. Katsukiâs hips keep slamming up into you with a pace that feels almost violent in how badly he needs you. The chair shudders with every thrust, sweat sliding down his neck, his breath burning hot against your collarbone.
Your orgasm is coiling tight, fast, reckless in your gut. Every time he drives into you, the knot pulls tighter.
âKatsukiââ your voice cracks, high and shaking.
He hears it.
He feels your body tightening around him.
And it ruins him.
âOhâfuckâfuuuck,â he gasps, hips stuttering before he forces them faster, deeper, chasing you like his sanity depends on it. âYouâre gonna comeâshitâpleaseâcome on my dickâpleaseââ
His begging pushes you straight into freefall.
Your climax hits you like a punch to the lungs. Your whole body snaps tight, a shudder ripping through you so hard you nearly fold forward against him. Your moan breaks into something raw and loud, shaking against the side of his neck as you clamp down around him.
You squeeze him so hard Katsuki chokes on his own breath.
âGodâgodâdonât stopâdonât stop,â he babbles, thrusts turning messy, frantic, helpless. âYou feelâshitâyou feel so fucking goodââ
You drag your nails down his back, gripping him as your climax wrings every muscle in your body, pulsing around him in waves that make your legs tremble uncontrollably.
And thatâs all it takes.
He breaks.
Katsukiâs entire body locks up beneath you, his mouth dropping open against your shoulder in a choked, wrecked cry as he comes hard, hips jerking up into you in harsh, deep thrusts that knock another moan out of you.
Heat floods you, thick and hot, spilling into you with every snap of his hips.
He holds you tightâtoo tightâarms wrapped around your waist like he thinks youâll vanish if he doesnât anchor himself to you.
His breath comes in ragged, uneven pants against your throat, his voice shaking, ruined.
âFuck⊠fuck⊠Iâmââ
Another twitch, another broken sound.
âIâm sorry⊠Iâm so sorryâŠâ
Youâre both trembling, chests pressed together, his cock still buried deep inside you, still twitching from the aftershocks.
Heâs ruined.
Spent.
Softened into pure devotion under your hands.
You let your forehead settle against his shoulder, both of you still shivering with the aftershocks, breath tangled and hot between your bodies. Katsukiâs arms slide around your waist, strong but gentle now, the opposite of how wildly heâd been grabbing you seconds ago. He lifts you slowly, careful, like heâs afraid of hurting you after how hard he lost himself.
His softening cock slips out of you, wet and messy, and he hisses through his teeth at the sensitivity. The sound is raw, almost fragile, and then heâs pressing a kiss to your temple like he needs you to know heâs right here, grounded again.
âYou donât listen,â you mutter, your voice half-exasperated, half-threaded with the warm glow of satisfaction. You canât help the soft laugh that slips out against his chest.
His arms tighten, pulling you closer. âI couldnât help it,â he mumbles into your hair, voice rough and low. âYou feel too damn good.â
You feel his chest rise under your cheek, still unsteady, still recovering. His hands rub slow circles against your lower back, coaxing your body down from its high, taking care of you without thinking. That post-orgasm tenderness he pretends he doesnât have.
You sigh, tracing idle shapes at the base of his neck. âYouâre impossible.â
âYeah,â he mutters, tilting his head to nuzzle your hairline. âBut Iâm your impossible.â
His breath ghosts warmly over your ear.
âYou alright?â he adds, quieter now, almost shy.
The apology sits there in his voice, unspoken but heavy, wrapped in the way he holds you like heâs making up for every sharp word from earlier.
And for a moment, the room is nothing but the two of you, tangled up in heat, forgiveness, and the kind of softness he rarely says out loud.
Katsuki keeps holding you for a long moment, his breath finally evening out, his heartbeat slowing under your cheek. When he feels your muscles start to relax, he slips one hand under your thighs and stands, lifting you with that quiet, post-sex strength he only ever uses when heâs being gentle.
âCâmon,â he murmurs, voice still a little wrecked. âLetâs get you cleaned up.â
He carries you to the bathroom like itâs nothing, like you weigh as much as a hoodie, setting you down on the counter with obscene care. He grabs a warm washcloth, tests the temperature on his wrist before touching you, and he doesnât say a word while he cleans you up. Just soft, slow movements, wiping between your thighs, cleaning the mess he made, making sure heâs not rough in the slightest.
His fingers brush your hip, and he pauses.
âYou good?â
Itâs low. Sincere. Vulnerable in a way he tries to hide.
You nod, and he exhales like heâs relieved.
He tosses the cloth in the hamper, then helps you down from the counter but keeps an arm around you like you might wobble. You do wobble a little, and he smirks, but itâs the soft kindâthe âIâm stupid in love and pretending Iâm notâ kind.
Back in the bedroom, he pulls the blankets back with one hand and pats the mattress. âGet in. Iâll grab water.â
You slide into the sheets, and theyâre cool enough to soothe your still-heated skin. Katsuki comes back with a glass of water and one of his clean shirts, dropping both on the bed before climbing in beside you.
He lets you sip first, then gently pulls the shirt over your head, smoothing it down your sides like heâs dressing something precious. When you settle in against him, he shifts until your cheek is on his chest and his arm is a heavy, warm weight around your waist.
His fingers trace circles on your skin, slow and grounding. You nuzzle closer, and he lets out a tiny soundâsomewhere between a sigh and a humâbefore pressing a kiss to your forehead.
âSleep here,â he says quietly, thumb brushing the back of your hand. âStay right here. I got you.â
He holds you until he feels your breathing even out, his touch protective and steady, the kind of tenderness he only shows when no one else is around.
And right before he drifts off, you hear him whisper it, so soft it almost blends with the sheets:
âIâm still sorry. Iâll make it up to you in the morning.â
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him walking into the bedroom to catch you masturbatingâyou, with headphones in, listening to a spicy audio. he stands in the doorway with narrowed eyes, yet almost a receptive gazeâlike heâs learning. and heâs got that smirk on his face, waiting for you to see him after youâre finished with your cute little bullet vibrator. whether that be creaming all over the little toy or you screaming in frustration when you canât quite get there.
but oh, when he hears you moan out his name in that saccharine voice of yours, his pants suddenly feel so fucking tight. and seeing the mixture of shock and slightly excitement in your eyes when you finally see him? oh, heâs even harder now.
so he disconnects your headphones and tells you to start it back at the beginning where he can hear it too. when you hesitate, he presses rewind for you while holding your gaze.
once it plays, he acts to the manâs words and sounds, the lewd and absolutely sinful smacks of his lips against your pussy and calloused thumb rubbing on your poor puffy clit making you cum embarrassingly quick on his tongue.
but thatâs just the first five minutesâhe wants to go through the entire video.
synopsis âž some people say childhood friendships never lastâbut they're wrong about you and hajime. though twenty years of friendship doesn't prepare you for what happens when you finally see him as more than the boy who grew up next door
tags âž childhood friends to lovers, roommates to lovers, strong sexual tension, fingering, nipple play, oral sex (mentioned), size kink, praise kink, dirty talk, unprotected sex, creampie, voyeurism (sorta), getting caught, grinding, manhandling, implied exhibitionism, multiple orgasms, massage leads to more
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Some people say childhood friendships never lastâthat they're as fragile as the paper airplanes you used to launch from the second-story window of Iwaizumi's bedroom, soaring briefly before crashing into the unforgiving earth below. But they're wrong. At least they were wrong about the three of you. You, Hajime, and Tooru had been constants in each other's lives since before conscious memory formed, your existences so thoroughly intertwined that sometimes you couldn't remember where your personality ended and theirs began. Your mothers still liked to tell the story of how three-year-old Hajime had stubbornly planted himself between you and a neighborhood dog that had wandered too close, his small fists clenched and ready to defend you despite his own obvious fear. Or how Tooru had wailed inconsolably when your family considered moving to Tokyo for your father's job when you were seven, staging a one-child protest on your front lawn until his mother dragged him home, embarrassed but secretly understanding. The move never happened, and sometimes in your darkest moments, you wondered how different life would have been if it hadâif you'd never grown up witnessing Hajime's quiet evolution from the soft-spoken boy with perpetually dirt-stained knees to the powerhouse ace who could silence a gymnasium with a single spike.
People always assumed Tooru was the glue that held your trio togetherâcharismatic, beautiful Tooru with his perfect smile and carefully crafted persona. But you knew better. It was Hajime who anchored you both, his unwavering reliability providing the foundation upon which your friendship was built. When Tooru pushed himself too far during practice, it was Hajime who forcibly dragged him home, his hand rough on the back of Tooru's neck but his eyes betraying genuine concern. When you struggled through advanced mathematics in your third year, staying up until your vision blurred and your fingers cramped around your pencil, it was Hajime who appeared at your window at midnight with energy drinks and his meticulously organized notes, refusing to leave until the equations made sense. "I'm not doing this for you," he'd grumble, but the lie was transparent. He had always been a terrible liar.
The three of you had created your own language over the yearsâa complex system of inside jokes, half-finished sentences, and meaningful glances that outsiders could never hope to decipher. You could communicate volumes with just the quirk of an eyebrow or the set of your shoulders. You knew exactly which smile of Tooru's was genuine and which was manufactured for his fangirls. Hajime could tell when your laughter was forced, calling you out with a simple, "Cut the crap," that somehow never felt harsh coming from him. And both you and Hajime had become experts at reading the subtle signs of Tooru's insecurityâthe infinitesimal tightening around his eyes, the way his fingers would twist just a little too hard in the hem of his shirt. In those moments, you'd exchange a glance with Hajime, an entire conversation happening in seconds: Your turn or mine? He needs us. Again.
High school slipped away like sand through fingers, impossible to grasp no matter how tightly you clenched your fist around the memories. The inevitability of separation loomed like a thundercloud on the horizon, impossible to ignore but easy to pretend wasn't thereâuntil graduation day arrived with its brutal finality. Tooru was Argentina-bound, his talent too immense for Japan to contain. Hajime had chosen Tokyo for sports medicine, his practical nature guiding him toward a future that would keep him connected to the sport even after his body could no longer withstand the punishing demands of competitive play. And youâwell, you'd applied to universities in Tokyo almost as an afterthought, your real motivation transparent to anyone who knew you well enough. Where Hajime went, you followed. It had always been that way, even when Tooru was there to complete your triangle.
The night before Tooru's departure had been uncharacteristically subdued. No dramatic declarations, no forced cheerfulness. Just the three of you sprawled across the floor of his half-packed bedroom, surrounded by the artifacts of a childhood about to be left behind. Tooru's eyes had been red-rimmed, though he'd deny crying if confronted. Hajime had been quieter than usual, his normally expressive face carefully blank as he absently tossed a volleyball from hand to hand. You'd lain between them, your head on Hajime's thigh, your feet in Tooru's lap, feeling the physical connection between the three of you like a living thing, already grieving its imminent loss.
Tokyo welcomed you and Hajime with indifferent arms, the city too vast and impersonal to care about two more people from the countryside. Your apartment was cramped and overpriced, a fifth-floor walk-up with temperamental plumbing and walls thin enough to hear your neighbors' most intimate moments. But it was yoursâyours and Hajime'sâand there was something thrilling about that possession, about building something that belonged just to the two of you. No parents, no Tooru, no history except what you carried with you.
The first few weeks had been a chaotic blur of unpacking, getting lost on subway lines, discovering which convenience store had the best onigiri, and learning to navigate the strange new terrain of living with Hajime without the buffer of Tooru between you. You'd seen glimpses of this Hajime beforeâthe one who existed when Tooru wasn't around to command attentionâbut never for extended periods. Never with this raw, unfiltered intimacy that came from sharing a bathroom sink and seeing each other first thing in the morning, bleary-eyed and defenseless.
Hajime in private was both exactly who you'd always known and someone entirely new. The gruffness remained, but without Tooru to focus it on, it softened around the edges. He still exercised with religious dedication, but now you witnessed the full extent of his routineâthe way sweat gleamed on his skin as he did push-ups in the living room, his t-shirt clinging to the muscles of his back, the controlled rhythm of his breathing as he counted reps under his breath. You found yourself watching him more often than you'd care to admit, cataloging the details you'd somehow missed despite years of friendship: the small scar at the corner of his jaw from a childhood biking accident, the way one eyebrow lifted slightly higher than the other when he was skeptical, how his handsâalways so capable and strongâcould be surprisingly gentle when he absentmindedly massaged your shoulders after you'd been hunched over textbooks for too long.
Tooru's absence was strange and disorienting, like losing a limb. The phantom pain of missing his dramatic entrances, his ridiculous poses, his ability to fill a room with his presence alone. Video calls helped, but they were a pale imitation of having him physically present, his voice tinny through speakers, his image frozen by bad connections at the most inopportune moments. Still, there was comfort in seeing his face, in watching him gesticulate wildly as he described his new teammates, his new apartment, his new life that was happening without you. Sometimes you'd catch a shadow crossing his features when you mentioned something you and Hajime had done together, a flicker of something like loneliness before his practiced smile slid back into place. Those moments cut deep, made you question whether you'd made the right choice following Hajime instead of Tooru.
But then Hajime would do somethingâdrop a cup of tea beside you while you studied, press his shoulder against yours during a crowded subway ride, fall asleep on the couch with his head tilted toward your bedroom as if even unconscious he was attuned to your presenceâand the doubt would dissolve. There was an easiness between you now, a comfortable silence that had never been possible with Tooru around to fill every quiet moment with chatter. You learned that Hajime hummed tunelessly while cooking, that he folded his laundry with military precision, that he secretly read historical fiction before bed. He discovered your habit of talking to yourself when concentrating, your collection of ridiculous socks, your inability to remember to buy toilet paper despite multiple reminders.
The physical awareness of him grew by imperceptible degrees, like water slowly rising in a basin. You noticed things you'd never allowed yourself to notice beforeâthe breadth of his shoulders under thin cotton t-shirts, the tanned column of his throat when he tilted his head back to drink, the way his hair fell across his forehead when freshly washed. His presence in a room changed the very air, charged it with something you couldn't name but could feel in the pit of your stomach, in the suddenly rapid beat of your heart.
Sometimes you'd catch him looking at you with an expression you didn't recognize, his eyes dark and unreadable. It would last only a second before he'd turn away, jaw tight, shoulders tense. In those moments, uncertainty would creep in, cold fingers of doubt trailing along your spine. Had you done something wrong? Was he regretting the decision to live together? Did he wish he'd chosen a different roommate, one who didn't leave hair in the shower drain and forget to buy groceries when it was their turn?
Then came the night that changed everythingâthough perhaps change isn't the right word. Perhaps it was more of an awakening, a sudden violent clarity washing over you like ice water, forcing you to see what had been right in front of you all along.
It was a Thursday evening in late October, the kind where autumn's chill had finally committed to its descent, no longer teasing with occasional warm afternoons but settling into the city with grim determination. Rain had been falling steadily since morning, not the dramatic downpour that would give you an excuse to call off plans, but the persistent, monotonous kind that soaked through layers regardless of umbrellas or hoods. You'd arrived home with damp socks and a foul mood, having stepped in a puddle that went halfway up your calf on the final stretch to your apartment building.
Hajime had beaten you home, evident from his muddy running shoes haphazardly kicked off in the entryway (a habit that normally irked you, but today seemed strangely endearing in its familiarity) and the smell of something savory simmering on the stove. The apartment was warm after the damp chill outside, steam fogging the kitchen window as Hajime stood with his back to you, shoulders broad beneath a worn gray t-shirt, the muscles of his forearms visible as he rolled up his sleeves to wash something in the sink.
"I'm home," you called unnecessarily, dropping your sodden bag on the floor with a wet thud.
He glanced over his shoulder, eyes taking in your bedraggled state with a quick sweep that somehow missed nothing. "You look like shit."
"Charming as always, Hajime," you muttered, but there was no heat in it. This was your rhythm, comfortable and worn like an old sweater.
"Take a hot shower before you catch something. Food'll be ready in twenty." He turned back to whatever he was doing, dismissing you with the easy confidence of someone who knew his suggestions would be heeded.
And they would be, because he was rightâyou were freezing, your clothes uncomfortably damp and clinging to your skin. But something stubborn in you resisted the immediate compliance, a childish urge to assert some kind of control in a day that had seemed determined to strip it from you at every turn.
