between the lines
https://www.tumblr.com/julestrella/819153654126968832/between-the-lines?source=share (part one)
baran x afab!character; Afro-Brazilian Character.
Chapter 2/ âItâs a practice in Alabamaâ
Nothing like a rainy day to get to know your new coworker.Â
TW: medical inaccuracies, but nothing graphic
Al Hashimi and Parahyba didnât cross paths again until two days later. It was raining, more like pouring. TainĂĄ was driving home when she saw Baran in front of the hospital. The woman was looking at her phone, so the neurosurgeon honked to get her attention. The attending looked up at the sound, and TainĂĄ rolled the passengerâs window down.Â
âHey, Bambi! Need a ride?â She asked with a smug look. The attending rushed towards the car, her jacket on her head for minimal protection.Â
âYou donât mind?â Baran asked once she had reached the car.Â
âGet in,â TainĂĄ told her, pushing the passengerâs door open.Â
Baran got in quickly and put her seatbelt on. The neurosurgeon took a quick look at her; her hair was in her usual half-up, half-down, a bit frizzy because of Pittsburgh's humidity. She had shed the scrubs for a Stanford T-shirt and some blue jeans. Except for the bags under her eyes, the woman looked good, TainĂĄ thought.Â
âReady?â She asked after the attending was done buckling up. Baran nodded. âPut your address in,â TainĂĄ told her, handing her her phone.Â
âThank you so much,â Baran said as she gave the neurosurgeon her phone back. âMost buses are blocked because of the flooding downtown, and Ubers are taking forever.â
âDonât sweat it,â TainĂĄ dismissed with a hand motion as she started driving, following the GPS instructions.Â
The two sat in the car in silence for a while. The only sound that could be heard was the rain hitting the car and the windshield wipers. The silence wasnât awkward; it was peaceful, especially after a day working in the E.R. for the attending, and TainĂĄ just liked silence sometimes.Â
Nonetheless, the journey to Baranâs house dragged on as they got caught in traffic. After about ten minutes of being stuck, the neurosurgeon tapped her fingers against the wheel.Â
âSo,â She said. Baran turned to her, a smug look on her face.
âSo what?â She asked.Â
TainĂĄ turned to her with a glare, hands still on the wheel. âIâm trying to make conversation, Bambi. Donât make it harder than it already is,â She told her with a shake of the head, a smile threatening her lips.Â
Baran laughed at that. âAlright, Iâm sorry. Howâve you been? I havenât seen you around much.âÂ
âOh, Iâm good. Iâve had three different procedures over the past few days. Long procedures,â She specified. âThatâs why you havenât seen me much in the Pitt.âÂ
Baran groaned at that last part, âI hate this name.âÂ
It was TainĂĄâs turn to laugh. âI heard about that, yeah,â Baran looked at her with a questioning look. âI have eyes everywhere, and also Trinity told me.âÂ
âDr Santos?â Baranâs brown furrowed. âI didnât know you two were close.âÂ
âWeâre not,â The neurosurgeon said, her eyes widening just a bit, fearing she said too much.
âIs it because sheâs got a thing for your friend, Dr Garcia?â Baran asked her. She knew the answer already, but it was fun seeing TainĂĄ turn to her, shocked. âRelax, I know.âÂ
TainĂĄ leaned back in her seat. âHow?â She asked.Â
Itâs not that the two were discreet, but more so the fact that it took about six months for their coworkers to see that something was going on, yet Baran had known about it in not even three weeks of being here.
