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RIP - Zane Julien. The best of us, the better of me. " The most human being, there ever was. "

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I have always been a coward.

Every waking moment has been spent running away, from the idea of love, care, from the inevitability of loss. I've tried to write this many, many times... But I could not bring myself to say more. Nothing I will say will be worthy of you. And my thoughts will never come close to the truth of your impact in this world.

I can only hope to show it.

Show your memories. Your actions.

Your idea of love.

I'm sorry, Zane... Just know, in our hearts. Your memory is enough.

Rest now, Zane Julien.

I love you.

You don't have to fight anymore.

Nothing will hurt you anymore...

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I didn't want to make this post, but they aren't letting up

EMERGENCY COMMS, 10$ FOR A SIMPLE FULL BODY COLORED SKETCH SIMILAR TO THESE, 15$ FOR SIMPLE HALFBODY RENDER, WILL BE PUT INTO MY MOMS HOSPITAL BILL/STOMACH SURGERY

I know that's low, lower than I'd usually go, but I just need people to afford it, my mom's hospitalization bill racked up to a 100k and is STILL going up, if it's too vague for you, I can explain everything in DMS or a different post, if I can leviate that in any form that's what I'll do. Humans/elves/furries/dragons, anything is on the table

Payment is via PAYPAL/KOFI, if possible, you can donate to my kofi here— ONLY if you can afford it, I'm sorry this is short and to the point, I have more posts to do and can't format this how I want to. And I'm sorry for asking this of you all again.

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Once this goes back to normal, y'all need some sort of, art reward

What do you want me to do when this is done?

Sorry for disrupting the roleplay with this,,

#emergency commisions open #emergency #emergency comms open #art commssion #art commissions #commissions #commission art #art commisions #commission work #commission

yeah, you put those kids in harms way by turning them into heroes, but do you know what else you did? you served the villain.

THE ONE WHO KILLED ZANE.

we will never forgive you.

Your forgiveness is not a goal I wish to achieve, I await judgement willingly.

Father will burn me for the sin of my breath, he will ensure my fall.

Verses: 8:12

I will wait, rotting, as desired by his court. Their eyes will fuel the flickers of judgement, and flames be invoked to those fated to fall.

fang-kwon-do-master

And that'sss enough of that. You all should be ashamed of yourselvesss. You would not have done any better in hisss place and don't you dare lie to me that you would have. You all ssserved him with every device, with every purchase, with every asssk to goad him on.

Anon, do not ssspeak on things you have no right too. He needsss not the forgiveness of a coward who throwsss insults from behind a cover. He hasss done ssso much to protect your worthless kind and thisss is how you repay him when vulnerable?

Wu, I'm almost there to pick you up. Don't interact with thisss idiocy anymore. Itsss time to go home.

...home?

yeah, you put those kids in harms way by turning them into heroes, but do you know what else you did? you served the villain.

THE ONE WHO KILLED ZANE.

we will never forgive you.

Your forgiveness is not a goal I wish to achieve, I await judgement willingly.

Father will burn me for the sin of my breath, he will ensure my fall.

Verses: 8:12

I will wait, rotting, as desired by his court. Their eyes will fuel the flickers of judgement, and flames be invoked to those fated to fall.

#returning to what he was made to be in his father's image #a follower made to rot for peace #wu rp blog

this is what happens when you send a group of teenagers to save the world... sooner or later someone's going to get hurt, or worse. and now someone has.

this is all your fault.

I know.

#[he's not tagging this one he can barely move his hands]

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It should've been you

I know.

#wus private journal #wu rp blog #you guys are CRUEL I hope you know that <\3

I have always been a coward.

Every waking moment has been spent running away, from the idea of love, care, from the inevitability of loss. I've tried to write this many, many times... But I could not bring myself to say more. Nothing I will say will be worthy of you. And my thoughts will never come close to the truth of your impact in this world.

I can only hope to show it.

Show your memories. Your actions.

Your idea of love.

I'm sorry, Zane... Just know, in our hearts. Your memory is enough.

Rest now, Zane Julien.

I love you.

I have always been a coward.

Every waking moment has been spent running away, from the idea of love, care, from the inevitability of loss. I've tried to write this many, many times... But I could not bring myself to say more. Nothing I will say will be worthy of you. And my thoughts will never come close to the truth of your impact in this world.

I can only hope to show it.

Show your memories. Your actions.

Your idea of love.

I'm sorry, Zane... Just know, in our hearts. Your memory is enough.

Rest now, Zane Julien.

I love you.

I have always been a coward.

