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Frank Castle

- everyone has something to hide ♆ | 13.6k

~ summary: you are sarah lieberman's friend and neighbor for the past year and a half. before he died, david helped you get away from your abusive ex, and just when you start adjusting to your new life, he shows back up. who else to save you but the new man sarah hit with her car who you've grown close to, pete or is it frank?

- he is stable, you are deep ♆ | 4.8k

~ summary: you want to be happy with your boyfriend joe, but you're always going to want what you can't have, frank

author's note: hi guys! this story loosely, VERY loosely follows some events of season one of the punisher! this story does have a good ending, but there is talk of abusive relationships and torture as well. if there are any warnings that you think should be added that aren't, please don't hesitate to reach out. I hope you guys enjoy this story, and any feedback, notes, reposts, and comments are much appreciated. thank you so so so much! <3 <3

summary: you are sarah lieberman's friend and neighbor for the past year and a half. before he died, david helped you get away from your abusive ex, and just when you start adjusting to your new life, he shows back up. who else to save you but the new man sarah hit with her car who you've grown close to, pete or is it frank?

warnings: abusive relationship, held hostage, torture, knives, guns, emotional and physical abuse, unaliving, mentions of su!c!de, smut, 18+ MDNI!!!

word count: 13.6k

"You did what?" you asked with your jaw wide open as you held the phone close to your ear.

"I know, I know." Sarah sighs, closing her eyes and rubbing her hand down her face.

"How did you hit someone with your car? Did he appear out of nowhere? Were you distracted?" you asked as you paced around your living room, trying to think of all the possibilities that caused your sweet friend Sarah to hit a random person turning into her own driveway.

thank you anon for your feedback!!!!!! I genuinely appreciate it so so much! I knew there was something off about it before I posted it haha and thank you for pointing it out and letting me know <3

a/n: special shout out to lizzy mcalpine for giving me a burst of inspiration that led to me writing a fic for the first time in 7 years (thank you anon, your feedback was so so appreciated xoxo)! also shout out to frank castle <3

summary: you want to be happy with your boyfriend joe, but you're always going to want what you can't have, frank.

warnings: emotional cheating, smut, 18+ MDNI!!!

word count: 4.8k (my bad)

The warm sun caresses your cheek as you slowly awaken from your sleep. The blankets are rearranged so you can't fling them off yourself in the middle of the night, which happens more often than not.

You look over and notice the alarm that was supposed to wake you up has another ten minutes before telling you to get up for work. You let out a groan as you realize the sweet dream you had been awoken from could have gone on a little longer.

It's always the same dream, you and Frank. You know it's bad to still be dreaming about your ex-boyfriend as you sleep next to your new one, but that's the way it is. It wasn't your choice to end things with him. It all comes down to the issue of safety in his line of work. There is always someone who is going to try to figure out his weaknesses, but wouldn't it be safer if you were with him?

Apparently not, which is why you're in this bed sleeping next to your boyfriend of six months, Joe. Joe was a good guy who happened to save you from getting hit by a taxi cab on your morning commute one dreary morning. What was a coffee in exchange for saving your life turned into date nights every Friday at some bar or restaurant, which evolved into a new normalcy of spending the night at each other's places.

When enough time had passed that you were sure Frank Castle was gone for good, you invited Joe to spend the night. There was always some hope that Frank would come back, and you didn't want him to see Joe and suddenly get cold feet, but he never came. Being with Joe was fulfilling Frank's wish of finding a "good" man for you and having the normal life, but your normal was the life you had with Frank.

Yes, Frank would come home in the middle of the night, bloody, bruised, and broken, but you were there to patch up his wounds and kiss away any pain he had. Yes, there were things he couldn't tell you about for the sake of your life, but you knew he would always be there to protect you. And yes, there were times you were scared that he wasn't coming home, but in the end, he always did, and he never once let you forget that you were the reason.

You're torn away from your thoughts as you feel Joe's soft lips kiss your cheek and his arms wrap around your waist, "good morning, baby. I missed you while I was sleeping," he murmurs as he nuzzles his head between your neck and collarbone.

You let out a soft chuckle, "I was right here the whole time. I didn't even take all your covers from you this time." He lets out a low chuckle, "Now that is an improvement. You must have slept well." You laugh and nod your head as he gives you another kiss on the cheek before getting out of bed. You watch as he makes his way out of your sight to your bathroom and brushes his teeth.

Your mind wanders, imagining Frank in your bathroom brushing his teeth instead of Joe. It's wrong, but it is a lot better than how it used to be three months ago. You used to wake up in the middle of the night and imagine Frank next to you just to be disappointed when the sun came up, and Joe's face took his place. You're just thankful Frank's name hasn't been said in a moment of vulnerability, that would be quite hard to explain.

You finally gain the strength to get up, get ready, and put your scrubs on. Another twelve-hour shift at the hospital to keep you busy throughout the day.

"Do you want to go to our usual place for drinks tonight?" You keep your lips shut to prevent a groan from coming out. After a long shift at the hospital, the last thing you want to do is go to the bar to have drinks, but it's a Friday, so it's date night.

"Sure. I'm just not sure how enthusiastic I'll be by the time we go." Joe comes into the kitchen and sits next to you at the table, "You never know until we go. You always say that, and then you're having the time of your life by the time we have to leave." You nod as you agree with him, but don't inform him that it's because he's stumbling drunk out of the bar every single time and can't remember the next day.

Frank would have enjoyed the night in and insisted on it after knowing how busy you get at the hospital. There are a lot of things that were different with Joe, but you're trying to stop comparing him to Frank. They're not the same, and Frank is not coming back, no matter how hard it is to stop imagining him in Joe's place.

"Hey, where'd you go?" Joe pushes the hair that has fallen out of your ponytail behind your ears as he gives you a small smile. "How about this. We'll go out to the bar tonight, but we won't stay out late. We'll come back at a reasonable time, allowing you to go to bed early and get some rest. Sound like a deal?" He waits for you to agree, and you apprehensively give your seal of approval. "That's my girl. Okay, I need to head off to the office before I'm scolded for being late." He gets up from the table, smiling at you, and slowly kisses your lips. You kiss him back as he pulls away, "Have a great day saving the people of Manhattan. You're my hero." You close your eyes as you let out a chuckle and give him another kiss before he leaves.

You get up and place your bowl in the sink as you go to get your badge and phone from your nightstand. You feel a strong urge to go to his contact and text him just to see if he’s alive, but you know it’s useless. He’s not going to respond because he wants you to move on, and you’re trying to. You quickly head out the door as you notice the time quickly approaching your shift time.

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Six o'clock finally rolled around, allowing you to turn off your nurse brain and catch a break as you walked back home. You enter the door, and notice Joe is on the couch watching TV in his going-out clothes. You quietly shut the door as you go over towards him.

"Do we really have to go out tonight? I know it's date night, but there were so many emergencies today at the hospital, and my feet are killing me." You stood in front of him with your hair in your face and your arms at your sides.

"Aww, babe, you know how much I was looking forward to tonight. Why don't we leave in an hour so you have plenty of time to get ready and relax with me on the couch?" He begged as he grabbed your hands and looked at you with his puppy dog eyes. You audibly groaned as you gave in to his request.

"You're lucky that I like having you around. Let me go get dressed." You tugged your hands away as you laughed at his victory cheer. You made your way into your room so you could get your disgusting scrubs off your body. You gave yourself time to get ready, so you could decompress about your day. You never talk about it with Joe because the times you tried to, he seemed interested in other things and quickly changed the subject.

You made your way onto the couch next to Joe as you cuddled up together, watching whatever sports game he was invested in. You quickly closed your eyes as you stopped resisting the tiredness that overcame your body, and as quick as they closed, they opened. "Wakey wakey, guess what time it is? It's date time!" You mentally rolled your eyes as Joe grabbed your arms and pulled you up from the couch. He pulled you close as you rested your forehead on his chest with your eyes still closed. "Let's go have fun, come on!" He grabbed your face with his hands and pecked your lips. You put a smile on your face as you joined in his enthusiasm, "Let's go! We got drinks to order and a bar to sit at." You faked a big smile as he looked at you lovingly.

"That's my girl." You let go of each other as he left to get his coat, and you grabbed your purse. The bar was only a couple of blocks away, which made it a nice warm-up in conversation before alcohol was involved.

You made your way inside and grabbed your usual table close to the bar, but far enough away that you wouldn't be bothered by anybody. Although you were tired, it was fun to go on a date with your boyfriend and listen to people attempt karaoke and see the bets people placed on their game of pool.

Joe was only two drinks in, watching another sports game on the television, when your eyes started to feel heavy. Your chin rested on your hand as you started to look around. There were always the same groups of people: a group of college students who were probably under 21 drinking beer, a couple dancing too close to each other, and the ones who just sat at the bar, drowning their sorrows in their poison of choice.

"Babe, do you mind grabbing another beer for me? The game is starting to pick up, and I think my team might have a chance of winning." He asked, his eyes glued to the TV.

"Yeah, sure. You want another Corona?" He nods slowly, turning to you without taking his eyes off the screen, and then right back to the game as his team scores.

You got up and meandered through the crowd of people at the bar and flagged down the usual bartender, Suzie. "Hey, Suzie, can I get another Corona?" You smile at her and emphasize that there is no rush if somebody else is in need of a drink. She nods her head as she goes back to grab one for you.

"Here is that Corona for you." She says as she hands you the beer. You thank her and give her a tip as you wish her luck for the rest of the night. You make your way back to the table when you feel someone grab your wrist and pull you towards them.

"How'd you know this what I wanted?" The smell of alcohol on his breath is the first thing you notice as the random guy, sitting by himself at a table, holds onto your wrist. You mentally curse yourself for not being more aware of your surroundings at a bar on a Friday night. You try to yank your wrist away from the man, but it only causes him to get up and get an even firmer grip on you. "Hey, there's no need to be like that, baby. Thank you for getting this beer for me, it's my favorite." He smiles as he tries to maintain eye contact with me.

"Get your hand off of me." You once again pull your wrist away from his hold and try to get away from him. Your attempts at escaping don't work as the man gets impossibly closer to me.

His dirty fingers make their way to push your hair back behind your ear. You can only hope that Joe finally realizes how long you've been gone and decides to look for you. You flinch away from the man and begin to struggle even more as he tries to hold on tighter. "Stop fighting this. I know you want me. You seen me drinking these beers and decided to get another one for me." He whispers as he goes to grab the beer from your other hand.

Before he has the chance to grab it, You’re pulled away from him and placed behind someone. You hold onto their back as you shut your eyes. Could it be him? Is it him?

"Get your dirty hands off my girlfriend, you fucking creep," Joe says as he shoves the drunk man to the floor. He stands over him, "If I see you anywhere near her again, a little shove isn't what you're going to have to worry about." Joe spits on him and holds onto you as you make your way back to your table. Joe grabs his jacket and quickly places it over your shoulders. "Come on, babe, we're getting out of here. Let's go home, okay?" You slowly nod your head as you grip his jacket tighter to your body.

Did that really just happen? Did some drunk asshole almost take advantage of you? Joe wraps his arms around you as he shoves through people to make your way back home.

The night has turned cold, colder than it was when you had left. You had only been there for an hour and a half, and what was supposed to be a good night had turned sour. By the time you could process what had happened, you had already made it back to the warmth of your apartment.

Joe took his jacket off your shoulders as he brought you into his chest. He wrapped his arms around you and soothingly rubbed your back as you started to sob. "Sh, sh, sh, you're safe now. I'm so sorry, baby. Are you okay?" You shook your head no against his chest as he kissed the top of your head. "We're never going back there. I can't believe that asshole thought he could just do that. I should've punched that motherfucker unconscious."

He would have. That's the only thing you can think about. Frank would have ended that guy. Cut his hand off for even thinking he could touch you. You imagine Frank comforting you and kissing your tears away. You lift your head off his chest and bring his head down to your lips.

You sink into the kiss as your hands move through his hair. He moves his arms to your waist as he pulls you closer. You start to back up until your knees hit the couch and pull him down with you, never once breaking the kiss. His lips are soft and exactly what you need.