The attending shrugged. âI have eyes. Though I must admit I thought Dr Garcia was your ex-partner or something of the sort,â She added, which earned her another horrified look as TainĂĄ fake gagged.Â
âPlease never say that again! Yolandaâs my cousin, we grew up together,â The neurosurgeon told her, turning to look back at the road as the cars started moving at last.Â
âItâs a practice in Alabama,â Baran told her in all seriousness. TainĂĄ shot her a quick, disgusted look that made the woman laugh. âIâm kidding!â
âAh Ah, very funny,â TainĂĄ said sarcastically before changing subjects. âHow have you been? Your head?âÂ
Baran took a breath, smoothing her hands on her thighs. âIâve been fine and so has my head. The swelling went down drastically, and the headaches stopped,â She told the neurosurgeon. The latter stayed quiet, asking a silent question. âI havenât had any seizures, if thatâs what you were hinting at.âÂ
âThatâs good,â TainĂĄ nodded. âIâm glad.âÂ
The sincerity in her voice took Baran by surprise; the woman was used to her witty and sarcastic remarks. The attending took a moment to look at TainĂĄ the same way TainĂĄ did when Baran was buckling up. The neurosurgeon had her hair in the same fish braid as the day they met, and some curls had been let out to frame her face. She was wearing a half-sleeved top that revealed the tattoos on her arms and some regular dark blue jeans, similar to the ones the attending was wearing.Â
âWeâre almost at your house,â TainĂĄ said, shaking Baran out of her thoughts. The woman nodded, looking at the GPS to see that the ETA was 2 minutes.Â
A few minutes later, TainĂĄ parked in front of Baranâs house.Â
âI cannot thank you enough for driving me home. I hope I wasnât too much of a bother,â Baran told her as she picked up her bags.Â
âYou werenât, donât worry,â TainĂĄ said, giving her a tired smile. âGet some rest.â
Baran nodded as she got out of the car, yet she did not dare close the door. âDo you wanna grab a bite upstairs?â She asked. âAs a thank you, I mean. I made way too much Morassa Polo last night.â
âI would have loved to, but Iâm really tired. Iâm going to get home and sleep until tomorrow,â TainĂĄ told her. âBut if you still have some left tomorrow, bring me some for lunch, then you wonât owe me,â The neurosurgeon teased.Â
âIâll do that,â Baran said with a shake of her head and a smile. âSee you tomorrow.âÂ
TainĂĄ was once again with Dana, signing a chart when the attending saw her.Â
âWell, well, well. If it isnât Dr Dramatic,â Baran teased as she handed a file to one of the nurses.Â
TainĂĄ shook her head with a smile at the voice. She handed the file back to the charge nurse with a small âthanksâ before turning to the attending. âDr Al Hashimi,â She simply said, leaning with one elbow on the nursesâ desk.Â
âI already told you, Baran, please,â The attending told her before making a head motion towards a random part of the E.R. âWalk with me?â So TainĂĄ did.
âHow was your night?â The neurosurgeon asked as she walked next to the attending, supposedly nowhere (?).Â
âFine. And you?â Â
âThe rain put me to sleep,â TainĂĄ told her before looking around. âSo, where are you leading me right now?âÂ
âNowhere,â Baran shrugged. That made TainĂĄ stop in her tracks and turn to her. âWhat?â The attending asked, also stopping, with a small smile on her lips.Â
âI got a surgery in thirty. I thought you needed my help on something.â
âWell, no. But itâs been proven that walking helps you relax, which youâll most likely need for surgery,â Baran told her, cocking her head to the side with a smug smile.Â
âWalking anywhere but the E.D., sure. Walking around this E.D. feels like waiting for death to come get you,â TainĂĄ told her.Â
Baran frowned at that. âI donât get if you just hate the day shift, or if you hate the E.D., or if you just hate your job.âÂ
The neurosurgeon laughed at that, seeing the seriousness in Baranâs eyes. âI love my job, donât worry. Being a neurosurgeon is so much easier than doing whatever you do down here.âÂ
âThatâs debatable,â Baran muttered.