"What are you making?" You moved closer instead, peering around his solid frame to see what was in the pot he was stirring. The kitchen was small, barely enough room for two people to move comfortably, and your shoulder brushed against his back as you leaned in.
"Curry. My mom's recipe." A pause, then almost grudgingly: "The one you like."
Something warm unfurled in your chest at that, at the knowledge that he'd chosen to make your favorite comfort food on this miserable day. It was so typically Hajimeâgruff words masking thoughtful actions, caring for you in ways so subtle and consistent they were easy to overlook. He'd always been like that, from the time you were children and he'd wordlessly handed you his jacket when you shivered at the summer festival, to now, cooking you dinner after what he'd somehow intuited had been a terrible day.
"Let me help," you said, already reaching for the cabinet where plates were kept.
He made a noncommittal grunt that you interpreted as assent, and for several minutes you worked in companionable silence, moving around each other in the cramped kitchen with the unconscious choreography of people who had shared space for years. You set the table while he finished the curry, occasionally brushing against each other in the confined spaceâhis hand on the small of your back as he reached past you for the rice cooker, your arm grazing his as you grabbed utensils from the drawer. Each point of contact sent a small jolt through your system, like static electricity, there and gone so quickly you barely registered it on a conscious level.
"Can you get the good glasses?" Hajime nodded toward the upper cabinet. "The ones your mom sent."
You moved to comply, stretching up on tiptoes to reach the cabinet above the stove where the nice glassware was keptâa housewarming gift from your mother, who had insisted that proper adults needed proper glasses, not the mismatched collection of promotional cups and chipped mugs you'd accumulated through high school. Your fingertips just grazed the shelf, not quite able to reach.
"Move," Hajime said from behind you, the single word a command rather than a request. Before you could respond, his chest pressed briefly against your back as he reached over you, his body heat seeping through your damp clothes and making you acutely aware of just how cold you'd been. He grabbed two glasses with ease, his height advantage making the task effortless where you had struggled.
As he set them on the counter, one slipped from his graspâperhaps because of residual soap from washing his hands, or just one of those inexplicable moments of clumsiness that happen to even the most coordinated people. It shattered on the tile floor with a crash that seemed disproportionately loud in the small kitchen, glass fragments exploding outward in a glittering radius that included where you stood in your socked feet.
What happened next occurred so quickly that your brain struggled to process the sequence of events. One moment you were standing there, staring dumbly at the broken glass surrounding your feet; the next, Hajime's hands were on your waist, large and warm and uncompromising as they lifted you bodily off the ground as if you weighed nothing at all. There was a suspended second of weightlessness, of complete surrender to his strength, before he deposited you firmly on the countertop, your legs dangling a safe distance above the hazardous floor.
"Don't move," he ordered, voice dropping to a lower register than you were accustomed to hearing from him, authoritative and unyielding in a way that sent an unexpected shiver racing down your spine. "You'll cut yourself."
And then he was crouching down, carefully gathering the larger shards of glass, his movements precise and methodical. You sat frozen on the countertop, but it wasn't the broken glass that had immobilized youâit was the sudden, visceral awareness of Hajime as a man, not the boy you'd grown up with. The realization crashed over you with such force that it momentarily robbed you of breath, of thought, of any coherent response beyond the thundering of your heart against your ribs.
His hands. God, his hands. How had you never truly seen them before? Large enough to span your waist with ease, strong enough to lift your entire body without apparent effort. The same hands that had patched up your scraped knees as children, that had spiked volleyballs with devastating power in high school, that now moved with careful precision as they collected broken glass. The dichotomy was dizzyingâsuch strength capable of such gentleness, such careful control harnessing such raw power.
And the way he'd lifted youâso effortlessly, so decisively, without hesitation or strain. As if the most natural response to potential danger was to simply remove you from its path, to take control of the situation and your body in one fluid motion. There had been nothing sexual in the gesture, nothing overtly intimate, and yet heat bloomed low in your abdomen, spreading outward until even your fingertips tingled with it.
This was Hajimeâyour Hajimeâwho had seen you with chicken pox and braces, who had held your hair back when you vomited after your first ill-advised experiment with alcohol at sixteen, who knew all your embarrassing secrets and childhood fears. And yet suddenly he was also this stranger with broad shoulders and capable hands and a voice that commanded obedience without question. How had you never noticed the way his t-shirt stretched across his chest when he reached up, or how the tendons in his forearms flexed as he worked, or the sheer masculine solidity of him occupying space in your shared kitchen?
"You okay?" His voice cut through your spiraling thoughts, and you realized he was looking up at you from his crouched position, brow furrowed in concern. "You look flushed. Are you getting sick?"
Sick? Yes, perhaps that explained the sudden heat in your cheeks, the difficulty drawing a full breath, the way your entire body seemed to vibrate with a new awareness you couldn't name. Easier to blame it on illness than to confront the truthâthat something fundamental had shifted in your perception of the man before you, something that couldn't be undone or ignored.
"I'm fine," you managed, your voice sounding strange to your own ears, higher than usual and slightly breathless. "Just... startled."
He grunted, clearly unconvinced, and went back to cleaning up the glass. You watched him in silence, cataloging details with newfound intensityâthe way his hair fell across his forehead as he bent forward, the strong column of his neck disappearing into the collar of his t-shirt, the flex and release of muscles in his shoulders as he moved. How many times had you seen him exactly like this, performing some mundane task in your shared space? And yet now, it was as if you were seeing him through a completely different lens, one that stripped away the comfortable familiarity of your history together and left only this visceral, primal awareness in its place.
Your mother's voice suddenly echoed in your memory, her raised eyebrow and knowing smile when you'd announced your plan to share an apartment with Hajime. "Just the two of you?" she'd asked, a teasing lilt to her voice that had made you roll your eyes at the time. "You know, sweetheart, people change when you live with them. You might see sides of Hajime you've never noticed before."
You'd dismissed her concern with the confident ignorance of someone who believed they knew everything there was to know about their oldest friend. "Mom, it's Hajime. We've been joined at the hip since we were in diapers. There's nothing about him I don't already know."
How spectacularly, catastrophically wrong you had been. Because the Hajime you'd known all your life didn't make your pulse quicken with a single touch. He didn't make you hyperaware of your own body, of the thin fabric of your shirt against suddenly sensitive skin, of the exposure of your bare legs where they dangled from the countertop. He didn't make you wonder, with a kind of reckless curiosity that bordered on desperation, what those hands would feel like on other parts of your body, what that voice would sound like murmuring against your ear, what that strength would be like if it was focused entirely on you in an entirely different context.
Hajime finished gathering the larger pieces of glass and stood, moving to the trash can to dispose of them. "Don't get down yet," he instructed, grabbing the broom from the corner. "I need to sweep to make sure I got all the small pieces."
You nodded mutely, not trusting your voice. There was something almost unbearably intimate about sitting on the counter watching him clean up the mess, something domestic and quotidian that now seemed charged with new significance. This was your life togetherâbroken glasses and curry for dinner and rain pattering against the windowsâand yet suddenly it felt like the setting for something much more complex, much more dangerous than mere friendship or sharing an apartment.
He swept methodically, his movements economical and thorough, occasionally glancing up at you with that same concerned furrow between his brows. "You sure you're okay? You've been quiet."
"Just tired," you lied, forcing a smile that felt brittle on your face. "Long day."
He studied you for a moment longer, eyes narrowing slightly as if he could see through the flimsy excuse, but ultimately he let it go. That was Hajime tooâknowing when to push and when to give you space, respecting your boundaries even when he suspected you weren't being entirely truthful. The thought sent another wave of heat through you, the realization that his consideration, his attentiveness, had always been there but now carried new weight, new implications.
"Done," he announced finally, setting the broom aside. He moved back to stand in front of you, positioned between your dangling legs, and for one wild, heart-stopping moment you thoughtâhoped? feared?âhe might put his hands on your waist again, might lift you down as easily as he'd lifted you up. Instead, he stepped back slightly, giving you space to slide off the counter on your own.
"Thanks," you murmured, suddenly shy in a way you'd never been with him before. Your feet touched the floor, and you were abruptly aware of the height difference between you, of how you had to tilt your head back slightly to meet his eyes, of how easily he couldâ
Could what? Your mind raced ahead, filling in blanks with possibilities that had never occurred to you before this moment. Could back you against the counter. Could tilt your chin up with those strong fingers. Could bend down andâ
"Food's getting cold," Hajime said, breaking the spell. He turned away to grab the pot of curry, seemingly oblivious to the chaotic spiral of your thoughts, to the seismic shift that had just occurred in your perception of him, of your relationship, of everything.
You moved to the table on unsteady legs, sinking into your chair with the distinct feeling that you were no longer the same person who had walked through the door twenty minutes ago. That version of you had seen Hajime as a constant, a known quantity, a childhood friend turned roommate with no complex layers to navigate. This new version saw him as... something else entirely. Something that made your skin too tight, your breath too shallow, your thoughts too scattered to form coherent patterns.
As he served the curry, his forearm brushed against your shoulder, and you flinched at the contact, a small involuntary movement that didn't escape his notice.
"Seriously, what's wrong with you tonight?" he asked, genuine concern mixing with exasperation in his voice. "You're acting weird."
You looked up at himâat the familiar features you'd known all your life, at the strong jaw and direct gaze and perpetual slight furrow between his browsâand felt as if you were seeing a stranger superimposed over your oldest friend. How could you explain that the problem wasn't him but your own sudden, visceral recognition of him as a man, as someone who could make your heart race with just the casual display of strength, who could command a roomâcommand youâwith nothing more than the tone of his voice?
"Nothing's wrong," you lied again, knowing he wouldn't believe you but unable to offer anything closer to the truth. "Just... thinking about something."
He raised an eyebrow, clearly waiting for elaboration, but when none came, he simply shook his head and sat down across from you. "Fine. Keep your secrets. But eat something before you pass out."
You picked up your spoon obediently, going through the motions of eating while your mind continued its treacherous exploration of this new territory. Every movement Hajime made now seemed laden with significanceâthe flex of his jaw as he chewed, the way his fingers curled around his water glass, how his throat worked when he swallowed. Had he always taken up so much space at the table, his presence so solid and undeniable? Had his eyes always held that intensity when they rested on you, as if he could see beneath your skin to the turmoil beneath?
"Is it not good?" he asked, nodding toward your barely-touched food.
"No, it's delicious," you assured him quickly, forcing yourself to take another bite to prove it. "I'm just... distracted."
"By what?" he pressed, setting down his spoon and giving you his full attention. It was overwhelming, being the sole focus of that gaze, being pinned in place by nothing more than his interest, his concern.
"Work stuff," you said vaguely, knowing it was a weak excuse but unable to formulate anything more convincing when your brain was so thoroughly occupied with cataloging the exact shade of his eyes in the warm kitchen light, the precise curve of his mouth as it turned down slightly in skepticism.
He didn't believe youâthat much was clear from his expressionâbut instead of calling you on the obvious lie, he simply reached across the table and pressed the back of his hand to your forehead, checking for fever with the casual intimacy of someone who had done so countless times before. His skin was cool against yours, his touch gentle despite the roughness of his calluses, and you fought the urge to lean into the contact like a cat seeking affection.
"You don't feel warm," he murmured, brow furrowed in concentration. "But you look flushed."
Because you're touching me, you wanted to say. Because I can feel your pulse in your wrist where it rests against my cheek. Because I suddenly can't remember how to breathe normally when you're this close. Instead, you pulled back slightly, breaking the contact before you could do something mortifying like turn your face into his palm.
"I'm fine, Hajime. Really. Just tired and wet and..." You trailed off, gesturing vaguely at your still-damp clothes.
Understanding dawned on his face. "You never took that shower. Go. Now. Before you actually do get sick." He stood, gathering your mostly-full plate. "I'll keep this warm for you."
The note of command was back in his voice, that tone that brooked no argument and expected immediate compliance. And just like that, the heat returned, spreading through your body like wildfire, making it difficult to stand without revealing the sudden weakness in your knees.
"Yeah, okay," you managed, pushing back from the table. "Thanks."
As you turned to go, his hand caught your wrist, the contact sending a jolt of electricity up your arm. You froze, heart hammering against your ribs, afraid to look back at him lest your face betray the chaos of your thoughts.
"Hey," he said, his voice softer now, tinged with genuine concern. "You'd tell me if something was really wrong, right?"
The question hung in the air between you, loaded with years of trust and friendship, with the certainty that had always existed between youâthat no matter what, you could tell each other anything. Except this. How could you possibly tell him that everything had changed in the span of a few minutes, that you suddenly saw him not as Hajime-your-friend but as Hajime-the-man, that your body responded to his proximity in ways that were entirely new and terrifying and exhilarating?
"Of course," you lied, the words tasting bitter on your tongue. "Always."
He released your wrist, apparently satisfied, and you fled to the bathroom, closing the door behind you with perhaps more force than necessary. You leaned against it, eyes closed, breath coming in shallow gasps as if you'd run a marathon instead of simply walking down a hallway.
The face that greeted you in the mirror was both familiar and strangeâyour features the same as they had always been, but your eyes wider, darker, your cheeks flushed with color that had nothing to do with fever or cold. You looked like someone on the edge of something monumental, someone teetering between before and after, between safety and risk.
As you stripped off your damp clothes and stepped under the hot spray of the shower, you couldn't escape the realization that had ambushed you in the kitchen. Hajime was no longer just your childhood friend, your roommate, your constant. He was a man who made your pulse race and your skin tingle, whose casual display of strength had awakened something primal and hungry within you, whose voice could command your obedience with a single word.
And nothingânot the scalding water beating down on your shoulders, not the steam filling the small bathroom, not the rational part of your brain screaming warnings about ruining friendships and crossing lines that couldn't be uncrossedânothing could wash away the sudden, visceral certainty that you wanted him. Not as a friend, not as a roommate, but as a man wants a woman, with all the messy, complicated, thrilling implications that entailed.
The question that remained, as you pressed your forehead against the cool tile of the shower wall and tried to regain your equilibrium, was what the hell you were supposed to do about it now.
The days following what you'd come to think of as the Kitchen Incident unfolded like a fever dream, your perception of Hajime permanently, irrevocably altered. It was as if someone had adjusted the focus on a camera you'd been looking through your entire lifeâsuddenly everything was sharper, more defined, details you'd never noticed before now impossible to ignore.
There was the morning after, when you'd emerged from your bedroom to find him doing push-ups in the living room, body moving with controlled power, the muscles in his back shifting beneath his thin t-shirt with each precise movement. You'd frozen in the hallway, coffee mug clutched in white-knuckled fingers as you counted along silentlyâforty-seven, forty-eight, forty-nineâuntil he finally rolled to his feet in one fluid motion. A strange flutter rippled through your stomach at the sight, but you pushed it down immediately. This was Hajime, for god's sake. The same Hajime who'd eaten dirt on a dare when you were eight, who'd thrown up in your mom's hydrangea bushes after your first attempt at making cookies resulted in severe food poisoning. There was absolutely no reason for your heart to suddenly kick against your ribs just because he could do a lot of push-ups.
"Morning," he'd grunted, using the bottom of his shirt to wipe sweat from his face, momentarily exposing a stretch of tanned abdomen. You forced your eyes away, confused by the urge to keep staring. "You sleep okay?"
You'd mumbled something noncommittal, retreating to the kitchen before your brain could continue its bizarre malfunction. Probably just tired. Or hungry. Or both.
Then there was the incident with the jar three days laterâa stubborn pickle jar with a lid that refused to budge despite your increasingly frustrated efforts. You'd been about to resort to running it under hot water when Hajime wandered in, drawn by your muttered curses. Without a word, he'd taken it from your hands, his fingers brushing against yours in a contact that sent an unexpected jolt through your system. He'd twisted the lid off with one easy motion, not even the slightest strain showing on his face as the vacuum seal gave way with a soft pop.
"Thanks," you'd managed, trying not to stare at his hands. Had they always been that large? That capable-looking? You'd seen those hands nearly every day for the past twenty years, and yet suddenly they seemed like they belonged to a stranger. A man, not the boy you'd grown up with. The thought made you strangely light-headed.
"You okay?" he'd asked, interrupting your confused spiral.
"Fine," you'd said quickly, snatching the jar back and turning away. Just a weird mood. That's all it was. You'd get over it.
