Today I feel like shit. Actually it’s been an awful few months.
【ｍｉｌｌｅｎｎｉａｌｓ】
Sweet years, great years
swallowing sugar coated pills and tears
thinking that you’ve had it worse in the past, dear
but it’s what is yet to come that retains fear
Another goal and a step you’ve taken
you try to praise yourself but you just can’t make it
why is it so hard to be proud, don’t fake it
why can’t I be happy and just forget it
I try to find the words but they just won’t come
the sun is going down, I’m still here alone
I’m feeling like an asshole, ‘cause if it wasn’t for me,
this could’ve been a great day, even for me
can’t see the miles that I walk when I hold on
just see the chances I miss when I lay on
my back and hope that tomorrow can be better than today
or that I just don’t wake up I’d be thankful either way
You’re sitting alone at a McDonald's
crying your heart out into a bag of fries
kids are staring at you bright hair dye but your soul is blue
Just tell me how far I should go
before I can let all of this go and be free
Don’t wanna live on the 6th floor
shut the windows 'cause the ground's
too far from me
Art, beat, lyrics: Zerio