His tongue presses up against your lips, begging for entrance. You oblige and open your mouth as your tongues intertwine. You moan as you move your hands from his hair to the hem of his shirt. You move your hands underneath his shirt up his chest as you try to be as close to him as possible. He takes the hint, breaks the kiss to quickly remove his shirt, and before you have a chance to open your eyes, his lips are back on yours. His hands hold your face as he slowly moves down your neck, nipping you and quickly healing it with his warm tongue.

Your back arches as he knows just what spot to make you melt under his touch. You grip his hair and place his head in the crook of your neck. "Frank, please, I need you," you moan as Joe goes still. He props himself up and stares into your eyes.

"What did you say?" His face has dropped, and any hint of love in his eyes has vanished.

"I said I need you, baby, please." You go to kiss him again, but he pulls back and gets up from the couch.

"No, you called me Frank. Who is Frank?" Joe starts to shake as he looks to you for answers. Your jaw slacks open as you let out a gasp and place your hand against your mouth. You close your eyes. This did not just happen. Have you always imagined Frank instead of Joe? Yes, you hate to admit it, but it's the only thing that can get you off.

"Joe, I know this looks bad, but I promise you it is nothing." You get up from your spot on the couch, right next to him. You grab his hands as you stare intently into his eyes. "I don't even know why I said that. This night has been awful, and I guess my mind was somewhere else." Joe pokes his tongue against his cheek as his eyes tear up.

"Is this your ex-boyfriend? The one you won't tell me about?" Joe makes eye contact with you as you avert your eyes. "Y/N, you need to tell me. I love you, and I want to be with you, but I can't be with you if you don't want me." You start to choke up as you hear the waiver in his voice. You slowly nod your head. He lets out a sigh. "You need to tell me what you want, Y/N. Is there a part of you that still wants him?" The tears fall down your face as you shrug.

"I don't know. I'm not sure." Joe looks at you incredulously. He gets up from the couch and grabs his jacket.

"Well, I'll leave you alone to figure that out then." He looks back at you with tears falling down his face. He quickly unlocks the door and slams it as he heads out.

You break down in sobs. What is happening? You feel like you’ve lived a thousand lives in twelve hours. Your head falls into your hands as everything you feel comes cascading down. You can't stop crying. You want Joe, but you're going to always want Frank.

You look up from your hands and glare at your phone on the coffee table in front of you. Your hands work faster than your brain. Your thumb immediately goes to his contact, and you hit call. You place your phone up against your ear as you let it ring. It only rings twice before it picks up.

You cry even harder, "Frank, I need you, please." You whisper as you close your eyes, waiting for a response.

The thought of this being a wrong number almost crosses your mind until his deep, gravelly voice comes in, "I'm on my way." He hangs up as you throw your phone back on the couch.

He's coming. For the first time in six months, Frank Castle is going to come through that door and be here.

Not even five minutes have gone by before you hear two loud bangs on your door. It startles you, but you're off the couch faster than you can think.

You quickly unlock the door as your red, swollen eyes are met with his longing brown ones. Your breath hitches in your throat. What do you even say to him? He takes you in as he realizes just how upset you really are.

"Can I come in?" He asks quietly as his eyes roam up and down your body, checking to make sure you're physically okay. You slowly nod as you move out of the way for him to come in. He looks around your apartment as he waits for you to lock the door.

You make your way in front of him as you just stare at each other. He takes in your tear-stained cheeks as you take in the stubble on his face. "Are you okay?" He asks.

You let out a huff as you place your hands on your hips and look at him. You look away as you feel the tears coming back and stick your tongue out the side of your mouth to try to hold them at bay. You couldn't believe he asked if you were okay, knowing how things ended between you. "What do you think, Frank?" You look at him as he looks away, "Do I seem okay? Does it look like everything's okay?" You say as your voice cracks. "Everything seems to happen all at once. I go out for date night with my 'good, normal' boyfriend, get assaulted by some dru-" your voice catches in your throat as the frog seems to continue to grow the more upset you get. You close your eyes and shake your head as you can't even verbally acknowledge what happened.

Frank steps closer and whispers, "I know, Y/N. You don't have to talk about it." You look up at him as you try to process what he said.

"You know? What does that mean, Frank?" You stare at him as the tears fall down your face.

He looks down, "I was there." He looks back up at you. "I go to that bar every Friday to make sure you're okay and that he's treating you right." You gasp. "I saw that asshole grab you, and it took everything in me not to go over there and knock his lights out. Then I saw him make his way over towards you, and he saved you. He's good for you." He clenches his jaw as he keeps looking at you.

"Fuck you, Frank. You don't get to do that." You step closer to him. "You don't get to watch over me just to approve of who I'm with when you're the one who told me to stay away from you. It doesn't matter what you think because I know he's good for me." The tears are overflowing as your lips tremble, "He's so good to me that I complain about going to date nights every Friday. That we spend almost every day together. That he holds me just the way I need to be held. That he loves me." Your voice is practically in shambles as you unleash everything that you've pent up over the past six months.

Frank takes a step towards you as you keep confessing, "You wanna know the worst thing of it all? I can't stop thinking about you." You close your eyes as you try to compose yourself. "Shouldn't I feel guilty? I have a great boyfriend who I can only get off to when I imagine it's you on top of me. Fuck, Frank, I said your name in the middle of a heated make-out session with him." You start to shout as you let the anger take control of you.

"Y/N-" Frank tries to speak, but you hold your hand up to stop him.

"I stare at my phone every morning before work, and I think about texting you, calling you. I check the logs every morning at the hospital to make sure no one with your description came in the middle of the night." The tears fall even more heavily. Frank takes another step closer.

"Y/N, he is good for you. With me, there is nothing but chaos and uncertainty. There is no normal." You shake your head as he starts to impart some bullshit wisdom, "He is stable-"

"You are deep! I don't want stable!" You and Frank are so close that you could reach your hand out and touch his chest. "I can only think about you, and I only want you. I need you to need me." You look up at him.

"I do need you," Frank growls as he smashes his lips against yours. A deep heat grows as you realize Frank is here, actually here, kissing you. You grip his hair as you let out a moan, granting his tongue entrance. So many nights you had to imagine Frank being the one making love to you, and now it's happening. He's here.

"Oh yeah, baby," you groan as his hands make their way under your shirt to unclasp your bra. You break the kiss to take your shirt off, but Frank rips it off you. You stare at him for a second and then pull his lips back to yours. "Touch me, please," you repeat like a mantra.

"Let's go somewhere," he mumbles against your lips. You nod your head as you take him into your bedroom. As soon as you make it through the door, Frank takes your hand and spins you into him. You're caught off guard as you place your hands on his chest, and he finds his on your hips. He gently moves his finger against your face as he admires you and smiles, "I missed you." You place your hand against his cheek as you kiss him.

"You don't have to miss me anymore," you whisper against him. He grabs your legs and carries you over to the bed as you land on your back. You can't get enough of him. He moves his tongue against your neck and bites down hard at the places that make you squirm, "God, Frank." Your hands move through his hair.

He kisses his way down your chest as he takes his tongue and moves it along your nipple. He takes his time licking and biting it as your back arches, and you moan his name. "Frank, please, I need you." He wastes no time in removing his shirt and begins to take off his belt. You replace his hands and pull his pants down. You wiggle out of your own and throw them off the bed.

Frank marvels at you lying on the bed as he holds himself on top of you. He kisses you hard as you hold onto his bicep. His hand moves down towards your center as you part your legs. He takes his fingers and slowly moves towards your clit. Your eyes open wide as you let out a moan. He watches you as he continues to move his fingers in circles.

You both stare at each other and notice that anytime a wave of pleasure overcomes your body, Frank opens his mouth just as wide. Your eyes crinkle as the pleasure begins to take over. You've never cum this fast. "Look at me," Frank whispers as your release comes close. You open your eyes as Frank lays his forehead against yours. Your mouths are held open together as your breaths intertwine. The intense sensation of relief you feel takes over your body as you reach your climax. Frank silences your moans with his mouth as you engage in a heated kiss.

He holds himself up as he removes his boxers. His hard member slaps against his stomach, "I might not last long, I've been dreaming about this since I left you." He says as he pushes your hair out of your eyes.

You hold onto his face as you whisper, "I don't care, Frank. I just need you." He takes that as his cue to continue. He lines himself up and slowly enters. You hold your breath as you adjust to his length. It's bigger than you remember.

He slowly starts to move back and forth as he finds his rhythm like muscle memory. You close your eyes as you make sweet music when he hits the spot that makes you lose your mind. "This is all I need, Frank, just you." He begins to move faster and harder as you feel yourself tighten around him. Your nails scratch his back as you feel him get closer, the sloppier his movements are. "I love you, Frank. I love you," you say as you feel the tears well up in your eyes. You kiss him hard as you both approach your climaxes in synchronicity. You cum again as you feel him spread his seed inside you.

You both take the time to catch your breaths as Frank lies on top of you and you play with his hair. He slowly moves out of you and looks at you. "I love you, Y/N," you smile as you kiss him. He breaks the kiss to look at you, "I need you to know it was hard for me to be away from you." The back of his pointer finger glides across your cheek. "I thought that if I disappeared, then you'd be safe, but I couldn't stay away from you. I'm sorry." You shush him as you caress his cheek.

"You don't have to be sorry, you're here now where you should be," You whisper as you kiss his cheeks.

"And I'm not going to leave, Y/N. Not again." You stare at each other, and you see just how much love you hold. You kiss each other slowly and pour everything you've wanted to say over the past six months into it. You break apart as Frank holds you close. "At least, you didn't have to worry about saying the wrong name." He lets out a chuckle as you slap his chest.

"Frank Castle, you did not just say that," you say, turning your head up to look at him with wide eyes.

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Description: You move into the murder house after some unfortunate event occurred

Request: Anonymous:  Thought this might be interesting, but the reader has a power that if she touches another living person they die. Which has caused her to cut off everyone in fear of killing them. Till one day her parents allow her to live alone in the murder house to keep everyone safe from her. She ends up getting really close with Tate and instead of being the darkness, he becomes the 'light' in her world. Since he is all she has in her small world.

Author’s Note: I apologize so much for not being active! I promise to make it up to all 431 followers!!! Thank you so much! I love you guys XOXO

 2006

          I was eight years old. I was so young and innocent to have this curse on my shoulders. I was playing on the playground with my two best friends. A big thunderstorm rolled in out of nowhere. We were jumping rope and writing with chalk on the sidewalk. It rained. It poured. I didn’t understand why it didn’t affect my friends. They were with me. They got soaked. The storm quickly passed over. We were kids, we didn’t run off when the rain came, we played in the rain instead. I walked over to my friends so that we could come up with our secret friendship handshake. It all happened so fast. They were on the ground. Their bodies lifeless. Then the sirens came. I watched as two men came and dragged their bodies off. I stood there speechless. The paramedic came over.

           “Sweetheart, do you know what happened here?” He asked crouching down. I looked down not knowing how to answer. I looked up at him and told him what happened.

           “I just touched them. It’s all my fault they’re gone.” I paused realizing what had happened, what I had done. “IT’S MY FAULT!” I screamed. The man tried to reach over to comfort me but I stopped him.  “Don’t touch me. I’ll just hurt you.” I said crying. 

           “You didn’t kill them. You can’t hurt me. It’s all alri..” The man stopped. He died. He reached over and touched my shoulder. Another person I had killed. I needed to get away. A couple minutes later my mom and dad came. I was surrounded by police officers.

           “Let us through, that’s our daughter.” My mom and dad said, “Sweetheart, it’s okay.” My mother reached over and hugged me. She was unaffected. She helped me up and took me to the car. I opened the backseat door and buckled myself in. My parents then got in. The car ride was silent. It was so silent you could hear a pin drop. A few minutes later we arrived home. I got out and ran to the unlocked door. I ran to my room, slamming the door.

          “Sweetheart may we come in?” My mom said as she knocked. I didn’t answer but they came in anyways. “We have something to tell you (Y/N).” my mom said as she sat next to me on the bed.

          “Is it answers on why I seem to kill everything I touch except for you guys? If so then continue.” I said.

           “It is answers. (Y/N), you have powers. It is passed on to you from us. It doesn’t affect us because we have it as well. You get powers by a storm passing and raining on you. We tried to protect you because we didn’t want you to have this curse. I’m so sorry baby.” my mom said.

