semi-hiatus til dec. 10 (ap)

i feel bad bc i’ve barely done anything on robert, but it also means i’m not gonna be rebooting mal’s blog until december. at least not officially. i won’t be going into anything fully until this current class i’m in is done and i can rest

but life has fucking sucked lately, not only because of how challenging my current class is, but because just yesterday i found out that if i changed my major, i could go into an actual exciting senior year of college (i could learn DIGITAL MEDIA and VISUAL THEORY and TV/FILM PRODUCTION and a bunch of either classes revolving around media and being creative!!! like hello im a creative person!!!) and it got me feeling so good like! my future? actually looking good? for the first time EVER? tell me it ain’t so!

it ain’t so

my dad and i got into a fight just this morning and because i’m a shitty child and a terrible person, he told me he’s not gonna pay for my college anymore. right after the day i started to feel actually hopeful of my future! and of course i can’t pay that shit so what do i tell him? i’m dropping out (which i’ve been wanting to do for a while now because i was hating everything). and he says fine, but i either gotta move out or pay $1,000 a month for rent just to stay in the house. despite working for $5 an hour under my dad. part-time. but i’ve told myself for over two years now that if i drop out of college / completely fail it, i’ll just kill myself because otherwise i’d be a burden to society just as i am to my parents and work at burger king for the rest of my life! so now that’s been in my head all day!

… frick man u make me wanna finish my abigail blog that’s been sitting for like two years

uhhhh bh6 stranger things au?

I WANT MY DAUGHTER BACK!