âFor your information, I donât actually hate any of this, but night shiftâs more fun. Itâs calibrated, organised, more put together,â TainĂĄ shrugged.Â
Baran scanned the womanâs face, brown eyes shining with what TainĂĄ knew was going to be a joke. âAre you saying my E.D.âs a mess?âÂ
TainĂĄ smiled at her with a pointed look. âDonât put words in my mouth; that is not what I said. Though,â She added. âI will say that Robinavitchâs E.D. was a mess.âÂ
âYou donât like him very much, do you?â Baran asked her, remembering their first conversation two days ago.Â
âI think ' at allâ is a more accurate description,â TainĂĄ told her, not trying to hide her real feelings towards the man.Â
Nonetheless, as a new attending and a new doctor in the PTMC, Baran did not feel like partaking in this debate about Robinavitch, so she changed subjects. âCan I ask you a rather personal question?âÂ
âShoot.âÂ
âWhy did you switch to night shift? I heard that a year ago you were working the day shift.â
TainĂĄ sighed. âThe nightâs quiet,â She simply said.Â
âSo, basically, you chose night shift because youâre an introvert?â Baran asked with a teasing smile.Â
The neurosurgeon playfully glared at her. âWhat about you?â She asked, sizing the woman up briefly, âYou like chaos? Is that why you chose this hellhole?â
Baran smiled at the remarks right as a nurse called for her. âPTMC is different,â She told TainĂĄ as she started walking.Â
âAnd is that good or bad?â The neurosurgeon asked, slightly trailing behind the attending as she signed a form.Â
âItâs different,â Baran repeated with a shrug. âYouâve got one of the most dedicated doctors I have ever seen, but you also have a chaotic Emergency Department.âÂ
âYou canât have your cake and eat it too,â TainĂĄ told her, looking around at the E.D., her brows furrowing as she actually took a moment to take in the chaos around her.Â
Baran thanked the nurse before looking up at TainĂĄ, who was now quiet. Seeing the frown on her face, she followed the womanâs gaze only to be met with a familiar sight. âYou get used to it, eventually.âÂ
âWell, since I donât have to, Iâm going to go back to the O.R.,â The neurosurgeon said, turning back to the attending. âVery nice talking to you, Dr Al-,â She was cut off with a glare. âBaran,â She corrected.Â
The other woman smiled at that. âYou too, TainĂĄ. Good luck on your surgery.âÂ
âAnd good luck with your habitual mess!â The neurosurgeon exclaimed as she headed towards the elevator.
âOh, wait!â Baran called after her, motioning for her to come back.Â
âWhat is it?â TainĂĄ asked as she followed Baran.Â
âI brought you lunch, as promised,â The attending said, entering the break room before grabbing something from the fridge.Â
âOh,â The neurosurgeon said. âI didnât think youâd actually do it.â
Baran smirked at her. âI always follow up, so here,â She said, handing the lunch box to the surgeon. âNow, weâre even.âÂ
TainĂĄ hummed. âIt all depends on how good this tastes.â She said, taking the box before giving a smug look to the attending. âThank you, Bambi!âÂ
Baran watched her go with a laugh before going back to work.Â
On her way back to the elevator, the neurosurgeon heard her name. She turned in the direction the voice came from, only to see Samira. The two had grown fond of each other over the two years Samira had spent at PTMC.Â
âHey, Mirb. What can I do for you?â TainĂĄ asked her, checking her watch briefly.Â
âAre you busy right now?â Samira asked her, her brown eyes looking sad.Â
âI have surgery in about twenty minutes, but if you need to talk right now, I can.âÂ
Samiraâs shoulders sank a bit. TainĂĄ felt bad. Samira was always the sweetest.Â
âItâs alright, it can wait,â The R4 told her.Â
âListen, some of the night shift, and I are going out in the next few days. I think itâd do you some good to relax outside of the hospital, so how about you come with? We can talk then,â The neurosurgeon told her. Sensing the other womanâs hesitation, she felt the need to bribe her better. âParker will be there, so will Abbot,â She smirked at that last part.Â
Samira playfully glared at her. âIâll consider it and not because of Abbot.âÂ
TainĂĄ smiled at that. âAlright! You have my number, if you need to talk before then, donât hesitate!âÂ
âI will,â Samira told her as the neurosurgeon went towards the elevator.Â
The surgery dragged on way more than it should have, and after four hours, TainĂĄ was finally able to take some time for herself. She went to the break room and grabbed the lunch box Baran had given her earlier. She barely had time to enjoy her first bite when her pager beeped; they needed her downstairs.Â
The neurosurgeon went downstairs, where she was met with Yolanda and other doctors.Â
âWhat do we got?â She asked.Â