            “That’s all I needed. Now get out. My friends are dead, I need some time to myself if you don’t mind.” I said. 

             “Of course. Take as much time as you need.” My dad said as they both left.

          That is how I found out I had powers and an even more unsteady path down my life.

2014

          Ever since that day I have been home schooled. I am now sixteen and I have not left my property since that awful day. Mom thought that if I stayed away from people then maybe the curse would go away. I was going to test that theory. I had met a boy when I was twelve who newly moved in next door. We would play from our backyards. I will say that he has grown up quite nicely and he was taking me on a date to a movie theater. I was excited. He was coming to pick me up at six and it was four. I got up and went to take a shower. After the shower I got dressed and waited. A knock then soon came. I leaped off the couch and opened the door.

          “Hi Jacob!” I said. He had blue eyes and brown hair. He was dressed in a blue dress shirt and black pants.

          “Are you ready?” Jacob asked. I shook my head vigorously. He offered me his arm but I declined not wanting to hurt him. He opened the door to his truck letting me in first. It was a smooth drive to the movie theater. “Do you want anything? Soda? Popcorn? Candy?” He asked.

           “I’m fine thank you.” He got what he wanted then handed our tickets to the man. 

          “How to Live Life, number seven on the left. Enjoy your movie.” The man said with a sarcastic voice.

           “Jeez someone doesn’t like their job!” I said as we both laughed. We arrived at the doors and he opened the doors and let me chose where we were going to sit. 

            “I can’t wait to watch this movie! I heard it’s supposed to be really good!” Jacob said.

            “Yeah same!” The lights soon dimmed and the movie began. I was keeping to myself keeping aware of where my hands were so I didn’t hurt him. The movie ended and he drove me home. He walked me to my front door.

           “I had a really good time tonight.” Jacob said.

           “I did too.” I said as I smiled. We stood there awkwardly for a minute just staring at each other. He leaned in and I didn’t stop him our lips collided and then all of a sudden he drops.

           “JACOB?!” I scream as I back away. I banged on my door. My parents opened it and grabbed me and pulled me inside. “What do I do?” I ask.

          “You go into your room (Y/N) and stay there.” my mom said as I rushed to my room.

       It was too late Jacob died and it was my fault. That day was when I realized that this would never go away. My parents had a plan and that when I turned eighteen I would move to a house by myself called Murder House. It was perfect and I couldn’t wait until that day would come.

2016

        It was moving day and I couldn’t wait. I just wanted to get away from everyone so that I could no longer hurt them. It was a long drive to Murder House, but I didn’t mind. It was worth it in the end.

       After an hour we arrived. I quickly got out of the moving truck and unlatched the back of the truck. I picked up the first five boxes I see. My mom comes out and laughs as she sees how eager I am to move in and be on my own. 

“Careful sweetie. You don’t want to hurt yourself.” My mom says as she laughs. She grabs the top two boxes off the top and helps me.

I unlock the door and take in my surroundings. The house is so beautiful that I had to pinch myself to make sure it was real. I went upstairs and picked out my bedroom. I let out a sigh and breathed it all in. I went downstairs to finish unloading.

After four hours I was finally settled in and I had said goodbye to my parents. I went into the living room and sat down on the couch turning on the television. I just watched the first thing that was on and didn’t think much about it. A couple minutes after I just got comfortable, the doorbell rang. I groaned as I got up and went to the door. I opened it and was met with very dark brown eyes.

“Hi, I’m Tate Langdon, your neighbor. I saw you move in and figured I would say hello.” Tate said. He held out his hand and I just stared at it for a little bit.

“Sorry, I’m a huge germophobe. Anyways, I’m (Y/N),” I said as I smiled at him.

“Beautiful name for a beautiful girl.” Tate said. I blushed furiously and looked down but then looked up with a smirk.

“I bet you say that to all the girls.” I say.

“Only on the special ones, and so far that has only been you,” He said as he looked at me and smiled.

“Anyways, it was nice meeting you.” I said as I was closing the door. Tate stopped it with his hand.

“Can I see you again?” He asked.

“Yeah, sure.” I said as he smiled.

“Well than I’ll see you tomorrow.” Tate said cheerfully. I smiled back and closed the door. I was absolutely blown away that this cute guy was talking to me. Then, I felt even worse because I could never have a real relationship with him. I shook off the sad feeling and decided to go to bed. I fell asleep thinking of Tate.

The Next Day

         I woke up and took a shower. I went downstairs and looked in the fridge to see if I had anything to make for breakfast. I decided on making pancakes. I had just finishing making the pancakes and heard a knock at the door. I dropped everything and went to open it. I unlocked the door and opened it revealing Tate.

“Good morning! I smelled pancakes and decided to come over to see if you would be so kind and share them with me. Please?” He said with puppy dog eyes. I laughed and let him come in.

“Of course. How else am I going to make friends? The kitchen is down the hallway and to the left.” I said while I laughed.

“Gotcha. So shouldn’t you be like in school?” He asked. I came into the kitchen and placed some pancakes on his plate and then I sat next to him with my own plate filled with pancakes.

“Nope. I was home schooled throughout my life and so I didn’t go to college. What about you? Shouldn’t YOU be in school?” I asked while laughing.

“No I dropped out. Didn’t like school. I felt imprisoned so I had to get out.” Tate said. I nodded my head while we ate pancakes. “So why did you move here?”

“Things happened and I had to leave where I was.” I said while looking at my plate.

“Let me guess, ex boyfriend?” Tate said.

“Something like that.” I said as I smiled and looked down. I saw out of the corner of my eye Tate moving my hand to my cheek. “Don’t do that. I don’t want to hurt you.” I said as I moved myself out of hands reach.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you.” Tate said. As he slowly retracted his hand looking embarrassed.

“It’s okay. I should tell you.” I took in a deep breath and told him my life story, right from the beginning, “So that is why I moved here. I apologize for not telling you the truth. It’s okay if you run away. Everyone does.” I say as I looked down and let out a soft chuckle. 

“Well I guess we do have something in common. I haven’t been completely honest with you either. Please don’t laugh or run off. What I’m about to tell you is true. I’m dead. So it’s okay if you touch me. I’m a ghost so you can’t do much damage to me anyways.” Tate says.

“You’re just saying that to make me feel better.” I said with tears. Tate started to slowly approach me.

“The thing is, I’m not.” He brought his hand up to my cheek and kissed me deeply. It had been my first kiss and it was amazing. I pulled away and looked into his eyes.

“So you weren’t kidding huh?” I said laughing with tears. 

“No,” Tate said as he laughed. We kissed again and just stayed in each others arms for the rest of the day.

Two Years Later

“I love you Tate Langdon,” I said as I leaned in and kissed him deeply. 

“I love you even more, (Y/N),” Tate said as he pulled me in for another kiss. Life has been complete since that day. I’ve defintely have felt the most love I’ve ever received in my entire life. “(Y/N), you make me so happy. I am thrilled you moved in here.” Tate said.

“Tate Langdon, you’re the brightest light I’ve ever seen. There is nothing that could change the way I feel about you. I love you.” I said as I pulled him into another kiss. I died in the house. A robbery occurred and I was shot and killed. I was sort of happy because now I can spend forever with Tate, my love.

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Description: You started dating Peter who is a mutant and your parents aren’t very fond of mutants. What will happen when they find out?

Author’s Note: This probably stinks. But requests are open! I hope you guys enjoy this!! XOXO

1985

One year. One year of dating Peter in secrecy. The reason why it had remained a secret for so long was because Peter is a mutant and I am not. My family didn’t really hold their arms too open for mutants. They just thought they were the scums of the earth or that they were too different. I didn’t agree. I thought that they were normal people with just something unique. Unlike normal people who were most of the time boring. The same routine. Get up, get dressed, brush your teeth, eat breakfast, go to school, eat lunch, more classes, go home, eat dinner, and then night time routine. It was the same. It was boring. Dull. Peter had removed that boring day to day routine. Sometimes sneak out and skip some school, meet him for lunch, walk me home but then manage to get the heck away when he saw one of my parents car, and then throw pebbles at my window to let him in at night and we just talk, quietly. He made my days extravagant. Meaningful. I had never felt this way. I had never really been this open to someone. Anyway this all started on April 23, 1984.

April 23, 1984

It just started out as a regular boring day to day routine. I was walking to school. I met up with my friends who were so graciously waiting for me outside. 

“Hey!” I said.

“Oh, hey (Y/N)! How was your morning?” Vanessa asked.

“Boring, as always. You?” I asked.

“It was pretty good. Anyways Chelsea and I were wondering if you wanted to come with us to a bar as a girl’s night out. Can you?” Vanessa asked.

“Sure. Who else is going?’ I asked

“It is just going to be Vanessa, you and me.” Chelsea said.

“Alright, I could use it.” I laughed. The bell rang suddenly so we rushed to get to our classes. We all had the same schedule which was really nice. 

It was a long day of stupid classes that no one really paid attention in. 

“Okay so what is this bar place called?” I asked.

“Dine’s and Drive’s. It just newly opened so the place should be hopping.” Chelsea said.

“Exactly. So that means maybe we can find a guy for each of us!” Vanessa screeched.

“Oh my gosh. Why do you guys always assume we are going to find the one at these ‘newly’ opened places?” I asked.

“Well Chelsea and I’s horoscopes said that we would meet our true love somewhere unexpected!” Vanessa said.

“Oh come on you honestly believe those stupid little horoscope stories?” I asked.

“Oh stop being such a let-downer.” Chelsea said.

“I am just being truthful. Anyways what time are you guys picking me up?” I asked.

“We will pick you up at seven.” Vanessa said.

“Okay. See you then.” I waved and ran inside my house. I looked at the clock and saw that it was only four. I ran up the stairs and took a long warm shower. When I got out I looked at the clock and it was five. I walked over to my closet and picked out a black polka dot red dress. 

I put it on and then sat in front of my mirror and applied red lipstick and mascara. I curled my long flowing locks. I looked in my mirror for one final glance and started to walk downstairs. I heard the door bell ring. I opened the door to Vanessa and Chelsea standing there.

“HEY (Y/N)! You look gorgeous!” Chelsea and Vanessa said.

“Aw thanks. You guys do too!” I replied, “Shall we go?”

“Yes! Let’s go!” Chelsea said. I walked out and closed the front door to my house and then walked to the car. I got into the back seat and just looked out the window until we got there. 

“We are here!” Vanessa said. I got out of the car and waited for Chelsea and Vanessa.

“Okay so while we are here tonight, we are going to find a potential bachelor.” Chelsea said.

“Guys, please. I just want to have fun without having to worry about guys.” I said.

“(Y/N), who are you going to dance with when there is a slow song? Huh?” Vanessa said.

“I don’t care. I would rather just sit. I mean that is what I’m used to.” I said.

“This is what I’m talking about (Y/N)! You need to stop with being mopey and you know what? That is all going to change tonight!” Chelsea said. Knowing that I wasn’t going to win this conversation, I just started walking with them. We arrived at the doors of the bar and opened them. I wasn’t going to lie, this is a pretty cool place. Who knows I might meet my soulmate. The bar was packed with people. Vanessa saw a high table open for four people and she ran over and grabbed it before anyone could steal it. 

Chelsea and I sat down. 

“So, Chelsea, (Y/N), see any potential bachelors?” Vanessa asked as she wriggled her eyebrows. A waiter came over and asked us what we would like to drink. 

“We would like ten shots of vodka please.” Chelsea said.

“Alright! Coming right up!” The waiter said and left.

“Okay Vanessa, do you see the group of guys over there?” We looked to where she was pointing and Vanessa nodded. “I like the guy with the brown hair and glasses. I think I might go introduce myself.” Chelsea said.

“Oh, and I like that guy with the sorta long hair in the wheelchair. He looks really cute. Let’s go over there.” Vanessa said as they walked over there. 

“Um guys?” I said as the waiter came over with the tray of the ten shots of vodka. I just smiled at the guy and gave up on my friends as I saw them flirting with the guys. I looked over there and saw a guy with silver hair looking at me. I blushed and looked down smiling. I looked back up and the man was right in front of me. 