Every waking moment has been spent running away, from the idea of love, care, from the inevitability of loss. I've tried to write this many, many times... But I could not bring myself to say more. Nothing I will say will be worthy of you. And my thoughts will never come close to the truth of your impact in this world.

I can only hope to show it.

Show your memories. Your actions.

Your idea of love.

I'm sorry, Zane... Just know, in our hearts. Your memory is enough.

Rest now, Zane Julien.

I love you.

#senseis thoughts #senseis gallery #wu rp blog

They were moving quite a lot during this..Though none except for Zane had noticed me taking their picture.. Perhaps we shall train in regards to that.. It may prove useful.. But for now, I will cherish this memory.. 😊

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omg youre lactose intolerant?? 💔 the tinkler...

The what.

#ask!sensei #wu rp blog

I thought that Borg of all people would at least keep his yacht fridges stocked ://

They are stocked, to the brim, I may add. But again, that's not what I meant...

#ask!sensei #wu rp blog

this guy cant afford chocolate milk

I— it's a simple saying, have none of you heard of it before? It means putting an action or an item in the highest regard despite its physical price, such as rest, relaxation, or in this case, chocolate milk, to the point where one, in their state cannot afford it, or in a better word, cannot be 'deserving' of it... I hope this explains it further.

#ask!sensei #wu rp blog

really? a gallon of chocolate milk is like three dollars.

That... Is not what I meant by "luxury I cannot afford".

#ask!sensei #wu rp blog

I think you deserved to get punched

With all you've done

To your brother

Your students

Complete strangers

What would he have thought if he saw it all?

I already know what he thinks of me, now...

What they all do.

And they are right... The least I can do, is repent, and await the punishment that lies before me...

xternal-assistant-lifeform

That is not true. This person is preying on your insecurities and guilt for their own amusement. It is important that you do not give in to them.

I, too, was under the control of the Overlord. I hurt Zane, you, Nya, and your students. But it was out of my control, much like it was out of yours. If you would not blame me for my actions, you should not blame yourself.

How do you— these thoughts are private, pixal!

And nonetheless... That is different... The worst you had done was fight for the overlords name, while I became, inhumane, corrupted, a monster. My fists and teeth are stained with blood, pixal. There is no one else to blame.

xternal-assistant-lifeform

If you did not wish for your thoughts to be seen, why would you post them? Regardless, there is someone else to blame. The Overlord. He is the enemy here, not you. Do not forget that.

There are options to make posts private, pixal... Though it has become apparent that it cannot be hidden from you...

I appreciate your words... I will.. Think about them.

xternal-assistant-lifeform

Oh, I see. I was not aware of that. I suppose that explains why none of the Ninja have commented on your more concerning posts.

I would like to speak with you about those later, if you would not mind.

...Is it truly necessary?

#he's this close to deleting them

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I think you deserved to get punched

With all you've done

To your brother

Your students

Complete strangers

What would he have thought if he saw it all?

I already know what he thinks of me, now...

What they all do.

And they are right... The least I can do, is repent, and await the punishment that lies before me...

xternal-assistant-lifeform

That is not true. This person is preying on your insecurities and guilt for their own amusement. It is important that you do not give in to them.

I, too, was under the control of the Overlord. I hurt Zane, you, Nya, and your students. But it was out of my control, much like it was out of yours. If you would not blame me for my actions, you should not blame yourself.

How do you— these thoughts are private, pixal!

And nonetheless... That is different... The worst you had done was fight for the overlords name, while I became, inhumane, corrupted, a monster. My fists and teeth are stained with blood, pixal. There is no one else to blame.

xternal-assistant-lifeform

If you did not wish for your thoughts to be seen, why would you post them? Regardless, there is someone else to blame. The Overlord. He is the enemy here, not you. Do not forget that.

There are options to make posts private, pixal... Though it has become apparent that it cannot be hidden from you...

I appreciate your words... I will.. Think about them.

#why the fuck you LYING

I think you deserved to get punched

With all you've done

To your brother

Your students

Complete strangers

What would he have thought if he saw it all?

I already know what he thinks of me, now...

What they all do.

And they are right... The least I can do, is repent, and await the punishment that lies before me...

xternal-assistant-lifeform

That is not true. This person is preying on your insecurities and guilt for their own amusement. It is important that you do not give in to them.

I, too, was under the control of the Overlord. I hurt Zane, you, Nya, and your students. But it was out of my control, much like it was out of yours. If you would not blame me for my actions, you should not blame yourself.

How do you— these thoughts are private, pixal!

And nonetheless... That is different... The worst you had done was fight for the overlords name, while I became, inhumane, corrupted, a monster. My fists and teeth are stained with blood, pixal. There is no one else to blame.

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