Cedric

//Heya, im the creator of this blog, i just want to make some things clear;

First, not NSFW. I'm a minor and even though it's unlikely anyone would send me stuff like that, I'd like to clarify.

Second, this may be OOC, but I'll try to make it stick to canon as much as possible.

Third, If you found any information i give Incorrect, please! Feel free to *KINDLY* correct me. I can't stand it when people treat someone else badly for not knowing something.

Fourth, please excuse the spelling mistakes and if something is poorly translated; I admit that English is not my first language.

[... I personally, I don't like waking up in the mornings. I like to sleep; but doing so would mean neglecting my duties... And my hobbies and other things.]

[But I think I'd be a morning tea person? I like tea. I think everyone can say that.]

And second, are you a robot or not? I don't mean to sound rude, so feel free to don't answer if you don't want to. ^^

[Hi, nice to meet you. I'm fine, pretty fine actually. I hope you're feeling the same.]

[And, to answer your question, technically; I'm not a robot, I'm an android. But I still have a.... biological mother. I have nothing to say about her.]

[Even so, I'm glad you care to know...]

// IMAGINÉ THIS AS ALSO ANONYMOUS,,

[I will try to be more present now!- Thank you for your patience, and I will answer all the remaining questions, including any that have been deleted; I'll understand and move on-]

I'll try to make a nice drawing for you later.

~Saur

I feel like shit. Literally shit. First, questions about my father, then the mention of my biological mother.... and the fact that there is an alternate universe in which there is a self that still has his father present. It hurts me.

It's not that I'm not happy for that version of myself. I am! Quite happy....I just wish...

I could be that version.

Why does it make me so jealous to know that some version of myself, in one of the millions of universes that exist, can talk to his father every day? I miss my father. I really miss him.I wish I could at least say that I can curl up in nostalgia and spend hours and hours thinking about past memories.... I can't. All I really know about him now is... almost... what his smile was like.

There are also some photos of him when he was young. Kip was right about him looking like me.And that poorly taken photo of his face in which he, I, and my siblings were. That helps me imagine what he would look like now sometimes...

But I don't feel it's enough. I want a hug from my father and for him to tell me I'm doing well, like I'm a helpless 5-year-old again.

Sometimes I feel so... stressed and bad about living up to the expectations of this figure whom I admire; my father, my dad.

To the point that I started sometimes sitting on the floor just to hug myself to... pretend he's here.I don't really want to tell anyone about this. I wouldn't want to make someone else responsible for my feelings.

I'm still so angry and so sad about that stupid comment. It's just a comment. Literally! It could have been anyone....

And that's the problem. It could have been anyone.But it's not a big deal....

Maybe.... I'm just exaggerating.”

[...my father sends his deepest apologies. I know that he wasn't intending to upset or confuse you any, but a lot of things are crystal-clear in hindsight.] [As you may have guessed, I am a World Machine. Father wished for me to relay this message to you in his stead, so as to hopefully make things a bit smoother.] [I feel like I should apologize as well - my father, my siblings and I have been making contact with a lot of different worlds as of late, so we should have stopped to consider how things like this would affect others. I hope you haven't been too shaken up by all of this.]

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