Black Needle

Self Indulgence

With the teddy bear back in his arms Ki is visibly more relaxed, the smile becomes more genuine now. “Sure as long as it isnt too loud there.” Loud sounds gave him headaches, especially if it was screaming, he was trying to get over it but it was hard. He reaches out and takes Mizu’s hand, since the other knew their surroundings a lot better than he did right now. “Lead the way then?” Relaxing was something he really could use right now, then a thought struck him. “What will you say if people see us walking around?”

Ah, that smile! Relief washed over him as he nodded in agreement. "Nah, nowhere loud, never was too into loud scenes unless there was a fight or a party!" Practically beaming at his double was a great feeling but having a hand grasp his gave Mizu a shock. It was surreal to be holding your own hands like this, and thumbed over the skin with his thumb. "Sure, got a preference for a place to go?" Call him lame, but Mizu's first thought was back to his apartment since that's where a lot of his R&R time happens, but figured Ki might not wanna just go back to the apartment. "Oh uh- good point..." Slowly moving forward to figure out where they were headed he came up with something. "We'll be identical twins! Born a few minutes apart of something, decided to get matching tattoo's, all that stuff."

Self Indulgence

"Um.." Like he said his memories of before Morphine were really blurry, but he didnt want to make this any more awkward than it already was so gives his alternate a shaky smile. Mizu was pretty pleasant to be around, he still radiated the charisma and friendliness that Ki had lost, in a way he was jealous of him. However he quickly shakes those feelings away, they wouldnt do him any good and the double hadnt done anything to deserve such spiteful feelings directed at him. "You would know if you met the Prince, where the castle is all white he’s dark, I only met him once, just before I escaped, so it would make sense if you didnt meet him." Ki is glad he seems to have cheered up a bit, being sad wasnt a good feeling after all, so he didnt mind lending Mizu Myself for a little bit.

Self Indulgence

He had somewhat isolated himself, though discovered coil communication was acceptable so ended up spending a fair amount of the day just talking to people. The fact that Mizu didnt know who he was talking about was sad, that person was important to him, he was happy when Aoba said he got the rest he wished for. “The Prince is the Prince, he’s important to Aoba too. I have trouble remembering his name though…but its fine he’s at peace. Dont pull on his ears so hard.” Ki didnt want to have to find someone to fix a torn ear, even if he isnt the one who might rip it, it was just rude to do so even on accident.

Self Indulgence

"…I saw Aoba and Koujaku once, but the headache got bad enough I passed out so they decided it would be best to just talk over out coils. They pretty much decided I shouldnt attempt to see everyone since that was my reaction to just the two of them…" Ki hated being cut off from everyone he should know, but he didnt even really know his own best friends and the bothersome headache liked to keep him isolated. "Myself was a gift from the Prince, you met him too right?" He meant Sei, their meeting had been chance but it left a deep impression on his heart.

Self Indulgence

"I see…for me…I dont really remember anything before becoming their Doll, everything from that point on is clear enough though…" Ki stopped talking when he felts the air get tense again, he didnt want to make the other remember terrible things. He holds out his teddy bear for the other to take, trying to make him feel better, he had made the mistake after all. "Im sorry for making you think about bad things. You can borrow Myself, he’ll make you feel better."

Mizu took the bear decorated in similar tattoos and rubbed the soft fake fur with his thumbs. He felt glum at the notion since well...Mizu didn't like talking about what happened but it clearly hit Ki harder and going the silent route seems almost mean. "Ah really? So...did you go back to Dry Juice? What about Aoba and Koujaku, have they been helping you?" Mizu pulled at the bear's ears and let out a huff. Maybe he shouldn't ask questions... "No it's okay, sometimes it's good to get the words out you know? The bear's cute."

High Peaches

Self Indulgence

"…You would be Mizu then?" That would make things easier, it would be kind of confusing if they were both ‘Mizuki’, after all the biggest difference not counting clothing appeared to be their outward demeanor. It would take some time getting used to this whole thing, but ‘Ki’ relaxes a little bit, it didnt seem like the other meant him harm or anything.  "…Do you remember everything from before?" He wanted to know what sort of person he had been.

"Yeah! That's okay with you, 'Ki'?" There was a shy smile to the other, hoping that would make him feel less afraid and make their conversation easier. Really, Mizu wasn't trying to be an asshole that wanted to scare the other senseless like that but he just...he gets rowdy. Though the relaxed air had become tense at the simple question, hitting a painful note with Mizu. "Well it...it comes and goes. There's really blurry spots during my time with Mor -" Something stopped him from even uttering the name, kind of like a harsh kick in the throat. "it's not the same..."