Just Alter Things

Knowing that whoever was out earlier drank caffeine, not because of any communication or anything, just because caffeine makes you nauseous

tfw u feel fake abt ur DID bc no one remembers what trauma happened to have caused us, which really fucking sucks bc now it just feels fake??? like if we cant remember anything, did it even happen in the first place?? also who even knows what happened, the father has just been witholding info for years so whatevs ☆彡

Being woken up just to be asked a fact about Bioshock because the host couldn’t remember. WHY

when u realize a past protector has basically turned into a persecutor with the family in an attempt to keep us safe from them but only makes things worse and to top it off, he has an ed and makes eating super fucking difficult so when hes out its high energy Anger(tm) and being very weak body-wise as well bc he hates how food feels in the mouth ☆彡

If I’m asleep and you wanna wake up and do wholesome things u like that don’t hurt anyone /“had to add that clarification lmao” / I don’t know everything about y’all but I suspect things / “oh you s uspect things” / don’t turn into a persecutor Lem you’re like my fucking brother and if that happened I would eat my own asshole / (both of us cracking up and it’s all good) (“in fair point I’m the Fight Bitch on my scene but why would I do dangerous human things like some sort of human 😂”)

Tfw when one of the teen alters wakes the whole system up singing metal songs in the headspace two whole hours before you have to be up and the rest of us are just going why are you like this boi.

Trying to lose weight,,, and SOMEONE thinks its okay to eat a dozen sugar cookies,,, who said

I hate having to deal with the pain of another alters stupid action

hey shoutout to whoever the fuck is telling me to eat this entire pizza in headspace- i hear you, and no, i wont do it. i am the protector for a reason. i am fronting to midigate the damage that Host would've done. We Do Not Need To Eat An Entire Pizza.

I'm waiting for someone to ask if we're ok during a switch bc it gets hard to breathe,,,,,

having to constantly casually ask abt stuff and pushing it off as bad memory to singlets. (ex. 'do we- i mean i like licorice? sorry i havent had it in a while and uhhh-)

Tfw symptoms of your suspected OSDD are getting bad and you wanna talk to a doctor and therapist but anxiety is not letting you and all your alters are yelling at you but nope .

when someone tries to tell you 'it's all in your head' and youre just there like 'n ofucking sh i t its called a MENTAL disorder for a fuckign reas on you shit'