“Hi! I’m Peter Maximoff.” Peter said as he held out his hand. 

“(Your Full Name).” I said and smiled as I took his hand. He slowly brought it up to his lips and kissed it. I blushed and looked away.

“Is there anyone sitting here?” Peter asked as I shook my head no. “Sweet. SO what are you doing here all by yourself?”

“Well originally I wasn’t alone, my friends abandon me for your other two friends over there.” I said as I pointed over there.

“Oh, so they like Hank and Charles huh?” Peter asked.

“I guess.” I said.

“So why didn’t you go over there?” He asked.

“Didn’t want to. They just wanted to find there soulmate.” I said looking away.

“What’s wrong with that?” He asked with a smirk on his face.

“Nothing. I just didn’t see the point at all.” I said.

“There must be a reason. Come on, you can tell me.” He said.

“I just met you but alright. I just came out of a very serious relationship. I thought he loved me. I gave him my whole heart but he just stomped on it and threw it in the trash. I’m scared of that happening again. I don’t want that. I want to be in a relationship that will go somewhere. Not just a month fling or something stupid. You know?” I said.

“I totally understand.” Peter said as took my hand and rubbed his finger along the back of my hand. “I came out of a relationship too and it was the same situation.” He said. As soon as he said that a slow song came on and I saw Hank and Chelsea go to slow dance. I guess he noticed that I was looking at them because the next thing he said I would not have expected at all. 

“Do you want to dance with me?” Peter said while pointing his thumb over to the dance floor where the dancing was going on.

“Sure. I would love too Peter!” I said. Peter stepped down from his chair and helped me down from mine. All of a sudden, Peter puts his hand on the back of my neck and before I blinked we were already on the dance floor. I had to take a step back and a blur of confusion covered my face.

“Are you okay?” He asks sounding worried. I just nod my head yes.

“How did we get over here so fast? Or did you drug me?” I asked. Peter took my hands and rubbed his thumb over the back of mine.

“(Y/N), I have to tell you something. What I am about to tell you I don’t really tell this to other girls on the first date but there is just something about you and I feel like I can trust you. Please don’t start running and freak out, please.” Peter said.

“Peter you’re scaring me. What’s wrong?” I asked. 

“(Y/N), I’m a...mutant.” Peter says and puts his head down. I smile and put my arms around his neck and I move his hands so that they’re on my waist. I start to laugh at how nervous he was. 

“Peter, That’s...amazing!” I said and he immediately raises his head and stares deep into my eyes to see if there was any sign of me lying. 

“Are you serious? You aren’t scared?” Peter asked.

“No, why would I be scared. I know that the news depicts mutants poorly. I figured that the only reason that there all these new mutants are popping up was because they don’t know how to control it, and I just wish that I could help them.” I said.

“I think you are the most amazing person I have ever met. I sincerely mean that. I know that this might be way to soon but I think I’m in love with you. I mean that from the bottom of my heart.” Peter says as we sway to the music. 

“I was thinking the exact same thing. So what I am guessing is that your mutation is teleportation?” I ask. He laughs and shakes his head no. “Then what?” I say laughing.

“My mutation is super speed. Teleportation is my friend Kurt’s mutation.” He says.

“So are Charles and Hank mutants?” I ask.

“Yes, Hank is a blue fur covered beast, so we call him Beast. Hank takes these shots that make him look human. Charles is a mind reader. He is also our recruiter. He was paralyzed when my father, Magneto, accidentally moved a bullet and it hit Charles.” Peter finishes.

“Wait, that guy I see on TV every morning, Magneto, is your father?” I ask with a shocked face.

“Yep. I met him when I broke into the Pentagon and I didn’t know it yet but I figured because my mom knew someone who could control metal.” He says.

“Oh. I’m really sorry Peter. I know how much that might hurt.” I said as I put my hand on his cheek and caress it.

“It’s really fine.” Peter says as he puts his forehead on mine and slowly leans in. I meet him in the middle. I bring him closer by grabbing his shirt collar and pulling on it while he puts his hand behind my head. What we both didn’t realize is that the song had ended and everyone was staring at us. I broke it apart when I heard Chelsea, Hank, Vanessa, and Charles whooping and cheering. My face got red very fast and so did Peters. We just placed our foreheads against each others and laughed. 

“So would you like to meet my friends?” Peter asked.

“I would love to. Oh, would you love to meet mine?” I asked laughing.

“I would love to.” Peter said and pecked me on the lips. We walked over to them and he started.

“Hank, Charles this is my girlfriend (Y/N), (Y/N) this is Hank and Charles.” 

“GIRLFRIEND?!” I thought, “Oh I like this very much. Two can play at this game Peter.” I finished thinking.

“Nice to meet you guys.” I said as I hugged them.

“Girlfriend? Well Peter, I am sure you got a good girl on your hands.” Hank said. 

“I sure do.” He said as he put his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him.

“Chelsea, Vanessa this is my boyfriend Peter, Peter this is Chelsea and Vanessa.” I say. I look over at Peter and see his eyes go wide. I laugh silently.

“Very nice to meet you.” Peter said as he hugged them.

“Well, well, (Y/N). Looks like your plan for tonight didn’t work out. You found someone like us. I am happy for you. I am very happy (Y/N).” Vanessa and Chelsea said.

“Thank you guys. I am sorry for being a stubborn fool earlier. I am happy that you guys found someone as well.” I said as I gave them both hugs. 

It was two hours later and I was tired. The whole time we sat at a table and just chatted like we were best friends. I leaned my head on Peters shoulder and yawned. He saw that I was very tired.

“You tired baby? You want to go home?” He asked as he pushed back my hair. I just nodded a yes. “Alright folks, tonight was fun but I think we are going to call it quits. It was nice meeting you Vanessa and Chelsea.” Peter said as he waved goodbye. Peter picked my up and walked me outside. “So should I kiss you now or right outside your front door?” He asked.

“Now. I will be too tired when you get me home.” I said not thinking of what my parents think of mutants. 

“As you wish.” Peter said. He let me down and put his hand behind my neck and kissed me. “Okay, now time to take you home.” I told him where I lived and he responded. “No way! I live like two houses down from you!”

“Really? That means I can see everyday. Okay now I am officially too tired. Take me home, now please.” I said as I smiled.

“Yes. Here we go. Hold tight.” Peter said. I blink and I was already outside my house. 

“Bye Peter. I love you.” I said.

“Goodnight (Y/N). I love you too. He said.

1985

That is how I started dating Peter. We were very cautious. A lot of times in the middle of the night, Peter would throw rocks at the window. I would open it and automatically smile. Then Peter would speed climb and just stop where I was leaning at my window and he would kiss me. I would help him in and then we would talk and fall asleep in each others arms. I would never wake up to him. He would leave before I would wake up.  This morning was different. Something was off. I got out of bed and went downstairs. I went into the kitchen and saw my mom crying and my dad keeping her safe.

“Mom, what’s wrong?” I asked as my heart was beating faster.

“Is it true?” My mom said with her voice breaking.

“Is what true?” I asked scared of what they were going to say.

“That for the past year you have been dating a..a...a...a mutant?” She said with tears falling down her face.

“Yes mom. It’s true. I love him with all of my hear and he is one of the most considerate, kind, loyal, humorous, and romantic man I have ever met.” I said standing my ground.

“Oh NO! WHY, WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO US?” My mom said as she cried.

“Why would I what? Fall in love with someone who gets me? Who loves me? Who makes me feel special?’ I said crying as well.

“IT’S ALL LIES (Y/N)!  EVERYTHING HE HAS TOLD YOU IS A BIG FAT LIE! HE DOESN’T LOVE YOU! HE WANTS TO HURT YOU! HE WANTS TO KILL YOU! IT IS THE SAME INTENTIONS OF EVERY MUTANT! THEY MEAN NO GOOD!” She yelled.

“How would you know?” I asked.

“It is their type, have you not seen the news?” She cried.

“Peter is different!” I yelled.

“He is trying to get inside your head.” My dad said.

“No! He is not! I am tired of this. I am leaving!” I said.

“And where are you going?” They asked.

“Non of your business!” I said. I ran up to my room locked the door and packed up all of my stuff. I sat on the floor and cried. I finally pulled my strength and escaped through my window. I ran with my stuff to Peter’s. I frantically knocked.

“Yeah, yeah, I’m coming!” Peter yelled from inside. I had tears all over my face. He opened the door and his smile turned into a frown. “(Y/N), what’s wrong baby?”

“Can I please come in?” I said with my voice cracking.

“Of course. Come on in. Please.” Peter said and I dragged my stuff in. “Let me put your stuff downstairs in my room. Okay?” He asked.

“Can I come with you? Please.” I said rubbing my arm.

“Of course babe.” He said. 

I followed him downstairs. I waited in his living room and sat on the couch. He came in a second later and placed me in his lap. 

“Tell me what’s wrong.” He said as he wiped my tears away. I told him what my parents had said and I placed my head in between the crook of his neck. He placed his hand on the back of my head and rubbed my hair back and forth. “You know that isn’t true. What your parents said right?” He said, I shook my head yes, “Good. (Y/N), I love you. I don’t want anything to happening to you. I care for you. Nothing will ever get you. Nothing will hurt you. I love you.”

“I love you too Peter.” I said and kissed him deeply. 

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Request: “ Can I get a Tate, Jimmy or James imagine? Something that would make a broken heart feel better?” -Anon

Description: You break up with your long term boyfriend and Tate helps you through the tough time.

Author’s Note: I apologixe this is so SHORT! I am so sorry!!! I hope you guys like this. XOXO

2017

It was a sunny day in Los Angles, California, I was just about to go on a date with my boyfriend, Gardner. I had met him when I first came to California. I was walking around the office I worked at and had bumped into him spilling my paperwork every where! He helped cleaned it up and ever since that day in 2013 we have been dating. I loved Gardner but I could sense something fishy going on. For instance, when we would have our annual movie night he wouldn’t stop texting someone on his phone. I would always ask and he always responded, “Oh, it’s just my mom,” or “Don’t worry about it.” It made me upset because he wasn’t being honest. I knew that. The way his eyes would light up when the person texted, when he would laugh forever on something that the person sent him. It was happening everytime. He wouldn’t even want to hold hands at all or embrace. I was feeling sad because he didn’t like me. 

        So as of now I am arriving at the resturant, “Nourriture Par Le Rivage.” I walk in and i want to run away and crawl up in a ball. I look over to look at where Gardner is and I see him kissing another girl. I run away but it’s too late because Gardner stops and his smile turns into a frown. He rushes to get up but I’m already running away.

“(Y/N), WAIT!” Gardner shouts. He was always a faster runner and he catches up with me and yanks on my arm, holding my wrist. 

“Let go of me jerk!” I say forcefully.

“I can explain, (Y/N), I can.” He says.

“No you can’t. I was waiting this day to happen. I prayed that you weren’t, but I knew. I knew it all along. The texts. The laughs. The weird attitude, I mean what else? I didn’t want this to happen. I wanted to believe that it was just your mom.” I said with tears streaming down my face. He raises his hand to dry my tears but I slap it away.

“(Y/N)...”

“No. I just want clarification Gardner. How long? How long has the lying been going on? How long ago did you stop loving me?” I asked looking away.

“Its been going on for a year. The lying began two years ago. I never stopped loving you.” He said. I turned my head and looked straight into his eyes.

“That is such crap! You have stopped loving me for a LONG time Gardner. I am done with this relationship. I need to go back home. I knew it was bad to live on my own at the age of 18. I hate you. I never want to see you again. Do not come to my parents house. Do not come after me. I am done with you.” I said and I ran away and hauled a cab. 

It was a good forty minutes before I arrived home at the infamous Murder House. I missed my family. I needed to come home. I pay the tax driver his money and got out of the door. I looked around and saw that my parents weren’t home and that’s when I realized they went on their wedding anniversary trip. I ran up to the door and got the key under the mat.

“Somethings never change.” I thought. I unlocked the door and walked in, I quickly entered the security code and walked to the kitchen to get some food. I open the fridge and take out some ice cream and sit at the table, sulking. I all of a sudden feel a presence next to me and I see Tate, my best friend.