But you didn't get over it. If anything, this strange new awareness of Hajimeâof his physical presence, his strength, the sheer masculine energy he exuded without seeming to realize itâonly intensified as the days passed. You found yourself noticing things you'd never paid attention to before: the way his throat worked when he swallowed, the rough calluses on his palms when his hand accidentally brushed yours, the way his t-shirts stretched across his shoulders, evidence of years of rigorous athletic training.
The breaking point came a week after the Kitchen Incident, when you'd returned home from a study session to find Hajime in the bathroom, crouched down in front of the sink, wrench in hand as he worked on a leaky faucet. He hadn't heard you come in, too focused on the task at hand, giving you an uninterrupted view of him from the doorway. He wore a simple white tank top that had seen better days, thin with washing and clinging to the muscles of his back where sweat had made it transparent. His jeans rode low on his hips as he leaned forward, exposing a strip of tanned skin and the waistband of his black boxer briefs. His arm flexed as he turned the wrench, the muscles shifting beneath his skin with controlled power that made your mouth suddenly dry.
You'd stood there, frozen in the hallway, watching as he worked, completely unaware of your presence or the effect he was having on you. Water dripped from the pipe onto his forearm, trailing down to his wrist in a meandering path that your eyes followed with inexplicable intensity. A bead of sweat rolled down the back of his neck, disappearing beneath the collar of his tank top, and you had the sudden, intrusive urge to trace its path with your tongue, to taste the salt of his skin, toâ
The thought had jolted you out of your trance, shocking in its suddenness and clarity. What the fuck was wrong with you? This was Hajime. Your best friend. The boy who'd pushed you on the swings and shared his lunch when you forgot yours and sat with you in the nurse's office when you had your first period at school and were too embarrassed to call your mom. You didn't think about licking his skin or touching him orâGodâanything else your suddenly deranged brain was suggesting.
You'd backed away silently, retreating to your room before he could notice you, closing the door and leaning against it as you tried to understand what was happening to you. It was just stress, you'd decided. The pressure of university, of being away from home for the first time, of adjusting to this new life in Tokyo. That had to be it. There was no other explanation for why you'd suddenly started noticing your childhood friend in ways that made your skin feel too tight and your heart beat too fast.
Denial, it turned out, was a surprisingly effective coping mechanismâat least for a while. You managed to convince yourself that your heightened awareness of Hajime was just a phase, a temporary blip that would resolve itself if you just ignored it hard enough. You avoided being alone with him when possible, kept physical contact to a minimum, and desperately tried not to notice things like the way his hair fell across his forehead when he leaned over his textbooks or how his voice dropped to a lower register when he was tired.
But then came the heatwaveâa brutally hot Saturday in early November, one of those freakish late-autumn days where summer seemed to have returned with a vengeance, the temperature soaring into the high eighties despite the changing leaves. You'd spent the morning at the library, studying for upcoming exams in the blessed air conditioning, but eventually hunger had driven you home despite the heat that hit you like a physical wall when you stepped outside.
The apartment was quiet when you entered, the only sound the distant hum of traffic from the street below and the soft whirring of the standing fan in the corner of the living room. You called out a greeting that went unanswered as you kicked off your shoes, dropping your bag by the door with a heavy thud.
"Hajime?" The apartment wasn't largeâif he was home, he should have heard you. Perhaps he'd gone out, though his running shoes remained in their usual haphazard position by the door.
Movement caught your eye through the glass door leading to the small balconyâa flash of bare skin in the sunlight. You moved closer, curiosity drawing you forward, and then stopped dead, your breath catching in your throat at the sight that greeted you.
Hajime lay stretched out on a towel on the balcony floor, wearing nothing but a pair of black athletic shorts that rode high on his powerful thighs. His chest was bare, absolutely drenched in sweat that made his skin gleam in the harsh afternoon sun, the defined muscles of his abdomen rising and falling with each slow breath. The dusting of dark hair across his chest was visible now, damp with sweat and trailing down to his navel before thickening into a more defined path that disappeared beneath the waistband of his shorts. His small brown nipples were hard, either from the heat or the light breeze that occasionally stirred the heavy air, the contrast against his tanned skin making your mouth water in a way that shocked even you. A smaller towel was draped across his face, presumably to block the sunlight, leaving him unaware of your presence as you stood frozen in the doorway, eyes wide and heart hammering against your ribs.
He was magnificentâraw masculinity on display, unfiltered and unself-conscious in a way that made your knees weak and your core throb with sudden, undeniable want. Those shorts left absolutely nothing to the imagination, plastered to his body by sweat and revealing the substantial outline of what could only be his cock, thick and heavy even in its relaxed state. You couldn't tear your eyes away from it, from the clear shape visible through the thin, sweat-soaked fabric, your brain immediately supplying vivid imagery of what it might look like freed from those shorts, how it would feel in your hand, your mouth, between your thighs.
'Fuck,' your inner voice whispered, no longer interested in denial or pretense. 'Look at that bulge. He's fucking huge. I knew it, I fucking knew he'd be hung like that. I bet he could split me in half with that thing and I'd thank him for it.'
You should move. You should turn around, go back inside, pretend you'd never seen thisâHajime splayed out like an offering, all that strength rendered momentarily vulnerable in unconscious repose. But your feet remained rooted to the spot, your eyes greedily devouring details you'd never allow yourself to linger on if he were awake: the sharp cut of his hipbones above the waistband of his shorts, the way his throat worked as he swallowed unconsciously, the trail of hair that you suddenly, desperately wanted to follow with your tongue, from his chest all the way down to where it disappeared beneath his shorts, to take his cock in your mouth andâ
'Jesus Christ, I need therapy,' your brain supplied, even as your body throbbed with want so intense it was almost painful. 'Or I need to get laid. By him. Right now. On this balcony. I don't even care if the neighbors see. They should see. Everyone should see what a fucking god he is.'
The towel shifted, and your heart stopped as Hajime's hand moved to push it up slightly, revealing the strong line of his jaw, the curve of his mouth. You were caught, deer in headlights, unable to move or speak or do anything but stare with undisguised hunger at the feast laid out before you.
"That you?" His voice was rough, whether from sleep or the heat impossible to tell. "Thought you'd be gone longer."
"Just got back," you managed, impressed at how normal your voice sounded when your internal monologue had devolved into a stream of 'fuck me fuck me please just fuck me until I can't walk straight, bend me over right here, I don't care, I'll take that monster cock any way you want to give it to me.'
He pushed the towel off entirely now, squinting up at you against the brightness of the sun. Sweat gleamed on his forehead, in the hollow of his throat, along the ridges of his abdomen. A drop rolled slowly down his chest, following the line of dark hair downward, and you tracked its progress with an intensity that bordered on obsession.
'Fuck, I don't care how sweaty he is, I'd lick every drop off him like it's the best thing I've ever tasted,' you thought wildly. 'I'd clean him better than any shower could, get on my knees and worship every inch of that body with my tongue until he couldn't take it anymore and had to fuck my throat just to shut me up.'
"You okay?" Hajime propped himself up on his elbows, brow furrowing in concern, the movement causing his abdominal muscles to flex and contract in a way that made your mouth water. "You look weird again. Is it the heat?"
Oh, it was heat alrightâthe heat of your cunt practically dripping at the sight of him, the heat of imagining those big hands spreading your thighs wide, those fingers pushing inside you, that mouth on your neck, your breasts, between your legs, that cock stretching you open so good you'd see stars.
"I'm fine," you said, the lie coming easily after weeks of practice. "Just a little warm."
He grunted, unconvinced as always by your increasingly transparent falsehoods. "Grab some water. You look like you're about to pass out."
'I'm about to cream my fucking pants is what I'm about to do,' you thought hysterically. 'One good look at that dick print and I'm ready to let you ruin my life, destroy my pussy, leave me a whimpering mess begging for more. I'd let you cum on my face and use it as a fucking face mask, I swear to god.'
"Good idea," you said, impressed by your own self-control when your entire body felt like it was on fire, your underwear embarrassingly damp just from looking at him. "You want some too?"
He nodded, still watching you with that slight furrow between his brows, the one that appeared whenever he was trying to solve a particularly challenging problem. You were the problem now, your strange behavior these past weeks, the way you flinched when he touched you, the flush that seemed permanently etched on your cheeks whenever he was near.
You retreated to the kitchen on unsteady legs, pressing your thighs together as you walked in a vain attempt to alleviate the ache between them. This couldn't continue. You couldn't keep living like this, constantly on edge, constantly fighting this new awareness of him, this hunger that threatened to consume you from the inside out. Something had to give.
But as you filled two glasses with cold water, hands trembling slightly, you knew with absolute certainty that it wouldn't be today. Today you would bring him water, you would make normal conversation, you would retreat to your room and shove your face into your pillow to muffle the sounds as you fucked yourself with your fingers, imagining it was his cock inside you, his voice in your ear telling you how tight you were, how good you felt, how he was going to fill you up with his cum until it dripped down your thighs.
And tomorrow? Tomorrow you would do it all again, trapped in this exquisite torture of wanting what had once been the most familiar, comfortable relationship in your lifeânow transformed into something dangerous, thrilling, and entirely out of your control.
Days passed in a haze of unrelenting sexual frustration following the balcony incident. You'd managed to hand Hajime his water that day, maintaining a facade of normalcy while your internal monologue screamed obscenities that would make a sailor blush. The pattern had continuedâyou going about your daily life pretending everything was fine while your mind supplied increasingly explicit scenarios involving your childhood friend, his massive cock, and various surfaces of your shared apartment.
Tonight was no different, the clock on your laptop reading 7:48 PM as you attempted to focus on an assignment due the following week. The apartment had been quiet for hours, Hajime still at practice, giving you a brief reprieve from the constant torment of his presence. You'd almost managed to trick yourself into believing you could be productive, that you could think about something other than what Hajime would look like naked and sweaty above you, when the sound of the front door opening shattered your concentration.
His footsteps in the hallway were immediately differentâslower, heavier, with a slight drag that wasn't typical of his usual confident stride. You looked up from your laptop as he appeared in the doorway to your room, his face drawn in a grimace that set alarm bells ringing in your head.
"What's wrong?" you asked, immediately closing your laptop and giving him your full attention. Despite the constant state of arousal he unknowingly kept you in, he was still your best friend, and the obvious discomfort on his face pushed all lustful thoughts temporarily aside.
"Pulled something during practice," he muttered, leaning against the doorframe with one hand pressed to his upper thigh. Even in pain, he managed to look devastatingly attractive, his hair damp with sweat and his practice clothes clinging to his body in a way that highlighted every defined muscle. "Coach says it's just a strain, but it hurts like a bitch."
Your eyes were drawn to where his hand pressed against his thigh, just below where his athletic shorts ended. The muscle there was tensed visibly, and without thinking, you blurted out, "I could massage it for you."
The words hung in the air between you, and for a split second, panic seized your chest. What the fuck were you thinking? Offering to put your hands on his thigh when you could barely look at him without imagining riding his face? But before you could retract the offer, Hajime's expression shifted from surprise to relief.
"Would you? Coach showed us how to do it, but it's awkward to reach properly myself." He straightened from the doorframe, wincing slightly as he put weight on the affected leg. "It's my hamstring, upper inner thigh. Guess I pushed too hard during sprints."
Your mouth went dry at his casual description. Upper inner thigh. Which meant your hands would be inches from hisâNo. Focus. He was in pain, and he needed your help. This was what friends did for each other. It didn't matter that your heart was suddenly racing, that heat was pooling between your legs at the mere thought of touching him so intimately. You were an adult. You could handle this.
"Sure," you managed, aiming for nonchalance and probably missing by a mile. "Come sit down." You patted the edge of your bed after you put your laptop away, the only suitable surface in the room besides your desk chair, which was too small and awkward for what you'd need to do.
Hajime crossed to the bed with that same slight limp, the discomfort evident in the tightness around his eyes. He sat heavily on the edge of your mattress, the familiar weight of him causing the bed to dip, sending a cascade of memories through your mindâhow many times had he sat exactly like this over the years? How many times had you shared this same casual intimacy without a second thought? And now, your heart was pounding like you were about to jump out of an airplane rather than help your injured friend.
"I, uh, need to..." He gestured vaguely at his shorts, a slight flush creeping up his neck. "To get proper access to the muscle."
"Right," you said, your voice embarrassingly high. "Of course."
With a grunt of discomfort, Hajime stood long enough to push his athletic shorts down his legs, revealing black boxer briefs that clung to his muscular thighs and, more distressingly, did absolutely nothing to hide the substantial bulge at his groin. You forced your eyes away from it, focusing instead on the clearly tensed muscle of his upper thigh, where a slight redness indicated the strained area.
He sat back down, now wearing nothing but his t-shirt and those obscenely tight boxer briefs, his legs slightly spread to accommodate the injury. "Coach said firm pressure in circular motions, working from the knee up. But not too hard right on the strain itself."
You nodded, not trusting your voice, and moved to kneel on the floor between his spread legs. This was fine. This was normal. This was just you helping your injured friend, not you positioning yourself at eye-level with his crotch, close enough to feel the heat radiating from his skin, to smell the clean sweat and masculine scent that was uniquely Hajime.
"Tell me if I press too hard," you said, placing your hands tentatively on his knee, feeling the coarse hair that covered his legs against your palms. His skin was hot to the touch, almost feverish, though whether from the injury or just his naturally high body temperature, you couldn't tell.
You began the massage gently, working your thumbs in small circles just above his knee, feeling the dense muscle beneath your fingers. Hajime was solid everywhere, the result of years of rigorous training, not an ounce of softness to be found. You worked methodically upward, applying gradually increasing pressure as you moved toward the strained area, focusing intently on the task at hand rather than on how close your hands were getting to the edge of his boxer briefs, to the place where his thigh met hisâ
"That's good," Hajime murmured, his voice lower than usual, slightly rough at the edges. "A little higher."
You swallowed hard and obeyed, moving your hands further up his thigh, your thumbs now pressing into the sensitive inner portion where the strain was located. This close, you could see where the hem of his boxer briefs had ridden up slightly, exposing more of his tanned skin. You could also see, no matter how hard you tried not to look, the unmistakable outline of his cock through the thin fabric, seemingly thicker than it had been a few minutes ago.
'He's getting hard from this,' your brain helpfully pointed out, sending a jolt of heat straight between your legs. 'Your hands on his thigh are making his cock hard. Imagine what would happen if you moved your hands just a little higher, slipped them under the fabric, wrapped your fingers aroundâ'
"Harder," Hajime said, breaking into your increasingly inappropriate thoughts. "The muscle's really tight."
You bit your lip and increased the pressure, working your thumbs more firmly into the tense muscle. A small sound escaped himâsomething between a grunt and a groanâand the noise shot straight to your core, your cunt clenching around nothing as your brain immediately categorized it as one of the hottest things you'd ever heard.
"That hurts?" you asked, easing the pressure slightly, trying desperately to maintain some semblance of normal friendly concern.
"No," he said quickly, "It's good. It hurts in a good way. Don't stop."
Don't stop. The words echoed in your head, your imagination immediately supplying a very different context for themâHajime above you, inside you, his voice rough as he told you not to stop, to keep going, to take all of himâ
You realized your thumbs had stilled and resumed the massage, working the tense muscle with more confidence now. Hajime leaned back slightly, bracing himself on his hands, his head dropping back as another low groan escaped him. The position stretched his t-shirt across his chest, highlighting the defined muscles beneath, and caused his abs to contract visibly. The sight made your mouth water, your body responding with a rush of heat and dampness between your thighs.
"That's... really helping," he murmured, eyes closed now, completely unaware of the effect he was having on you. "A little higher, right where it connects... yeah, there."
Your hands were now mere centimeters from the edge of his boxer briefs, your thumbs pressing into the incredibly sensitive juncture where thigh met groin. You could feel the heat of him, the strength in the muscle even as it remained tense under your ministrations. And you could see, no matter how much you tried to be professional about this, that his cock was definitely hardening, the outline becoming more pronounced against the black fabric.
Suddenly, Hajime shifted, dropping from his seated position to lie flat on your bed, one arm coming up to drape across his eyes as he stretched his legs out more fully. "Sorry," he mumbled, "sitting was making it worse. Is this okay?"
