follow @juliansstarrynight

*sees old friends’ accounts* *cries a little* *wants to follow them on my new acct but doesnt want to seem weird*

i cannot physically wear anything to make myself appear masculine or even androgynous. i can’t wear a binder now for over 15 min, can’t wear any tight clothes. only comfy, flowing, loose-ish stuff. for me, that is just tshirts, dresses, yoga pants, and sports bras. i am going to see many family members who don’t know me and will probs misgender/misname me. rip

so i want to avoid my aunt at all costs but i also want to give her & my cousin their presents... i think i could see my cousin alone on sunday, so i could give her hers, but ya still wondering what i’ll do about my aunt’s.