 He has a smile on his face but it slowly fades when he sees my mascara running because I was crying. He rushes over and sits on the bar stool next to mine. I look at him and he puts his cold hand on my cheek and brushes my tears away with his hand.

“What happened (Y/N)?” He asks.

“Oh, Tate. Something terrible.” I say as my body shakes because of my harsh crying. Tate opens his arms so that I could cuddle next to him. I accepted it and caressed my hair and kissed my head.

“Let me guess, Gardner broke up with you.” He said.

I just shake my head yes because I knew if I spoke then it would sound hoarse. Tate pulled away from me and put his hands on either side if my face adn made me look into his eyes. 

“(Y/N), you are so much better without him. He is a big jerk for breaking up with you, I just want you to know that I am herer for you.” I looked in his eyes and leaned in to kiss him. My lips met his cold ones. It started to get heated and Tate broke apart. “(Y/N), I have something I want to say to you.”

“Yes Tate? What is it?” I asked.

“I love you. I always have. Ever since you walked through that door I had feelings for you. I stayed away because you had Gardner and seemed happy. I love you so much.” Tate says.

“I love you too Tate.” I said. We start to kiss again adn I break it apart. “I think I am going to go to bed. I’m really tired.” I said as Tate pushed back a strand of loose hair.

“Okay. Do you want me to come with you?” I just shake my head yes. We walk upstairs to my room that looked like I had always lived here. I layed down and got under the covers. Tate got in on the other side and cuddle me with his arm over my waist and keeping me close.

“Good night (Y/N), I love you.”

“I love you too Tate. Good night.” I turned around and pecked his lips. I finally went to sleep knowing that somebody loved me.

Eight Months Later

 It has been eight months since Tate and I started dating. These months have been the happiest times in my whole entire life. Tate and I were in the TV room watching a movie and eating popcorn, as our date night since my parents left for the weekend. We were cuddled on the couch with a blanket over us as we sat with our legs tangled together, We kept throwing popcorn at eachother and shared some kisses here and there. All of a sudden I hear the doorbell ring.

“That must be the pizza guy!” I said excitedly as Tate laughed. I got up and took the money that I had on the counter for the pizza. I opened the door and to my suprise I saw Gardner. I automatically got scared not knowing what he was going to do. 

“What are you doing here Gardner?” I ask defensively.

“I came here to apologize for me acting like that. I was a jerk. I never should of done that. I love you. I miss you.” He said while fake crying.

“Well sorry buddy, you are too late I already have a boyfriend and he treats me better than what you have. The funny thing is, is that he makes me more happy in eight months than you ever did in two years!” I knew that was crossing a line but it was true. 

“Babe what is taking you so long?” Tate asks but then stops when he sees who is outside. “What do you think you’re doing here?” Tate asks while he puts his hand around my shoulders pulling me close. 

“So this is the guy huh?” Gardner asks and I shake my head yes. Gardner gets mad and grabs Tate by his shirt collar and throws him on the ground.

“HEY!” I say. “LET HIM GO JERK!” I say getting inbetween Gardners hits towards Tate. I did not see what happens next. Gardner starts hitting me.

“GET OFF OF MY GIRLFRIEND!” Tate yells and picks Gardner up and throws him outside. “STAY OUT! The next time you lay a finger on her, I will call the police.” Gardner runs as Tate shuts the door and locks it and all the other doors and windows. He runs over to me. “Are you okay? What can I do?”

“Tate it’s okay just a cut on my eyebrow, you look worse.” I say laughing.

“No Gardner does.” He says and we start laughing. He picks me up and takes me to the bathroom and gets the first aid kit. “Sit here.” I go over and sit on the bathtub edge. “This might sting a little.” I nod my head as in acting as an okay. He puts some alcohol on the cotton ball and puts on my eyebrow and I take a deep breath. He kisses me on the lips as a reassurance that it’s going to be okay. 

He finishes fast by putting a band aid on my eyebrow. 

“Are you okay?” Tate asks looking straight into my eyes.

“Yes, Nurse Langdon.” I say and we both laugh. He pulls me into a hug and I kiss him on the cheek. “I love you.”

“I love you too.”

Words: 3,213

Request: @multihxe :Could you do a Tate imagine where he gets jealous because y/n was having a study session with some boy from school and the boy was getting a little too close to her??

Description: You invite a boy over to study and it starts going south, espcially with Tate.

Author’s Note: @multihxe I hope this is what you wanted!! I apologize if it is far from ehat you wanted! Requests are open! Enjoy reading. XOXO

2011

I had just moved to the infamous Murder House in Los Angeles, California, a couple months ago. It wasn’t as bad as I thought moving across the country and starting brand new. The reason why my family and I moved was because my dad had an affair on my mom. My mom isn’t happy. I know that is because anytime my dad tries to hold her hand she takes her hand away from his. Also if he enters the room she has to be at the other side of the room so that there isn’t any arguments. I just don’t get why they don’t just get a divorce. I mean seriously they are both unhappy in their marriage. Even though my mom still says they love each other. I could actually care less. i have someone in my life who loves and cares for me. His name is Tate Langdon. He is one of my dad’s patients. My dad is a psychiatrist. I didn’t really care if he was crazy. At least he is seeking help to get better. It was all really fate how we met. I was just walking downstairs and I bumped into him while going to the kitchen. It was awkward it was just us staring into our eyes. He then broke  the tension by laughing. I muttered a ‘Sorry’ and he said ‘Don’t me.’ I guess what they say is true. Love at first sight is real, well for me and Tate that is. There was something wrong with Tate though. The thing is that he is dead. I don’t care though. He admitted to all the wrong things he has done and I couldn’t be happier.

Anyways I was at school at Westfield and was getting my books to go to my next class. I closed my locker shut. When I did there was a jock right behind where the locker was.

“Hey (Y/N)!” Jacob said.

“Hi Jacob. Would you mind getting out of the way for me to go to my next class.” I said while rolling my eyes.

“Oh, come on. Don’t be like that (Y/N). I just want to talk!” He said.

“What do you want to talk about? You better talk fast because you have thirty seconds.” I said.

“Okay well you know that big science test we have?” I shook my head yes.”Well I was wondering if maybe I could go to your house and we could have a study session? Maybe you could help me ace it?” He asked.

“Okay. Meet me at my house at four, okay?” I said not really wanting to let him come over.

“Thanks (Y/N)! You’re the best!” Jacob goes to kiss my cheek but I put my hand infront of my face before he could. 

“Sorry but none of that!” I said then he awkwardly left. I went to my last period of the day, Science. Jacob was staring at me the whole time during class. “How am I supposed to help him study if he isn’t paying attention at all?” I mentally groaned. The bell rung and I rushed to get out of the classroom before Jacob could approach me. I arrived at my locker and I grabbed my science textbook and notes to help me study with Jacob. I quickly packed it in my backpack and I ran out the school doors before Jacob could once again approach me. I walk to my car and unlock it. I got in and drove to my house. I quickly got out of my car seeing that both my parents were still out of town for a day trip. I rushed inside to see what time it was and it was three fifteen. I let a sigh out of my mouth as I knew that Jacob wasn’t going to be here soon. 

“Hey babe!” Tate said. His voice startled me and I jumped landing in strong arms knowing that it was Tate. 

“Hey!” I said and turned around in his arms to see his face. He let go of the frip he had on me and put his arms around my waist while I put my hands on both of his cheeks. “I missed you so much today Tate. Why do you have to be isolated here?” I whined.

“I don’t know but it is worth it to see you come home and be able to be with you as soon as possible. I missed you too.” He said then kissed my forehead. He brought his face closer to mine and I stepped on my tippy toes and kissed him. We had a little make out session in the kitchen but I didn’t care. There was no one there to see it.  I broke apart and went to look at the kitchen timer and saw that it was three fifty-eight.

“Oh my gosh! Tate you have got to disappear like now!” I said.

“Why whats going on? Are your parents here?” Tate asked.

“No. I have a friend coming over for a study session.” I said.

“So? I would love to meet them. I think it is about time that you tell your friends that you have a boyfriend.” Tate said.

“Yeah and then whta would happen if they wanted a double date and NOT on Halloween, huh?” I said.

“And that is why you are the smart one in this relationship.” He said.

“Tate, can you PLEASE just disappear?” I begged.

“Okay. I love you” He said.

“I love you too.”I smiled and pecked his lips but then he grabbed my neck and started kissing me more.

“TATE!” I said by being muffled by his lips on mine.

“Okay fine. Bye.” He smiled and said.

Then I blinked my eyes and he was gone. I heard the doorbell ring and I rushed to answer it.

“Hi Jacob.” I said while letting him in.

“Hi (Y/N)! How are you today?” Jacob said and smiled cheekly.

“Are we ready to study?” I said wanting to get this study session over with. 

“Yep.” Jacob responded.

“Alright. Follow me.” I said. I closed and locked the door and we walked up my staircase to my room. “Here you can set your bookbag next to my desk on the right.” I said.

“Okay!” He said while putting his bookbag down. I pointed to the two chairs at my desk as saying to sit down here. Jacob did but only after he pulled my chair out. 

“Oh, thanks.” I said while sitting down.

“Anything for the lady.” He said. I mentally prayed hoping Tate wasn’t lurking in the corner watching all of what was happening. Little did I know that that was exactly happening. I soon let that thought slip my mind  and that was the worst thing to do. I saw Jacob looking through his bookbag over and over again.

“What is wrong?” I asked.

“I might have accidentally left my science stuff in my locker.” He said looking down embarrased.

“Okay. I guess we will just have to share.” I said 

“Okay. Sorry.” He said.

“It’s fine.” I said. I started to read section by section. When I was done with a paragraph I would ask him if I needed to explain anything to him and he would usually say yes.

“Can I say something before you continue reading?” He asked.

“Sure.” I said not sure of what he was going to say.

“You are really cute when you are explaining this stuff to me.” He said.

“Um, I think you should know that I have a boyfriend.” I said.

“Well he isn’t here so that means I can do this.” He said.

“That means you can do w---” I tried to ask but his lips met mine and struggled to pull him away from me. He put his hand around my neck and pulled me closer. I couldn’t escape. I started to kiss back. We parted and started to kiss again. My thoughts soon interrupted me. ‘(Y/N)! Are you kidding me? YOU HAVE TATE! STOP KISSING JACOB NOW!’

“Stop! I shouldn’t be doing this. I think it is a good thing for you to leave now.” I said standing up and taking charge.

“Why? I thought you liked me.” He said.

“No! I have a boyfriend! That I am happily with!” I said. Jacob stood up and started approaching me.

“Oh come on don’t be like that!” He grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer to him. We were just inches apart when Tate barged in the door.

“HEY! HANDS OFF OF HER!” Tate yelled. Everything happened so fast. The next thing I know is Jacob is on the ground with Tate on top of him, beating Jacob to a pulp.

“TATE! STOP!” I yelled making Tate stop and look at me.”Run Jacob!” JAcob got up and ran for his life and I heard the front door slam shut and let out the breath I was holding.

“Tate! Why did you do that?” I asked yelling.

“He had his hands all over you! I wasn’t going to let him touch you like that!”

“Yes but I had it undercontrol! I was going to stop him until you barged in and trampled him!” I said.

“YOU DID NOT HAVE IT UNDERCONTROL!” He yelled.

“I DID! IF YOU WOULD HAVE WAITED JUST FOR A COUPLE SECONDS! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO JEALOUS?” I yelled.

“I AM NOT JEALOUS!” Tate said.

“YOU SO ARE! When my guy friend came over here you lurked in the corner and when he just reached over me you started yelling your head off at him. It’s like if a guy just looked at me then you would kill him!” I said.

“Oh I’m sorry that I can’t be protective of my GIRLFRIEND!” 

“WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS NOT PROTECTION, IT IS JUST YOU GETTING JEALOUS!” I yelled.

“I JUST LOVE YOU! Is that a crime?” He yelled but then started to cry. “I just love you!” Then he started to cry even harder. Then it made me cry.

“Yes but what you do isn’t what I want. I don’t want to become your...property.” I said with my voice being choked up.

“Then what are you going to do then (Y/N)?” He said.

“I’m going to do something I never dreamed of.” I said while crying and shutting my eyes.

“No please (Y/N). Don’t do what I think you’re going to do.” He pleaded.

