a JUST noticable flinch wracks her form at his shout- body tensing and preparing to RUN– but she’s too busy staring at his face, trying to read the unreadable. she can SEE the range of flickering emotion cross his face, her brows knitting slightly and she fidgets– face the picture of worry. she doesn’t speak, NO, she waits. waits for him to speak, for a singular emotion to take charge of his face. she watched as his expression rapidly changed to DELIGHT, a bright grin of her own appearing. she clasps her hands together and moves to the side so he can get a GOOD look at his new treasures, bouncing lightly on her toes as he exclaimed his love for her ever so carefully prepared gifts. “NAH, i completely forgot about that, i just figured that you’d like em! yknow, purple and RETRO- s'you! … ya’ really love em?-!” you can practically SEE the overwhelming excitement building up inside her before she flings her arms around him and plants a red - lipstick kiss on his cheek, smudging red there before she releases him, eyes bright with joy. “happy late birthday -!!”
He stood there, transfixed for a moment.
Transcendence was one thing, but rising to a whole new plane of existence was another. And while indeed, the two seemed interchangeable, they were hardly the same. Not in any sense of the word. There are many things he probably COULD have said in response to every sentence she spoke, and while indeed, he could already think of all the POSSIBILITIES.
In truth, it was just so…
…Troublesome. That action had wiped away ANY sense of confidence in the moment - at least, with regard to his ability to SPEAK like a NORMAL HUMAN BEING! GEEZ LOUISE, GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER! THERE’S NO WAY YOU’RE GONNA BE ABLE TO FUNCTION IF YOU CAN’T AT LEAST RECOVER FROM… FROM THAT!
And THAT… what did that mean, exactly?
Why had she done it in the first place?
Why had she made his MARK on him, like he was… PROPERTY? PROPERTY. Like… like SHE had done. Stingray. Remember HER? OR DID YOU FORGET HOW SHE PUT HER HANDS ON YOU, TWISTED YOU LIKE A WIND-UP TOY, AND CACKLED LIKE THE FREAKIN’ WITCH HAZEL WHEN YOU WERE CRYING ON THE PAVEMENT?
…No. Remember how you BLEW HER UP?
SO GET OUT OF YOUR HEAD AND DEAL WITH THIS SITUATION RIGHT NOW! At least a few MOMENTS, maybe even MINUTES have gone by since you started REMINISCING ABOUT THAT CRAP IN THE FIRST PLACE! This is NOT WHAT BALTHAZAR BRATT DOES BEST! He ALWAYS has HIS EVERYTHING TOGETHER.
EVERYTHING, DAMN IT! EVERY LAST LITTLE THING, EVEN IF ITS AS SMALL AS A FREAKIN’ FLEA! YEAH, A FLEA!
He takes a step back, and smooths his hair with his other hand - gesticulating with the other as he struggles to collect his words.
“ I, UH! NYA HA… HA! YEAH! “ He attempts a sentence with a broken laugh, doing his very best to create some distance between himself and that Clown Princess of Crime - right? THAT’S who she was, right? BUT SHE WAS ALSO A STARSTRUCK FAN WHO… right.
“ YOU GOT THAT RIGHT! HAH! YOU… YOU SURE KNEW WHAT TO DO! You’ve got it DOWN! IT’S SO… SO BAD! “
A mark, clear as day, was wiped away with his hand - it did not matter what she thought of it. To him, it was about as red as even the most clear of blood stains splattered across the pavement. When he had been hung over the set, and dropped accidentally. When that girl had given him the widest smile imaginable, her lips a succulent red just as this. When that woman with the stone-cold eyes gave him that thin-lipped smile, chilling and distant…
“ IT’S REALLY BAD! Like, totally bad… so… bad. “