It was more than okay. It was the stuff of your recent fantasiesâHajime sprawled across your bed, his powerful body on display, his legs spread to accommodate you between them. The new position pulled his boxer briefs even tighter across his groin, leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination. He was definitely hard now, his cock creating an impressive tent in the fabric, the head of it visible as a distinct ridge beneath the tight material.
"This is fine," you managed, your voice strangled as you adjusted your position, still kneeling but now between his spread legs as he lay on your bed. You resumed the massage, working your thumbs in firm circles against the strained muscle, trying to ignore the fact that his cock was now at eye level, so close you could lean forward and mouth at it through his boxer briefs if you lost all sense of self-preservation.
Hajime made another one of those devastatingly hot soundsâa deep groan that rumbled up from his chestâas your thumbs hit a particularly tight spot. "Fuck, that's it," he murmured, the curse word falling from his lips with an ease that sent another rush of heat to your core. "Right there."
Your cunt throbbed in response to his words, to his tone, to the sight of him laid out before you like some pagan offering to the god of your sexual frustration. Without conscious thought, you shifted position, raising yourself up higher on your knees to get better leverage, one leg moving to straddle his uninjured thigh as you continued to work the knotted muscle.
In this new position, your core was pressed directly against the solid muscle of his thigh, the pressure providing a tantalizing hint of relief for the ache that had built between your legs. You hadn't intended itâor at least, you could tell yourself you hadn'tâbut now that you were here, the temptation was overwhelming. You continued the massage, your thumbs working deep into the muscle, but your focus had shifted almost entirely to the delicious pressure against your cunt, separated from his skin by only the thin fabric of your shorts and underwear.
Hajime's groans grew more frequent, deeper, as you worked the strained muscle with increasing confidence. His arm remained thrown across his eyes, blocking his vision, leaving him unaware of how you'd positioned yourself, of how your hips had begun to move in tiny, almost imperceptible circles against his thigh. The motion was so slight that you could almost pretend it wasn't happening, that you weren't essentially grinding yourself against your best friend while he lay vulnerable and in pain beneath you.
But it was happening. With each press of your thumbs into his muscle, your hips rocked slightly, dragging your clit against the firm ridge of his thigh through your clothes. The dual sensationâhis skin hot beneath your hands, his thigh solid against your coreâwas intoxicating, addictive. You found yourself pressing harder with your thumbs just to justify the increased pressure of your cunt against his leg, the massage becoming secondary to the slow, torturous pleasure building between your thighs.
You weren't even truly massaging anymore, your hands simply holding his thigh as your hips worked in increasingly blatant movements against him. Your breathing had grown heavier, your focus narrowed to the point of contact between your body and his, the rest of the world falling away as pleasure built in slow, inexorable waves. You were wetâembarrassingly soâyour arousal likely soaking through your underwear and shorts to dampen his skin, but you couldn't bring yourself to care, couldn't bring yourself to stop this illicit pleasure even knowing how wrong it was, how much it risked.
"What are you doing?"
Hajime's voice cut through the haze of arousal like a bucket of ice water. His arm was no longer covering his eyes; instead, he had raised his head, propped up on his elbows, watching you with an expression you couldn't immediately decipherâshock, certainly, but something else too, something darker and more intense that made your stomach flip.
Reality crashed back with brutal force. You were straddling his thigh, grinding yourself against him like a bitch in heat while he lay injured on your bed. Your hands had stopped any pretense of massage, instead gripping his thigh as you essentially used him to get yourself off. Mortification flooded through you, hot and overwhelming, as you realized how completely you'd lost control.
"Iâ" you started, but what could you possibly say? How could you explain this away? Your mind raced for an explanation, an excuse, anything to salvage the situation, but came up empty. There was no innocent interpretation of what you'd been doing, no way to pretend this was normal behavior between friends.
Before you could formulate a response, before you could even move off his leg, a familiar electronic chime sounded from your laptop on the deskâthe distinctive ring of an incoming video call. Tooru's custom ringtone, the one he'd set up himself the last time he'd visited, claiming it was "more dramatic" than the default.
Relief surged through you at the interruption, giving you an excuse to escape this excruciating moment. You practically leapt from Hajime's leg, scrambling toward your desk with undignified haste. "That's Tooru," you said unnecessarily, as if Hajime hadn't heard the same ringtone countless times before. "I shouldâI should get that."
"Don't," Hajime said, his voice carrying a note of command that sent an involuntary shiver down your spine despite the circumstances.
But you were already reaching for your laptop, flipping it open with trembling fingers. "He'll just keep calling if I don't answer," you said, the excuse sounding weak even to your own ears. "You know how he is."
Before Hajime could protest further, you accepted the call, Tooru's face filling the screen with his usual dramatic timing. His hair was perfectly styled despite the late hour in Argentina, his smile wide and practiced until he got a good look at your face.
"Well, don't you look flustered," he said immediately, his keen eyes missing nothing even through the screen. "What have you been up to, hmm? Your face is all red."
"Nothing," you said too quickly. "Just, um, exercising."
Tooru's eyebrows shot up, his expression shifting to one of delighted suspicion. "Exercising? In your bedroom? At eight o'clock at night?" His eyes narrowed, peering past you as if trying to see more of the room. "Where's Iwa-chan? Is he home?"
"I'm here," Hajime's voice came from behind you, still rough at the edges but controlled now, giving nothing away. He hadn't moved from your bed, still sprawled there in his underwear with a visible erection, but thankfully out of the camera's field of vision. "Just got back from practice."
Tooru's eyes lit up at the sound of Hajime's voice, his expression turning sly. "Oh? And why aren't you on camera, Iwa-chan? Hiding something?"
"None of your business, Shittykawa," Hajime growled, the familiar insult falling from his lips with practiced ease despite the charged atmosphere in the room.
Tooru gasped dramatically, hand flying to his chest in feigned offense. "So mean, Iwa-chan! And here I am, calling from across the world just to check on my two favorite people." His gaze shifted back to you, shrewd and calculating despite his playful tone. "You're being suspiciously quiet. Both of you are. What were you doing before I called?"
"Nothing," you repeated, knowing you sounded guilty but unable to come up with anything more convincing. "Hajime pulled a muscle at practice. I was just helping him with it."
"Helping him with it," Tooru repeated slowly, his lips curving into a knowing smirk. "I see. And how exactly were you 'helping' him with his... muscle?"
Before you could stammer out another unconvincing denial, you heard the bed shift behind you, and then Hajime was there, his presence solid and unmistakable at your back, still out of the camera's view but close enough that you could feel the heat radiating from his body.
"Hang up," he said quietly, his voice pitched low enough that Tooru couldn't hear, his breath warm against your ear, raising goosebumps along your neck. "Now."
You ignored him, focusing on Tooru instead, desperation making you cling to this lifeline of normalcy, this barrier between you and the conversation you were definitely not ready to have with Hajime. "How's Argentina?" you asked brightly, your voice unnaturally high. "Tell us everything. How's your team? Your apartment? Have you tried that restaurant you mentioned last time?"
Tooru opened his mouth to answer, still looking suspicious but seemingly willing to play along, when you felt Hajime's hand on your thigh. Not your knee, not your calf, but high on your thigh, his fingers splayed wide, nearly spanning the width of it with his palm. The touch was deliberate, possessive in a way that made your breath catch, your words dying in your throat as his hand began to move slowly upward, pushing beneath the loose fabric of your shorts.
"Hang up," Hajime repeated, his voice firmer now, an unmistakable command that made your stomach flip and your core throb with renewed arousal. "Or I'll hang up for you."
His fingers continued their upward path, now brushing against the edge of your underwear, so close to where you were embarrassingly wet, where you had been grinding yourself against his thigh just minutes ago. The touch was a clear escalation, a deliberate crossing of the line you'd already blurred with your actions.
"Are you even listening to me?" Tooru's voice cut through your distraction, his head tilted in confusion at your obvious lack of attention. "What's going on over there? You're acting weird. Both of you."
Hajime's fingers slipped beneath the elastic of your underwear without warning, sliding easily through the slick evidence of your arousal to find your clit with unerring accuracy. The contact was electric, pulling a small gasp from your lips before you could stop it, your body jerking slightly in response.
"Are you okay?" Tooru asked, leaning closer to the screen, his brow furrowed in concern that quickly shifted to suspicion as his eyes narrowed. "Wait a minute. Where exactly is Iwa-chan right now? And why did you make that noise?"
Hajime's fingers didn't still at Tooru's questions, instead beginning to move in slow, deliberate circles against your clit, spreading your wetness, building a pleasure so intense it took everything in you not to moan out loud. His other hand came to rest on your shoulder, keeping you in place as he continued his torturous ministrations, his body a solid wall of heat at your back.
"Iâ" you started, but whatever excuse you might have formed died as Hajime slid a thick finger inside you, the intrusion so sudden and so perfect that your eyes threatened to roll back in your head. "Tooru, I shouldâI need to go."
Understanding dawned on Tooru's face, his eyes widening comically before a shit-eating grin spread across his features. "Oh my god," he said, voice rising with glee. "Oh my GOD. He's touching you right now, isn't he? That's why you're making those faces. That's why he's not on camera." He clapped his hands together in delight. "I knew it! I KNEW IT! You two are fucking!"
"We're notâ" you began automatically, but Hajime chose that moment to curl his finger inside you, hitting a spot that made your words dissolve into a choked sound that could not possibly be mistaken for anything other than pleasure.
"Goodbye, Oikawa," Hajime said, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through your body where he pressed against your back. Without waiting for a response, he reached around you with his free handâthe one not currently buried between your legsâand ended the call with a decisive click, closing the laptop with perhaps more force than necessary.
The sudden silence in the room was deafening, broken only by the sound of your rapid breathing and the obscene wetness of Hajime's finger still moving inside you, joined now by a second that stretched you further, making you bite your lip to hold back a moan.
"Now," he said, his mouth right against your ear, voice deeper than you'd ever heard it, "we're going to talk about what you were doing on my leg. About how fucking wet you are right now. About how long you've been wanting this." His fingers thrust deeper, emphasizing his words, making your back arch involuntarily. "But first, I'm going to make you come. Because I don't think you can focus on anything else right now, can you?"
The question hung in the air between you, not truly requiring an answer when your body was already providing oneâin the way your inner walls clenched around his fingers, in the flood of wetness coating his knuckles, in the small, helpless sounds escaping your throat with each precise movement of his hand. You couldn't focus on anything beyond the overwhelming sensations he was creating, your world narrowed to the points of contact between his body and yoursâhis chest pressed against your back, his breath hot against your neck, his fingers buried deep inside your cunt, stretching you in a way that your own never could.
"Hajime," you gasped, the syllables of his name fractured by the pleasure building inside you. His thumb found your clit, rubbing slow circles with devastating accuracy, as if he'd been studying your body for years rather than touching you intimately for the first time. Perhaps he had been studying you, noticing things about your responses that even you weren't aware of, the same way you'd recently begun cataloging every detail of his physicality with obsessive precision.
"That's it," he murmured, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through your body where he pressed against you. "Let me hear you. Let me feel how much you want this." His fingers curled inside you, finding that spot that made fireworks explode behind your eyelids, pressure building at the base of your spine with each deliberate stroke. "You've been driving me fucking crazy for weeks, you know that? Walking around in those little shorts, watching me when you think I'm not looking, those sounds you make in your room at night when you think I can't hear you through the wall."
Your eyes flew open at that, mortification flooding through you at the realization that he'd heard youâheard the muffled moans you couldn't quite contain as you touched yourself in the darkness, imagining it was his hands, his mouth, his cock bringing you to release. But the embarrassment was quickly overwhelmed by a fresh wave of arousal at the knowledge that he'd been listening, that he'd known all along what you were doing, who you were thinking about.
"You think I couldn't tell it was my name you were saying?" he continued, his fingers never slowing their relentless rhythm inside you. "Think I couldn't hear you begging for my cock through that thin fucking wall?" His teeth grazed your earlobe, the slight pain a counterpoint to the pleasure building between your thighs. "I've been hard for you for so long I thought I was going to lose my mind. And then today, feeling you grinding on my leg like you couldn't help yourself, seeing how desperate you were for meâfuck, I almost came in my underwear like a fucking teenager."
The image his words conjuredâHajime so turned on by your mindless rutting against his thigh that he nearly lost controlâsent a fresh surge of wetness around his fingers, your clit throbbing almost painfully against his thumb as tension coiled tighter in your core.
"Hajime, I'mâ" you couldn't finish the sentence, your words dissolving into a high, keening sound as he added a third finger, the stretch bordering on too much yet somehow exactly what you needed. Your thighs began to tremble, heat spreading through your lower body in waves that threatened to consume you entirely.
"I know," he growled, his voice strained with the effort of his own restraint. "I can feel it. You're getting tighter, wetter. Your little cunt is squeezing my fingers so hard, I can only imagine how good it's going to feel around my cock." His thumb pressed more firmly against your clit, circling with precise, relentless pressure. "Come for me. Now."
Your body obeyed as if it had been waiting for his command, release crashing over you with an intensity that bordered on violence. Your back arched sharply, a cry tearing from your throat as your inner walls clamped down on his fingers in rhythmic pulses, wetness gushing around his hand in a way that would have embarrassed you if you had any capacity for shame left. The orgasm seemed to go on forever, wave after wave of pleasure radiating outward from your core, leaving you limp and trembling in its wake.
As the intensity began to ebb, Hajime carefully withdrew his fingers, the loss making you whimper despite your oversensitivity. He turned you slowly to face him, and for the first time since he'd touched you, you could see his expression clearlyâpupils blown wide with desire, jaw clenched tight with the effort of restraint, a flush high on his cheekbones that spoke of how affected he was by what had just happened.
He brought his hand to his mouthâthe hand that had just been inside youâand deliberately, maintaining eye contact the entire time, sucked his fingers clean, tasting your arousal with a low groan that sent aftershocks of pleasure rippling through your still-sensitive body.
"Fuck, you taste good," he said, the crudeness of the words at odds with the almost reverent tone in which he delivered them. "Been wondering about that for longer than I should admit."
You stared at him, brain struggling to process the radical shift in your relationship, the fact that Hajimeâyour Hajime, your childhood friend, your roommateâhad just made you come harder than you ever had in your life and was now telling you he'd been fantasizing about how you tasted. It seemed impossible, like a particularly vivid dream your sex-starved brain had conjured after weeks of unfulfilled longing.
"How long?" you finally managed, your voice hoarse, as if you'd been screaming though you were fairly certain you hadn't been that loud.
"How long what?" he asked, his hand coming to rest on your thigh, the touch possessive in a way that made your stomach flip pleasantly. "How long have I wanted to taste you? Touch you? Fuck you until you can't remember your own name?" His thumb traced small circles on your inner thigh, dangerously close to where you were still sensitive and wet from your orgasm. "All of the above, probably longer than you've been wanting the same things from me."
"I thoughtâ" you began, then stopped, unsure how to articulate the weeks of confused desire, the certainty that your sudden awareness of him as a sexual being was one-sided, that acting on it would destroy your friendship.
"You thought what?" he prompted, his other hand coming up to cup your cheek, surprisingly gentle given the intensity of what had just transpired between you. "That I didn't notice how you looked at me? That I didn't want you just as badly? That thisâ" he gestured between you, encompassing the electric tension that had been building for weeks, "âwas all in your head?"
You nodded mutely, leaning into his touch like a cat seeking affection, your body still humming with residual pleasure and the building anticipation of what might come next.
"I've wanted you for years," he said quietly, the confession falling between you like a stone in still water, ripples of implication spreading outward. "Not just like thisâthough fuck knows I've thought about it enough to fill several lifetimesâbut all of you. Every part. The good, the bad, the fucking infuriating parts that make me want to shake you sometimes." His thumb brushed across your lower lip, his eyes tracking the movement with hungry intensity. "I just never thought you saw me that way. Not until recently, when something changed. When you started looking at me like you wanted to devour me whole."
"The kitchen," you murmured, understanding dawning. "That night with the broken glass. That's when it started for me. When I saw you differently."
A small smile played at the corners of his mouth, not the full grin that transformed his face but something softer, more private. "I wondered what had happened. One day we were fine, normal, and the next you were jumping every time I touched you, staring at me when you thought I wouldn't notice, taking suspiciously long showers after I'd been working out in the living room."