“Go away.” I whispered with my eyes shut. When I gained confidence I said it again but louder.”GO AWAY!” I yelled. I opened my eyes adn i didn’t see Tate anymore. I collapsed to the ground and tried to keep my body from shaking.

“I’m sorry (Y/N). I love you.” Tate said but I couldn’t hear it. 

The next few days were awful. I didn’t have anything to look forward to when I came home. But i still didn’t want to see him. I want to wait for a little bit. I want him to rethink what he is doing that made me do this to him. My parents started to travel more without me. I was just home alone moping wanting to feel him around me but I knew that it was to early. I was doing this to save our relationship and maybe start again or begin where we left off.

October, Four Months After

I think I am going to let Tate back into my life now. I walked around my house on October 7 calling out his name. I went to the basement.

“Tate? I’m ready now. I’m ready to pick up our relationship. I miss you too much.” I said while walking around. I finally saw him come out of the shadows and I started to cry when I saw his tear stained face with a tear trickiling down.

“(Y/N). Is that you? Really you?” Tate asked.

“Yes baby its really me.” I said. I start running towards him and he picks me up and twirls me around. “I missed you so much. I am sorry for doing that to you but I had to let you know what you were doing and how it bothered me.” I said letting him know the reason.

“I know the time you spent away from me allowed me to think about what was wrong with me. What I was doing wasn’t love it was crazy obsession jealousy. I am so sorry.” He said.

“It’s okay. I forgive. I thank you for protecting me Tate. I love you.” I pulled away from the embrace we found ourselves in.

“I love you (Y/N). I care about your feelings more than mine and I am thankful that you gave me a wake up call if I continued what I was doing.” Tate said. I pulled his neck down to mine and we kissed. We kissed for a long time and it was full of passion and longing for each other.

After that day everything was back to normal. It was the day before Halloween and Tate had told me to go downstairs to the basement. I did.

“Tate?” I said and then turned to walk facing away from the stairs. I turned around I was met with a man in a black suit. “TATE!” I yelled backing away but the man just started walking towards me. “TATE!” I was pressed against the staircase as the man was infront of me pressed against me. All of a sudden I heard him laughing. He unzipped his cap and it was Tate.

“YOU JERK!” I yelled and pushed him.

“I scared you.” He teased.

“Did not.” He then leaned closer to my head and we kissed. 

“I really didn’t scare you?” he said as we pulled apart.

“I said no. When are we going to go on a real date?” I asked.

“On Halloween. That’s the only day of the year where I am allowed out of this house.”

“Okay!” I said and pecked his cheek. “What did you want me to come down here.” I asked.

“Oh right! I got you this rose.” Tate said as he handed it to me. I gladly took it. “I painted it black, I know how you don’t like normal things.”

“I think this is the sweetest thing that a boy has ever done for me. Thank you.” I stood on my tippy toes and kissed on the lips. We broke apart. “Is that it? I have to go back to do my homework if thats all.”

“Yes thats it. I love you.” 

“I love you too. See you tomorrow for our date.” I winked and started to walk upstairs to my bedroom. 

Halloween Night

Tonight is when Tate and I were going to go on our date. I got ready for it. I didn’t know where we were going but I knew that anything was going to be perfect with him. A knock came on my door and I opened it to see Tate.

“Are you ready for our date?” He asked.

“Of course I am! Where are we going?” I asked.

“Somewhere that I loved to go when I was in high school, where i could let all the stress free from my head when times got tough.” 

“Okay! Do I need to bring anything extra?”

“Nope. If it gets cold you have me to warm you up.” He warmly smiled. We exited the house and started to walk. It was a good fifteen minute walk and then we reached our destination, the beach. We walked over to the lifeguard booth and I sat down on a concrete wall. When I had just sat down I felt my phone buzzing. I took out my phone and I saw that it was my mom calling. 

“(Y/N) where are you?” my mom said frantically.

“I’m just hanging with friends.” I said and looked where Tate was and he was fooling around on the lifeguard ‘porch’. “I’m sorry i should have called or left a note. Is this the part where you make me come home?” I said praying it wasn’t.

“Are you safe?”

“I swear.” 

“Are you having fun?”

“Yeah.”

“Was there anything that happened while we were gone?”

“There was some banging but I think it was just some little kids playing a prank.” I felt something on my neck and I realized that it was Tate.

“I want you home in an hour.”

“Okay. All right. Bye.” I tried to hang up quickly so I could spend more time with Tate. I finally hung up.

“Who was that?” Tate asked and stopped kissing my neck.

“My mom.” I smiled.

“Oh.” He said. Then he leaned closer to me and kissed me. We pulled apart and we walked down to the beach. When we reached the sand I layed down and he got on top of me and started kissing me again.

We eventually stopped not wanting to get any further. He sat up with me and put his arm around me. He got up and light a fire. Then he returned and sat next to me, pulling me close. I rested my head against his.

“I used to come here when the world would close in and got so small I couldn’t breathe. I’d used to look out in the ocean and think, ‘Yo, scum bag, high school counts for jack. Kurt Cobain, Quentin Tarantino, Brando, De Niro, Pacino.” I looked at him as he turned his head to look at me. “All high school dropouts. I hated high school.  So I’d come out here and I’d look at this vast, limitless exspanse. And it’s like, thats your life, man. You can do anything. You can be anything. Screw high school. That’s...that’s just a blip in your timeline. Don’t get stuck there.” He looked at me and I leaned my head on his.

“Very knowledgable Tate. I love you.” I looked at him and kissed him.

“I love you too.” He said when we pulled apart. 

“Tate, can I ask you something?” I asked.

“Anything.” Tate responded.

“Why would you get so jealous?” I said with my head leaning in his. He took in a deep breath.

“I would get so jealous because I saw what it did to my parents when my dad didn’t care. When he would just let go. They were so much in love until he stopped caring. I didn’t want that to happen to us. I love you too much but to be completley honest it was because I just want you all to myself. I don’t want to share you. I want you to be with me and only me.” He said and then kissed me deeply.

“I understand Tate. I don’t want that to happen to us either. I will love you forever.”

“I will too.” 

That night was filled with love. I didn’t want whatever happened to Tate’s parents to happen to us.  I wouldn’t allow that but I understand why he reacted that way and I can’t say I blame him. I will spend forever with him. No. Matter. What.

Words: 3,424

Request: @shellscreams​ :  I would like a Kyle Spencer imagine please love the last two you wrote xx

Description: This is an imagine where you and Kyle are together and he dies and you have to deal with that and don’t worry there is a very happy ending.

Author’s Note: I would like to say thank you to @shellscreams​ for requesting this! I am so sorry if this isn’t you wanted. Also requests are always open so don’t be shy XOXO

2013

It was cool windy Saturday in the middle of Spetember. School had just started for me at Tulane University in New Orleans. I was a senior and had been in total bliss for the past three years. The reason? Kyle Spencer my amazing boyfriend. He was a frat boy and I was a frat girl. My fraternity was having a party tonight at the Zeta Kappa Mu house, aka my fraternity. Yes it was very popular for someone from our fraternitys to get together. I didn’t care it was fate for us to meet. It all happened when I was walking on campus on my first day at school and some jerk approached me.

2010

“Hey sugar! You want some of this?” this college boy asked as he started running towards me.

“No thank you.” I said trying to make him go away.

“Awwww. Don’t be like that baby. I just want to have some fun!”

“Well you better scram before my..” I hesitated and blurted out the first thing that came into my head,” boyfriend comes to meet me!”

“Oh really? Where is this so called boyfriend?”

“I just said that he was meeting me here soon.” I said getting annoyed that the guy wouldn’t go away. He started to approach me and I backed away. He got closer to me and grabbed my wrist.

“HEY! Get off of me!” I yelled.

“I thought you had a boyfriend.”He said. But little did I know that a boy heard the whole thing an decided to stop it before it went any farther.

“She does.” The boy said. I turned my head away from the from the college student and looked at the boy who saved my life. My (Eye Color) eyes met his dark brown eyes.

“I think you should get your hands off my girlfriend mister.” The boy said. The college guy then released his grip on my wrist and the boy wrapped his arm around my waist protectively.

“Like I told you, you better scram you know now since my boyfriend is here.” I said confidentley. The college guy looked at who had his arm around me and ran for his life.

The boy released his arm from my waist when we couldn’t see the jerk anymore.

“Thank you for doing that. I really appreciate that.” I said looking at the ground rubbing my arm.

“Hey don’t mention it. I can’t help myself from saving someone espically if it is a beautiful girl like yourself.” You immediatley blush at his compliment and look up in his eyes. “Kyle, by the way.” Kyle held at his hand and you took it.

“(Y/N)” You reply shaking his hand.

“Beautiful. Just like you.” Kyle responds. I chuckle lightly at his flirt. “What do you say we go and get a coffee?”

“I would love that.” I say. Kyle takes my hand and holds it. We walk to the coffe shop on camous, hands in hand. Ever since then we have been in love.

2013

Tonight Kyle and his frat brothers were coming to the party tonight. I was excited to see him because he just got back from a school trip for football. Yes I texted him if his team won adn he texted back saying that they killed the other team. Once I read the text I decided that we would have a party in celebration for their win as soon as they came back. They arrived early this morning so I sent out party invitations to everyone. Apparently the new of having a party reached outside the campus and reached to the movie star Madison Montegomery. I one-hundred percent believe that someone tweeted it and it got around EVERYWHERE. I wasn’t upset that more people were coming, I was actually happy. That means that I could show off to more people about how great my boyfriend is.

I started to get ready at eight o’clock since the party started at nine and supposedly to end at midnight but I doubt it. I got finished changing into my (Favorite Color) dress and went down the stairs to finish decorating. I hung up the red and blue disco lights and the ice sculpture of God knows what. It was about nine o’clock when people started flooding which was good. This party was much bigger but it is okay the more the merrier. I saw some guy name Chad enter with packages of beer which I didn’t really care unless underage people were drinking it. I just let it slide because I was too busy trying to watch when Kyle’s limo bus was going to arrive.

It was a good ten minutes of me just waiting until a big black bus arrived on the curb infront of the house. I got so excited and decided to wait for about five minutes becasue I knew that Kyle was giving his brothers the chat about public parties Do’s and Don’ts. That is one of the reasons why I loved his personality so much was because he was respectful and a gentlemen. I always had great respect for him because ever since hurricane Katrina he had been providing for his single mother.

Kyle finally came running out of his bus with his brothers yelling “ Kappa Lambda Gamma” which was their fraternity. He saw me sitting on the step waiting for him to arrive and he immediatley ran to me. Once I had seen what he was doing I started to run to him. We meet in the middle and he engulfed me in his arms picking me up.

“I missed you so much baby.” Kyle said sounding out of breath. He placed me down, removing his head from the crook in my neck, he looked at me and oushed back my hair that had been messed up in this form of affection.

“I missed you so much too Kyle.” I said. He smiled and put his hand around the back of my neck and leaned in. His lips met mine and we started to make out in the middle of the lawn. It lasted a long time of just us letting our emotions out.

“What is that speech that you always tell your frat brothers? Isn’t public embarrasment apart of that? So wouldn’t kissing your girlfriend infront of everyone apart of that?” I ask jokingly.

“Shut up.”Kyle said laughing while putting his arm around my shoulders bringing me closer to his chest.

“I love you.” I said.

“I love you too.” He said kissing my cheek. He brought me to the couch and sat me down. “I am going to go get us some drinks okay.”

“Okay.” He leaned down and kissed my forehead. Once he left I looked towards the front door and I saw Madison Montegomery and I guess her friend. I was totally shocked that she came. I mean seriously a stupid frat college party? I thought that was too D-list for ‘celebrities. Again I didn’t mind that she was here. I just hope that her attitude doesn’t get the best of her.

Kyle soon comes back with two red cups and smiles at me.

“Here is a Coca-Cola for the lady.” He said and handed it to me while sitting next to me on the couch and putting his arm around me pulling me closer ot him.

“Why thank you.” I said to Kyle with a smile on my face,”Okay so you HAVE to tell me all about your football game please?” i said pouting in a begging form.

“Okay all right since you asked so politely. Well we obviously won. It was fourty-two to four and so we basically creamed them majorly.”

