Woof, meow, chirp, blub.... Welcome every creature to my blog! You're safe and loved here!
About me
My name is Aster/Asteria, but I also go by Jinx/Powder, I use they/she pronouns.
I created this blog so I have an outlet for my regression and caregiving. I am a trauma age regressor, as well as a caregiver, and pet regressor.
I'm a part of/the host of a system, but that will not be relevant to this blog; regardless of this, please interact with caution as I am very disordered
What I'll be posting
Likely, I'll be posting a variety of stuff! Moodboard, fics, headcanons, agere/petre related vents, doodles, stuff about my fictional caregivers, etc.
I'm happy to take requests, and will add information as I go!
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DNI Criteria
Homophobia/transphobia, racism, sexism, body shaming, trump supporters, basic stuff of course!
Age players / supporters DO NOT interact
Darkshippers, proshippers, and inc3st justifiers DO NOT INTERACT
I do not tolerate hate of any kind. That includes antis (anti-agere/petre, anti-xeno/neos, anti-furry/therian, etc)
Another thing is I might get uncomfortable if people share my fictional caregivers and kins, so be wary of that!
Thanks for reading! Stay safe <3
Note: Please don't reblog my Jinx stuff claiming 'shes me!' or anything adjacent to that, I have a fragile sense of identity and I am a jinx fictive
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a/n: I slipped in a little reference, tell me if you caught it
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It was late, and you wanted nothing more than to just turn off, but every time you closed your eyes, a knot of anxiety tightened in your chest. It was terrible, and was making your headache and want to toss things.
Vi stepped into the room, grumbling something about a long day at work. She took one look at you sitting with your knees to your chest, in the middle of the mattress, wrapped in a blanket and pouting with your eyes red.rimmed, both from lack of sleep and weeping softly, and her shoulders softened.
"Oh, look at you," Vi murmured, her voice humming into a softer register, nearly a croon, that she only used when you were small, "Still fighting it, huh, kiddo?"
You let out a small, trembling huff and pulled the blankie tighter around your shoulders, refusing to look at her. You didn't want to be stubborn, you just couldn't sleep and it was making you fussy.
Vi walked over, the floorboards groaning softly. She sat down right on the edge of the mattress, "Brain won't shut up?" she asked gently.
You nodded once, a tear finally spilling over and tracking down your cheek. You hated feeling this tired and this helpless.
"Come here," she said, opening her arms.
You sniffled and crawled across the blankets and collapsed against her side, burying your face into the side of her neck. Vi’s strong arms wrapped around you. Her hands were rough, covered in calluses and old scars, but to you, they were the safest things in the whole world. She was a wall between you and whatever was making you anxious.
"You don't gotta force it," Vi murmured, her chest vibrating against you as she spoke, which was a lullaby within itself to you, "We can just sit here, peanut."
She began to rock you back and forth in a soft motion. She started tracing slow circles on your back.
"Did I ever tell you about the time Powder tried to build a mechanical rat?" Vi asked softly, her voice taking on a casual, storytelling tone, but still equally as gentle, "She wanted it to steal snacks from Jericho’s shop. It didn't work, it mostly just spun in circles and eventually caught on fire, but man, she was so proud of that thing..."
You listened to the low rumble of her voice, letting the words wash over you without really trying to process them. The thoughts that had been bouncing around your head started to lose their sharp edges, fizzing out.
A massive, jaw cracking yawn caught you off guard. One you could equate to a cat.
Vi let out a quiet, teasing chuckle, leaning her chin gently against the top of your head. "Oh big yawn, yeah? Those lids are looking pretty heavy, little one."
"Not tired," you mumbled into her shirt, your voice soft and small, though your eyes were already half closed.
"Sure you aren't," Vi said, her tone full of affection. She shifted slightly, pulling you down with her as she leaned back against the pillows, "But just in case you change your mind, I should let you know... the monsters are afraid of me. So you're safe."
Hearing those words, the last bit of that anxious energy that had been pent up drained from you, letting yourself fall asleep in her arm, as you felt her gently kiss the crown of you head.
do you use AI to respond to asks? you sound like a robot
I am autistic, I apologize if I come off robotically as that isn't my intention, but I am capable enough to respond to simple asks / questions without the aid of artificial intelligence, and as stated before I am firmly against generative AI.
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how are you both a fictionkin and fictive if you don't mind me asking?
An alter can form as one specific fictional character (a fictive), but also strongly identify with or kin another completely different character (or even the same one) If you need anymore Information let me know, but it's just how I choose to identify.
caregiver that doesn’t try to calm you down and stop you from crying. Instead they let you feel your feelings and cry in their arms til your little eyes have no more tears to cry. Gently petting your head and just being there for you. Reminding you that you’re not alone
⋱ ― ♱ . THINGS TO DO FOR / WITH A MASCULINE GIRL REGRESSORS ♱
request from anon.
skateboarding ! : we love skateboarding as an everyone activity and since its been cut off from girls for so long, i think it might be a nice hobby for a masc girl regressor to experiment.
costumes & cosplay ! : for the nerds of course, costumes allow for so much room in self - expression. a masculine girl regressor could really explore gender expression, fashion, etc. without pressure of dressing super feminine.
face painting ! : piggy-backing off of costumes and cosplay, i think face-painting could be a fun addition! make-up is such a big part of girlhood for so many people (it def doesn't have to be) but i think face-painting might be a nice way to feel connected to that girlhood without as much pressure to make 'pretty' or conventional looks.
