All Those Weird Things

Well mom is home now, but i still feel uneasy. Then again, I always do.

Every day I get closer to my goal and yet I feel so far from it. Also I'm pretty sure my stress level has been reached and passed a few years back

Fuck me and fuck working gig jobs, but mostly fuck me.

Another really shitty day. Very had for me to focus on creative work when everything is on fire.

So today was ok. Headlights on my car both went out so that was odd. Getting it fixed tomorrow and hopefully it's not a big deal 😬.

So my therapist said I should start writing down my feelings from each day so here we are. Although I hate the idea of saying I'm "functioning" but I realized that I have "high functioning depression" when on the way home one night I said to myself, " I don't have the time to feel sad".

Forced myself to take a day off and chill for once. Should be out of this hell soon enough.

Fuck doordash. Also I think I got an idea for my keycaps, but also I have no time to work on them so oof.

Yeah so I'm back to making money and that's nice, but I still feel like shit. It feels like hell has no breaks even when the sun is shining.

Today was mostly shit. Fuck you doordash, but I went out to eat with some friends and that helped.