âFemale, 34, responsive. She fell down the stairs and broke a leg. A few moments ago, she lost all sensation in her legs,â Santos told her, at the foot of the bed, far enough for the patient not to hear.Â
âOkay,â TainĂĄ nodded, making her way towards the woman. âHello, maâam. Iâm doctor Parahyba. Whatâs your name?âÂ
âMelinda Doss,â The woman said, her eyes filling up with tears.Â
âNice to meet you, Ms Doss. I was just told you stopped feeling sensation in your legs. Is that right?â She asked, bending down to see the back of the womanâs neck.Â
âYes. I feel like itâs going up.â
The whole room froze at that.Â
âWhat do you mean by going up?â TainĂĄ asked her, straightening up to watch the womanâs face.Â
âI could feel a sharp pain in my lower back, and now I canât feel anything.â
âWe need an MRI,â Whitaker said.Â
âWe donât have time for an MRI, call an attending,â The neurosurgeon said. âNow!â She called when nobody moved. âMelinda, you might have a spinal cord injury.â
âIs that bad?â The woman asked, turning her head as best as she could to look at the surgeon.Â
âItâs pretty serious, yeah. I have to turn you to the side to see what the problem is and then proceed with the surgery. Youâll need to undergo anaesthesia; the procedure is painful and has some risks, but we need to do it now, or you might not be able to walk again. Do you understand?âÂ
The woman nodded frantically, seeing all the people in the room move around fast and whisper things she could not hear.Â
âDonât worry. Theyâre doing the best they can to give you proper care. Iâm going to perform what we call a laminectomy, which is a surgery where we remove part or all of the vertebral bone. This will help ease the pressure on the spinal cord or the nerve roots that may be caused by injury.âÂ
âAm I going to die?âÂ
âYou wonât,â Baran told her as she came to stand on the other side of the gurney, looking at the woman with a reassuring smile. âDr Parahyba is very talented at what she does. Sheâll make sure youâll make it out okay.â
With that, they all got to work. Not being able to do the surgery in the O.R. as she normally should, the neurosurgeon had to rely on people who had never had to deal with neurosurgery, which meant relying mostly on senior doctors like Yolanda and Baran, the other doctors hovering around to help in any way they could, as the three did most of the work.Â
âOkay,â TainĂĄ said. It was the most she had said in an hour and a half. âWe should be good for now, but she needs to go to the O.R. now so I can finish up!â She told them, taking her gloves off before grabbing the phone in the room.Â
The nurses in the room took care of sending the woman to the O.R. as the doctors in the room took off their protective gear.Â
âOkay⌠Thank you, Linda,â TainĂĄ said over the phone before hanging up.Â
âWas that Dr Conley?â Baran asked her.
âYes, sheâs going to take the case upstairs.âÂ
âThat was impressive,â Whitaker told her.Â
She looked at him for a beat before nodding. âSure. Letâs see if she makes it out with all functional limbs,â The neurosurgeon told him, leaving the room.
Once out of the room, she released a breath she did not realise she was holding, making a beeline to the bathroom. The cold water on her face helped ease her back in the moment.Â
As she was drying her face with a paper towel, she heard the bathroom door open. The neurosurgeon looked over, thinking Yolanda was going to be here, only to be met with the attending she had driven home the night before.Â
âHey,â The attending said when their eyes met.
âHi,â TainĂĄ answered, turning to look back at the mirror.Â
âI know Dr Whitaker already said it, but what you did back there was truly impressive,â Baran told her as she leaned on the bathroom door.
TainĂĄ gave her what seemed like a self-deprecating laugh. âThank you, Bambi.â
The use of the nickname felt out of place in this context. Baran felt like TainĂĄ was using it as a distraction more than her usual teasing.
âAre you okay?â The attending asked, cocking her head to the side as the neurosurgeon continued to lean on the sink.
TainĂĄ nodded. âIâm fine. Just tired. I had just gotten out of the surgery I told you about earlier, only to come back down to this. Todayâs unpredictability just got to me, thatâs it.â
Baran nodded, walking closer to the other woman. âI understand, but I think I have a way to cheer you up,â She said with a smile, piquing TainĂĄâs curiosity.Â
âAnd what is that, Bambi?â The neurosurgeon asked with a genuine smile on her lips.Â
âMy Morassa Polo waiting in your break room,â Baran told her.Â
TainĂĄ laughed. âI canât lie, the first and only bite I had was delicious,â The woman admitted, standing up straight. âWe can call it quits now,â She told the attending with a smile, before leaving the room.Â









