FARGO

I read through our old messages tonight when you used to tell me how much you loved me and that I meant everything to you. The words you said mean everything to me but it hurts knowing they don’t mean anything anymore. I know it’s really over this time and it’s stupid for me to say but I’m not going to deny that I miss you or that I still love you because I do. I know that I can’t do anything anymore, I need to let you go because it’s only fair to you. It’s the right thing to do and there’s nothing left to hold onto. After everything I did I know it probably isn’t fair of me to be saying this but I’m sorry. I’m sorry because I know it was my fault, I’m sorry for the mistakes I made, I’m sorry for hurting you, I’m sorry for all the things I did to make you jealous and mad. I’m sorry for ending it but I was hoping you would’ve understood that I did it for you. Thank you for everything because you really did make me so happy. Thank you for all the times you made me laugh and smile. Thank you for the good days when holding your hand felt like home and hearing your voice made everything alright. It was worth it. You were the best and worst thing to ever happen to me. I think we were just too alike when we were good we were great but when we fought we said and did awful things. I knew one of us would get hurt. We understand each other too well. We understand how to act in order to cause hurt that shatters souls. We know how to tear each other apart just like we know how to build each other up. I’ll accept that something’s are supposed to end even thought I used to think we never would. I know your life no longer includes me now, you’re happy and I am honestly glad you are. You’ve found someone who’s all I wasn’t and who’s love is all that ours couldn’t be. I hope she makes you so happy, I hope she doesn’t hurt you and I hope she doesn’t break your heart. I don’t regret loving you but I do regret that I let myself believe I could make it work. I won’t forget you or our memories I’ll just get used to not having you in my life anymore.I still think you deserve the best and I hope she gives you everything that I couldn’t.