“Obviously,” I said but then Kyle was interrupted by the girl that entered in with Madison Montegomery approached us.

“Excuse me, I am so sorry to bother you but I can’t find my friend Madison Montegomery. I have looked everywhere and I can’t find her can you please help me?”

“Yes of course.” Kyle and I said.

“Let’s look upstairs to see if she might have accidentally found her way up here.” I said. We started to open up all the doors until we came to last on eand we opened it and found Madison and Kyle’s frat brothers. We looked around and realized that they were all takign turns raping Madison adn taking pictures even Kyles best friend Archie was in on it. Kyle was furious.

“WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING? GIVE ME THE PHONE ARCHIE!” Kyle screamed. I had never seen him so mad in our entire relationship.

“NO KYLE! I am not giving you my phone so you can just delete the videos and pictures.”Archie said. Kyle started to run after Archie trying to retrieve his phone so he could not only delete it but so that he could beat him up for doing this. The girl who asked for Kyle and I’s help started to wake Madison up so she could walk downstairs and leave. I started to run after Kyle. I got to the front door and I saw all of the frat brothers and Kyle running into the bus. Then it started to drive off so I ran after it.

Madison and her friend weren’t that far behind when all of a sudden the buss flipped over and crashed. I saw it all happen and I fell to my knees crying. Once I had gotten the courage to get up I ran over to the flipped over bus and pried open the doors. I looked around and I saw Kyle, lying there in pieces. I rushed over to him and brought his chest and head close to my body and kissed him, over and over again.

“NOOOO KYLE! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE?”I yelled. I brought my head closer to his ear and whispered.”Everything I wanted was you. I love you so much. Why did you have to leave me? We were supposed to grow old together. I love you.” i finally got up and started to get up and walk away. Once that I had left the bus there was blood all over me. I started to cry and I ran back to the frat house which was empty probably due to everyone hearing the crash, getting scared and running.

I closed the door and locked it. I collapsed to the floor crying knewing that I was never going to get my happy ending with Kyle. I went upstairs, took a shower and cried myself to sleep knowing that there was never going to be a day with Kyle or so I thought.

The Next Day

I woke up and decided to go visit Kyles mom to see how she was doing with the news about Kyle. I got dressed and drove over to his house that i had been over a million times. I knocked on the door and Mrs. Spencer opened the door with a tear stained face.

“Mrs. Spencer? It’s me (Y/N).” I said knowing that she would remember me as Kyles girlfriend.

“Oh yes (Y/N), please come in.” She opened the screen door and welcomed me into her house. After I had entered seh had engulfed me into in a hug and the waterworks started to fall from my face. I pulled away and Mrs. Spencer gave me a tissue and I whispered out a ‘Thank you.’

“I came to see how you were doing.” I said looking into her eyes and seeing that she was so upset. She should be she just lost her son.

“Thank you for doing that (Y/N). I really do appreciate it. I think out of all the girls Kyle has brought home, you have always and will forever be my favorite.”

“Thank you. I know how difficult it must be losing you only son espically since you husband passed away. I just wanted to let you know that I am here for you. If you need someone to talk to please just call me and I will be there.” I said letting her know that she won’t go through this alone.

“Thank you so much. It means a lot to know that even though Kyle isn’t here that you will continue to be apart of this familly and I am forever thankful for you. Anyways I have something to show you. Kyle had all this stuff that he had for you in a bag so I feel like I should give it to you, even though he won’t”

“Okay.” I followed her to Kyle’s room and she opened the doors to his closet and bent down to get the bag. It was a large paper bag filled high with stuff. She handed it to me and I carried it and sat down on his bed and started to unpack it. “I hope you don’t mind that I am unpacking it here.”

“Oh no! Please go ahead. I wanted to know what was always in there so I hope you don’t mind that I am watching you open it.”

“Of course not.” I started unpacking and while I was unpacking I realized that these were presents for our upcoming anniversary of three years. I took out the first thing and it was a scrapbook filled with pictures of me and Kyle and little love notes he wrote. I sat there crying knowing that this must have taken him months to put together and he never got a chance to give it to me. The second thing I took out was a shirt that said “Watch Out Boys This Girl Is Taken By This Guy” and it had a picture of Kyle winking on the back. I laughed remembering his funny humor. There was only one thing left and I couldn’t believe my eyes. It was a small red box. I took it out and started to cry knowing what it is. I opened the box and found a small diamond enagagment ring inside.

I showed it to Mrs. Spencer and she started to cry her eyes out.

“I always knew that was a question he was wondering about when he was going to ask. I guess he was going to ask on your three year anniversary.” she said. I put my hands over my eyes and cried even harder. I put the ring on my left finger in a way of saying yes to his question.

After that I bid Mrs. Spencer a goodbye and then walked out of the house. I was walking to my car that was a couple houses down. While I was walking I could have sworn that I saw that girl that Kyle and I helped from yesterday approach Mrs. Spencer’s house with her holding someone up. I ignored it knowing that it was just my mind playing tricks on me. I walked to my car and got in. I just sat for a long time looking at my engagement ring and crying. I eventually stopped and drove back to my frat house. I walked in and went upstairs to my room and locked the door.

A Couple Months Later

It has been a couple months since Kyle died and I couldn’t have felt more alone. Sometimes if I went out I would think that I would see him and the minute I blinked he was gone. Other than that I haven’t left my room. I miss him everyday. There is nothing that can replace him. I haven’t felt love, compassion, or happiness since he died. I wish he would come back.

Today I was forced to leave my room saying that I had a visitor at the door. I went downstairs and opened the door to find the girl that Kyle and I helped all those months ago.

“What do you want?” I ask with tears starting to fall from my eyes.

“I just want to show you something. Please come with me.” She said.

“Why should I go anywhere with you? I don’t even know your name!” I say

“Okay. My name is Zoe Benson.” Zoe said.

“You think just because you said that I am going to go with you?!” I said.

“Okay, fine! If you won’t come with me then just promise me that you will come to the cafe downtown. Please.” She begged.

“Alright I’ll be there. What time?” I asked.

“Just be there at noon. Okay?”

“Okay.”

“Thank you.”

“Do I need to bring anything?” I asked.

“Just bring yourself.” She said.

“Okay. Bye.” I said. Zoe waved a goodbye back to me. I was so confused. Why out of all the people on Earth does she have to come back? I went upstairs and got dressed. I looked at the clock and saw that it was eleven fourty. I exited the house and went to the driveway to my car. I got in and started to drive downtown to the coffee shop. I looked for a parking space near where Zoe was standing. I got out of the car and locked it. I walked over to her.

“So why am I meeting you here?” I asked.

“You are meeting me here because I have a surprise for you inside.” Zoe said.

“If it’s a guy then I am not interested.” I said and then I walked in.

“I don’t think so. Well at least not with this guy.” She said. I walked around trying to find out what she was talking about. I finally understood when my eyes met his. The same dark brown I fell in love with. I ran over to him with tears coming down my face. I ran into his arms and he held me close. I pulled back my head and started to pepper his face in kisses. I finally ended with his lips. There was all of my emotions, his emotions intertwined into this form of affection. He let me down and pulled out my chair for me to sit down.

“Kyle! How are you back?” I asked with tears running down my face.

“(Y/N), I know you aren’t going to believe me when I say this but please do.” I nodded my head in response.”Okay well I died you saw me. Zoe and Madison went to the hospital and retrived my body parts and sewed me together. Another thing is that they are witches. There is a whole coven of them okay. So I was crazy and I couldn’t speak. I was a lot like Frankenstein. It was a long time before I could speak. But then their supreme Fiona Goode fixed me. She did something to me where i could speak properly. I guess you coudl say she brought me back to normal. So I remembered all about you. I had never forgotten about you, I just didn’t have all the details. But I called for you and then Zoe decided that it was best if I came back now and so I did. That is where that story ended.” He said looking into my eyes.

“I don’t care how you came to be here. I am just glad that you are here with me. Kyle, you’re all I have you’re all I want.” I said and he just looked at me emotionless and then he smiled and leaned over to kiss me on the lips.

I put my hand on his cheek and he stopped kissing me and looked at my hand.

“Oh sorry. I forgot that my hand is probably is cold. Sorry.” I said.

“No it isn’t that.” He pulled my left hand towards his and at my ring finger. “You said yes?”Kyle asked.

“Of course I did Kyle. I love you with all my heart. I want to spend the rest of my life with you unless you don’t want to anymore.” I said looking down.

“Hey,” Kyle said putting his fingers underneath my chin and lifting my head up so I looked at him in the eyes,”I want to start off where we left off. I want to be with you. I want to call you my wife. I love you.” He said.

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Description: This story is about when you first come to the freak show because you have an extra finger on each side. You are warmed welcomly to the freak show and you get really close to Jimmy and when the show starts the act you do is singing so you tell him your feelings in the song.

A/N: The song that you sing in this imagine is called Water by Pentatonix and I would definetley recommend to hear it before you read or while you read! I hope you guys enjoy this! XOXO

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN Pentatonix, American Horror Story or unfortunaetly Evan Peters. All rights reserved to them.

1952

It was September 3 when I had to leave the orphanage I had been in my whole life. I am glad to be leaving it. There was no peace there, only hatred, but only for deformed people like me. My deformity is that I have an extra finger on other side of my hands. The orphangage tried to put me through school but I got thrown out because I was ‘scaring’ my classmates. After that I taught myself. I never knew what it felt like to love. I wanted to but it was never there for me. When I first left the orphanage to get some food they insisted I put gloves on and I did because I was ashamed to look this way and the gloves covered that. I still wear the gloves and I have I feeling that I will have to all the time if I want to find a place to live. I have no clue where I am going, but hopefully there is a place near Jupiter, Florida, where I am accepted.

I walk down the street with my gloved hands in my pockets. I stumble upon a nice looking diner. I take my hands out and make sure that my gloves are on tight. I also take out my wallet to see how much money I have. I look through and I find that I have about thirty to thirty-five dollars. I finally open the door to the diner and walk in. I look around and I find a spot near the corner of the bar. I take a seat and see a very attractive guy sitting next to me a couple seats down. I look over to look at him and he winks at me. I blush immediatley.

I look back forward when a waitress comes over to ask me what I would like to eat.

“Hi, what would you like to eat?” she said.

“HI, I would love your pot roast please!” I said with a smile on my face.

“Alright! Coming right up sugar.”

I wait patiently while tapping my finger back and forth on the counter. The man that winked at me earlier came behind me and sat down next to me. I pulled my gloves on tighter so there wasn’t a chance of them falling off.

“So what is a pretty girl like you doing sitting here all by herself?” He asked.

“I don’t know, but whatever it is you should probably go away too. I’m not like other girls.” I said letting him down so it would save the heart break.

“Well what if I told you I wasn’t like other guys? That I was different?” He said.

“Then I would say that you’re full of it.” I said turning to the side and looking straight into his eyes.

“The thing is that you---” He was interupted by the waitress placing my food down infront of me.

“Thank you.” I said then turning back to eat my food. The man soon left knowing that I wasn’t going to give in. It was a good fifteen minutes after he left that I finished eating. The waitress came back around and picked up my plate. She soonly came around again to drop off the check. My total was three dollars and fifty cents, I took out my wallet and payed for it. I stood up, readjusting my gloves again. I walked to the door and said thank you before I left. When my body was fully outside there was harsh wind that made me shiver. A group of men were waiting in the alleyway, catcalling me.

“Hey pretty darling! Why don’t you come over here!” the drunken man shouted. I continued to walk down the street and ignored them.

“Why aren’t you over here yet? Is there something wrong with you? You come from the freak show just a couple miles down the road?” Another drunken man said. Wait! Did he just say freak show? I need to go to there! Maybe they will let me be apart of their show! Maybe I’ll finally have a family like me!

I started walking even faster hoping that I would be able to stay there and maybe even be apart of it. I walk a couple more minutes until I hear this motorcycle engine rev up near me. I start walking faster with my hands in my pocket. I hear the engine slow down as it comes near me. My heart is beating out of my chest not knowing what is going to happen and not knowing who is on the motorcycle. I see the motorcycle pass and I let my breath out. I keep on walking into the woods that surround the road. I see a sign that says “Welcome to Elsa’s Cabinet of Curiosities” I hope that this is it. I turn down the dirt path and follow it until I see a whole group of tents bunched together. ‘This MUST be it!’ I walk to the field and look to see if anyone is around. I see a lady with blonde hair and a rose in her hair. She is wearing all red. I approach her.