Heat flooded your cheeks at how transparent you'd apparently been, how obvious your sudden desire had been to the very object of that desire. "You lifted me onto the counter like I weighed nothing," you explained, the memory still vivid, still capable of sending heat pooling between your legs despite the powerful orgasm you'd just experienced. "You just... took control. And suddenly all I could think about was your hands on me, your strength, how easily you couldâ" You broke off, embarrassment finally catching up with you.
"How easily I could what?" he pressed, his voice dropping lower, rougher, his hand on your thigh inching higher, sending sparks of renewed arousal through your oversensitive body. "Tell me. I want to hear exactly what you've been thinking about."
The command in his voice was impossible to resist, breaking down the last of your inhibitions. "How easily you could hold me down," you admitted, the words coming faster now, tumbling over each other in their rush to be spoken. "Pin me against the wall, the bed, the floorâanywhere. How strong you are, how big your hands are, how they'd feel on my skin, inside me, how your cock would feel stretching me open, filling me up until I couldn't take anymoreâ"
Your words cut off as Hajime surged forward, his mouth capturing yours in a kiss that was nothing like the tentative first kisses you'd imagined during your more romantic fantasies. This was raw, hungry, desperateâteeth clashing, his tongue immediately seeking entrance which you granted without hesitation, his hand moving from your cheek to tangle in your hair, holding you exactly where he wanted you as he devoured your mouth with single-minded intensity.
You responded with equal fervor, weeks of pent-up desire finally finding an outlet as your hands clutched at his shoulders, his chest, anywhere you could reach, greedy for the contact you'd been denying yourself. He tasted faintly of youâa reminder of what he'd done moments agoâmixed with something uniquely him, a flavor you immediately knew you'd never get enough of.
When he finally broke the kiss, you were both breathing hard, his forehead resting against yours, his hand still tangled in your hair, grip just tight enough to send little sparks of pleasure-pain across your scalp.
"I'm going to fuck you now," he said, the crude statement delivered with such matter-of-fact certainty that a fresh wave of arousal flooded between your thighs. "Unless you tell me to stop. Unless this isn't what you want."
"I want it," you assured him immediately, no hesitation, no doubt. "I want you. Please, Hajime."
The plea in your voice seemed to snap something in him, the last thread of his restraint giving way. He stood, pulling you up with him in one fluid motion, his hands moving to your waist as he lifted you bodilyâjust as he had that night in the kitchen, but with far different intentions now. Your legs wrapped around his hips instinctively, your core pressing against the hard length of his cock through the thin fabric of his boxer briefs and your shorts, the contact making you both groan.
He carried you to the bed with the same effortless strength that had started this whole chain of events, laying you down with surprising gentleness given the obvious urgency of his desire. He stood at the edge of the bed, looking down at you with an expression that made your breath catchâhunger, yes, but also something deeper, more complex, a tenderness that belied the crude words and actions that had preceded this moment.
"Take off your clothes," he said, the command softened by the slight tremor in his voice, the way his eyes roamed your body as if he couldn't quite believe this was happening. "I want to see all of you."
You complied without hesitation, sitting up to pull your t-shirt over your head, revealing the simple cotton bra beneathânothing fancy or seductive, not something you'd worn with the expectation of anyone seeing it. But the way Hajime's eyes darkened at the sight, his throat working as he swallowed hard, made you feel as desirable as if you'd been wearing the most expensive lingerie.
Your shorts and underwear followed, already damp from your earlier activities, leaving you in just your bra. Before you could reach behind to unclasp it, Hajime was there, his weight dipping the mattress as he knelt beside you, his hands replacing yours.
"Let me," he murmured, deftly unhooking the clasp and sliding the straps down your arms, his calloused fingers leaving trails of fire on your skin wherever they touched. When the last piece of clothing was removed, he sat back slightly, eyes roaming your naked body with undisguised appreciation, taking in every curve, every imperfection you'd normally be self-conscious about but couldn't find it in yourself to worry over when he was looking at you like you were the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen.
"Your turn," you said, finding your voice despite the vulnerability of being completely exposed while he remained partially clothed. "Fair's fair."
A small smirk played at the corners of his mouth as he pulled his t-shirt over his head in one smooth motion, revealing the torso you'd been obsessing over for weeksâbroad shoulders tapering to a narrow waist, defined pectoral muscles dusted with dark hair, abs that flexed unconsciously as he moved, the trail of hair leading down from his navel disappearing beneath the waistband of his boxer briefs. The sight was familiar from your recent observations yet somehow more overwhelming now, knowing you were allowed to look, to touch, to taste.
He stood to remove his boxer briefs, pushing them down his powerful thighs and stepping out of them with an athlete's grace. His cock sprang free, hard and thick and intimidating in its sizeâlarger than you'd imagined even in your most optimistic fantasies, the head flushed dark and already leaking pre-cum, a bead of it glistening at the tip. Your mouth watered at the sight, your body clenching around emptiness in anticipation of being filled by him.
"See something you like?" he asked, the cockiness of the question belied by the slight uncertainty in his eyes, a reminder that for all his confidence, this was new territory for him tooâthis crossing of boundaries, this transformation of friendship into something else entirely.
"Everything," you admitted, no room for artifice or games between you after what you'd already shared. "I like everything I see."
The simple honesty seemed to touch something in him, his expression softening for a brief moment before hunger took over once more. He moved onto the bed fully now, nudging your legs apart to kneel between them, his hands running up your thighs in a touch that was both possessive and reverent.
"I've thought about this so many times," he murmured, his thumbs tracing the creases where your thighs met your hips, dangerously close to where you were wet and aching for him. "Having you spread out under me like this. Seeing all of you. Touching you wherever I want." His hands moved higher, skimming over your stomach, your ribs, finally cupping your breasts with a gentleness that contrasted sharply with the intensity in his eyes. "You're even more beautiful than I imagined."
The compliment sent warmth flooding through you that had nothing to do with sexual arousal and everything to do with the man delivering itâHajime, who had never been free with praise, who showed his affection through actions rather than words, now looking at you like you were something precious and telling you you were beautiful.
His thumbs brushed over your nipples, drawing them into tight peaks, the sensation shooting straight to your core. You arched into his touch, a soft moan escaping your lips as he leaned down to replace one thumb with his mouth, hot and wet as he sucked the sensitive bud between his lips. His tongue circled your nipple with deliberate pressure, teeth grazing lightly in a way that walked the perfect line between pleasure and pain.
"Hajime," you gasped, hands coming up to tangle in his hair, holding him against your breast as he continued his ministrations, switching to the other side to ensure both received equal attention. "Please, I needâ"
"What do you need?" he asked, raising his head to meet your gaze, his hair mussed where your fingers had clutched it, his lips slightly swollen from his attentions to your body. "Tell me. I want to hear you say it."
"I need you inside me," you said, beyond embarrassment, beyond anything but the desperate desire to feel him filling you, stretching you, completing the connection that had been building between you for weeksâperhaps years, if his earlier confession was to be believed. "Please, Hajime. I need your cock. Now."
A low growl rumbled from his chest at your words, his eyes darkening with renewed hunger. "Fuck, the mouth on you," he muttered, shifting his position to align himself with your entrance, the blunt head of his cock pressing against your slick folds. "Been dreaming of hearing you say filthy things like that."
He rubbed himself against you, coating his length in your wetness, the friction against your sensitive clit making you writhe beneath him, seeking more pressure, more friction, more of him. When he finally began to push inside, the stretch was immediate and intenseâhe was big, bigger than anyone you'd been with before, his girth forcing your body to accommodate him inch by agonizing inch.
"Fuck," he hissed, his jaw clenched tight with the effort of restraint, sweat beading on his forehead as he fought the urge to thrust forward all at once. "You're so tight. So fucking perfect." He paused when only the head was inside, giving you time to adjust. "You okay? Not hurting you?"
The concern in his voice, the fact that he was checking on you even while clearly struggling with his own control, made something warm bloom in your chest. "I'm good," you assured him, hands running up his arms to his shoulders, feeling the tension in his muscles as he held himself above you. "Just... go slow. It's been a while."
He nodded, understanding without needing further explanation, and resumed his careful entry, pushing forward with exquisite slowness, retreating slightly before pressing deeper each time, working himself into you with a patience that must have cost him dearly given the tightness of his expression, the trembling in his arms as he braced himself above you.
When he was finally seated fully inside you, both of you were breathing hard, adjusting to the overwhelming sensation of being so intimately connected. He was deep, deeper than you'd thought possible, filling you so completely that you felt stretched to your limits, hovering on that exquisite edge between pleasure and discomfort.
"You feelâ" he began, then broke off, apparently unable to find words adequate to describe the sensation. Instead, he leaned down to capture your mouth in a kiss that was surprisingly tender given the circumstances, his tongue tangling with yours as he remained motionless inside you, giving you time to adjust to his size.
The kiss deepened, grew hungrier as your body gradually relaxed around him, the initial discomfort fading into a growing need for movement, for friction. You shifted beneath him, tilting your hips in a silent plea that he immediately understood, breaking the kiss to meet your gaze as he slowly withdrew almost completely before pushing back in with a controlled thrust that hit places inside you that made your vision blur at the edges.
"More," you gasped, hands clutching at his shoulders, nails digging into the firm muscle there. "Hajime, please, more."
He complied, setting a pace that was measured at firstâlong, deep strokes that allowed you to feel every inch of him as he withdrew and pushed back in, his eyes never leaving your face, watching for any sign of discomfort. But as your body opened for him more fully, as your moans grew louder and more desperate, his control began to slip, his thrusts becoming harder, faster, more demanding.
The change in tempo drove you higher, pleasure building with each precise stroke of his cock inside you. He shifted slightly, changing the angle, and suddenly he was hitting that spot inside you that made stars explode behind your eyelids, your back arching off the bed as a particularly loud moan tore from your throat.
"There?" he asked, though the question was clearly rhetorical given your reaction. A smirk played at the corners of his mouth as he deliberately aimed for the same spot again, watching with obvious satisfaction as you writhed beneath him. "Gonna remember that. Gonna learn every inch of you, figure out exactly how to make you scream my name."
The promise in his words, the implication that this wasn't a one-time thing, that he planned to do this againâto learn your body, to perfect his knowledge of what brought you pleasureâsent a fresh wave of arousal through you, your inner walls clenching around him in a way that made him groan, his rhythm faltering momentarily.
"Fuck, do that again," he muttered, his voice strained with the effort of maintaining control. "Squeeze my cock like that again."
You did, deliberately tightening around him, watching with fascination as his eyes nearly rolled back in his head, a string of curses falling from his lips as his hips jerked forward with increased urgency. The sight of him losing control because of you, because of how your body felt around his, was intoxicating, a power you hadn't expected to have in this situation.
His hand slid between your bodies, finding your clit with unerring accuracy, circling the sensitive bundle of nerves in time with his thrusts. The dual stimulation was overwhelming, pushing you rapidly toward a second orgasm that promised to be even more intense than the first.
"Hajime, I'm close," you warned, your voice breaking on his name as tension coiled tighter in your core, heat spreading through your lower body in waves that threatened to consume you entirely.
"Me too," he admitted, his movements growing more erratic, less controlled, his breathing harsh in the quiet of the room. "Want to feel you come on my cock. Want to feel you squeeze me when you let go."
His words, combined with the relentless pressure of his fingers on your clit and the perfect angle of his thrusts, pushed you over the edge. Your orgasm crashed over you with stunning intensity, your back arching sharply off the bed, a cry tearing from your throat that might have been his name or just an incoherent sound of pleasure. Your inner walls clamped down on his cock in rhythmic pulses that seemed to go on forever, wave after wave of ecstasy radiating outward from your core.
The sensation of you coming around him was apparently too much for Hajime's already strained control. With a low, guttural groan, he thrust deep one final time, his cock pulsing inside you as he came, hot spurts of his release filling you in a way that should have concerned you but in the moment felt only rightâprimal and perfect and exactly what you both needed.
He collapsed on top of you, his weight a comforting pressure rather than a burden, his face buried in the crook of your neck as you both struggled to regain your breath. Your hands moved lazily up and down his sweat-slicked back, feeling the strong muscles there gradually relax as the intensity of your shared release ebbed, leaving behind a pleasant lassitude that made your limbs feel heavy, your mind blissfully quiet for the first time in weeks.
After what could have been minutes or hoursâtime seemed to have lost all meaning in the aftermath of what you'd just sharedâHajime raised his head, looking down at you with an expression that made your breath catch. The hunger was still there, banked but not extinguished, but it was tempered now by something softer, something that looked dangerously like tenderness, like affection deeper than mere friendship or physical desire.
"That was..." he began, then shook his head, apparently unable to find words adequate to describe what had just transpired between you.
"Yeah," you agreed, understanding perfectly despite his lack of articulation. "It really was."
A small smile played at the corners of his mouth, not the full grin that transformed his face but something more private, more intimate. He shifted his weight, carefully withdrawing from your body, both of you wincing slightly at the loss of connection. He rolled to the side but kept one arm draped across your waist, as if unwilling to lose contact entirely, his hand splayed possessively across your hip.
"We should probably talk about this," you said after a moment, gesturing vaguely between your naked bodies, the implications of what you'd done, of the lines you'd crossed.
"Probably," he agreed, though he didn't sound particularly eager to engage in a deep discussion of feelings and boundaries in the afterglow of what had been, frankly, the most intense sexual experience of your life. "But not right now."
"No?" you asked, turning your head to meet his gaze, searching for any sign of regret, of uncertainty, finding only a satiated contentment that mirrored your own.
"No," he said firmly, his hand tightening slightly on your hip, pulling you closer until your bodies were flush against each other, skin to skin from shoulder to ankle. "Right now, I'm going to hold you for a while. And then, when I've recovered enough, I'm going to fuck you again. Maybe against the wall this time, since you mentioned that particular fantasy earlier."
Heat flooded your cheeks at the reminder of your earlier confession, at the matter-of-fact way he stated his intentions, as if there was no question that this would happen, that you would continue whatever this was between you.
"And after that?" you couldn't help asking, needing some reassurance that this wasn't just a one-night release of weeks of pent-up sexual tension, that there was something more substantial underpinning the physical connection you'd just shared.
Hajime's expression softened, his free hand coming up to brush a strand of hair from your face with surprising gentleness. "After that, we'll figure it out. Together. The way we always have." He leaned in, pressing a kiss to your forehead that was achingly tender compared to the raw hunger of earlier. "I meant what I said before. I've wanted youâall of you, not just thisâfor years. That's not going to change just because we finally acted on it."
The simple honesty of his words, the quiet certainty in his voice, settled something in your chest that had been fluttering with anxiety despite the physical satisfaction still humming through your body. This was Hajime, after allâsolid, reliable Hajime who had been your constant since childhood, who showed his feelings through actions more than words, whose promise of "together" carried more weight than flowery declarations ever could.
"Okay," you said, snuggling closer to his warmth, your head finding that perfect spot on his shoulder that seemed made for you to rest against. "Together."
His arm tightened around you in response, a wordless affirmation that spoke volumes. And as you lay there, content in the aftermath of pleasure with the promise of more to come, you couldn't help but think that your mother had been right after allâpeople did change when you lived with them, revealing sides of themselves you'd never noticed before. But sometimes, that change was exactly what you needed, the final piece clicking into place in a puzzle you hadn't even realized you were solving.
he kisses you like youâre made of glass, lips barely brushing yours, hands grazing your waist. never rough, never demanding, just reverent. he kisses you breathless, selfishly wanting to hear the airy little moans you let out when he starts to kiss down your neck.
âshoto.â your fingers tremble on his shoulders.
âhm?â his lips brush across your throat as you squirm under him. âwhatâs wrong?â he lifts up, taking in your flushed cheeks.
âwant more.â you whisper.
âwasnât planning on stopping.â he dips back to your neck.
âno i mean.. mmm.â you whine embarrassed and wrap your legs around his waist trying to pull him lower. âi want you.â you squeeze your eyes shut.
âno.â he presses a kiss to your pulse.
âwhat?â you squeak. âwhy not?â you whine.
ânot taking your virginity right now.â you feel him smile against your heated skin.
âbut..â your lip wobbles. âbut why?â
ânot rushing anything.â he kisses back up to your jaw.
âwant you to make me feel good.â a pout forms on your lips.
âi can do that other ways.â you feel his fingers grazing your thigh. âyou tell me if itâs too much, sweet girl.â he lifts up and searches your eyes.
