waving goodbye, with soaring eyes!

tumblr has like genuinely ingrained in me that the idea of being fat isn't just neutral but it's actually awesome and it's done more for my self-esteem than years of eating disorder treatment

I have been in multiple situations where a friend group I'm not so familiar with starts making jokes about being into weirdo pervert stuff and there is a slight edge of competition to who is The Most Freakish I know for a goddamn fact that I have everyone beat in the pervert department but I can't say anything because they're probably just talking about light BDSM at most and I like things that are complete social suicide in 90% of spaces

like oh when you like puppyplay and choking its subversive and edgy but when I talk about getting my sexual awakening at 8 years old from the really fucking weird plant vore sequence in the third ice age movie it's WEIRD and EMBARRASSING i see how it is,

oh so this post stops getting notes when I make that addition, i see how it is,

i like that the present tense is used here. am i posting from inside the womb, anon?

you motherfuckers gotta start writing out the names of these fucking shows. i can't take another post talking about the reveal that's so good in the new season of WINWTBVASGS

with that said, i will set an example for others to follow. did you all enjoy last night's new episode of What?? I Never Wanted To Be Virginia's Sexiest General Solicitor!!

the internet is great but sometimes it'll tell you that there's a girl you really need to hug but she's 8000km away

went to the beach ten minutes after an actual thunderstorm and got so cold i started coming up with a “fish” cover of creep by Radiohead which I was singing out loud over and over again. imagine me waist deep in the waves no feeling in my legs getting over a cold voice singing “i wish i was urchin. you’re so fucking urchin”

It literally does not matter how many hours I work this week, I'm going to be behind on bills because the only jobs I can do don't pay and make my condition rapidly worsen until I physically can't even get up, much less work, at all

listen I'm ambulatory again today but I am shaking and having a hard time standing up, I need help

Hey, if you've read any of my work and thought about giving money to me, I'd really really appreciate if you helped my friend out. They have to make $600 in (now) about a day. Please fucking help them.