“Excuse me miss, do you know who runs this show?” I ask politely.

“Zhat vould be me fräulein.” The obviously German lady tells me.

“Hi Ms. ....”

“Mars. Elsa Mars. You?”

“(Your Last Name), (Full Name) .Anyways, Ms. Mars, I was wondering if you had room for one more person in your show.”

“Let me guess another teenage runavay vanting to join zhee circus, huh?”

“No m’am. I came here because I have no where to go. The reason why is because of my deformity.”

“And vhat vould zhat be?”

“I have an extra finger on both sides of my hands. So I have twelve fingers instead of ten.”

“How do I know you aren’t just telling me zhis? Show me your beauty.” I pull my hands out of my coat pockets. I continue to take off my glove showing Elsa my hands. I move my fingers around showing her that this isn’t just a magic trick.

She gasps and takes my hands in hers turning them over and moving the individual fingers.

“Oh my! Zhis is just vhat I needed! Danke, danke for coming to me. Ve vill get your tent up and ready for you to stay here!” She runs away getting a two men to help her put up my tent. “While you are here, go ahead and meet everyone! First let me call them for you, My MONSTERS, come out and meet your newest addition. All of a sudden all of these people start coming out of their trailers and tents and start approaching me. Elsa stands behind me with her hands on my shoulders.

“Everyone meet our newest addition (Y/N)! She will be with us in the show from now on. I want everyone to treat her nicely, I don’t want this one left out. That is all now introduce yourselves!” A tall woman and a woman on her shoulders step up and hold out thier hand.

“Hi I’m Amazon Eve and this Ma Petite. I’m glad you could join the show! I can’t wait to be friends with you.” She and Ma Petite sweetly smile.

“Thank you! I can’t wait to friends with you too!” I took her hand and shook it. Then a man with shortened arms approaches me and takes his hat off.

“Hello I’m Paul. I’m glad we could add another great person to this show.”

“Thank you .” I say.

Then a woman with a beard walks in. She approaches me and has her hand out for me to shake.

“Ethel Darling. It is so nice to meet you. I hope you enjoy it here and I am glad you came to the right place.” She said with a huge smile on her face.

“Thank you. It is so nice of all of you to warmly welcome me when I am so new.”

Then a man and woman entered with dresses on.

“Pepper! Salty! Come play with us!” they said then grabbed my hands and we spinned in a circle. I start laughing a lot because seeing them happy is the best thing that you could wish for them.

We start spinning a lot faster and I lose my balance. I close my eyes awaiting for the impact but it never comes. Instead I feel two strong warm arms wrap around me. I look up and am met with the eyes of the man I met at the diner. I stand up immediatley and adjust my dress.

“It’s you from the diner!” I said while pointing my finger at him.

“And its you from the diner!” He says with a confused look on his face. “What are you doing here anyways?”

“I am here because I just joined the freak show.” I say,

“No Elsa just doesn’t let a stupid teenage runaway join the show.”

“Well she must keep her word because she didn’t.” I hold up my hand showing him my twelve fingers. “What are YOU doing here?”

“I live and work here. My ma is the bearded lady and I am ‘Lobster Boy’.” He holds up his hands showing me his conjoined fingers.

“So I guess you were telling the truth when you said that you weren’t like other guys.” I said.

“Yeah and you were telling the truth about being different than other girls. Jimmy. Jimmy Darling.” He says while winking at me and smiles.

I blush again.

“How about we go for a walk? I would love to get to know you more!” Jimmy says.

“I would love that. Maybe you could show me around camp aswell?” I ask. Jimmy and I arrive at a broken down Ferris Wheel where we sit down to talk.

“Of course.” We start walking and he asks, “How did you get here? To Jupiter I mean.”

“Well my parents gave me up as soon as I was born. They didn’t want a little freak like me running around. So they drop me off in an orphange. I think I have visited every school in Florida and they still kicked me out because I ‘scared’ my classmates. So I have just taught myself for all of these years. I have forvever been in an orphange and the one I was in let me be on my own when I was twenty-one. I actually just got out today and i walked into town and find the diner. Then after you left I went walking down the street when these catcallers asked me if I was from the freak show down the road. So that is how I came to this place. How about you?”

“Well I have been here since birth. I don’t know my dad, all I know is how bad he was to my mom. When my ma was pregnant he set up posters all over downtown saying ‘Watch A Freak Give Birth!” So I have been apart of the freak show scenery ever since I could remember.”

“Oh my gosh, I am so sorry Jimmy.” I say putting my hand on his forearm.

“Thank you (Y/N). It really means a lot to me. My girlfriend Maggie has been my rock for a little while now.” Girlfriend? Of course he is amazingly handsome man why wouldn’t he have a girlfriend!

“How long have you and Maggie been together?”

“A couple months actually. I think it’s getting pretty serious. We actually just talked about running away from here a couple days ago.”

“Oh, are you thinking of running away?’

“No. I couldn’t leave my ma or anyone in the show. They have been like my family so why would I want to run away from that?”

“You’re right. I have never thought about it that way. You’re lucky. You got to grow up with people like you instead of being alone.” Jimmy stopped walking and looked straight into my eyes.

“(Y/N), you never EVER have to be alone anymore. You’ve got us now.” Yeah, I wish I had you as something more. Jimmy showed me to my tent and I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

Three Months Later

I was insanely crushing on Jimmy. I wanted to tell him so bad but I was scared that I was going to drive him away. Yes Jimmy is still dating the brat Maggie. She didn’t like me at all. She said that if I ever approached Jimmy ever again then she would kill me. I also haven’t talked to Jimmy in almost three weeks. I am suprised that I am still going strong. I miss Jimmy. I love Jimmy.  

I wake up and I rub my eyes to get the sleep away. I get up and get dressed. I get out of my tent and the first thing I see is Jimmy and Maggie kissing. I watched the ground instead of looking at the couple. Jimmy and Maggie stop and I see them walk over to where I walked to which was the dinning tent. I hear them being all lovey dovey and makes me want to throw up. I eat my cereal and then I go to the big even tent where the show takes place. I see Elsa with the new people which was Bette and Dot Tattler.

Since it was getting boring in there I started to walk around the camp. I start hearing two people talk. I walk to where the noise is coming from. I opened up the tent ‘door’ to find Maggie and this boy from town are kissing. I gasped and they both stopped and looked at me. I run away and start going to find Jimmy until Maggie pulls me into a tent.

“I swear to God that if you tell Jimmy I will break you.”

“Too bad. I will tell Jimmy because I can’t stand you doing this! He loves you for heaven’s sake. Any girl would be lucky to have him and you throw him away like he is nothing. You don’t deserve him!”

“And what you think you deserve him? Don’t try to hide that you don’t like him. I see the way you look at him. I will tell him if you tell him about me and Derek.”

“Whatever. I won’t tell him this time!” I walked away before she could say anything. I saw JImmy and I decided to run for my tent before he could reach me.

It was a couple hours after the little indescretion between me and Maggie happened and I once again found myself bored so I started wandering, again. I heared yelling and started to find the noise. I walked to a tent and opened the flap. I seceretly looked inside and saw Jimmy, Maggie, and Derek in the tent.

“SCRAM KID!” Jimmy said to Derek resulting in him sprinting out of there.

“Jimmy, baby calm down.” Maggie said.

“DON’T CALL ME BABY!” Jimmy yelled.

“I can explain everything. It isn’t what it looked like.”

“NO! I know exactly what it was. It was YOU cheating on ME! I actually thought that you were different and that you accepted me as who I am. I guess I thought wrong.”

“No Jimmy you didn’t. I love you.”

“Get out.”

“What?”

“I said GET OUT! LEAVE! I DON’T WANT TO SEE  YOU ANYMORE! PACK ALL OF YOUR STUFF AND LEAVE! It was a bad idea in the first place to keep around town junkies.” I got out of there as fast as I could. I didn’t want Jimmy to find me and be mad at me. I ran quietly to the entertainment tent and saw Elsa.

“Elsa, I was wondering if I could sing a different song for tonight than I usually do. Is that okay?”

“Yes as long as it won’t scare my monsters.”

“Of course not.”

“Then you may sing it. I was going to tell you to sing a different song because it is getting old with your new song.”

“Okay Thank you!” Elsa just waved her hand in a ‘you’re welcome’ manner. I ran into my tent starting to get ready for tonight’s show. I put on my (Favorite Color) dress on and put my make up on. I got ready in two hours because I was making myself look especially nice because tonight in my song I was going to tell Jimmy my feelings. He always sits in the crowd when I’m singing. He says that he doesn’t want to miss a thing.

I got out of my tent and walked to the back entrance of the entertainment tent. I saw Elsa and ran to her.

“Elsa I need to hand the notes to Eve for my new song. Can I please go try to find her now?”

“Yes of course! Make this your best performance. We have a full house.”

“Yes i will do my best!” I walked away from her and went to find Eve quickly. I finally find her trying to put all her piano sheet music in order.

“Eve! These are my notes for the new song I am singing tonight okay? Don’t play the one you always do for me okay?”

“Of course. I will play this instead of the last one.” I hugged her as a thank you and then went to stand in line. I was behind Ma Petite and infront of Bette and Dot.

Ma Petite went on stage and then shortly came off. I heard Elsa introduce me to the crowd.

“And now I welcome an interesting girl with an amazing talent. (Y/N) (Y/L/N)!” I walk on stage and look around at the audience. I hear most of them mutter ‘Oh look she has twelve fingers!’ and ‘Magnificent!’ I had gotten used to it so I wasn’t bothered by then saying that  I look again and i see Jimmy staring directly at me similing. I smile back. I step up to the microphone and wrap my hands around the top so now everyone could see what some people were gawking at. I nod to Eve as in I’m ready to sing now. The melody starts off and I sing the song, Water.

“ It's 10 past 2, still up thinking of you If I showed you all I really want to Would you stay, dare to push me away I just can't return anymore” I look to see Jimmy’s face and he is staring as I stare back. “ Timid heart, hide my scars Make me stronger I can't take this any longer I need, I need you like water It's on the tip of my tongue I'm not asking for much Just your love and not another Cause your embrace keeps me warmer Could I tell you this time How I wish you were mine” I see Jimmy’s confused face as he realizes I am not singing my regular song but then he starts to smile as he realizes what I am singing about.” My voice cracks, I wait for it to pass Heart beats fast for words I can't take back And so I pray I don't drive you away Cause I'm scared of what I have to tell you Timid heart, hide my scars Make me stronger I can't take this any longer I need, I need you like water It's on the tip of my tongue I'm not asking for much Just your love and not another Cause your embrace keeps me warmer Could I tell you this time How I wish you were mine I'll take you higher, take you high I can make you come alive Open your eyes, change your mind I'll take you higher, take you high I can't take this any longer I need, I need you like water It's on the tip of my tongue I'm not asking for much Just your love and not another Cause your embrace keeps me warmer Could I tell you this time How I wish you were mine How I wish you were mine How I wish you were mine” I finish the song and the audience abrupts into applauses. I look to see if I can find Jimmy but I couldn’t. Someone taps me on the shoulder and I turn to see Jimmy.

“I know what that song is really about and let me just say, I love you too.” I smile when he says that. The spotlights us and Jimmy wraps his hand around my waist and pulls me close. He leans in closer and our lips collide. We stood on stage with the applause and ‘awws’ in the background as we share a kiss. We break apart and lean our foreheads together. Elsa comes on the stage and shoos us off.

“I have been waiting to do that since I first met you (Y/N).”

“Then what was the wait for?”

“I was in love with someone that wasn’t in love with me and that clouded my eyes from what was standing right infront of me. I love you (Y/N).”

“I love you too Jimmy.”

“How about we go to the diner in town and share a shake.”

“I would love that. Do you want me to get the gloves?”

“No. Don’t hide up your beauty.” He pecks me on lips. We both sneak out and get on his motorbike. I was in total bliss. I was dating my best friend and we were going to be together forever and nothing could stop us.