âokay.â you nod, lips parting when he drags a single finger up the center of your panties. âsho!â your thighs shake.
âhm?â he watches every reaction as he continues to slide his finger up and down. âwant me to stop?â
âno!â you gasp. âmore!â pleasure blooms in your tummy.
he adds a second finger, adding more pressure with each stroke. your panties are soaked, giving him the perfect outline of your pussy. when he makes his way up to your clit again, he stops and circles slowly.
âshoto âs- nghhh ! âs good!â your cries flood his ears.
âyeah? just focus on the feeling. i got you.â he attaches his lips back to your neck while he coaxes more pleasure from your body.
heâs whispering the sweetest words into your heated skin, fingers rubbing just right leaving you whimpering beneath him. your panties are soaked and heâs tempted to just pull them aside but he holds off. the soft gasps from your lips and the way youâre trembling tell him you're close.
âsho.. something- mmf somethingâs gonna- ahhh!â you arch into him as your orgasm watches through you, soaking his fingers through your cotton panties.
âyouâre so perfect, so sweet.â he leans up and takes your lips. âdonât gotta rush anything.â he slowly pulls his fingers away from your panties.
âââââââ
k. bakugo
he kisses you like heâs starved, has you practically pinned beneath him, but he touches you like youâll break. but his kisses? teeth, tongue, urgency, all consuming. youâre leveled under him, squirming and begging, pulling him closer.
âkatsuki.â his name breathless on your tongue.
âquit your crying.â he grazes his teeth against your neck. âiâm right here.â
âplease.â your fingers dig into his shoulders.
âwhat?â he lifts up, eyes slightly narrowed but he has a small smirk lingering in his lips.
âwant you.â you whine, trying to pull him closer.
âyou have me.â he chuckles.
ânooo.â you try to press yourself against him. âmore!â you huff.
âyouâre not ready for more.â he shakes his head.
âi want more!â you donât care how you sound.
âshush.â he takes your lips again.
his hand slides between your thighs and you gasp into his mouth when he slides his fingers up your panties. he kisses back down to your neck, wanting to hear every noise you make as he works you over your panties.
theyâre already soaking, sticking to your sweet folds. your thighs tremble around his waist, toes curling in your socks as he rubs your cute little clit. your high pitched whimpers are spilling into the urging him to move faster.
âkats!â your hips jerk when he taps your clit with his fingers.
âtoo much?â he chuckles, fingers only ghosting over your panties now.
âno!â you cry. âmore please!!â your hips chase his hand.
he lifts up from your neck again and watches you as he starts to play with you over your panties again. your chest is heaving, cheeks flushed, eyes round and glassy. your lips are parted and puffy from the way you nibble on them.
he rubs quick circles on your sensitive clit and groans watching your brows scrunch in pleasure. youâre holding onto his shoulders like youâre about to fall, breath catching, lip wobbling. your panties are getting even wetter, soaking his fingers now as he brings you closer.
âlook at me.â his gravely voice washes over you.
âkats!â you lock eyes with him. âmmnghh!â your thighs slam around his waist as your orgasms pulses through you.
âthat feel good, baby?â he slows his movements, tapping your clit watching you jolt.
âso good.â you nod, leaning up and pressing your lips to his.
âwe donât have to rush anything.â he mumbles against your lips, kissing you more intensely.
desc ;; your best friend helps you update your nudes.
tws & tags ;; nsfw mdni. vaginal, oral (m & f receiving), overstimulation, squirting, filming, slight hair pulling, begging, objectification, breeding, praise + degradation.
part one.
after the initial shock dies down, suna empathises with your frustration about being blocked by a guy you actually liked, and understands why that event has led you to want to update your gallery of nudes.
he explains that there are three types of photo that anyone will be receptive to. with these three pics, you'll be able to make any guy your bitch.
the three types of picture are as follows:
1. SQUIRTING PIC
his face drops, "uh," he splutters, not anticipating pushback, "girls can't squirt.. with vibrators." he blinks. the lies were somehow becoming less and less believable, despite how they weren't very convincing to begin with.
"that's a shame." you bow your head in attempt to suppress a chortle at his ridicoulous claim. finally, you decide to give him what he wants, "would you please tongue fuck me, then, rinny?" you bat your eyelashes at him.
"...sure."
"thank you." you smile up at him, innocently, and hum while motioning to his phone in his hand, "do you want me to take the picture since you'll be, uhm, busy?"
he shakes his head gently, and the words leave his mouth before his brain is able to fully process what's going on â he's still stuck on the part where you sent him your nudes. "it's fine. i'll just start videoing and put my phone.." he glances around his room, "here." as he hits the 'record' button and then props his phone up against the lamp on his bedside table. "then you can take screenshots from the part of the video you want."
you nod along with his explanation. however, the camera was behind suna currently, meaning that when he bends down between your legs, the back of his head would be blocking any parts of interest. thus, you inquire, "the thing is, when i finish, you'll be in the way. should we try a different position?"
"uh, i was just thinking you could just let me know when you're close and i'll move out the way." he offers up a simple solution.
"hm, alright." you shrug, twitching slightly as you watch suna get onto his knees near the edge of the bed. it was a sobering sight which made all this feel concerningly real. your best friend, who you've known since forever, was really about to eat you out. it all felt like some sort of hyper-realistic dream â if you thought about it too hard, you might wake up and this will all fade away, hence you refrained from doing so and wordlessly part your legs.
suna's hungry eyes lock onto your bare cunt; how soft your skin looks and the way your lips are already glistening with a thin layer of arousal. you're so perfect, it's like his whole life has been leading up to this moment; those other girls he's been with were just practise so he could fuck you right. his eyes fluttered close and his face drifted towards your pussy like a magnet to metal, until you interrupt:
"by the way, i've never squirted before â i don't even know if i can. so, erm, don't feel bad if i don't finish the way you expect. i can always just fake the pictures if i need to."
suna quirked an eyebrow, not daring to comment on your strange suggestion of falsifying a squirting pic. instead, he says monotonely, "you will. trust me, (y/n)." before you have time to respond, his lips are already connected to your cunt and sucking on sensitive clit, and thus an instinctive whine is forced from your open mouth.
it's easy to tell that he's done this before, and he's clearly a natural at it. one of his arms hook around your leg and presses it against his ear, while his other hand cups your pretty pussy; his thumb strokes at your folds, spreading them wide to allow his tongue access to the untouched parts of your sweet cunt. once he's done sloppily making out with your pussy, his tongue delves into your puckered hole, and his thumb trails upwards towards your clit, where he begins to rub and massage it while his tongue works your insides.
even then, his lips are still latched onto your skin and as his tongue is vigoursly pumping within your walls, slurping up your delicious juices from your entrance. your back arhces into his face, and your hands find their way into his already tousled hair. "hah- rinny, don't stop.." you were in love with the way he explored your insides, flicking at your walls trying to find that rough spot within you.
"mmh, won't." he murmurs against your pussy, the vibrations shooting electric sparks up your spine. he's lost himself in your addicting cunt; when his tongue isn't as far as he can reach in your hole, he's desperately lapping at your labia, greedily savouring your wetness.
"thâ ank you, thank you!" you squeal, breath hitching as you can sense his tongue as finally located it â that gummy spot in your walls that makes your toes curl. and he takes full advantage of that once he realises. he'd roll his tongue upwards and aim straight for it whenever he'd dive back into your sopping hole, causing the coil in the pit of your stomach to tense whenever he does so. it wasn't easy to maneuver his tongue due to your unspeakable tightness, but his own saliva as lube made it easier.
"you taste.." he puctuates each word with a soft kiss on your clit, "sâ so good." he melts into your pussy once more, sucking on and thrusting into your sore little hole. "mph, babe.."
"thinkâ think 'm close.." with every lick and kiss he brings you closer to your climax.
"fuckin cum, then. n' make it loud." he mutters hoarsely, you can feel his words slither inside you. and soon enough, your coil snaps and your body stiffens in response to the wave of bliss that floods though you.
your first orgasm courtesy of your best friend was nothing short of perfect. due to your constricting pussy, he opts to use his thumb to stroke your clit in order to coax you through your full orgasm. also, so he could pull his face back from your cunt for just a moment and peer at your shivering frame and your bodily response during the high. and it was just as beautiful as he imagined: your back bowed into the perfect arch, as your glossy lips pull into a pout.
not to mention your addicting moans, "ahhâ rin! i can't!" you squeak, limbs trembling. "fuck! fuck meâ ngh!" it probably wasn't a good sign that you were already losing your mind. especially as, although you climaxed, you didn't squirt that time. and suna must've took that a sign to keep going. before you had even reovered from the first orgasmic haze, his mouth was already glued to your cunt again and was nibbling on your throbbing clit immediately.
you gasp in response to his unexpected movement, and you instinctively grip his hair as your eyes widen, "huhâ what're you doing?"
"round two." he says casually. "gunna keep going until you squirt."
"but it's too much.." you blabber, chest rapidly rising and deflating as though you had just ran a marathon. the sheets strained in your fists, wrinkling with each open-mouthed kiss upon your raw cunt.
"that right?" he groaned, the vibrations causing you to gently jut your hips towards him, "sure you want me to stop?"
you're way too fucked out to respond, but the prolonged whine drawn from your throat at the way he idly laps at your pussy perhaps gives you away. "mph, no." you reply sheepishly, in a hushed tone.
"that's right, angel." he grumbles into you, your needy hole swallowing his words up as his hand strokes to the outside of your thigh, "it's just me. you know i want to make you feel goodâ and erm, help you take these pictures." he hastily corrects himself, then continues on with a gulp, hoping you're to lust-dazed to pick up on his freudian slip. "so are you going to let me help you?"
"yes, rinny." you sigh.
" 'yes, rinny' what?"
"please help me."
your desperate cries for release cause the corners of his lips to curl up into a devious smile. he then mumbles, while carefully caressing your ass, "that's my girl." he finishes with a prolonged and oddly inimate kiss upon your clit, before he swiftly pushes his tongue straight back into your prepped hole and re-establishes his previous rhythm.
the tip of his tongue scrapes against your sweet spot, as his lips drum a deep groan against your sopping pussy. there's an urgency to his pace that wasn't there before. he wasn't as steady; frequently losing his breath and having to ferociously yank his tongue out of your clingy hole and kiss down your slit as he tries to catch his breath. and as soon as he does, he wastes no time in plunging straight back into you.
despite how overstimulating it was, your hips work on their own as he grind down on his face, seeking the faint yet powerful sensation of his nose brushing your clit. his mouth worked feverishly against your cunt, and even as your climax toiled within your abdomen and you were inclined to jerk away from his merciless touch, his hand gripped onto your thigh to hold you firmly in place.
due to his fervent tongue action, and how sensitive you still were from your previous orgasm, it wasn't long before the swelling heat in your core was ready to boil over, pulsing with every devious strike his tongue lays into your hole. but this time it felt different to before, something was more powerful and fierce; like it was burning up the pit of your stomach, and your legs were already twitching trying to contain it. "stop, rinny, iâ"
"shh, you're okay. let me take care of you." he rasps reassuringly against your cunt, though he's unsure if you can even hear him over your staggered squeaks. suna could tell you were close by the way your walls flutter around his tongue. he pulls out only so he can suck on your throbbing clit and sensitive folds.
this was all becoming so much, too fast. his tongue on your cunt, the harsh sunction on your clit, his rude grasp on your thighs â leaving you with no where to run to and no escape from the unending stimulation. you didn't know how to cope with it. "fuck, i can't. it's too much.."
"you can take it, angel. you're almost there." your thighs were pressed against his ears but he could feel your legs twitching and lashing out behind him. it was kinda cute that he was able to have this effect on you. since you were so close, he savoured every last drop of your juices, licking your cunt clean and delving into your creamy hole for more.
with the final stretch of your walls to accomodate for his tongue, something insides you snaps and a deep heat comes flooding out of your pussy. your back arches and a breathy shriek is forced from your gut; you're left with no choice but to submit to the all-encompassing, molten feeling. it's so overwhelming yet so relaxing, putting you at ease while causing your body to tense up and your walls to spasm around suna's tongue.
squirt gushes out of your hole, pouring down your legs and soaking your bedsheets. to that you can bring yourself to care, you hardly even notice. your entire body is frozen as you whien through gritted teeth, "ahhâ suna, please!" you plead for mercy, as though rintaro could help you now â no , this was a struggle against your own body.
but suna was still nice enough to lead you through it, caress your thighs and kiss your folds even as your cunt was drenching his face and hair. "that's it, ride it out. i've got you, (y/n)." he coos, not usually so affectionate during sex but what can he say? you're his best friend and you're so special to him. "rinny's here." a smirk graces his lips upon referring to himself by that silly nickname.
"hahâ suna.." you pant, eventually able to flatten your back against the bed. perhaps your orgasm had finished, but the remnants remains. your pussy was still drooling and your body felt worn, but in good way, like you had just hiked a mountain. not to mention the most glaring sign of your climax, your squirt that stained everything nearby â your cunt, your thighs, the bed, the floor and even your best friend.
"thank you.." you can't help but smile down at him; seeing him dishevelled and covered in your juices was oddly endearing.
"iâ uh, i forgot to move out of the way for the picture."
2. CREAMPIE PIC
okay, so squirting didn't exactly go as planned. however, hope was not lost. suna explained to you that another type of image that makes guys go absolutely feral for a woman is a creampie pic.
although, you were initially skeptical of the logic; if you were a guy, seeing the girl you're interested in stuffed with the cum of another man probably wouldn't do anything for you. but suna just cited natural biological instincts, and regardless of whose cum it is, it will always activate a man's primal instinct to reproduce with you. yup, it's true.
so, you didn't argue with him any further.
there you were, laid out nude on the bed as you let your best friend in the whole world pound into you. with your legs in the air, resting on his shoulders, suna stood at the edge of the bed and fucked into your pretty pussy relentlessly. his eyes were fixated on where your hips met, watching carefully as your greedy hole swallowed him up.
"so tight. can't believe you were hiding this pussy from me, baby." he slurs, idly toying with your pebbled nipple. though it wasn't an easy task as his cock pierced into you with such a force that your tits were bouncing dramatically with each thrust.
"n' you're so big.." you return the compliment, and despite how he was fucking your brains out, it wasn't too hard to muster up the words as his fat cock was about the only thing you could think about â the way his massive length was stretching out your insides, felt like he was leaving you with no room to breathe.
he huffs a chuckle at the sultry way in which you speak, you're clearly not all there, yet you're still making sense and saying exactly what he wants to hear. "should've dicked you down earlier, huh, babe?" he gradually slows down, easing in and out of you and allowing your cunt to savour every last inch of him. really show you what you've been missing.
"uhuh.. never beenâ ngh, been fucked like this before." you stutter, looking up at him with dewwy eyes. feigning innocence, when you both know pull well that you just want him to start rearranging your guts againt. still, he buys it. he's so enamoured by you regardless, and leans into press a firm kiss against your lips, then begins to scatter kisses along your jaw and down your neck. however, he holds your legs against his shoulders the entire time, even as he bends over, and essentially folds you in half while he sucks hickeys into your neck and teasingly drags his cock in and out of you.
"so flexible as well. perfect fucking angel." there's a certain agony in his voice that you can't quite decipher, partially due to his words being buried against the bruised skin of your neck, partially due to how absorbed you are in his cock delicately splitting you open. "should've blown your back out on halloween. in that slutty costume."
your costume was far from incdecent that night. it was normal, but funnily enough, you were probably the most conservatively dressed person at that party â still, it was the fact you were wearing it which made it slutty. you and your perfect, perky tits and round ass. and your dripping cunt that you photographed after suna walked you home, instead letting him take care of you. in retrospect, you were the most gorgeous person at the party and you were both tipsy enough to have made some bad decisions. so, why didn't he rip that slutty costume off you that night?
as he's reminiscing, without realising, his pace increases until he's practically ramming into you once again. not that you were opposed, in fact, this what you've been aching for. "yes, rinny! please, please, keep going." you beg, tears pricking at the corner of your eyes, not only from the rough way his dick was piercing into your tight little cunt, but also from the strain at the back of your thighs from the way he has your legs dangling right by your ears.
