im addicted to highs would you like to know why?

“You’re always haunted by the idea you’re wasting your life.”

“This is your life and it’s ending one moment at a time.”

“The goal isn’t to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.”

“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention..”

“There are only patterns, patterns on top of patterns, patterns that affect other patterns. Patterns hidden by patterns. Patterns within patterns. If you watch close, history does nothing but repeat itself. What we call chaos is just patterns we haven’t recognized. What we call random is just patterns we can’t decipher. what we can’t understand we call nonsense. What we can’t read we call gibberish. There is no free will. There are no variables.”

“Maybe you don’t go to hell for the things you do. Maybe you go to hell for the things you don’t do. The things you don’t finish.”

“Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everyone I’ve ever known.”

“You grow up to become living proof of your parents’ limitations. Their less-than masterpiece.”

“Most times, it’s just a lot easier not to let the world know what’s wrong.”

“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.”

“You’re always haunted by the idea you’re wasting your life.”

“You are not special. You’re not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You’re the same decaying organic matter as everything else. We’re all part of the same compost heap. We’re all singing, all dancing crap of the world.”

*puts myself out there*