happy people live their lives horny for small revenge thats why they have so mch energy. viktor frankl got it half right. All the movies have some character who's angered by the main characters ultimate success. Everyones thirsty for their own personal justice n it makes them able to have jobs and sex. I'm unaffected cos my thoughts sound like when u chew crushed up lollipop

i keep being smart for ten minutes a day 

i m in such a dangerous place between dead and happy where i value next to nothing n when i think about life i feel the same as when u are really really full and are made to entertain the idea of having another meal 

 i ll come out of it a better person because last time i was like this i shed two personality traits and everybody agrees deep down the more space u have in you the better. thats why everybody wants to smoke dmt

smarter i get the more i crave sweet food over savoury.. i cant stop thinking about birthday cake. and im losing weight for no reason. got kissed on the cheek and right at the moment thought of birthday cake. also just keep realising things about tony robbins like he closes his eyes when he says “thats right!” to the audience

feel more human on my period and crying . i love crying but can never do it. whwn i cry i feel like im getting my legs waxed

i realy feel good when i imagine myself in an act of giving up of any kind. a fight or a puzzle or trying to open a jar

i need to go to the gold coast and nobody cares. i keep telling people and nobody is listening to me

keep taking drugs and thinking oh im just gonna take this drug all the time . and idealising things like lasagna and thermal water. and feeling wrecked by facts. and watching chefs kill lobsters correctly on youtube. and feeling wrecked by facts

i just want to let you all know that irl i never express myself because i just always feel like im about to die. and it happens. after a lifetime of this youre left with permanent confused look on your face and on other peoples faces