"pretty girl.." he grumbles into your neck, marking you up while still slamming his hips against your repeatedly. he's so close; he can feel your heart beat against his chest, and more importantly, your erect nipples poking him through his shirt. "dick too big for you? too big for this tight hole?"
"uhuh." you drawl, losing yourself to the hedonistic haze until he snaps you out of your trance by gripping your cheeks in his hand. your eyes are forced open and you see his face hovering above yours.
"your gunna have to get used it then. your pussy's mine now." his heavy eyes drag lecherously down your exposed body, admiring how it jerks upwards with each rough thrust. "open." his grip tightens on your face.
you shyly part your lips, just enough for him slot two fingers right inside there, so deep it almost causes you to gag. your tongue swirls his digits momentarily before he yanks them out with a faint pop, then slips his wet fingers down between your thighs to pinch and rub at your swollen clit.
"such a good gâ nghh." as he's trying to mock you, he has to choke back a whimper, due to your walls clamping down on his cock unexpectedly. it's only temporary, and he's freed in time to keep furiously pounding into you, but it does cause a lapse in his rhythm. he can tell you're close; your pussy speaks on your behalf. even then, your cock-drunk expression and trembling legs were a dead giveaway too.
"you almost there?" he heaves, nails sinking into your soft hips as he continues to brutishly drive into you. "cum for me, baby."
although his wispy voice hardly cracked above a whisper, in combination with his expert fingers abusing your little clit and his buldging tip hitting just the right spot inside you, he sends you hurtling over the edge. your toes curl and back arches off the mattres as your cunt squeezes around his length. "fuhâ fuck, suna! right there, mph!"
staggered breaths pull from his chest and his eyes wring shut as your walls clamp down on him and milks him for all he's worth. hushed moans fall from his lips as he relishes in the best pussy he's ever had, before he fills you up entirely with his seed. the hot tension spreading throughout his body is the only thing keeping him upright, otherwise your tight grip on his length was enough to cause his knees to buckle under him.
his cum permeates through your insides, coating your walls and burrowing at your cervix. it was the most satisfying experience; like a comforting hug for your insides after they had been destroyed by suna's fat cock.
despite the fact he's too tired to move and relishing in the feeling of your stuffed cunt, he does the right thing by gently sliding out of you and grabbing his phone from the nightstand and flipping the camera on. after his length is removed, there's nothing left to plug your hole and hence his white seed is left to slowly drip out of you. pearling by your entrance, then seeping down across your ass and onto the bed.
he took two pictures: one with flash and the other without.
"thanks, rinny.." you drone, in a whiny high-pitched tone.
"it's fine." he states, enchanted by the way he's left his mark on you. his fingers move on their own to swipe some of his cum back into your cunt, shoving it right up there roughly, despite your weak protests, "i didn't know you were on birth control."
that single sentence was enough to whip you out of your fucked-out daze. you try not to make your anxiety too obvious, but you body may have betrayed you by freezing up, "uh, right.."
3. BLOWJOB PIC
of course, this one was the least surprising proposal.
although, you were perplexed by this for a similar reason to the creampie pic â why would a guy want to see you sucking another man's dick? â but suna once again reassured you that the sensuality of the image will distract from any possessiveness. and either way, if a guy does happen to start experiencing some stirring jealousy, that will only make him want you even more, so he can stake his claim over you.
that was logic you could follow. sorta.
when you initially got on your knees in front of suna, the plan was that you would lick him clean of the variety of fluids sticking to his shaft and he'd take a couple photos as you did so. which he did; as your tongue worked up and down his warm length, swallowing the salty juices as they gathered on your tongue, suna watched from behind his phone screen. the flash was on so every time he'd snap a picture, he'd get a clear vision of your cute face lapping at his cock.
there was a dull thumping in his chest. he couldn't believe this was actually happening, his sweet best friend whom he has shared so many memories with and whose always been a shining light of comfort and innocence in his life â now you were asking him to take nudes for you.
"i got the photo." he croaked, strangely implying you could stop, while his hands told a different story as they tangled into your roots.
with your eyes shut, your kiss up his length, paying particular attention to the thick vein decorating his shaft, which made him shudder. "mm, but i'm not done, suna."
"but i got your photo." he repeated.
you smile, huffing a laugh out of your nose while your lips were still pressed against his throbbing tip. the air tickled his sensitive length and he had to grit his teeth and ball his fists to suppress a moan. you don't make it any easier by looking up at him with your starry eyes and dulcet voice, "but i want to thank you for all your help."
he blinks down at you, speechless as he watches you tease his tip with the flat of your tongue.
you take his dumb-founded silence and sitffening grip on your head as permission to finally envelope his cock with your mouth. first, you part your lips and take in his leaky tip. it's hot with need, and you can tell by the spluttered moan you lure of suna, he's been aching for this. your mouth has to stretch uncomfortably wide to fit his girth, but you're willing to make sacrifices for your best friend in the world.
you follow up by sinking forward, allowing his dick to slide back in your mouth until it's brushing against your uvula. thankfully you're too distratced by his hand lovingly caressing your strained cheek to even think about gagging. you look up at him, mouth full, and he smirks. "you look perfect like this." his thumb grazes your cheekbone then he cups your chin, tempting you forward, closer to his base, "think you can take it all?"
without further instruction, you pull away from him then lean forward again, accepting his entire length into your mouth despite how your throat constricts around his tip. and you keep going on like this; eyes screwed shut as you frantically sucked his cock. there was an extreme urgency to your movements, as you learned that if you deep-throated him and retreated fast enough, your body wouldn't have time to react or gag.
you were fully consumed by him. your best friend's cum was swirling around in your womb, conjesting your pussy and pooling in your panties while his cock was continuously drilling into your mouth. even your nose kept pressing against his base so his deep musk was all you could inhale. plus, you had his hickeys and marks littering your neck and collarbone.
your brows furrowed together as you struggling to take him all, and he laughed shakily at the sight. "when did you get so good at sucking dick, hm?" there was a sliver of sarcasm in his tone, but you were far too preoccupied to notice or care.
your severe mouth-action was far too much for him to handle. perhaps he was finally getting a taste of his own medicine, but being thoroughly pleasured so soon after his previous orgasm has left him so painfully sensitive. the way your tongue licked the underside of his shaft as your lips dragged against him was too intoxicating and it made him light-headed. fortunately, there was a wall behind him to brace against when he was about to lose balance.
his erection was so stiff, your lips were quick to bruise from the rapid friction against it. he left a dull bitter flavour in your mouth that trickled down your throat which each harsh thrust â it was unpleastant yet you loved it. you begged for more with each impassioned movement.
"shitâ you drive me fuckin' crazy, you know that." he wheezed with almost a chuckle. if his dick virtually twitching in your mouth didn't make it obvious enough that he was close, then his mindless garbling certainly must have. "sendin me all those slutty pictures. it's like you wanted this."
he narrows his eyes and squeezes your chin, causing you to falter, "gunna finish me off like a good whore?"
your eyes are watery and crystalline tears poke at your lashline. you answer his question with half of a solemn nod before continuing to bob your head back and forth on his cock, but this time with a fiery desperation he's yet to see from you. tears cascading down your cheeks as you deep-throated his pulsing cock over and over. while saliva clung to his length and stained your cheeks and chin.
soon enough, that determined expression was wiped clean off and replaced with a horrifically lewd one as he comes undone right into your mouth. "fuck, that's it, (y/n). that's right. such a good girl.."
your eyes roll back in your head at the hot instrusion sinking down your throat with a sting. still, suna's fingers were locked in your roots to keep you in place as he bucks into mouth slowly, "yeah.. perfect, baby. swallow it." he says gruffly. you did so, albeit it's not like you had much of a choice.
eventually, he slides his dick out of your mouth and you both watch as strings of saliva keep you linked. you smile, amused, but suna is hasty to sever the connection and stuff his cock back into his trousers.
you gaze at him silently, hands placed neatly on your lap. there's been a sudden shift in his demeanour; he's still panting, but he notices and quirks a brow at you, "what?" he asks, curtly.
â„ the many times you & suna get caught making out at school.
i. case one : the bleachers, during practice.
suna rintarou makes eye contact with you in between each successful block.
you ignore it. or try to. but your thighs are squeezing & heâs licking lips & youâre mean with want so you decide you canât wait any longer. kita calls for a water break & you call rintarou to the stands. dumb dog doesnât even hesitate.
âwhat.â
you mouth a come here & he raises a brow, but his feet shuffle after you regardless. he helps you over when youâre just about to stumble under the bleachers, & before the poor boy can regain a balance of his own youâre shoving him against the wall like heâs sack wheat.
he grabs your thighs like itâs instinct.
sugar lips. sticky gloss. heavy palm that canât decide between your back & your throat. youâre pulling him deeper by the collar & heâs tapping your inner thigh desperately as if to say âbaby baby lemme breatheâ
âwhere the hell is suna?!â
but his tongue is down your throat so you donât hear kitaâs yell. sunaâs palming your hips & squeezing your waist & youâre gasping his name while thumbing his neck andâ
âAYOOOO,â
atsumuâs pointing to both of you with gaping mouth & widened eyes. âkita i found them! theyâre doing foreplay under theâ!â
youâre mortified. suna on the other hand? doesnât even bother to wipe your saliva dribbling down his chin. he stares at atsumu with twitching brows & twisted face.
âyouâre so annoying,â / âand youâre so in troubleâ
atsumu doubles over as kita comes in & drags suna out by the collar. you on the other hand shuffle out quietly, quick to sneak away before you can fall victim to further embarassment.
â Y/N L/N âŻâŻ STUDENT RECORD.
offense: EXPLICIT BEHAVIOR IN STUDENT GYM
punishment : banned from entering the gym for a week.
issued by: kita shinsuke, sports president.
ây/n, i expect better from you. and suna, youâre on probation.â
ii. case two : rooftop roughhousing
you think youâre so intelligent.
lunch break & youâre on the school rooftop with a skip in your step. you dragged suna rintarou away from his teammates during lunch & now he trails behind you with hands in his pockets as you hop unto the railing.
thighs crossed. hair in the wind. lopsided grin with blood drenched cheeks & eyes star-achingly bright. âtell me you love me.â
heâs rolling his eyes but his palms find your thighs. âi love you.â
you pout. âsay it like you mean it.â
he kisses your neck instead.
you squeal, dodging sunaâs kisses as he chases your lips with a grin. he pulls away teasingly before you tug him in by the tie.
you donât hear the door unlock behind you.
rintarouâs tongue licks your molars. you kiss at his teeth & his thumb grazes your inner thigh as you giggle between his lips. he mutters something about how your gloss tastes like home before a voice sends a jolt down your spine:
âOUT.â
the home room teacher with obnoxious clipboard in hand & outfit desperate to align with the office siren aesthetic. you cling to suna as he quickly lifts you off the railing, palm still gripping your skirt even when he sets you on the ground.
busted.
â Y/N L/N âŻâŻ STUDENT RECORD.
offense: INAPPROPRIATE RELATIONS IN RESTRICTED AREA
punishment: detention.
issued by: madam keqing, homeroom teacher.
âsuch behavior is not tolerated on school grounds. should this happen again, parents will be notified immediately.â
iii. case three : security snitching
sunaâs tapping your thighs like itâs morse code for âmine.â
5PM thursday / behind the school gym / your fingers & sunaâs belt loop. the middle blockerâs especially hungry today. god knows that thursdays mean you donât get to share a single class with the athlete; so on days like this when school is long closed & you think no oneâs watching he kisses you like he canât fucking breathe.
point of empasis: you think no oneâs watching.
the security camera overhead gets a front row seat to your antics. suna says your gloss spoils in the heat so you lick him off your wrist like honey. heâs pressing you against the wall with teeth on your earlobe like if he bites a little more youâll seep into his skin. you let him unbutton your shirt & kiss you till heâs love-drunk & bleary eyed.
friday morning starts off in the vice-principalâs office.
black & white images neatly printed on the desk, a fan that blows just loud enough to cover up your feet tapping. youâre mortified. sunaâs fingers, however, drum on your thigh like heâs not in trouble for kissing you silly on a midsummer day.
âwhat do you have to say for yourselves?â
âcrazy work.â
you pinch him under the table. you donât miss the grin that tugs at his lips as he takes a good look at the photos.
âinteresting response, mr.suna,â the vice-principalâs eyes narrow. without them leaving suna he continues, âand ms. l/n ? i expect better from you. both your parents will be notified.â
youâre about to apologize & plead on your behalves, but suna notices the worry in your eyes & beats you to the punch.
âwait,â he clears his throat. âi have an explanation.â
âyes?â
âweâre in love.â
he says it like itâs the cure to all your problems. you resist the urge to slap him (and yourself).
âthank you, you are both dismissed. and again, your parents will be notified.â
busted.
again.
â Y/N L/N âŻâŻ STUDENT RECORD.
offense: EXPLICIT BEHAVIOR ON SCHOOL PROPERTY
punishment: parent report issued, two-day detention and required report on student ethics.
issued by: mr. ayato, vice principal.
âinarizaki high makes it a point to ensure student safety by strictly prohibiting sexual or explicit acts on the premises. we hope ms.l/n will heed our warnings, regardless of whether or not she is âin love.â
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Wrap your fingers around my neck | 18+
Warnings/Tags: nsfw, afab/female!reader, riding, lap sex, raw sex, kissing, praise kink, creampie, finger sucking, degradation kink, dirty talk, pussy eating, squirting, petnames, fingering, needy!Atsumu, pussy slapping, kitchen counter sex, choking kink ⥠SET IN A TIMELINE WHERE ALL CHARACTERS ARE AGED-UP AND OVER 18 YEARS
Pairings: Â Hinata Shouyou x Female Reader, Tsukishima Kei x Female Reader, & Miya Atsumu x Female Reader
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Hinata
It was an honest accident.Â
Hinata didnât mean to do itâand you genuinely did not think he would follow along after butâ
Hinata always loses himself a little whenever he kisses you.Â
He canât help it.Â
Your lips feel so nice and soft against his. You taste so good when he licks his tongue inside your mouth and fuckâthe little moans you make against him get his head all hazy, and he just wants his hands all over youâ
âShit,â Hinata murmurs, his breathing a little heavy as he pulls on your lower lip with his mouth, and his hands roam up your thighs, the curve of your hips, the dip of your waistâtouching you everywhere while you sit on his lap, straddling him, as he sits up against the bed frame. âSo pretty, angel.âÂ
You let out a shaky breath against his mouth, and you grind your hips towards himâpulling out a hiss from Hinata as his cock moves inside you.Â
âKeep going, baby,â Hinata groans when you roll your hips again, and you gasp as his cock hits against your g-spot while your clit rubs against his exposed skin, and you dig your fingers into his broad, muscled shoulders for support.Â
âJust like that,â Hinataâs hands are squeezing your ass, holding your hips, grabbing your titsâtheyâre everywhere and he canât seem to control it when heâs like this.Â
He just loves how you feel under the palm of his handâmaybe just a bit more than a volleyballâand his head is in the clouds as your pussy swallows him so perfectly, taking his thick cock like you always do, that heâ
He doesnât realize that one of his hands has moved further up to graze over your collarbone and shoulders.Â
Heâs too busy focusing on how sinful your tongue feels gliding against his.Â
How your pussy is so damn wetâyouâre dripping all over his dickâand god, youâre tight, that heâs so close to explodingâ
Hinata doesnât realize that his hand is near your neckâyour skin is so soft and nice under his hand that everywhere feels the sameâ
Itâs why he mindlessly circles his fingers around the base of your neck when his palm is thereâhe just needs his entire hand to feel you.