mud kitchens ! : mud kitchens are made of wooden materials, outdoors messes, rock food, etc. all the supplies for getting messy and making pretend food. you could also combine this with backyard potion making and similar ways of playing.
mushroom (or just plant) hunting ! : take a picture book or guide book, and then (hopefully with supervision) go and look around for plants! make sure you don't touch or eat anything without knowing for certain if it's safe or not. always be super safe with wild plants. but try to see what local / native species you can find!
learning about masculine women in history ! : learn about all the masculine women who came before you. learning about drag kings, the first female pilots, historical masc lesbians, etc. you can even use it as inspiration for pretend or a game.
customizing your things ! : put stickers on things, draw on things with markers, make things even more your own. i also feel like this is helpful if you enjoy somewhat girly things but not the aesthetic of like pink, bows, the typical feminine aesthetic. you could turn things blue or purple or green or whatever with dye, markers, paint, stickers.
joining sports teams ! : maybe find a local group to join, or maybe just play some sports with friends. you could also do sport-y video games as well if you're unable to physically play outside or with someone else.
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cluster-b regressors and caregivers have just as much of a valid spot in the community as anyone else, i don’t really care if you think our disorders make us “scary”, especially those with narcissistic personality disorder and antisocial personality disorder, the two most misunderstood and demonized personality disorders there are.
we are just as deserving of love, care, and healing as the rest of you. just because i’m a narc does not mean im not a valid regressor. it does not make me mean. it doesn’t make me an abuser. it doesn’t mean my kindness is fake.
cluster-b regressors and caregivers, i love you. we’ll always stick together ♡
summary: Jayce catches you scribbling on the walls
warning: none, age regression
a/n: this is really short
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Jayce stared at the bedroom wall, his hand rubbing the bridge of his nose as he exhaled a long, slow breath.
Stretching across the white walls of his quarters, was energetic scribles of bright blues and yellows. In the center of it all sat you, a box of crayons scattered around your knees, looking up at him with wide, innocent eyes.
"Did you... do this?" Jayce asked, his tone trying hard to be firm, though the sight of you holding a stubby blue crayon made it difficult to stay truly angry.
You shrunk back just a fraction, pulling your knees closer to your chest, your lower lip trembling slightly. You nodded, pointing a small finger at a particularly messy blue blob. "It's Hextech," you mumbled softly, your voice small and nervous. "Like dada's."
Jayce’s heart melted a little, his strict posture softening. He walked over, kneeling down on the floor beside you so he wouldn't seem so imposing.
"Hey, it's okay. I'm not furious," Jayce said, keeping his voice gentle and steady, "But we’ve talked about this, remember? Paper is for coloring. The walls need to stay clean so I can work."
You looked down at your hands, suddenly very interested in the crayon wrapper in your lap,pouting slightly, "I ran out of paper."
"Then you should have asked me for more," he replied, gently tapping the tip of your nose with his finger, earning a tiny, shy giggle from you, "Now, we have a bit of a problem. This is a big mess, and as the artist, you're going to have to help me clean it up."
You peeked up at him, "Am I in big trouble?"
"Not big trouble," Jayce smiled, reaching over to ruffle your hair, "But 'time-out' from the crayons trouble. And definitely 'help clean the wall' trouble."
He stood up, walking over to the bathroom to fetch a bucket of warm water and two cloths. Returning to the floor, he handed you one of the damp rags.
"Alright, my little helper," Jayce said, pointing to a lower section of the crayon mural , "Let's see if we can get this drawing moved off the wall and back into our imaginations, kid."
You nodded, taking the cloth and enthusiastically scrubbing at a yellow streak. Watching you work, the stress of Jayce's day seemed to fade away. Even if it meant an extra chore.
─ “ kiddo, my hand is up! you’re not supposed to start experiments without dada’s supervision, remember? how ’bout we start over and work together, yeah? ”
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my first moodboard!!! it’s a suuuuuper slow day and i made this to pass the time! i can’t wait to go home ｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡
i made a meme with this template before but heres one about plastic toy food.... god i love toy food.... i love felt and velcro specifically but plastic has a nostalgic touch to it thats just perfect
mini plastic foods are great too... i need to get some so i can give them to my LPS....
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Regressors who need someone else to keep track of/control their medicine are valid
Regressors with insomnia are valid
Regressors who struggles with memories/flashbacks are valid
Poor regressors/regressors in poverty are valid
Substance abusing/active addict regressors are valid
Regressors who are in and out of hospitals/psych wards are valid
Regressors who experience psychosis or "scary" mental illnesses are valid
Regressors with severe mental issues are valid
Regressors who are mentally and physically disabled are valid
Regressors who are plus size or underweight are valid
Regressors who struggle with/ cant function and valid
Regressors who are scared of adult figures are valid
Regressors who find comfort in things other might find gross or disturbing are valid
Regressors who actively struggle with SH and EDs are valid
Regressors who struggle with suicidal thoughts and behaviors are still valid
Regressors who are scared of people are still valid
Regressors who are bed bound are valid
Regressors who have no one to care for them are valid
Regressors who are too scared to ask for help are valid
Regressors who struggle with intrusive thoughts, no matter what they are, are still valid
Regressors who hate their regression are valid
(alll regressors are valid no matter what, despite the fact some might make you uncomfortable, just block them and move along, "negative"/struggling regressors are still valid and allowed in the community)
