it's been so long since I've even opened Tumblr. but I remembered it suddenly thinking of how I shared my interests and my actual life with the people I cared for (the wonderful mutuals at the time) and I also remember sharing every moment of my dog Bernie's training, when I sent him to board a training camp for a month. dealing with that anxiety. and idk if any one from that time still follows me let alone remembers but since then he died. he got diagnosed with cancer, a aggressive terminal hereditary cancer. one that even with chemo and surgery would give him little to any extra life and no quality of life. I had to take care of my son during his last months until his final breath in this world. it's single handedly of the hardest things I've ever had to do and I wish I had the love and community that Tumblr provided with my once upon a time. I guess I just wanted to share, let it out a little bit, update anyone who might still be around...