And you suck in a sharp breath as the feel of long, strong, and thick fingers curl around your throatâso hot and firmâand thatâs Hinata freezes.Â
Shit.Â
Heâs ready to apologize profuselyâhis fingers are already beginning to uncurl from your neckâbecause he didnât mean to hold you that way butâ
But then he hears you let out a moanâsmall, shaky, and wantingâand you buck your hips up against him, kissing him more feverishly, causing Hinataâs eyes to droop and roll back, a small groan ripping out of him when he realizesâ
You liked that.Â
âYeah?â Hinata breathes out in response to your moan, and his fingers stay where they areâjust a little hesitant with the pressureâas you ride him, your lashes fluttering as his heavy hand sits around your throat. âYou liked that, didnât you?âÂ
You nod, eyelids feeling heavy, and Hinata lets loose a low breath, shaking his head and smirking as he kisses you, murmuring against your red lips. âShouldâve told me you like that sooner, baby.âÂ
Because now that he knows you like having his hand around your throat like thatâ
âWouldâve made that pretty little head of yours all dizzy a long time ago,â Hinata rolls his hips up as he says that, shoving his cock a little deeper until you swear you feel it in your guts, causing you to gasp with a wet moan, and he puts a little more pressure on the sides of your neck with the pads of his fingerâhis eyes focused on yours. âIs that okay, angel?âÂ
More than okayâfuck, your head feels a little more light-headed now.Â
You can still breathe, but the pressure around your throat brings out a blurry fog around the edges of your vision, and your cunt clenches around Hinataâs cockâmaking him groanâas your fluids leak out, getting him all wet and messy from how heated you are.Â
Itâs so overwhelming and you love it.Â
You nod, moving your hips in tandem with hisâlanguid rolls as his dick rubs your g-spot over and over, bringing you higher and tighter and hotter for your orgasmâ
âGood girl,â Hinata praises, breathless, and uses his hold around your throat to pull you in closerâletting him kiss you like heâs greedy for your mouth as he licks and sucks and nips until you feel all woozy from itâthen he moves to brush his mouth against the shell of your ear, his voice throaty as he pushes his hips up. âCan you cum for me like this, baby?â
Your pussy throbs around the girth of him when you feel his fingers press against the sides of your throat a little more, his hold around the most vulnerable part of you feeling possessive like he can own you if he wanted to.Â
And you trust him enough to give it if he asks.
Your lips part with soft breaths being punched out with every buck of his hips, fucking you to make your mind melt, and he grazes his teeth against your earlobeâyour heart leaping in your throat when he gently squeezes your neck, testing it until you moan in approval, losing yourself to how full you feel from his dick. âI want you to make a mess, angel, you always look so pretty when you do.âÂ
Godâ
It only takes a few more pumps of his cock inside you, your walls sucking him in, while your puffy clit rubs against your stomach until your orgasm ripples through youâyour mouth hanging open with a silent moan as you gush around Hinataâs cock, legs tensing and back arching as your vision goes blurry and white as he keeps his hands where they are. âFuckâso good for me, baby, look at youââ
He fucks you through it, nearing his orgasm as you pulse around him, and Hinata cums with a guttural groanâsticky cum spurting into your plush wallsâ
And his hand stays around your throat the entire timeâholding and pinning you in place just the way you like it.Â
Tsukishima
Itâs not news to him that you like the feeling of his hand around your throat.Â
Heâs been playing around with the idea for a while, now, whenever heâs touching youâjust in subtle ways.Â
Whenever he kisses you, he places his hand just above your collarboneânot fully on your neck, but the tease is thereâand slots his lips between yours with a sigh.Â
Or itâs when you two are out in public and itâs a little too busy and you easily become lost in the crowdâTsukishima guides you with his hand wrapping delicately against your nape, keeping you close while he has you in his hold.Â
He always picked up on the way you reacted whenever he touched you there.Â
How blown your pupils would get.Â
How your breath would hitch with your lips parting with a small intake of breath.Â
How dazed you would look in the eyesâmaking him feel just a little smug about finding out a little secret about you that he definitely plans to use one night.Â
Itâs when heâs got you lying on the bed all pretty for himâlooking up at him with starry eyes as he pumps two of his fingers in and out of your drenched pussyâwith his other hand caressing your cheek, his thumb teasing your lower lip.Â
And heâs smirking down at youâin his usual lackadaisical wayâ with one of his knees sitting between your bent legs as he presses the pad of his thumb down onto your lower lip to pry your mouth open. âYou always need something to suck on, donât you?â
He teases you, his voice low and mirthful, and all it does is make your pussy clench as you moanârolling your tongue out to flick it at his thumb before wrapping your warm mouth around it, your cheeks hollowing as you give his thumb a slow, indulgent suck.
âShit,â Itâs the way you keep eye contact with him as your head moves, leaving his thumb shiny with your saliva as you suck it, that sends heat down to his cock, making him feel light in the head. âYouâre a needy little thing, you know.âÂ
You make a sound thatâs similar to a moan around his thumb, and your eyes flutter, going half-mast, as you bob your head and swirl your tongue around his thumb as if it was his cock instead.Â
And Tsukishima canât help itâyou look so desperate like this, your back arching against his hovering body, looking up at him so obediently, with your tits all perked up and nipples pert and pretty as you leak all over his handâ
Itâs filthy and youâ
âA perfect little slut,â Tsukishima lets those words slip out, a groan in his throat, and you choke a little with a whimper when you feel him press his thumb into your mouth a bit deeper, affection lacing his rather filthy words.
And you moanâlow and wantingâwhen you hear him call you that, and Tsukishima canât help but chuckle darkly as he leans in a little closer, his head tilting almost mockingly as he watches you with desire and affection. âYeah?â
He curls his fingers to rub your spongey g-spot, his palm pressing against your swollen little clit for friction that sends heat up your tummy and chest. âYou like being a little slut for me, sweetheart?âÂ
Fuck.Â
âLooking like the mess that you are just because of me,â Tsukishima hums, his voice low. âYou can hear just how soaked you are, you know.âÂ
You whine around his thumb as your orgasm balances at the edgeâready to combust with how tight your muscles feelâand you nod.Â
Godâyouâre too perfect for him.Â
He canât help the small smile that threatens to creep up on him, trying to focus on making you cumâfor the second time tonightâon his fingers before he finally fucks you the way you both need him to andâ
And then his eyes widen a little, turning more amorous when his eyes briefly flit down to your exposed throatâ
ââŠYou can get a little more messy for me, right baby?â Itâs not a question.Â
Just a warning worded more sweetly.Â
Because before you even get a chance to respond to himâ
You feel his thumb slip out of your mouthâmaking a wet popping sound with your spit connecting a thin, clear string from your mouth to his thumb, leaving you gasping for airâ
Only for it to be partially taken away again when you feel long, calloused fingers gently wrap around the area just beneath your jawlineâand your eyes widen as you look at him, your breath catching, and he watches you with a knowing look behind his eyes.Â
Like he knows that no matter whatâyouâll trust him.
And heâs not wrongâyou do.Â
Enough to let your eyes immediately soften into submission, your lips wet from your saliva, and you let out a small moan as you tilt your chin upâgiving him more room for his fingers to hold and cover.Â
It brings out a hiss from him, low and breathy, and you see the way things primarily shift in his eyes when you begin to pant, moving your hips as he fucks you with his fingersâencouraging him to push harder and make you lose your mind.Â
And godâhe listens almost instantly as he squeezes the sides of your neck a little more, and you moan as you get a little hazy in the head, your limbs loose as his fingers move inside you.Â
âFuck, look at you,â Tsukishima lets out a small breath thatâs almost a chuckle, and he watches you with his dick throbbing as you let him take the weakest part of your body into his own hands to play with.Â
Giving him that trust that gets him all heady and needy to justâ
To just kiss you and fuck you and take all of you until all you feel, smell, taste, and hear is him.Â
âAlways so good for me, sweetheart.âÂ
He grinds his palm against your clit with more pressure, moving it in circles as his fingers get swallowed by your pulsing wallsâand then heâs pressing his fingers into your pulse points a little more, slowly playing with your ability to breathe, feeling his hand heavy around your neck untilâ
âOh fuckâKeiâshitââ
You gasp, shaky, and your lower spine draws tight when your eyes get blurry from the brief lack of airâand that seems to snap something deep within you as you cum furiously around his fingers, spasming and gasping with your senses turning numbâ
âJust like that, babyâget all nasty for meââ
Tsukishima finger fucks you through it, watching with dark eyes as he loosens up his fingers around your throatâand clear fluids squirt out of your sopping pussy with every thrust of his wrist inside you.
You end up gushing fluids all over the bed and his thighsâbut Tsukishima doesnât care.Â
Heâs too wound up and high on watching you cum on him to care about how sticky everything isâ
Itâll only get messier once he gets his dick inside you anyway.Â
You cry, coming down from your high as air rushes into your lungs after your orgasmâyour pussy clenching hard from wave after wave of pleasureâ
âIâm going to fuck you now, okay?â You hear him breathe that out. âAnd fill you up just how you like it.âÂ
Youâre still too out of it to respond with anything other than a languid nod, feeling light and a puddle of fire at the same time as he kisses you so achingly soft that you melt against him.Â
Atsumu
If he isnât spending his time practicing or playing volleyballâ
Miya Atsumuâs idea of using his time effectively is by having his hands and mouth on and all over you.
Specifically being able to bury his face in between your plush thighsâwith his mouth and tongue pressed against your cunt.Â
Itâs what heâs doing right now as heâs got you bent over the island counter in your kitchenâwhile heâs on his knees behind you, hands gripping onto your upper thighs to hold you in place, with his tongue running a wide strip from your clit to your hole.Â
âGodââSumu, you couldnât have waitedâ?âÂ
You moan with a small whine as he sucks on your folds, tongue dipping in and jaw working as he makes out with your pussy from behind.Â
âSorry, baby,â Atsumu is breathing heavily when he pulls back, and he wets his lips as he slides his hands up to squeeze your assâmassaging it before using his hold on them to spread them apart, giving him easier access to your cunt.
And his eyes go half-lidded, his cock hardening in his pants, at the sight of your spit-slicked and soaked folds. âCanât help it.â
Then he dives back in, jaw slack as his tongue licks your pussy like heâs thirsty for it, and you whine at how embarrassingly close you are to your orgasm already.Â
âYa looked so good in that skirt,â Atsumu murmurs against you, undulating his tongue against your clit before pushing the tip of his tongue through your drooling slitâ
And he moans.Â
He actually moans while he eats you outâlike heâs just so desperate to have his mouth on you, determined to get you utterly soaked as your juices trickle down his chin and your thighs from how much heâs gotten you worked up.Â
âCouldnâ wait,â Atsumu pants, swallowing before pushing his tongue further to lick your sensitive clitâflicking it with his tongue until he has you tensing and your thighs squeezing around his face. âFuckâbaby, so goodââ
A whimper escapes your throat, and you rest your forehead against your arms that are on the counter, pushing your hips back to fuck yourself on his face until that ball of heat explodes in between your legsâand your orgasm throbs through you.Â
Liquid heat spreads through your body, and you moan through it all as Atsumu licks and sucks and eats, groaning so low and needy, until your clit twitches with oversensitivity and youâre whining.Â
âSo pretty fâme,â You hear him mutter, sounding drunk off the taste of your cunt, and your entire body jolts as a sharp gasp slips through your parted lips when you feel a slap against your sopping folds.Â
And Atsumuâs head spins when he stands back upâhis eyes focused on the way your arousal drools down from your pussy lips, a thin string of clear fluid running down to the floor andâ
âGod damn, baby, ya drooling.â Two of his fingers strum your slit, getting his fingers all nice and shiny and creamy from your orgasm, feeling your cute little cunt pulse around them.Â
Thenâ
You choke out a broken gasp when he slaps your pussy again, hearing the wet smack against his hand, and Atsumuâs voice comes out in a low drawl right after. âTurn around, love.âÂ
Your legs buckle when you doâyour movements slow with that ache still there between your legsâ
But Atsumu is right thereâguiding you with gentle touches over your legs and hipsâand the moment youâre facing himâ
He gives you one, heated lookâhis eyes lowered and so murky with desireâbefore he captures your lips with his, and you exhale a sharp breath through your nose when you can taste yourself in his mouth.Â
God.Â
You kiss him back, though, a little sloppy with how muddled your head is, and you make these tiny sounds that Atsumu eagerly swallows upâwhile his hands move to squeeze your ass, then move down until theyâre at the back of your thighs andâ
âLift up for me,â He mumbles against your mouth, and you follow almost immediatelyâone leg moving to wrap around his waist after the otherâand you use your hold around his neck for support, kissing him with a small grunt when he lifts you to sit your ass on the edge of the counter.Â
It causes the cool surface to brush against your bare pussy, pulling out a gasp from you, and Atsumu breathes heavily against you as he grinds his clothed bulgeâgod, itâs so fucking bigâagainst your pussy, making you all dizzy with it. ââM gonna fuck you, okay?âÂ
He kisses you again, his rough hands running up and spreading goosebumps over your legs until they just reach the part where your hips and thighs meet. âAnd you gonnâ take it like a good girl fâme, yeah?âÂ
You whimper with a small nod, kissing him and bucking your hips back at him almost impatiently.Â
âSay it, baby.âÂ
Shitâ
âO-okay,â You breathe out, too high off the bliss of your post-orgasm to care about the fact that heâs going to fuck you rawâ
You donât even realize he doesnât have a condom on until heâs pulling his pants and underwear down to let his dick bounces free, and it slaps against your upper thighâfeeling so heavy and hot and smooth andâ
Exposedâwith his pre-cum leaking from the fat tip and onto your leg, making more of a mess on you.Â
âGood,â Atsumu praises you, kissing you as he slides his thick cock through your pussy folds, getting it all nice and wet, before sliding inâpushing the fat tip through your hole so easily and heâs bottoming out in one, fluid motion. âSo fuckinâ good, darlinâ.âÂ
Your eyes roll back, and your legs around him tighten as he pulls outâonly to roll his hips against you, making you feel the heat of his skin flush against yours as he fucks his cock into your needy walls.Â
He fucks you with his hands pinning you down to the counter by your hipsâmaking your body jolt with every thrustâand tiny, wet moans get punched out of you as your mouth hovers against his.Â
It causes your juices to gush out with every rock of his hips, making a mess on the counter, as loud and wet squelches fill the kitchen to show just how wrecked you are.Â
And it all just adds to the feverish warmth thatâs flooding your clit and lower bellyâthat tension building until itâs ready to snap again with every brush against your g-spot andâ
And you donât realize the fingers around your throat until you feel a slight pressure in your head, and heat pressing against the sides of your neck.Â
And when your eyesâall wide and glossyâflit up to meet Atsumuâsâ
Heâs already looking right at you, watching you, focused to see your reactionâas if heâs waiting for you to tell him to stopâwhile still fucking your sensitive pussy.Â
But you donât.Â
Instead, you let out a moan in approval, your eyelids dropping in response, and your cunt clenches around his girth as you kiss him softly, panting against his mouth with a soft mutter. âHarder.âÂ
And godâhearing that does astronomical things to his head and dick.Â
âFuck,â You feel his groan vibrate against you, all low and throaty, as his fingers grow firmer around your delicate throatâand his pace picks up as he starts to get needier for your sweet pussy. âDonâ think âmma last long, baby.â
He doesnât let you respond.
Not when heâs quick to hitch your legs higherâand he uses his hold around your throat to push you down until your back is flat against the counterâs surface, and your eyes blow wide with a woosh of your breath escaping your lungs.Â
âYa think you can keep all fâme inside you, sweetheart?â He asks, voice so sweet and cooing as if he isnât fucking your guts and making you choke as his body hovers over you, and heâs smirking down at you as he takes in just how good his hand looks around your neck.Â
âI want this pretty lil pussy to get messy, kay?âÂ
Your eyes roll back when the pressure under your jawline grows, making you feel light-headed, andâ
You should feel somewhat alarmed with how easily he can choke you.Â
To hold the power over your body just like thatâwith no effort whatsoever.Â
Heâs stronger than you.
So much bigger than you.Â
And his hands and fingers are dominating and heavy butâ
But all you do is look up at him in submission, all hazy and eyes shiny with lust as your fingers wrap around his wrist as support, laying there and taking his cock as another orgasm rips out of you.Â
You trust him to never hurt youâto take things too far.Â
Heâs always knew just how far to take things with youâto dance on that delicate line of risk and pleasure for you.Â
It only takes another few strokes inside you, your g-spot overstimulated, for you to cum around him, electrified and feel like youâre floating as he fucks your pussyâall puffy and abused as it squirts so much on his dick and the counterâ
And nothing but the sound of wet skin slapping against wet skin fills your ears, and your entire body shakes when Atsumu moans so desperately against you.
And his hand never leaves your throat, even as he kisses every inch of your face to soothe and praise you while you cry from your orgasmâand heâs following soon after with his hot cum filling you up till your pussy is leaking both of your fluids everywhere.Â
Getting you all messy like he said you would.Â
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